Saatnya ku berkata
mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua
kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja
kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja
rasa itu telah pergi
Dan mungkin bila nanti
kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba
tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
saat semua disini
Dan bila hatimu termenung
bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu
cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja
kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja
rasa itu telah pergi
Dan mungkin bila nanti
kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku
jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
saat semua disini
Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari
semua rasa yang kau beri
-Peter Pan-
Saturday, April 30, 2005
The Interpreter The summer scent finally come and I am feel free outside without any cardigan or any sweater,simply wearing jeans and shirt.Heading to Jongno,feel the gross of humidity of Seoul Weather.
I have a great time with my Korean friend today.Watching 'The Interpreter' in the heart of Seoul,city of youth,The Seoul Cinema in Jongno just as happening as it is before,with the kids,couple and the film intimacy.The Interpreter, basically action movie based on an investigation to a series of terror,set up by Dr. Juwani,the president of a country in Africa.There are a bunch of elements in this movies,including politics,terrorism(I think America has lost the idea of making movies accept to show the persistance of terrorism).And I can't help myself from relating this movie to 'The Siege' and 'The bone collector'.They have something in common,doesnt it.Wutever it is ,I can't help myself admiring Nicole Kidman in her most innocent apparent,the tiny glasses helps her to look so cute.Feel free to ask me out for this movies,u can have my accompany.
After movie,have a walk somewhere in Insa-Dong,have a dinner and spent the rest of time heating the Starbucks.Having an iced mocca cum marble cheese cake,and having some short discussion about the movie we just watched.Too much coffee and cake,but it is once for a fortnight,where for the other night u ought just have a green tea.By the way,can u explain why on earth a marble cheese cake is being called as such.I make the answer by relating that the top of the cheese cake is an resemblance of the marble floor.In a way,it makes sense but it is not that logical and my friend doesnt seem to agree either,haha...
Anyway,I have a good time today,after finishing all the exams and accomplish with the presentation.Gracias
And The Queen goes to I put u in my shoes, having a major exam start at 7 p.m while the others enchanting big feast in another get together party and festive like the night is just for them. A big sigh.Have a full report and a somehow a late catch up from my housemate who finished class early this afternoon who get the opportunity to attend the homecoming party.
Wow the party sounds great,didnt it.I heard many of them get dressed up and having new hairdo.Let the gals have some new wardrobe from Gucci or Guess while the boys in his utmost casual.
The most remembering part is supposed to be the first debut of the homecoming queen.Surprising in her first apparent of getting out from a big box.I bet everyone is holding their voice in the last edge of their throat to see Tiara Senseongnim came out and greet everybody in her triumph and modest smile.I can imagine it and she bursted out "Owh my hip bends!"
They said there are also surprised calls from some parent in Malaysia.This is supposed to be the most touchable part.U know wut I mean,when u are hearing the voice of the one u love give some talks in public,in the most respectful way to show their love....owh...I cant continue my words....Even I was not there...I know how is the blues...
Well I am looking toward this Malaysian Culture Day.Put on some decent top and screwed up my wardrobe to have the finest one.....
By the way...I have just finished writing a poem.My Malay language getting poorer.I can tell u it is getting hard for me to compose the finest word for my poem.I cant feel the satisfaction in making this poem,the opposed feeling I get comparing the one I wrote in high school fever.
Are u still alive A glimpse of laugh or at least thats the word to describe when people ask me such a question.I knew what is it mean.They feel curious of my existance when they dont find me online on the pc or sneeze in my shed.I am safe and sound here
2 more exams to go.Just a quick review of my exam. 1) English composition skills: It is the first exam of mine in HYU.I had undergo practicing to be a new talent of translator for a 2 days in marathon.Dont study out of the boundary.It is just the same as one can say a copy right of the contents.Chapter 1 to 3, And it is exactly,errr 95% was the things u had learnt in class.A short relief.And I hold my breath for a second.
2)Calculus: 5 minutes before the exam,my body shook trembly and need some kind of outer emotional squeezing power.Dont try an ecstasy huh.Skim all the 8 question and I left the first,second and last question empty.Apart of the difficulty,I dont grab the idea of a method to settle them.Not tricky but what an overwhelming straight forwarded question which make me lost of my thinking.Sigh enough.
3) Practical English conversation: The exam was held in a big lecture hall with quiet number of students.With most of them are freshmen,too joy and too much loud to turn the hall into an Avril Lavign concert mood,haha...My acquaintances said her concert is tremendous cool.Well stop about it. I think I should practice more listening to an American native speaker.I still cannot cope with their slang.Hello I am a British ascent,dont you know?I dont put high expectation even they all said it is a piece of cheese rasberry cake,haha
4) Catia practical: This is the only exam I can go through in a controlled emotion.Had the main back seat,no much disturbance at least it is just from the lecturer assistance.To tell me not to forget the command of defining object.True enough but that minor thing always seems to be forgotten...The forgotten...Have u watched it?
5) The theory of CAD: I dont really have interested in this theory. Too much modelling that I had take at least three subjects which related to this.Modelling, the first,third angle projection.Sickkkkk.By the way Ill have this paper on Saturday.Pray for me
6). The fundemental of Electrical engineering: An unidentified flying subject.Not much related with mechi.But who knows after reading this subject I can fix the bulb into the socket.haha...I will have this exam on Tuesday.The same day with the first debut of Homecoming queen...opps Homecoming day.Send my regard to all loving teachers..I miss u all
I miss DYTC Bangun pagi tadi aku berada dalam keadaan weng.Korang kena tengok bilik aku.Kedudukan lebih kurang macam kedudukan rumah aku yang lama kat Kwang Myeong.Itulah sebab aku macam happy sebab terasa macam perasaan nak gi Ke Dong Yang.Bile bukak jer pintu bilik...alamak aku kat rumah lain la...Lalu mandi,shave and gi sekolah.
Sampai kat CATIA Lab, aku tak leh nak concentrate ape yang Lecturer Assistant(LA) tu bebelkan....Perasaan aku seperti berada di computer lab tingkat 4 di Dong Yang....Belajar solid works,CNC,and Pro-E...Suara LA tu dah bertukar jadi suara Lecturer aku kat Dong Yang....Aku biar diriku mengelamun..LA cakap memang laju...Entah ape ape ntah.Penerangan setengah jam pastu suruh buat latihan 3 minit.Teringat kat Dong Yang dulu.Ape yang cikgu tunjuk kat skrin ader kat buku.So senang nak catch up.Ni dah la buku takde,pehtu membebel tak ingat dunia tambah cakap dialect sikit cukup menstrainkan otak aku untuk menerima praktikal yang diberi.
Andai dapat aku undur masa,aku nak buat spm balik,score and then gi States or UK.Kat Msia pon pakai English kan.Sigh...
Owh sentimentalku makin bertambah sejak akhir akhir ni.Mase 24 jam macam tak cukup.Ingin study and study tapi kepala macam dah nak pecah....God...help me.....
Tapi aku dapat rase kepuasan....Nak tahu ape kepuasannyer...masuk lah universiti cepat cepat...Perasaan nyer lain dari mase kat Kolej.....(saje bakar line muahahahahha)
Masih lagi dalam bahang kakak ku CT buat persembahan kat RAH.Aku baru terpk nape aaa aku tak gi concert die.Padahal hari Jumaat lepas aku takde kelas.Kalau gi hari Khamis kan dah ok..haha...Macam la London tu dekat ek.Tapi kalau ader jual cd die nanti aku la orang pertama nak beli..Kak Siti...adik rindu akak..haha...jgn muntah aaaa.ni versi weng dah ni...
