Saatnya ku berkata
mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua
kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja
kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja
rasa itu telah pergi
Dan mungkin bila nanti
kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba
tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
saat semua disini
Dan bila hatimu termenung
bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu
cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja
kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja
rasa itu telah pergi
Dan mungkin bila nanti
kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku
jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
saat semua disini
Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari
semua rasa yang kau beri
-Peter Pan-
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Exam fever Summer finally come.I can feel the laziness and sleepiness inside my body.I dont really know if it is normal but I never feel this thing before.On winter I was really active.Not to forget the iceskating at night.Is this thing has some relation with body metabolisme?Any doctors who can explain this unknown phenomenon?
Exam is just around the corner.I cant wait to finish up this semester.I just want some refreshment.A trip to somewhere will do....Anyone who wish to accompany me?
My friend said that I am a kamikaze,set up a trip last minute,no specific budget,alone and no specific route...haha...I know what Im doing...dont worry be happy....
Jangan Bersedih Lagi... Dont get me wrong.The title is one of my favorite song for this moment.The song is spelled out by Anuar Zain.I like the lyrics so much I like the melody.
One of my Korean said...when u are loosing ur heart,take a look to the sky.Stare for it a deep sight.It is the best pictursque above u.And actually the nature is always giving the strength for u to carry out this life.Try it.
I am amazed by the way one of my acquaintance making a surprise and presented her girlfriend the most personable,romantic,and the most thoughtful way for her birthday.
A bouquet of white roses,a little but most attractive cake,fragrance candle are all the gadget for the celebration.Even his girlfriend is in a gulf away but they cherish the moment together,via the small webcam,in the sweet fragrance while having the utmost delicious taste of the specially nice cake.
Remembering the last moment of her birthday.There are no such this romantic thing for at least I send the present on her birthday.It is just a card and a cd compilation which at last I found that these things didnt reach her mailbox.Disappointed, which I have finalized not to give her present unless by my hand.I dont trust mr. postman anymore as they are hopeless.haha...
I just realized that still I dont accomplish a lot of things in our relationship.At least to know the way to express my love on her.Not to forget, not to hangout with other company for movies at midnight,hehe...
There are a lot things more to reveal for relationship.I still bring up myself in the single,primitive way,and I think I should change this perception,time for me to think in more adult way...Could I?I hate to be adult actually but...it is better to admit for some reason.
Between, what do u do for the one u love?At least, show your deep precious love for him/her in their birthday...In candle lit special evening....
Lawa kan die ni....She is hot...She is an angel.At least in this contemporary movies tempo....Sape nak tengok cite ni ajak aku lagi ek....Budak ni dalam cite tu comellll giller...
Dah lama aku tak upload gambar.Hmm Sabtu lepas kitorang buat makan makan.Tengok ler lauk nyer.Macam lauk pengantin...Aku tak masak.Just decorate hiasan makanan jer.Hahaha....sedap takkk yumm
Penampilah aku di Malaysian Culture Day(MCD).Biru putih.Simple jer...
And Mase persembahan lagu Bintang Di surga.Tangan naik ala ala Ziana Zain gitu.Jangan muntah dah ler....hehe
Cantikkan pentas hari Culture day ni.Hmm good job to AJK.And good job also untuk guitarist lagu Bintang Di Sorga..Yad and Juned....Cayalahhhhh
Government and PLKN In Korea,there is one policy which states it is compulsory for all man to undergo military service at particular time.For those who posses strong excuse could skip participating the army but indeed they have to undergo public service optionally.
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The prank goes when in Malaysia a 19 year old boy is accused in trial as he failed to participate PLKN despite the affirmation letter he received.The government begins to stress out this behavior as a lack of patriotisme and indeed it is a turn point to show to other youth how criminal this thing is.Whilst for Ahmad Hafizal, he is to accused to jail as a reason he cant pay the compensation of not going to PLKN.A breadwinner of the family,he still has a mother and 2 sibblings to take care of.I dont understand how idi*t the government is,for accusing a few good man like him.At least he has all the reason for him to stay off the PLKN.
He is not be represented by any lawyer, vow for the 'sin' and he is going to jail simply in the simplest way.At least this is what Malaysia government do to an innocent man like him.Our government tends to show his jaws only to a small mouse.Dont they realized there are some other expected apprentice trainees who escape the training because of their parent are somebody,at least they don't have this strong reason as such Hafizal intended to have.This is a lack of mentality.When humanity is acting like insane and fail to distinguish what is wrong and right,or at least to evaluate what wrong is more right.No mankind,and what we see is only material and fatal.Do we have the voice.Can u speak up for yourself.Do we have the alibi?Plese prepare one.Too many things would happen in this interchanging world.
My brain seems to be tired for this whole day,starting the cloudy day by making the Electrical assignment cum summarizing a page or two about Laplace transformation.Do u guys know that Napoleon Bonoparte was one of Laplace student?Yeah,he is the one characterized leader we learnt in high school's history subject.
Wait.Yesterday was Saturday,wasn't it.I dont really sure why do I keep thinking that Saturday has passed too early.And today is Sunday.No time to relax at all.Yesterday we had an approximate 3 hours presentation by each group for Numerical Method regarding in application of this subject on corresponding logical term project.As always I remained silence in the lecture hall,indeed I loved to ask for one or two question,but the ignorance of 'Vibration theory' and 'thermodynamics' made me no heart to ask any.Anyway,I learnt a lot from the presentation.I can see the tremendous gap between Korean students and me.They are all far away in front while mine is in the tail.
Yesterday we had a hangout,watching a Korean movie,entitled as above.Short preview,this movie is about a 19 years old girl from China who is on behalf of her sister come to Korea to be a dancer.The dialect this girl used was really overwhelming as to hear an 'ajoshi' become an 'asba'.What a ridiculous...And when the cacaca song hit the air,I cant help myself to acknowledge Lee Ki Chan's Viva ne sarang...haha...The late memory of Cheju Do...
I still don't finish my Numerical homework.Ill continue tomorrow...never stop....fighting...
Bagai Bintang Di Sorga Dont be surprise becoz temporarily I am keen on listening to Peter Pan.They did better than SO7.Guys this song is the fabulous one.Try it....Bintang si Sorga.....Lalalala
Back to art class I spent the whole day resting at home.My alarm clock didn't go off so that was the complete reason why did i get up late.At first we set up a plan to go to the Hi Seoul,but since it was getting late,we changed the theme of our day into 'Back to art class'.Having the poster color,brush,and drawing plate are all enough to turn out a long scroll paper into an abstract hand made colouring,even not the same to qualify one of those Da Vinci's or Picasso's.
They all came to my home today,at least I felt happy to see them affiliating after mid term exam,to hear the voice of laughter while having the Uno Stacko game.And in the kitchen,we made out 'cekodok pisang' and 'cekodok ikan bilis' delicious enough to have them in the late evening with marvelous hot tea.
Tomorrow it said that there will be no class after 4.30.But in stead we must attend a seminar set up by the school of engineering.Seminar by LG or something.And after that,my group has decided to gather for the next presentation of Numerical method.Can I have one more day,at least for me to relax.
