Saatnya ku berkata
mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua
kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja
kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja
rasa itu telah pergi
Dan mungkin bila nanti
kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba
tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
saat semua disini
Dan bila hatimu termenung
bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu
cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja
kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja
rasa itu telah pergi
Dan mungkin bila nanti
kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku
jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
saat semua disini
Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari
semua rasa yang kau beri
-Peter Pan-
Monday, June 27, 2005
When U get less than U expected Credit to my friend who send this to console my feeling....
The Present-Three ways to Use Your Present Moment by Spencer Johnson
Be in the Present When you want to be happy and successful Focus On What Is Right Now. Use Your Purpose To Respond To What Is Important Now.
Learn From The Past When You Want To Make The Present Better Than The Past Look At What Happened In The Past. Learn Something Valuable From It. Do Things Differently In The Present.
Plan For The Future When You Want To Make The Future Better Than The Present See What A Wonderful Future Would Look Like. Make Plans To Help It Happen. Put Your Plan Into Action In The Present.
Dont sigh when bad things happen upon u.The more u sigh the worse it will be.Relax,smile and listen to this song...."Jangan bersedih lagi" by Anuar Zain...ahaks........
Feel Free When I wrote this entry, I am home alone,others hangout to Caribbean Bay---Water Theme park in Korea which is in the same wireframe with Sunway Lagoon,Bukit Merah lake Town resort or Ayer Keroh Water Theme park....I wish I could go...Lama tak jadi ikan duyung...haha
I finished my Numerical Method's presentation yesterday.The day before that my group gathered in one of our member's apartment.Thanks god that there was an air-conditionerin his room.I cant imagine that we can stand the heat with the respiration by 5 of us...I stayed from noon until 4 a.m. in the morning with them.My part is just to translate Korean words into English as our Professor wanted the presentation is made in English...Tough huh?haha
I really love to be in this group.They understand each other,believe in others and they work in a harmonic rhythm.No pressure and I am happy for that.They also put up some consideration on me as I'm a transfered student and still have to catch up many things.If u ask me to explain what is my term project, I s*ck.Our term project is based on Heat Transfer,the application of the subject on advanced level.Something to do with window condensation in car and etc...dont ask me much about that...haha...
I just hope that we can stick to each other until I grad.So that they can help me in studying...
Picture worth thousand words.This is my group's picture.Anyone wish to befriend with my team mate?They are all single lor....
And these pictures were taken during my trip to Suwon last Sunday.
3 boys sitting in front of traditional typed Korean building
When we hit Myeong Dong Yesterday,I accompanied my friend to browse at Myeong Dong.The beginning started with "I will just accompany you and I will not buy anything as I want to save up budget etc and bla bla" But I freak out when I found the waist pouch...North Face,some tools for my next trip...and here I go...sinning in hatrick by purchasing a pair of Nike sandals and a Von Dutch cap.
The Von Dutch cap was the thing I really wanna buy before but the other two things were the stuff I 'accidentally' bought at that time.Too ridiculous but can u stood still when the sale kept waving on u..haha...Not all the shop give discount,there were only some...not also Who.A.U..
Have u heard of this,"Men spend 2 dollars for 1 dollars item they want,contrary women spend 1 dollars for 2 dollars item they want to have."
I am not the one who really like to shop that frequent,but once I shop,I will make sure that the thing will end up with some satisfaction...woo...
For lunch we hit the ojingo bulgogi,the red spicy look of the squid stimulated the appetite after a couple of hours browsing.
Spending 8 hours shopping and adjourned for a sip of Iced blended coffee at Starbucks...and having a quality friendly talk and some catch up..haha....Myeong Dong....u were the witness of my sins yesterday...give some responsible to what u've done to me...haha
My exam finally finished last Saturday with no emotion of laughter or siren of relief.What I got most is the spam of paranoid.Stop about exam. I have 1 week free before the summer class.What should I do huh?Yesterday we had a hangout at Suwon.Kind of a study trip I could say as my Korean friend slip in the schedule to have sightseeing in the historical place.The ultimate hot weather was some reason to spoil the mood.But when the day get darker....it seems better when we have a friend talk on the benches....hit some sandwiches and kim bab,a refreshment for the belly after a suffer of not taking breakfast and lunch.....
The day I finished my exam...I run for a marathon of movies...start by watching the second concert of AF3(which Mawi cramp the song..haha).But hey I admired Marsha most,I bet she would be the 'Pesona Bintang' for this season.
After that we continue with 'Joey' the sequel of friends.But for some reason I still prefer friends.And flick flick and more flick....we watched gangster for half way,and then I snored for the other half.Sick aa filem Melayu...I dont really understand the motives of the movies....But teringin nak tengok Sepet, haha
I want to go to blue Club.My hair getting longer and longer.Not appropriate for summer style..Nak botak aa....
It said... I cant help myself from keep on smiling when it says..."When we happy,why must we listen to ballad song...it will just ruin the happy mode if we listen to such genre of music."True enough..but I cant keep stop smiling..inside my little heart..It is really cute to know it say that way...haha..It is cute...it is cute.....for me it is damn cute...
Aloha I miss the little pigeon today.Usually after buying something at the 'mini stop',I will loiter for a couple of minutes in front of the library building.Eating my breakfast which are supposed to be a groundnut bread and the delicious chocolate milk. Since it is summer,all the benches seem to be occupied by the kids.Sometimes I sit on the tree's stone divider...Here the story goes.Usually I am not taking my breakfast alone.There are these two little pigeon which accompany me for breakfast.I tuck out small piece of the bread and throw it to them.They are both rivals to one another.They come hurrily but in a little bit hesitation....(as in Malay jinak jinak merpati).So I keep holding my breath and remained no motion when they are coming close to me.They will come with their 'tergedek gedek' and take the bread into their mouth.Very cute.At least they are my little entertainer.Tomorrow I will wait for them to come.And share our breakfast together....miss ya little dove.....haha...
Last Friday my Bak professor was truly in his perfect mood that he asked me to make presentation today for chapter 6.I took that as a stone thunder upon my head...Me?Present?I bet I can make some song performance,some acting but not presentation,speech,etc....maybe it is not my path... But just now at last I've made through it.But in the silence of the hall they can hear my heartbeat,pounded and the struggling of my breath to absorb the oxygen...at least I did it...
2 exam has passed.Catia...Electrical engineering....there are 4 to go...pray for me....looking forward to summer vacation...
Erti Kehidupan Recently I listen to this song 'Erti kehidupan' Ning feat Jay jay.A real georgeous song...I admired the lyric most...and the melody echoed with a deep touch...mellow...ballad...
My exam....urgghhhh dont want to think about them....My head turned upside down...and just now I've registered for summer class.I only take one subject 'Dynamics' and it owes me 210,000 won.Whoaa....it loosened my trip budget...but we will get the claim back later on..
The song kept running for the 4th time...the violin makes my heart on hold...haha.....this is a 'weng' exam version post.To read it is just a waste of time..haha...
Next monday there will be test on English composition skills and Calculus...Calculus....I love calculus very much...the way I love chocolate...(read it between line babe.)
At the moment...I feel blank...the joy flew away..the spirit never comes to my body...Blur blur blur.....I wanna sleep...deep tight sleep..
Merenung Bulan Entah mengapa, Madah ku ini, Halaman orang nampak berseri, Laman sendiri berwarna warni, Tak bererti, Terlalu asyik memandang bintang, Merenung bulan tinggi di awan, Bumi yang hijau, Laut yang luas kulupakan
