one thing that i think is really interesting about buck and eddie’s conflict and particularly their little not-fight at the end of the ep is that for literal years they’ve been using chris as a shield to talk about how they feel about each other. every declaration of trust or affection or whatever is spoken through christopher (there’s no one in the world i trust with my son more than you. the will. etc etc) . but the thing about this time is that chris (by virtue of him being in texas) is the barrier. he’s the thing effectively causing the conflict so they can’t use him to hide behind. which means that almost for the first time ever we get them both actively vocalising what they mean to each other, irrespective of chris. i don’t know what i’m gonna do without you. he knows how to stay, unlike some people. i’m having more trouble dealing with the idea of you not being around than i’d like to admit. i don’t like it anymore than you do. like!!!!! they’re admitting they don’t want to be without each other!!!! they’re admitting they don’t want to be apart!!!!! and that is…..genuinely monumental when you consider how rarely they say it out loud (even if they show it in other ways). like the entire episode is basically just them both being irritable and upset bc they don’t want to leave each other 😭😭😭
apart from buck not behaving normally about his supposedly platonic bff moving away it is also very funny that their ‘fight’ also consisted of buck being like 'well you know i don’t have to tell you every thought and decision that goes through my mind immediately,’ a sentiment which is true for most people, and eddie taking it like a sword in the back.
