— starlight, guide light, and everything in between || jeong yunho

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In the quiet moments of parenthood, amidst the tears and the laughter, we find strength in each other's arms, and love that knows no bounds.

first-time dad!yunho x first-time mom!reader

genre: angst, fluff

trigger warnings: infant distress/crying; illegitimate child; parental anxiety/panic; emotional distress; breastfeeding; postpartum experiences

words: 3.8 k

reminder: what you're about to read is purely fiction, so let's keep it separate from reality.

!minors do not interact!

hi there! the time has finally come, and im publishing my first Yunho fic 🥹 lately, some kind of maternal instinct seems to have awakened in me, and i had to get it out somehow 😭😭 i guess im getting old. just to clarify, i haven't given birth myself or have kids, so this fic is solely written based on my imagination of what it might feel like postpartum.

love, monika.

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🍰┆sweet disaster

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kang yeosang x gn! reader

synopsis: the one with the failed cake

genre: fluff

trigger warnings: none

prompt 10 + yeosang + baking

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You were on the verge of a mental breakdown, in the middle of the kitchen, flour everywhere, as you desperately tried to bake Yeosang an anniversary cake. You wanted to do something for him, something that would scream how much you loved him. You weren’t good at crafting, so a handmade gift was out of the question, but baking? You thought, what could be hard about baking?

Turns out, everything. The recipe you found online looked simple enough, but three hours in and you had managed to burn the first attempt, drop the second one on the floor, and now this third one just wouldn’t rise properly. Your hands were shaking, tears threatening to spill over as you stared at the sad excuse of a cake before you.

That’s when you heard the front door open and close. Yeosang wasn’t supposed to be home for another hour. You panicked, trying to hide the mess, but it was too late. He walked into the kitchen, eyes widening at the disaster zone that greeted him.

“What happened here?” he asked, taking in your flour-covered form and the failed cake attempts.

“I-I just wanted to make you something special for our anniversary,” you stammered, feeling defeated. “But I can’t even get a simple cake right.” You were supposed to surprise him with something beautiful, not this chaotic mess. Yeosang moved through the disaster zone with careful steps, coming to stand in front of you. He reached out, gently wiping a smudge of flour from your cheek with his thumb. “I… I just wanted to…” you stammer, your hands still covered in flour and batter. “The recipe looked so easy online, and I thought I could surprise you with something special, but nothing went right, and I kept messing up, and now you’re home early and everything’s ruined and—” Your rambling explanation tumbles out in a rush, words tripping over each other as you try to justify the kitchen catastrophe surrounding you both. You gesture wildly at the failed cake attempts, accidentally flinging a bit of batter onto Yeosang’s shirt in the process. You gasp, horrified as a glob of cake batter lands right on his white shirt. “Oh no! I’m so sorry, I—” But before you can finish your apology, Yeosang breaks into laughter, you freeze, your mouth dropping open slightly.

His laughter turns into a fond smile as he shakes his head. Youreadorable. Yeosang chuckles, watching you fumble with your words. Didntexpectmetosaythat,huh?

You stare at him, unable to fully process how he can be so calm in the middle of your culinary disaster. Yeosang hands gently come to rest on your flour-dusted shoulders as if it’s the most natural thing in the world. The way he looks at you—like you’re the most precious thing he’s ever seen, failed cake and all—makes something warm bloom in your chest.

“You know,” he says softly, “this is actually the best anniversary gift I could have asked for.”

“A complete kitchen disaster?”

He shakes his head, a gentle smile playing on his lips. “No. Seeing how much you care. How much effort you put into trying to make something special for me.” His thumb traces your jawline, “That means more to me than any perfectly baked cake ever could.”

“I still wanted it to be perfect for you,” you mumble, unable to hide your disappointment despite his words.

Yeosang laughs softly, his eyes crinkling at the corners as he looks at you with such affection that it makes your heart skip. “You’re perfect,” he whispers, leaning in closer. His hand cups your cheek, “Messy kitchen and all.” Before you can protest further, he closes the distance between you, pressing his lips softly against yours. The kiss is gentle at first, then deepens as he pulls you closer, completely unconcerned about the flour and batter that transfers to his clothes. When he finally pulls away, his forehead rests against yours. “I love you,” he breathes, the words falling softly between you. “Not for what you can bake me, but for who you are. For moments like this.” Despite the mess surrounding you both, this moment feels perfect in its own chaotic way. Yeosang’s smile, the warm press of his body against yours, and the genuine love in his eyes make all your failed baking attempts worth it. “So,” he says with a mischievous glint in his eyes, “want to try baking together? I’m not much better at it, but I think we could make a decent mess together.”

You can’t help but laugh, the tension finally melting away as you nod. “I’d like that.”

As Yeosang rolls up his sleeves and reaches for a clean mixing bowl, you realize that sometimes the most perfect moments come from the most imperfect situations. And you wouldn’t have it any other way.

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I was tagged by @edenesth to do this! The original post was getting long so I made a new one!

what's the origin of your blog title?
↠ Super basic, but it was meant to be a kpop blog, and a whole bunch of kpop stuff...and that's how we got here! Hasn't changed since I made this blog too!

favorite fandoms:
↠ Carat (Seventeen), Atiny (Ateez), Stay (Stray Kids), Monbebe (Monsta X) and so many more!

OTP(s)/shipname:
The same delulu of all of the above x me lol (the delulu sometimes keeps the Mega Sads away y'all let me have this)

favorite color:
↠ sage green, red wine, and black

favorite game:
↠ I don't actually play a whole lot of games to be honest! I do love a good calm organizing game, or word scrambles and stuff? I did also love the Lego video games like Lego Star Wars and stuff! I also still play Pokemon Go! I'm honestly more of a TTRPG (like D&D)/card game person.

song stuck in your head:
↠ "I Am the Best" by 2NE1! ALWAYS!

weirdest habit/trait?
Idk I feel like I am simultaneously relatively normal but also the weirdest person I have ever met...maybe when I just casually start dancing for no reason if I have to stand somewhere for a long time?

hobbies:
↠ reading, listening to music, watching/playing D&D, going on walks, binge watching my shows, organizing (lol)

if you work, what's your profession?
↠ I am currently a pre-licensed therapist (full title is Associate Marriage and Family Therapist) working towards being fully licensed! I am working in a private practice right now getting all my client hours so I can take the final licensing exam. I still have another year at the very least, but I do love my job! I am working on specializing in working with athletes too (easier said than done lol)

if you could have any job you wish, what would it be?
↠ I would love to fully work with athletes, and be kind of like a consulting Player Wellness Manager for local college, minor league, and professional sports teams! I think that would be so cool and so much fun.

something you're good at:
↠ I thing I'm good at a lot of things? I'm REALLY good at organizing and getting things done (reputation that has followed me lol). I also think I'm pretty good at being creative and stuff?

something you're bad at:
↠ oh math for sure. You put numbers in front of my and my whole brain shuts off. I'm also really bad at keeping my facial expressions in check most of the time lol

something you love:
↠ music/the arts as a general whole, my friends and loved ones, kpop, nerd things, my job (shocking, I know), sports, my morning coffee, a good set of pens/highlighters and sticky notes (am i basic or what), overcast weather

something you could talk about for hours off the cuff:
anything having to do with my job/mental health/the mental health care system, sports (i have a whole other blog dedicated to it), kpop (both as an art form and as a fandom culture), most things even remotely nerdy (Star Wars, Lord of the Rings, etc.), and the hit TV show "Ted Lasso" lol

something you hate: ↠ the heat during the summer (like seriously i HATE it when its hot out), math/numbers, ignorant assholes who can't even begin to fathom the basic concept of empathy (that one REALLY gets me going can you tell), and people who believe themselves superior to everyone for arbitrary reasons (eat the rich)

something you collect:
↠ coffee mugs (i seriously have a problem i am not kidding...there's a whole cabinet full of JUST my mugs in my house), pens (i'm a pen/stationary hoarder), Funko pops, and some other little trinkets

something you forget:
↠ so, SO many things...how to do math being one of the biggest lol. I try to not forget too much due to the nature of my job, which I'm pretty good about. I guess if you want to get philosophical and all touchy feely for a second, I sometimes forget that I am allowed to have my feelings about things? You spend so many years being told your feelings are wrong, its easy to forget that your emotions are human, normal, and a part of you sometimes

what's your love language?
↠ words of affirmation and acts of service, I think. I feel better when I can hear that something I've done is appreciated, and having someone take care of something for me without me asking or knowing to make my life easier to me is one of the highest forms of love for me.

favorite movie/show:
↠ SO many. SO SO many to list. To list a few of my absolute top SHOWS, Ted Lasso is probably highest on the list, along with The Good Place. I also like shows like Bob's Burgers, The Muppets (i'm a muppet enthusiast sue me), Letterkenny (that's a real niche one), Strong Woman Do Bong Soon, Hospital Playlist, and other k-dramas that I've watched that I have adored. As for MOVIES, I am fully and completely obsessed with The Mummy (1999), Beetlejuice, Encanto (it was really really good okay), Addams Family Values, Jurassic Park, and Pride and Prejudice (2005)...like I said, there's a LOT

favorite food:
↠ I do love me some good comfort food, italian, cali-mex (i'm a so-cal girl its only fitting). I also have a HUGE sweet tooth, but my main weaknesses are cheesecake, s'mores, and Girl Scout Cookies

favorite animal:
↠ I love elephants. I think they are beautiful fascinating creatures and the more I learn about them the more I love them! Tigers are definitely a close second. If we are talking house animals, then I am more of a dog person, but cats have definitely grown on me a lot as I've gotten older

are you musical?
↠ I think I'm pretty musical! I did theater for the majority of my school years until I graduated high school. Singing, dancing, and acting pretty much all the way through. I still love music and love to sing. I think I'm "okay" at singing, but I try not to do it too much bc I got bullied a lot for it during my school years too...I still love going to see shows and engaging in music/musical content though!

what were you like as a child?
↠ sassy and stubborn as a mule, according to my family. I really did not like being told what to do (but I was still a good kid I promise). Got good grades, made good friends and all of that, but "stubborn" would definitely be at the top of the trait list

favorite subject at school?
↠ any of my performing arts classes (choir, dance, theater, etc.), english, and history

least favorite subject?↠ oh math hands down. I had to be tutored through middle AND high school I was so bad at it. Somehow managed to pass, AND THEN I STUPIDLY TOOK TWO STATISTICS CLASSES IN COLLEGE WHEN I ONLY NEEDED ONE!!

what's your best character trait?
↠ I would say that my best trait would be my insight/intuition, maybe? I'm really good at reading people, as well as reflecting on myself and learning where to grow and expand my horizons. I'm good at picking up on patterns and helping those things come to light, both for myself and for others. Guess that's why I am in the profession I am, lol

what's your worst character trait?
↠ Oh god where do I start (half kidding)...Still stubborn as a mule (when I dig my feet in on something i DIG, a LOT), I tend to get in my head about things some times, and I tend to go too fast about things (which is why I have been working on slowing down). I also still sometimes struggle with setting boundaries, but I am getting better with that as well!

if you could change any detail of your day right now what would it be?
↠ I would have definitely slept in longer lol I am TIRED. Other than that, things have been pretty good so far!

if you could travel in time who would you like to meet?
↠ I would have loved to have met my great grandparents. Both of them passed before I was born, but from all of the stories I have heard, they sounded like some of the most wonderful, amazing, and kind people. They immigrated at separate times to the U.S., and went through so much historically and personally, and still remained so kind. I would have loved to have met them and learned from them.

recommend one of your favorite fanfics (spread the love):
↠ I literally have a whole tag for this on my blog lol (search "good shit" or go to the "fic recs" link in my navigation). BUT, if we want specifics, all of the aus that you @edenesth have written have been absolutely incredible and SO fun to read. I am also currently obsessed with @makeitmingi 's Hongjoong series "When Flowers Bloom In the Dark), and I absolutely ADORED their Yunho series "The Cat and Dog Game" (seriously had me falling in love with Yunho istg). I have loved @eightmakesonebraincell 's works, especially their brief mafia aus and all of the fake texts (seriously they make me genuinely cackle every time). @welcometomyoasis has been collaborating on a SVT medical au that I've completely loved (and still ashamedly have to catch up with). There was also a Wonwoo fic a while back that I read by @diamonddaze01 called "Error 404: Feelings Not Found" that was so cute and absolutely hysterical I cry-laughed through the whole thing!
There are so many more I could list. All of my fic writing moots are so incredible and so amazing, and I could talk about them forever!!!! But, alas, there is limited space...REBLOG FICS PEOPLE I PROMISE ITS WORTH IT!!!

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thank you for tagging me my dear JJ! 🩷

what’s the origin of your blog title? as basic as it can be it’s just yunho’s initials with his birhdate, i would like to change it but i have no ideas for new username ):

favorite fandoms: atiny fr i love our fandom so much🥺

OTP(s)/shipname: confession time… it’s jikook✋🏻😔 ever since i got into bts, there was just something about their friendship that i admired so much. even after 10 years as an army, i still love this duo just as much as i did in the beginning.

favorite color: pink! in every shape and form!

favorite game: hands down, the sims😭 i started playing when i was in primary school—i must’ve been around 7. i just loved creating different lives for my sims, sometimes super sad and dramatic ones, with all these crazy plots and twists for my families. i haven’t played in so long since my mac isn’t great at running the game, but i know i’ll get back to it eventually. for me, it was always an escape from reality, a place where i could do things exactly how i wanted. i loved the feeling of being in control.

song stuck in your head: smb😭 hongjoong absolutely killed it on this feature. it’s been stuck in my mind ever since, and i just can’t stop replaying it. i literally can’t let go after just one listen! but also boyfriend by yeonjun, and kochasz? by sobel (a rapper form my country, it’s actually a song that will play a huge part in thuggish charm).

weirdest habit/trait? my girlfriend says it’s quirky how, whenever i travel, i always have to see the sea or any water spot. i just can’t help it—it’s like a must for me! she also thinks that my love for acid toners and skin exfoliation is something to be worried about.

hobbies: oh, i hate talking about hobbies because i never know what to say. do i even have any? i do write, but i don’t really think i’m good enough to call it a hobby. i used to read a lot of books and loved it, but now i have barely any time for it. maybe learning korean could be a hobby? it’s something i’m passionate about. also… can attending concerts count as a hobby?

if you work, what’s your profession? i work in a perfumery (yes, every day at work, i walk around smelling like yunho’s fragrance because we have tester of the scent he uses😭)

if you could have any job you wish, what would it be? my first major was actually music business and arts management, and it’s still something i’d love to do in the future. i’d really like to work within live music.

something you’re good at: don’t laugh, but i’m honestly a pro at bathroom cleaning. i can make it all pretty and shiny—i swear, nobody does it like i do! i take my cleaning seriously—it’s like a personal challenge to make it sparkle. if they gave out awards for bathroom cleaning, i’d totally win! other than that, i’m great at silly dancing, and well… english too, especially considering it’s not my first language.

something you’re bad at: cooking—trust me, you don’t want me anywhere near your kitchen! also, time management is definitely not my strong suit. and on a more serious note, i’m terrible at hiding my emotions. they’re just there, out in the open for everyone to see.

something you love: music, nature, the sea, long walks, laughing with my friends, dinners at my favorite Korean restaurant with my best friend, Rome, Adam Silvera’s books, and of course, kebab.

something you could talk about for hours off the cuff: music, my favorite artists, songs i love, concerts i’ve been to.

something you hate: the thing i hate the most in this world? tomatoes✋🏻 but aside from that, hypocrisy—it really gets under my skin. i can’t stand it, for real.

something you collect: yunho’s pcs and bts albums. 🥺

something you forget: i’m not really that forgetful, but when i pack for trips, i always seem to forget socks. other than that, i can’t really think of anything. sometimes, though, i forget that people can’t read my mind—so they don’t always know my emotions or thoughts unless i actually tell them.

what’s your love language? i love giving people i love gifts, showing up when they need me, and having quality time.

favorite movie/show: so, i know it’s a bit controversial ever since the main actor turned out to be problematic, but it’s call me by your name. no movie makes me feel the way it does. i’ve watched it so many times, and i never get tired of it. it touched something deep within me, and the OST is one of the most beautiful music pieces to ever be created. the way the movie captures love, longing, and heartbreak is just unmatched. It’s so raw and beautiful, and it makes me feel something every time I watch it. the cinematography and the way it captures the summer in Italy—there’s something so magical about it. The colors, the scenery, it all just pulls you in. it’s one of those films that stays with you, making you reflect on your own life and relationships. It left a lasting impact on me in a way no other movie has.

favorite food: anything korean, kebab, pizza and pasta!

favorite animal: 🥺 pug dogs, koalas, racoons, red pandas, and elephants.

are you musical? i come from a musical family, but unfortunately, i’m not as talented as the rest. i love singing, but my voice isn’t anywhere near as good as my mom’s or aunt’s. i’ve never played an instrument, but once i start earning real money and finally stop paying these ridiculously high tuition fees, i’d love to learn to play the drums or piano. my dream was always to play the guitar, but… being a long nails lover, i think that’s going to be a challenge!

what were you like as a child? it’s a bit sentimental, but i was a kid who loved playing with my toys, especially barbies. i enjoyed riding my bike, dancing, and watching lots of Disney movies—The Lion King was always my favorite. i also started watching Bollywood movies at a young age, and looking back, i feel like they really shaped my sensitivity, love for other cultures, and passion for music. i was very insecure growing up, but when i was happy and playing, i was loud, creative, and full of energy. i loved acting and would always prepare little plays for my mom and grandma. unfortunately, i was bullied in primary and middle school. i didn’t have many friends and felt like an outcast, but that didn’t start until i was around 10.

favorite subject at school? honestly, i hated everything about school—and i still do. in my country, school stifles individuality. it expects every student to be good at everything and forces everyone to be the same. it’s all about copying and pasting, and it really kills creativity. the system doesn’t support students at all; it’s all about grades and memorization with zero understanding or room for personal growth.

least favorite subject? definetly maths, and chemistry

what’s your best character trait? i care deeply about the people in my life, and i’m a fiercely loyal friend. the people i love always come first, sometimes even before myself. i’ll drop everything if someone i care about needs me, no questions asked. i know it’s not always the healthiest, but i just can’t help wanting to be there for them no matter what. i’ll always be the one hyping up my friends, listening to their rants, or showing up when they need me. making the people i love feel supported is so important to me.

what’s your worst character trait? probably my laziness and impatience. plus, i get worked up way too easily and let things upset me faster than i should. definitely not my best qualities.

if you could change any detail of your day right now what would it be? i’d love to have more time for myself between lectures and work. also, i’d change how my shifts at work start at 5 or 6 am—it leaves me with barely any sleep.

if you could travel in time who would you like to meet? that’s a tough one. i think this question is meant for me to focus on people who are no longer with us, but honestly, if i could travel back in time, i’d love to talk to jimin and jungkook again. i was lucky enough to meet them, and i’d love to relive that moment. there were so many things i forgot to tell them, especially to jimin, back then.

recommend one of your favorite fanfics (spread the love): alright so, this might not be what you guys expected, but my absolute favorite fanfiction ever is a jikook au posted on twitter back in 2018, titled euphoria! this au completely wrecked me—it was like my personal drug; i just couldn’t stop reading. no matter how much i got, i always craved more. the writing was incredible, packed with moments that left me utterly heartbroken in the best way possible. the plot was full of unexpected twists, constantly keeping me on edge. just when i thought i knew where things were going, it would take a turn and leave me absolutely shook. every part had me feeling everything—excitement, heartbreak, anticipation—it was impossible to put down. i was so obsessed with it that, even though i finished reading it 3 years ago, i still catch myself thinking about it. my best friend got absolutely sick of hearing me ramble about it, but, of course, that didn’t stop me from making her listen anyway. truly amazing—i’ve never read anything that addictive. the author is insanely talented, and she’s actually the only writer i’ve ever tipped on ko-fi. it breaks my heart that she’s not actively writing anymore, but i’ll always be grateful for the masterpiece she created.


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image of my tinymon. it is a white figure with a yellow crown with green and red jewels on its head; it has big, round eyes with tiny white hearts in them; some blush on its cheeks, and it's holding a small Sandeoki aniteez plush in its left handALT

I'll name her Fig! 🥰

You can make yours here

Tagging (no pressure): @edenesth, @wooyoungiewritings, @hwaslayer, @bunnakit, & anyone else who wants to do it

Thank you, @heyitsmetonid, for the tag! This is adorable💖

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No pressure tags: @itstheghostofmypast @sorryimananti-romantic @sweetinsaniiity @justsomekpopstuff + anyone who wants to join🫶🏻

@edenesth thank u for the tag! This was so freaking CUTE!!

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I now tag (no pressure): @vesvosmozhno @trustmypoison and @03jyh23

thank you for the tag!🙂‍↔️🩷 this is so cute🥺

tagging: @pixlpxie (👀) @seventeenthingsblr

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I've been tagged by my baby im the chosen one 🫡 thank you my gorgeous 🧎🏻‍♂️🩷

Whats pix without her massive headphones fr

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Tagging: @diviningwriter @shinyj3lly @trop6ix and anyone whod like to participate ✨️🕺🏻

👀 I see that Mingi plushie there

You got yunho so why let him be alone 🫵🏻 i gave him his lover like us 😏 also!!! Mingis plushie is the cutest 😔🙏🏻

just say you are a mingi girl and go🗣️🗣️🗣️

My picrew tinymon

image of my tinymon. it is a white figure with a yellow crown with green and red jewels on its head; it has big, round eyes with tiny white hearts in them; some blush on its cheeks, and it's holding a small Sandeoki aniteez plush in its left handALT

I'll name her Fig! 🥰

You can make yours here

Tagging (no pressure): @edenesth, @wooyoungiewritings, @hwaslayer, @bunnakit, & anyone else who wants to do it

Thank you, @heyitsmetonid, for the tag! This is adorable💖

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No pressure tags: @itstheghostofmypast @sorryimananti-romantic @sweetinsaniiity @justsomekpopstuff + anyone who wants to join🫶🏻

@edenesth thank u for the tag! This was so freaking CUTE!!

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I now tag (no pressure): @vesvosmozhno @trustmypoison and @03jyh23

thank you for the tag!🙂‍↔️🩷 this is so cute🥺

tagging: @pixlpxie (👀) @seventeenthingsblr

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I've been tagged by my baby im the chosen one 🫡 thank you my gorgeous 🧎🏻‍♂️🩷

Whats pix without her massive headphones fr

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Tagging: @diviningwriter @shinyj3lly @trop6ix and anyone whod like to participate ✨️🕺🏻

👀 I see that Mingi plushie there

My picrew tinymon

image of my tinymon. it is a white figure with a yellow crown with green and red jewels on its head; it has big, round eyes with tiny white hearts in them; some blush on its cheeks, and it's holding a small Sandeoki aniteez plush in its left handALT

I'll name her Fig! 🥰

You can make yours here

Tagging (no pressure): @edenesth, @wooyoungiewritings, @hwaslayer, @bunnakit, & anyone else who wants to do it

Thank you, @heyitsmetonid, for the tag! This is adorable💖

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No pressure tags: @itstheghostofmypast @sorryimananti-romantic @sweetinsaniiity @justsomekpopstuff + anyone who wants to join🫶🏻

@edenesth thank u for the tag! This was so freaking CUTE!!

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I now tag (no pressure): @vesvosmozhno @trustmypoison and @03jyh23

thank you for the tag!🙂‍↔️🩷 this is so cute🥺

tagging: @pixlpxie (👀) @seventeenthingsblr

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Anonymous asked:

the new chapter of ‘new beginnings’ omg😭 so sweet i’m so glad nari knows the truth! thank you for another great chapter🫶

im so glad you liked it!! i know it took a long while for her to learn the truth but i hope you guys didn’t mind waiting, i really wanted to build the story well before this since it’s such an important scene🥺

Anonymous asked:

Hi, i know your goes to waste series are angst & has no happy endings, but i just wanna make sure. The part 2 of touch was the end right, no part 3 right? I just wanna make sure so i won't expect for part 3 🥹 thank you ❤️

how do you know the series won’t have any good ending? 🤭 answering the question, touch will actually get a part three so make sure to look forward to it!

hi guys!! just writing this to let you know that i’m alive. i just got back yesterday from my almost week-long trip to see ateez. in 5 days, i saw our boys 3 times, and honestly, i’m deep in post-concert depression right now. it was an absolutely amazing experience, and i still can’t wrap my head around it.🥺

on top of that, my best friend went to the sendoff and asked Yunho to say hi to me— and the way he pronounced my name?! probably the most beautiful way it’s ever been said. so yeah, i’m not holding up well, but i’m alive. and i already miss our boys so much.

as for my writing, i’ll be back as soon as i can, but i need to bring myself back to life after all these emotions. those 3 concerts were an absolute dream come true, and reality is kicking me right in the face.

additionally, my second term is starting on monday, so i’ll be a little less active again. hopefully, this term won’t be as terrible as the last one, but i’m not going on any permanent hiatus! we’re so close to the end of finding our way back, and i can’t wait to share the last few chapters with you. plus, i still have lots of requests to get through for my 500 followers special, and i’m so excited to write them for you guys.

as always,

love, mon!

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