after making the website i don't even feel like sharing it at this point ... i'm just secret updating it like if people find it they find it i guess...

i feel so genuinely sick, broke heart emoji

i swear sometimes i will get a whiff of a scent and i get transported to a place, person or scenario which i NEVER experienced. my only explanation is that perhaps it was a dream that i can’t properly recall. since occasionally i do smell, taste, and feel sensations in dreams… this morning.. i once again forgot… it feels like a little death!