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Anne is a 33y woman, who lives a normal life, she just discovered Dragon Age and played all the games once, but The Veilguard she stopped when it revealed the truth about Varric. Devasted she decides to go to sleep and finish the game later; but then she awakes in Thedas, at the beginning of Inquisition, as Lavellan. She is a mage, but has no magic, doesn't know how to fight, and can't read. Prone to desperate panic attacks, and equally high ability to deal with problems and the world, she hopes to change everything, to save everyone, but is that even possible? She knows she can't romance Solas, this is not a game anymore, and he will leave, she can't go there. But why is it so hard to resist him? Solas is intrigued by the strange dalish who bears his anchor, and he cannot keep himself away, he is only protecting the anchor, he tells himself.
I updated the tags with everything that need a warning. So read the tags. Don't use archive warning because I won't go that deep, and there will be no actual rape happening, it will be stopped before.
It's My first Fic. I'm updating at least 2 chapters a week. Hope you enjoy this, as I have enjoyed many others.
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Lysander Machiavelli is a representation of the fears of many--he is a dentist. As such, he understands the apprehension and anxiety of his clients, repeats words of sympathy and encouragement like a tongue running over a missing tooth. He has learned to live with the fear others have of him. That is, until a stranger, bloody and beaten, shows up at his door.
A strange tale of blood, sweat, and fears unravels as autumn turns to winter.
(All chapters contain individual trigger warnings.)
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After the war, Harry decides to take responsibility for his actions with the goblins. Little did he know the journey that decision would take him on, or the things he would learn both about himself and others. The only thing he regrets is leaving his small godson, but maybe there is a way to fix that?
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A Friend in the Shadows by wafflebish
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Nightwing (Comics), DCU, DCU (Comics), Batman (Comics), Justice League - All Media Types
09 Feb 2025
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Dick Grayson, the emotional glue of the batfamily, sacrifices himself to save his brothers from a vengeful sorcerer... except he doesn't die. Instead, the sorcerer wipes all traces and memories of Dick Grayson/Nightwing's existence from the universe.
What's a touch-starved older brother to do but exhaust all options to return home, get kidnapped by an owl-themed cult, and eventually become his family's secret guardian?
Also, how will the batfamily react to the spell being broken and realizing that their golden boy is missing/presumed dead?
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Kaz Rietveld was placed into foster care with his brother Jordie at age nine, but the family he was given to was a farce. After suffering Jordie’s death and his imprisonment and depraved abuse for seven years, he is rescued and placed into the Fahey home at the request of his new social worker Nadia. Terrified of who he views as his new captors and abusers, Kaz must learn what it’s like to live life without danger around every corner while Colm navigates how best to help his poor charge who has been to Hell and back. At the same time, the Crows help Kaz while going through their own struggles together as they all, Colm included, find joy and fulfillment in their lives together.
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Did you hear about that, mother?
Broke her daughter's legs in two
And said, "It's too dangerous out there to walk, so I had to save you"Series
- Part 14 of Card Deck
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Being a Master of the Mystic Arts comes with accepting and expecting that you will be hurt at some point or another. Even without being tasked with protecting the world, most people arrive in Kamar-Taj hurt, broken, and lost. But that doesn't make the pain any easier, or simple to share.
Kamar-Taj is a place that collects broken things. And it contains quite the collection.
Febuwhump 2025
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Позади него раздались шаги. Рюноске подошёл, останавливаясь настолько близко, что Ацуши почувствовал тонкий, изысканный аромат его духов — смесь прохладного утреннего леса и ягод можжевельника.
— И в чём был смысл этого? — холодно спросил Акутагава, его голос звучал сдержанно, но с ноткой раздражения. — Ты упорствуешь, Джинко, словно у тебя действительно есть шанс изменить что-то. Почему?
Ацуши на секунду замер, но ответил спокойно, пусть и с оттенком усталости:
— Потому что верю, что в каждом есть что-то хорошее. Даже если человек сам этого не замечает.
— Твоя наивность омерзительна, — отрезал Акутагава. — Ты всё ещё не понял, что твоя вера ничего не стоит. Особенно для меня. -
I Promise That You'll Never Be Lonely by TheEclecticEccentric
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
09 Feb 2025
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Lost Boys/They Say To Me Rewrite
In the scant few months before his 18th birthday and his debut into Hero Society, Keigo Takami is given an assignment to prove that he can stand on his own as a Hero, and that he can track down any and all threats to their society, by being thrown out on his own to find food, shelter - to start rooting out criminals from the ground up, without the protection of the Commission. He gets more than he bargained for after a chance encounter with a boy with fire as blue as his eyes. They strike an arrangement of mutual benefit, to help each other, that changes both of their lives forever.
If there's only one person in this world Keigo can save, he wants it to be Touya. The only person that can stop Touya from destroying himself in his quest for revenge is Keigo.
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- Part 1 of I Promise That You'll Never Be Lonely
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The Queen Who Never Was by CorbinsCrows
Fandoms: Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon), Helluva Boss (Web Series)
09 Feb 2025
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Many noticed the change in Hell's rulling when the Queen disappeared.
The King locked himself away in the mansion, the eldest princess was spouting off some nonsense about Sinner's being redeemed, and the youngest princess...well, many didn't know where she went. Some speculated that she had died, others whispered that she had been taken by Heaven, but most just assumed she disappeared along with the Queen.
But after 7 long and horrid years, she has returned. Fueled with a uneasy vigor to stay by her sister's side and protect whatever is left of her father.
Can the little queen do what she promised herself or will she fade away into obscurity just like her mother.
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This moment with Blitzø was so sweet, and so perfect, and he hated himself.
How could he? What gave him the right to feel comfort, or safety or the most meager shred of happiness?
His chest felt hollowed out. In the space where his heart had been, there was only a fucking void – an open maw that screamed and screamed in silence.He was disgusting. Pathetic, worthless.
And Via had been right.
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His daughter has frozen her heart against him, but at least she gave him his Happy Pills. Because everyone deserves to be happy…right?
This picks up right where Sinsmas ends. Years of abusing pills & alcohol + weeks of a sudden absence = a bad fucking time.
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Stolas is suffering. Blitzø desperately wants to help him.
Via is suffering. Stella is an absolute bitch.
So like…business as usual.
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Clay had been experiencing a notable improvement in his well-being recently. His sessions with Dr. Ellman had become less frequent, his medication seemed to be effective, and he had been –as his parents had suggested– participating in “normal teenager activities”.
Things were really looking up… Until a fateful night when Seth broke into the Jensen’s home demanding some sort of retribution for Justin’s past actions. He attacks Clay –who was home alone– making it look like a suicide attempt. When Justin finds him, all hell breaks loose.
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After the events of Rolling in the Deep, Ed, Stede and Izzy try to find a balance in their relationship. Stede and Izzy still don't agree on everything, but as long as Edward is happy, that's all that matters.
And Edward is happy. He's got the men he loves, and Blackbeard's reputation to keep them all safe. Never mind the nightmares he's been having, of a monster lurking beneath the waves. Never mind the days when he feels like he can't take the pressure anymore. And never mind the voice in the back of his head, telling him that the people he loves might be better off without him.
Tie it all to the anchor. Let it sink into the dark.
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- Part 2 of The Depths
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He craves it.
He craves it like it’s the oxygen that keeps him living. He craves it like it’s the food that sustains him. He yearns for it like it’s the purpose of his very soul, like God himself created him to be nothing more than a slut for cock.
He knows it’s not normal, but he needs it. He needs a cock deep inside, owning him, claiming him, destroying his needy hole.
Truly, it didn’t even matter which hole, didn’t matter if he got off or he was left desperately humping the air with no release himself, sobbing with need knowing deep down he didn’t deserve it unless he said he did.
OR after years of sexual abuse Harry has learned that his worth is based on pleasing others… It doesn’t go so well for him, but he’s sort of okay with that except when he’s not.
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After the war, Hermione returns to her final year at Hogwarts, feeling lost and alone in her grief. However, she finds solace in an unexpected group of people, forming a surrogate family and connections she never thought possible.
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Fruits basket but there’s a grape and blueberry by XCRYx_xBABYx
Fandoms: Fruits Basket (Anime 2019), New Dangan Ronpa V3: Everyone's New Semester of Killing
09 Feb 2025
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When the chance presents itself Shuichi and Kokichi find themselves transferring to Kaibaru high school where they meet Yuki the school prince and his outgoing friend Kakeru. As they settle in the school Shuichi finds himself offered a position in the student council that kokichi convinced him to join.
(Or me and my friend create this absolute gay train-wreck of a fic)
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After seven years of not seeing, or hearing from each other, two best friends reunite in the halls of university. But it doesn't go quite as expected.
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College AU where Ekko is a skater boy and Jinx is an emo bitch and they're both nerds.
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'cause I'm afraid to give in, break down, and waste your time by ethan_elliott
Fandoms: Shoot From The Hip - Fandom
09 Feb 2025
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All it takes is one horrible moment, one miscalculation, and Luke's carefully constructed coping mechanism comes crashing down. The others are there to pull him from the debris, whether he wants them to or not.
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Disclaimer: This is RPF, all these characters are fictional and in no way am I suggesting any of this is true of the real people. I'm not affiliated with SFTH and am not making any money from this fic.Title from 'Broken' by Noelle Johnson.
Sequel to 'the distance caught me by surprise again' but can be read as standalone.
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- Part 2 of give us something to believe in
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"…Those tears in your eyes disrupt my peaceful state of mind, due to some reason I am painfully unaware of"
"So tell me, what is it that is wrong, Atsushi"
"Why do you care!?", Atsushi screams.
"How could I not?!", Akutagawa shouts back.
Or, Atsushi is not what he seems to be.
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The end and a new beginning or the beginning of the end by Roxanette5598
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
09 Feb 2025
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Buck lives alone, has almost no friends, hasn't spoken to his family in eight years, and doesn't get along well with his colleagues and the commander at station 133. Until one day, Buck disobeys an order, which has consequences. As punishment, he is transferred to station 118.
It could be his new beginning, but his past haunts him. The first meeting with Captain Robert Nahs, his deputy Tommy Kinard, and colleagues Hen, Eddie, and Chimney does not go well at all. Even worse is the reunion with his sister Maddie, whom he hasn't spoken to in eight years.
Buck suffers at work and outside of it. He finds himself in a spiral from which he cannot escape, and he deals with it in the worst possible way.Will Buck be able to start over? Or is everything heading towards an irreversible end?