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    He always felt good around Shinichiro. Existing, breathing… everything was easier around him. Everywhere Shinichiro may go, he’d make sure to follow. He felt so warm around Shinichiro. It was as if flowers bloomed in his chest when Shinichiro smiled at him.

    At age 13, he realized he was in love with his best friend.

    At age 13, he started to cough flowers.

    At age 13, he started to smoke.

    Now, he’s about to turn 15 and each day leads him closer to his death.

    Loving. What a cruel way to die.

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    Clay Dream is the world's golden boy.

    The star of the football team, girls dreaming of the second spot underneath his arm, guys worming their way to his friend circle. He radiated like the sun, his heart covered in silk. If he weren’t made of skin and bone, he’d be made of gold and marble. His sculpted figure would be Michelangelo’s magnum opus.

    At his side was George Davidson. Seen as an extension of Clay Dream, he was always floating on a lifesaver in Dream’s sea of tagalongs. George couldn’t say he didn’t like the spot. He enjoyed sitting in the crescent slopes of Dream’s life, but the aspect he loved most was Dream himself.

    It's picture-perfect. Except, Dream is secretly bisexual. Struggling with the fact, he gets drunk just to fuck his best friend, and denies it's anything more, while trying to maintain a girlfriend. George, though, is getting a little tired of being Dream's sex toy. But Dream isn't quite willing to declare he's in love with his best friend.

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    Remus, Sirius and the other marauders are starting their 5th year at Hogwarts. It’s supposed to be filled with mischief, pranks and party’s, but with Remus being a werewolf and Sirius family, nothing goes as planned.
    And what wasn’t planned either, were the weird feelings both boys got as they’re friendship deepened.

    Really slow burn I fear.
    Suggestion are VERY much welcome.
    Please be patient, English isn’t my first language. :)
    Also be prepared for following triggerwarnings: underage drinking, underage smoking, abuse, homophobia, violence, racism, torture
    I’ll try to update this list when another theme makes an appearance in the fanfic :)

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    With Henry about to turn sixteen, Regina is ready to open up her home and heart to another child. But she runs into trouble when the adoption agency is looking for a two-parent home. Unbeknownst to Emma, Regina signs her name on the dotted line with the title of ‘Spouse’ beside it. Easy fix...until the adoption agent calls Emma at work. Slow burn SwanQueen.

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    Estudo de personagem sobre o Eli Moskowitz/Falcão e como eu imagino que ele lidava com a própria bissexualidade.
    Essa é a versão em português, mas tem a versão em inglês no meu perfil!!

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    ATTENZIONE:
    La storia originale è opera di @rollercoasterwords, che ha riscritto All the young dudes di @Mrskingbean89 dal punto di vista di Sirius. Io mi sono limitato a tradurre il tutto, se dovessero esserci errori o cose da perfezionare non esitate a farmelo notare nei commenti!!

    I CREDITI DEL LAVORO DIETRO A QUESTA STORIA APPERTENGONO SOLO AXX AUTXXXI ORIGINALI, NON A ME!!

    Richieste dexx autxxxi:

    - NON postare la storia su GOODREADS/STORYGRAPHS/ETC.

    - NON postare la storia al di fuori di AO3

    - NON stampare o rilegare la storia attraverso siti che traggono profitto da questo lavoro - fallo autonomamente e non farlo.

    - NON vendere copie stampate o rilegate della storia

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    Set AFTER S2Ep8 - Canon Continuation

    ... ... ... ... ... ...

    ‘I should kill you.’ It wasn’t a yell. Neither a sob. Simply a murmur. ‘I should end you.’

    All warmth faded from his breath, from his touch, as he pressed his hand against Olrox' collarbone. Letting his cheek fall to the mattress, he met Mizrak’s stare. His hand started trembling all on its own.

    Mizrak’s expression worse than when he’d told him he was afraid of dying.

    ‘Then, why do my teeth chatter?’

    ... ... ... ... ... ...

    I had to get this out of my system. They're occupying my every thought.

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    In March of 1986 Billy Hargrove stomps into the clearing behind the school looking for something to stop the pounding in his head. He expects to leave with a bag of God only knows what and an empty wallet. He doesn't expect to leave with an invite from Eddie "The Freak" Munson.

    Neither of them expects what unfolds from there.

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    Gotham City is a dangerous place. Beasts, demons and vampires stalk this world, preying on the innocent and guilty alike.
    Thank God for the Vastatore Monstrum.

    comments+kudos appreciated xxx<3<3<3 >w

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    Due to an incident where a fan broke into his recording studio, Evan discovers that his personal driver had been leaking his location in exchange for money. However, he is supposed to be going on tours soon and he can’t rely on Uber. He stresses this out to his friend, Luke, who tells him that he knows a biker who can take him to places.

    or

    (Evan was a DJ. Jonathan was a biker. Could it be any more obvious?)

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    James’s hands were warm where they gripped the fabric of Regulus’s shirt, pulling him closer. Regulus’s own hands came up, clutching at James’s jacket as if to steady himself, his mind spinning but his body moving on instinct. The kiss was messy, the taste of alcohol and adrenaline mingling between them, but it was real—undeniably, impossibly real.

    When they finally broke apart, both of them were breathing hard, their faces inches apart. James’s eyes searched Regulus’s, his expression raw and unguarded in a way Regulus had never seen before.

    “That’s why,” James said softly, his voice rough but steady. “That’s why I’m jealous.”

    ****

    Regulus Black never planned on crashing at his brother Sirius’s place, but with nowhere else to turn, he didn’t have much choice.
    He thought he was prepared for the awkward reunions and old wounds that would come with it. What he didn’t expect was James Potter.
    Regulus came seeking a fresh start, but with the resurfacing of old feelings, James might just make everything more complicated... or more interesting.

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    “I’m just taking away the pain. It’ll be over soon, I promise.”

     

    Their sincerity bore right through to Regulus’ heart, right before something else happened that drowned it all out.

     

    Regulus was just about able to register the wand pressed to his temple, before the floodgates opened.

     

    - Or the one where, as a means of helping him escape the Death Eaters, someone obliviates Regulus before sending him to the Order.

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    Draco never asked to survive the war. It wasn't part of his plan to have to continue going afterwards, through the trials and the repercussions and having to go back to Hogwarts despite nobody wanting him there. What's the point of it anyway, when the wizarding world will never again respect him? Death would have been more agreeable.

    Then Harry shows up with a badly sewn heart. Then he shows up with an extra essay. Somehow, he forces himself into Draco's life, and then forces the rest of his friend group into Draco's life, and maybe living can feel a lot less like one long stretch of waiting for nothing.

    Finally feeling the calm after the storm comes with its own set of issues, though. Namely having to deal with the feelings he's not meant to deal with.

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    In the year 2231, a scientist creates a cryostasis pod and freezes herself for the final test. 300 years later she found and resuscitated by an affini xenoanthropologist. The scientist is placed under the affini's care as she recovers and is slowly introduced to a world very different from the one she left behind.

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    Now that Adam is a sinner and staying at the Hazbin Hotel it's Lucifer's job to be his only friend (and accidental lover)

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    Jisung is a prince. The oldest of he and his brother. Which means he is to marry a princess and help his country. Jisung can’t take this pressure though. So he and his brother Felix come up with a plan to get him out. To run away. What Jisung wasn’t expecting was to make a whole new family after getting out. He definitely wasn’t ready to meet Minho, an incredibly handsome tattoo artist. Too bad he’s an absolute asshole who seemed to have it out for him as soon as they met. Once Minho’s walls come down though, Jisung is met with feelings. Feelings for a man. Feelings he was taught were wrong.

    Can Jisung work through his emotions? Can Minho help Jisung come to terms with his feelings? Or could everything fall apart right in their hands?

    Or, Jisung runs from the castle and his prince duties and makes a family of his own. Minho is an asshole. Or is he??? Jisung is a panicked closeted gay who needs to learn about feelings.

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    "There must be something we can do to help him…" Giulia begs.
    And like that the rushing current in my head has stilled to silence. Because she’s right.
    "There Is."
    There’s a way I can keep him alive, only he might hate me for it
    "I know what I can do to save him..."

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    Falling in love with the literal boy next door is sweet. Unless you're also a boy, and you're on the high school basketball team, and it's the early 2000s. Remus Lupin breaks hearts and fucks up and tries to do better.

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    Dr. Rio Vidal, a driven and compassionate intern at Westview General Hospital, is mentored by the brilliant yet icy Chief of Neurology, Dr. Agatha Harkness. Known for her sharp wit and impenetrable demeanor, Agatha hides a painful past beneath her professional exterior. Despite her best efforts to maintain emotional distance, Rio’s youthful warmth and resilience begin to crack the walls Agatha has built around her heart. Masking her growing feelings, Agatha hides behind feigned irritability and professional sternness, unwilling to admit how much Rio truly means to her.

    Everything changes when a devastating accident leaves Agatha in a coma for five years. Over the years, Rio becomes Agatha’s lifeline, caring for her body, sharing her days, and holding on to the belief that Agatha will one day return.

    When Agatha finally awakens, she faces a world she no longer recognizes—and a woman who refuses to let her face it alone. Together, they navigate the delicate process of rebuilding Agatha’s identity, grappling with memory loss, rekindling fragments of the past, and forging a future filled with hope, love, and healing.

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