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    After the snap happened, dean had lost his brother, cas and even Rowena and Crowley. Now after he met Clint barton and the avengers who have a chance to bring everyone back, he immediately helps. Tasked with getting the soul stone. Dean thinks it shouldn't be too hard.

    Clint goes to apologize to his family.

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    The year is 1994: Mortal Kombat II is the best-selling arcade game, All-4-One are at the top of the charts, and grunge dies with Kurt Cobain. It’s also the year that Dean Winchester gets drafted to the biggest and most important professional wrestling organization in American history — the World Wrestling Federation. Rising quickly up the card thanks to his in-ring talent, mic-ability, and charisma, there’s only one thing standing in Dean’s way of becoming number one on the roster: Castiel Krushnic. Technically proficient and universally respected, Krushnic seems to hate Dean from their very first meeting for reasons that Dean can’t fathom, but sets about picking apart through outlandish and attention-seeking behavior.

    It works. Pretty soon, Krushnic’s paying way too much attention and their fierce rivalry ends up sparking a passionate, toxic affair that burns bright and hot, and oh-so dangerous. Egos and obsessions get in the way of true happiness though, and combined with Dean’s escalating drug abuse, it sees the two of them struggling to keep themselves together and whole. After an inciting incident, they hit breaking point, resulting in betrayal, broken hearts, and career-ending injuries.

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    Dean and Castiel go through the turmoil of close calls, longing, and they need a helping hand. Dean gets the wake-up call from Sam he desperately needs.

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    24/24
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    I rewrote the ending of Supernatural and made it how it was supposed to be.

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    Sam's body got cold. He doesn't know when it started, or how to reverse it. Sam got cold and Dean doesn't know what to do to warm him up anymore, to keep him alive, to keep pretending he's just sleeping. 

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    Dean convinces Sam to look into a potential case where people are going missing from a New Jersey beach town. Of course, they have to bring Cas and Eileen along, just in case it's not a monster. Dean is excited to get the case over quickly and enjoy a well-earned vacation with the people he loves the most. Nothing ever seems to go the way Dean plans it though, and this case is no exception.

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    Dean Winchesters attempts suicide on a dirty motel bathtub, ending brain dead on a hospital. A trickster promises John and Sam that he will save him for “free”, as long as they both get through watching a series of Dean´s memories, good and bad. The twist is that they will feel everything Dean did at the time and they can stop it at any time, but then Dean will die. They both accept thinking it cant be that bad. Spoiler: it is worse.

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    Cas heard the contents of the bag click as he continued examining them. It didn't go unnoticed.

    "You're like a cat." Dean snorted, balancing on the back two legs of a chair, throwing a football from a crime scene up and catching it.

    Cas glanced at him, in the way he could without really looking. Shirt angling up and baring a sliver of skin. Sleeves getting dragged down. 

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    Castiel is in the Empty. He's never coming back, and Dean is slowly coming to the realization that he's gone. Chuck is gone. Jack is gone. Cas is gone. All Dean has is his brother. But is it enough? Sam sees the light fading from Dean's eyes and does everything he can to show, to prove to his brother, that there is hope.

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    I told a coworker about how Dean died and he said "wtf? if it was my brother I would've told him he was in shock from the injury and to shut the fuck up and let me get help?" and I agreed so I wrote this fic (and also pushed my destiel agenda after making Dean live)

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    Dean Winchester tried to end his life four times after losing Cas—three times he faced the darkness alone, and once, Cas was there to pull him back.

    Haunted by grief and unable to breathe without Cas, Dean fell into despair, drowning in memories and silence. But when Cas returned, drawn by love and the faint spark of grace he’d left behind, he found Dean on the edge of no return.

    In a race against time, Cas fought to save the man who held his heart. Together, they began to rebuild—fragile, broken, and bound by a love that refused to let go, even in the face of death itself.

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    Dean was born unlucky, and he'd die unlucky, too. With the way things were looking, he wouldn't die for a very, very long time. 

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    'And just what the hell makes me entitled to this when so many others have died around me?!' shouted other Dean. 'I only stayed because your brother convinced me!’
    For a moment, the two men stared at each other, unmoving: Sam panting, Dean blinking wetly.
    ’What?’ asked Sam softly. ’What did you say?’

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    i kicked a dent in my car in august. here is a fanfiction about it.

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    "Call me crazy," Dean continued, trailing his fingers on the counter, "-but doesn't this feel like it isn't… for us… to you?"

    "What do you mean?"

    "It's…" Dean began, but faltered, "-A completely uninhabited creepy inn? With flickering lights? What does that sound like to you?"

    "Dean-" Sam sighed.

    "A horror movie, Sammy," Dean spoke, with playful confidence, "-you can't tell me I'm wrong, because that bell has a spotlight shining on it. And when I touched it-"

    "You touched it?!"

    "-nothing happened!" Dean finished, "I think we're in a horror movie waiting around for the main characters."
    Sam opened his mouth to protest, but Dean interrupted, "No, no. Hear me out."

    Or where Sam and Dean are trapped in a horror movie.

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    18/?
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    Dean is a man at war with himself. Pain, pills, and the echoes of Hell keep him alive—barely. In a world that won’t let him go, he’s his own worst enemy.

    TW: Deals with drug use, specifically opiate addiction.

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    Every other time he had died, it happened too fast to even process. Even getting ripped apart by hellhounds — he had been too focused on the pain and panic to realize he was dying. Now, the rebar in his heart hardly even hurt. It was uncomfortable, but it was easily ignored in the face of the fact that this was it — the end of the line.


    When Dean Winchester’s life is cut short on what should be a routine hunt, he expects to find peace. Decades later, Sam’s arrival in Heaven reveals a devastating truth to Castiel, one that shatters everything he thought he knew. As the brothers and angel grapple with the consequences of decisions made long ago, they must confront a reality where death isn’t the end — but a new beginning that may be far darker than they ever imagined.

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    dad and sammy don’t need him
    they never did , he is useless to them always have been, he should just end it

    but bobby just won’t let him

     

    title from "i want you know that i’m awake/i hope that you’re asleep” by car seat headrest

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    A collection of times Dean turned to alcohol in times of need, and one time Castiel showed up to help.

    Or: Dean is drunk, depressed, and pissed at the world, he turns to alcohol, Cas struggles with how to save him from himself.

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    Dean continues to battle for a will to live after Sam's death. His grief overwhelms him, is he able to accept Castiel's help?

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    1/1
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    6
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    122

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