Yah…
I‘m sensitive rn, how dare u make me cry just like that
I will always be convinced that you are making me shine,
Shouldn’t you be seeing it in the way you write? Your words are poetry, poetry of love, and it’s these words that make me shine. I am a writer, words are practically my life, and yours seem to be the only one making me shine like this though
And you will always be so much more than I deserve.
And as I just said, the line “you drew stars around my scars“ is so true. Maybe not physically but you know what I mean.
I told you some things of my past, though not everything. But what I realized is that you were part of my healing process. And you still are.
Some time before we met I was falling deeper and deeper, and my own mind was consuming me. Maybe I shouldn’t have listened to it so much in the past. But that was until you came, and suddenly I didn’t only have this unbearable voice in my mind, I had also yours, that would say the exact opposite of this voice inside my head.
Now that I have you I don’t ever want to fight against this voice alone again. It’s probably egoistic but that’s how it is. And you don’t even know that you already saved me too often. I’m thinking of one specific night, where I was breaking down and the voice seemed to suffocate me, the whole world did. So I texted you. I said some things to you, and probably didn’t even mention how bad it was. The truth is I was sobbing on the bathroom floor, and this lonely empty feeling I had way too many times before was everything existing. But you made it so much better. Without even knowing everything you reassured me with your words, showing me my worth and probably that it’s worth to fight.
Probably you don’t remember it but one time I told you you were another reason for me to live now. I was dead serious.
So actually no, I don’t think that I’m worthy of your love and trust. But that’s okay. I will try to be better until I am just as worthy as you are.
And one day we will meet, probably we have been through so much by then, but we will be. And that’s everything we every need to.
We need to be here, and we need to be together. Then it will be worth every single fight.
Okaaaay tbh I never knew u are such a great poet omg u should rlly post more poems starlight, I tried to write in my best most delicate words, go write as good as you, and although it’s not as beautiful as yours, I think it says everything I want you to know.