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Philophobia
Philophobia I wake up to a perfect life The one I’ve had for years. And though it all seems good, I still can’t manage my tears. I’ve been lacking this so long, It has become a part of me. So that on every single day I question if I’m really free. Those fears of all my pasts Haunt me as I lay to sleep. What I’ve become terrifies These emotions I can’t keep. I’m not scared of what’s love Or someone losing it of me. I’m strong, that I can handle, But it is what I’ll never see. I’m afraid I’ll awake one day, And I won’t feel anything. Because maybe I’m too far And I really am just nothing. I wish I could end this happier. But this is the plain cold truth. The God I believe is up above, Mind of mine, please, soothe. If this is the path I will take, Be with me when I shall wake.