Fic Rec: Baby's first time looking for mpreg, OR, one of the times @dodgerkedavra won me over for a trope I thought I had a squick against
[Podfic] See Me and Live by dodgerkedavra, read by @sweatersinthesummer
Fandom: HP
Ship: Drarry
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: None
Podfic lenght: 3.5–4 hours
Summary: Harry and Draco are roommates. They're coworkers. They're secret boyfriends. And now they're having a baby together!?
I took notes while listening, both in audio form as well as in writing depending on when and where I was listening to this, and yet — where do I even begin this rec post? I guess that's where.
One of my little voice notes starts with:
*maniacal giggles* I love this so much, yes this story is excellent, first of all, I love a Harry, well I love all Harrys but *sighs happily* when he's so confused, when he's so, like, rendered absolutely imbecille by his attraction to Draco, it's so excellent, I love himmmm *laughs while talking* He's so stupid, in this story he's so stupid when he's around Draco, I love ittttt *desperately happy laughter*
And that's pretty much the gist of all of them. Heh. Not very useful in the ways I might have hoped, my little notes. I thought I'd been like. Contemplative and insightful and shit, but nah. I was rendered absolutely imbecille by this fic and you know what, I rejoice in that!
(I swear I'm contemplative and insightful, like, sometimes...)
This podfic filled me with joy that came out in little shrieks, in endless giggles, at times even as tears. There was a moment, somewhere on the wintery roads of Southern Ostrobothnia, where I got so emotional about the pure happiness brought by this story, by Pam's heart-touching, delightful narrating of it, that I had to pause it for a mo in order to cherish the happy. To bask in the happy. To attempt to store the happy. It's making me teary-eyed and so very warmed to think about, just now.
The story is like one treat right after another. From all the ways in which Harry does not quit the Aurors because of Draco Malfoy (but really, really kinda does), through Pansy (THE ICONIC, MY BELOVED) calling in sick because [redacted for anti-spoilery purposes] and ends up faciliating (PLANNING?) Drarry's first date, to all the ways in which Harry's experience of being pregnant is outrageous, is relatable, is so funny. Ron's Healery expertise. Hermione's no-bullshit attitude towards Harry's health scare and the reasons thereof. Every mention of Lucius Malfoy. The, ah, celebrations. The seeings of Draco Malfoy.
It's not been an easy start of year for me, and I've been hard-pressed to find myself in moments of happiness. So. If this rec post is focusing a bit heavily on how much joy this podfic brought me, is still bringing me, that's why. That voice note I transcribed above? It ends with:
I'm so happy. I'm just so happy. *giggles, like, wistfully* Okay. *gathers herself for like three seconds* But I shall continue to listen now because I want more of this happy. Also I don't remember when I've been this happy, so *contemplative pause* Thank you, both to Pammy and Dodger. This is... it's special to me.
So, yeah. Thank you. <3
I am BESIDE MYSELF wanting to hear this voice note 😭😭😭😭 Trippery I do all this to bring you joy and I too am so grateful for @sweatersinthesummer for bringing this story to LIFE the way she did, which is so true to the vibe!! So true!!!! So wonderful!!! THANK YOU FOR THIS GIFTTTTT