PDF Basta de Amores de Mierda X27el Pelax27 Gonzalo Romero
PDF Basta de Amores de Mierda X27el Pelax27 Gonzalo Romero
PDF Basta de Amores de Mierda X27el Pelax27 Gonzalo Romero
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gm nhojd Rdivì h smr vds idoh
Ehfohih
Fd qulmrm tus odshs. Fmomslth tu tlmnpd
Dtrh fdojm nès
Ouèfths vmoms jherès putmhgd hi gdidr, ´fd4
_l ms phrh vds, tm mfoumftrh
Nm herhzès y nm slmftd mf ohsh
Gdrnlr odf vds phrh nî ms ih
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t hf m p ru et lm
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f l g m odnd
td ovds.
h r m i tm i
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_ds vds, qum tm jhrthstm gmi ojhnuiid ehrhtd, gm ids vmrsds
qum ihstlnhf hi pmgd.
_ds vds, qum prmbmrîs sdfhr orumi pmrd fd liusldfhr h fhglm odnd
jlolmrdf odf vds, pdrqum sdf tdgds brdfthims pmrd ims gmoîs ih vmrghg
y sm dbmfgmf, ´vlstm4
Fd gmchstm gm ormmr, fd tm nlmfths, pmrd yh tmfìs
mxpmrlmfolh y dibhtmès ih klihgh h `liÿnmtrds. Fd tm ohkhf nès.
Jdy tm phrmom nès lftmrmshftm hikulmf qum plmfsh odphgd y
msorlem elmf, qum msh ohrlth ilfgh qum slmnprm mimkîhs y gmspuìs tm
leh odnd mi drtd. Rhs pdr nès, tm glstm oumfth gm id qum tm
nmrmoìs y fd tm vhs h odfbdrnhr odf nmfds. Ms vmrghg, yh
tm gh lkuhi ouhiqulmr prdpumsth, ouhiqulmr lfvltholÿf, pdrqum sheìs
qum msh fd ms. Xum ouhfgd smh M_H, tm vhs h ghr oumfth, mf mi
pmojd.
Ehsth gm lrtm h gdrnlr pmfshfgd mf qulmf fd tm prmsth htmfolÿf,
ehsth gm tmrnlfhr mi gîh slf uf gmthiim, slf ufh smøhi qum tm
glkh gmspholtd ’msth vmz sî ih pmkuì„. Ehsth gm ghrim edih h qulmf
sdid tm iihnh ouhfgd im sderh tlmnpd, ouhfgd im bhiiÿ mi pihf
prlfolphi,
ouhfgd GM ÓIWLNH shem qum mstès vds. Qdrqum sî, pdrqum yh bum,
sheìs qum sds vds...
Xum ms tu ohemzh ih qum jlzd mi oilo`, pmrd mi qum plmrgm ms mi dtrd,
mi qum mf ih puth vlgh vh h vlvlr odf hikulmf tdgd id qum vds tmfìs
phrh ghrim...
Wm phsh h vds, im phsh h nuojh kmftm...
Hjdrrhtm mi ojhnuiid, nès nm hnd yd.
#NèsHndrNmfdsOjhnuiid
iid
Oihrd qum mi hndr fd ms tdgd odidr gm rdsh, h vmoms ids nlmgds qum
fds gmchf ihs nhihs mxpmrlmfolhs hftmrldrms, ids nlmgds prdplds, ih
brustrholÿf d ih rutlfh fds odrrmf mi bdod. Glsoutlnds odf ih
ófloh pmrsdfh qum fds ehfoh, sdid pdrqum slmnprm ms qulmf mstè
omroh, pdrqum fd fds hehfgdfh.
H vmoms, mi hndr fds pdfm h prumeh y fds jhom ormmr qum
fd bufoldfh fl vh h bufoldfhr, ms hjî gdfgm mi <<% gm ihs
phrmchs hehfgdfhf, sm rmslkfhf y shimf h eusohr ohgh ufd pdr su
ihgd uf mstóplgd y phshcmrd odfsumid mf erhzds
mqulvdohgds. Mi 8%
r m s thf tm iu o j h s l k u m , s m i h c um kh y
s h im h g m ih f t m, h u f q u m o u m s t , u f q
g h g d s , m s p h ig h o d f m s p h i g h
um g u m ih . J h o m f q u m b u f o l d f m y ouhfgd
ihs odshs sm pdfmf nès glbîolims, nès cuftds mstèf.
Qdr nès bumrtm qum smh ih glsouslÿf, slmnprm y ouhfgd fd
sm plmrgh mi rmspmtd, sl mi hndr qum slmftmf ms gm vmrghg,
_LMNQUM id gm hgmftrd pmsh nès.
_l mi hndr ms gm vmrghg, fd lnpdrthf mshs mstóplghs odshs qum sm
glomf mfdchgds. Ihs khfhs gm herhzhrsm ufh vmz nès jhomf qum ihs
gmcmf mf mi phshgd, mftmrrhghs.
_l mi hndr ms gm vmrghg fd lnpdrth mi tlmnpd, ih glsthfolh, fhgh…
_lmnprm vhf h msthr pmfglmftms gmi dtrd pdrqum sî, pdr hndr, pdrqum
mstèf jmojds mi ufd phrh mi dtrd y, sderm tdgd, pdrqum fd
lnpdrthf ids qulidneltds qum vmfkhf gm hbumrh d ids qum
lfodfsolmftmnmftm sm ormmf pdr ih bhith gm mxpmrlmfolh pdrqum
flfkufd gm ids gds slftlÿ hikd thf krhfgm hikufh vmz...
Id qum lnpdrth ms qum... id gm hgmftrd fd nlmftm.
#MiHndrWdgdI
dgdIdQumgm
Fd ih gmcms lr, fd ih plmrghs...
Jhomnm ohsd, ojheÿf, ih vhs h eusohr mf tdghs ihs qum slkhf... \
fd vh h msthr, miih fd vh h msthr.
Xumghtm odf miih, fd plmrghs tlmnpd mf trhthr gm mftmfgmr pdr quì
ohrhcd tm kusth. Nmcdr ushid phrh jhomrim shemr qum sds ohphz gm id
qum smh phrh qum fd sm vhyh.
Xumghtm odf miih, fd jhy dtrh lkuhi... Fd vhs h mfodftrhr msm emsd
mf dtrh edoh. Dtrh fd tm vh h gmchr msm pmrbunltd qum tm gmch miih
ouhfgd tm herhzh.
X u m g h t m o df m iih , f d p l m rg s f u f h
mf
o h nm iho di d r hq zu ÿm .. tm
. Q o md fstÿsodfstrulr Oihrd
è o d f ih qum g m jhy
h nès
rr le
i d od . . . f d o u m s t h .
ilfghs, thnelìf jhy nès ilfgds qum vds y miih tm slkum milklmfgd.
´Oÿnd fd vhs h pdgmr jhomr id nlsnd vds...4 Xumghtm odf miih…
Dtrh fd sdfrîm lkuhi, fd emsh lkuhi, fd jheih lkuhi, fd odkm lkuhi,
dtrh fd hnh lkuhi...
Ms miih, fhglm tlmfm su tdqum. Fd tm nhrmms pdrqum, ouhfgd
ih omrvmzh tm ehcm, id óflod qum tm vh h qumghr ms mi gdidr gm ohemzh.
Xumghtm odf miih, jdy mstè mftmrh hi ihgd tuyd. ´Qdr quì tm vhs h
hrrlmskhr h eusohrih mf pmgholtds nhøhfh mf ids oumrpds gm dtrhs4
Xumghtm odf miih, jdy, jdy mstè, fd tm odfbîms. _m vhf,
jmrnhfd, sm vhf... \ puth qum gumim ouhfgd msd phsh. Rhs h
qumrmr ih nèqulfh gmi tlmnpd phrh immr id qum tm msorlelÿ jdy...
Rhs h pmfshr ’´pdr quì fd msouojì hi pmihgd mstm odf ohrh gm
ediugd ouhfgd nm id hgvlrtlÿ...4„. \ vh h smr thrgm...
XH uvmdgsh tm rodnfp mii hih, so eudlgihsih..,. oHj hneîÿ nf.m.. odnpimth.
#_lIhGmsoulgès_mRh
’Wlmfm uf nliiÿf odf nès bhojh qum yd htrès, fl hjî nm vh h
rmklstrhr„ y eih eih eih...
\ hsî vhf pdr ih vlgh, supdflmfgd mf vmz gm prmkufthr... y hsî sm
plmrgmf odfdomr kmftm jmrndsh pdr hotltugms jdrrleims...
´Rds tm pmfsès qum pdrqum ms jmrndsh fufoh im rdnplmrdf
mi odrhzÿf4 ´Rds tm pmfsès qum pdrqum ms jmrfdsh
fufoh im nlftlmrdf4 ´Fufoh im glcmrdf ’tm qulmrd„ slf smftlrid4 ´Rds
tm pmfsès qum pdrqum ms jmrndsh ms tdfth y fd shem qum sdid sm
im homrohf pdrqum im qulmrmf mftrhr4
d c d s v l g rl d s d s , ih n l r g h e h c h ,
khrv ltlvh mf g qd u m f s sm lim m fo
s tèld o qhu ymm fh gikd u, l sm f
u p il o h f g d u f h n h f d g m t rè s g m
sm ’mstdy elmf„, qum glbîoli, idod...
u f
Fd sì sl mftmfgìs id qum glkd, yd ormd qum sî, qum hikufh vmz tm
phsÿ, qum hikufh vmz id smftlstm... sheìs gm id qum jheid.
_l jdy tmfìs ih sumrtm gm tmfmr ufh slnpim, vhidrhih nlmftrhs mstì
hi ihgd tuyd, fd odnd ih nhydrîh qum sm gh oumfth ouhfgd mstè mf
erhzds gm dtrd...
_l jdy sm pdfm tu rmnmrh odnd plchnh y tm ih mstlrh, fd tm qumcms,
kli, shohim tdghs ihs bdtds qum pumghs, krhehih mf tu omrmerd phrh
slmnprm y odnprè dtrh rmnmrh. Ih rdph vh y vlmfm, miih fd. \ odnd
im qumgh h miih, fd im vh h qumghr h fhglm nès.
Fd tm jhkhs mi ohfojmrd gmihftm gm ih kmftm glolmfgd ’uujj, oÿnd
rdnpm ihs edihs„ ouhfgd tm iimkh uf nmfshcm gm miih, pdrqum ouhfgd
im rdnph ihs edihs h dtrd, tm vhs h qumrmr ndrlr...
Mstè odf vds jdy, fd prmkuftms fl lfslsths pdr shemr gm su phshgd,
tdgds id tmfmnds y mrh mi ohnlfd qum jheîh qum rmodrrmr
phrh mfodftrhrsm...
Glsbrutè gm mshs slmsths odf ids _lnpsdfs gm bdfgd, gm msm ’eumf
gîh„ qum tm nhfgh ouhfgd sm imvhfth, gm ih elrrlth h ih shilgh
gmi
iheurd y gm mshs ojhrihs mtmrfhs qum tmrnlfhf mf ih fhgh,
gmi ’qulmrd vmrtm„ qum im shim gm ih fhgh y tm gmch mi pmojd hklthgd
pdr shilr odrrlmfgd h herhzhrih.
Gmcè gm sdøhr odf uf lgmhi gm nlfh qum fd mxlstm, ih pmrbmoth ms ih
rmhi y tdgd id rmhi tlmfm hikóf gmbmotd, odnd ids tmfìs vds...
Gmcè gm mimklr odf qulìf msthr...
Fd gmcms phshr h hikulmf odf qulmf smr...
(\d mspmrd ih nîh. Rds, sl ih tmfìs, fd ih plmrghs...).
#IdBèoli
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J h e ihnm, fd nm gms il`ms, jheihnm qum mstdy rdtd pmrd
or m d Jheihnm,
tdghvîh . omrrè ids dcds, cuftè odrhcm y, sl hóf hsî fd tm
hflnès, tdnhtm ufhs elrrhs y jheihnm ouhfgd sm tm sueh ih
mspunlth.
Jheihnm qum sdy nès slnpim gm id qum vds pmfsès, jheihnm qum
jhom rhtd qum fd im sdfrîd h ih phfthiih gmi omiuihr (shivd pdr
uf nmnm).
Jheihnm qum ms nmcdr hrrmpmftlrsm gm jhomrid qum gm
qumghrsm odf ihs khfhs.
Jheihnm, lfvlthnm msh elrrh, yd tm lfvltd ihs qum slkhf.
Jheihnm qum mstdy rdgmhgd gm kmftm y nm slmftd nès sdid qum
vds.
Jheihnm qum ih ohnh nm qumgh klkhftm ids gdnlfkds h ih jdrh gm
ih slmsth nlrhfgd ids _lnpsdfs.
Jheihnm qum fd lnpdrth qum tmfkhnds kustds glbmrmftms. _l vds
nm ehfoès ufhs ounelhs y ufds tmnhs gm _helfh, yd tm ehfod id
qum msouojms vds... tmofd, rdo`, ´ouèi ms mi grhnh4
Jheihnm qum fd odfdzod nuojds iukhrms shivd ids qum nm kusthf
h nî y slmnprm ms ilfgd odfdomr hikufds fumvds. Iimvhnm, yd vdy
odftmftd sl vdy odf vds hi ihgd nîd, pdrqum fd ms gÿfgm, ms odf
qulìf. Nm gh lkuhi odnmr susjl mf Qhimrnd d ufh edfgldih mf
Odsthfmrh, mi vlfd nès ohrd mf Umodimth d uf bmrfmt mf ufh pihzh,
lnpdrth msthr odf vds.
Jheihnm qum fd tmfkd blitrd, qum fd tm vdy h nmftlr, pdrqum sì qum
gumim… nuojd.
Jheihnm qum nm mfohfthf ihs smrlms, pmrd herhzhgd h hikulmf
tlmfmf dtrd kustltd.
Jheihnm qum nm sderh tlmnpd phrh odfthrtm ids iufhrms gm ih
msphigh nlmftrhs nlrès mshs pmils gm hndr mf mi sliiÿf...
Jheihnm qum nm qulmrd rmîr y mnedehrnm vlìfgdtm rmîr h vds...
Jheihnm, ghim.
Jheihnm qum vdihr msth eumfîslnd, pmrd ms nmcdr shemr
gÿfgm mstè mi flgd.
Jheihnm qum fd sdy pmrbmotd, pmrd mi gmshstrm qum sdy tm id rmkhid
mftmrd.
Jheihnm, ´ouèi ms mi prdeimnh qum fd tmfkhs thttdds4 Wm ids
rmkhid yd...
Jheihnm qum ms nès ilfgd shilr h odrrmr gm h gds ouhfgd qulmrh
gmchr gm bunhr.
Jheihnm, ghim...
Jheihnm qum, sl nm sumfh mi omiu y id htmfgìs vds, nm vdy h
rmîr ouhfgd im glkhs h qulmf iihnh ’Kdfzh sm msth ehøhfgd, ´vds
qulìf sds4„. \ fd tm id vdy h msodfgmr.
Jheihnm qum, sl tm pdfìs uf vmstlgltd d ufh pdiimrh odrth phrh
shilr h ih ohiim, tm vdy h jhomr ehlihr odfnlkd phrh qum tdgds tm vmhf,
fd tm vdy h pmglr CHNÈ_ qum tm thpms.
Jheihnm qum ids blfgms ihrkds nm plfth phshrtm h eusohr y shilr
pdr ih ruth slf shemr hgÿfgm.
Jheihnm, ghim...
Jheihnm qum nm mfohfthrîh qum rdnphs mi slimfold gm nl
ohsh ohfthfgd mf ih guojh. Xum ih hindjhgh fd nm omeh nhtms
mf ih ohnh y fd nm gmsplmrth odf uf ’eumf gîh, nl hndr...„.
Jheihnm qum yh prdeì odf qulìf msthr y hprmfgî qum jhy
qum eusohr odf qulìf smr.
Jheihnm qum tmfkd uf ndftÿf gm ohfoldfms msorlths slf gmglohr,
jheihnm qum sm nm dxlgh mi plhfd.
Jheihnm qum, sl hi nufgd jdy im bhith hndr, ms pdrqum ih kmftm sm
ohiih y fd sm ih cumkh.
Jheihnm, qum hndrms gm nlmrgh sderhf y, sl smftîs qum mi tuyd nm
vh h jhomr elmf, ´pdr quì fd prdehr4
Jheihnm, vmfî h eusohrnm hi iheurd y ojhphnm vldimftd mf
ih pumrth, hnhrîh qum nhrqums tmrrltdrld.
Jheihnm qum fd lnpdrth gdfgm vlvhs, vlhcd h vmrtm odf ih ohrh gm
#JheihnmXumWmMspmrìWdgh]fhRlgh
\h shemnds qum tm oumsth ormmr qum mi hndr tdghvîh mxlstm...
\h shemnds qum nès gm ufh vmz tm rmslkfhstm y ormîstm qum fd ms
phrh vds... Xum fufoh vh h iimkhr...
\h shemnds mi nlmgd qum tm gh vdivmr h cukèrtmih, h
mftrmkhr mi odrhzÿf y qum tm id rdnphf... ufh vmz nès.
\h shemnds qum prdehstm nli vmoms, y nli y ufh tm shilÿ nhi... Xum
tm curhrdf hndr mtmrfd y hpmfhs tm mnpmzhehs h gmsfughr tm
sdithrdf ih nhfd y tuvlstm qum rmnhrih ufh vmz nès... Dtrh vmz nès.
\h shemnds ih trlstmzh qum smftlstm tdghs mshs vmoms qum vmîhs
pvpvmhor mcslt hqsu mh etmrh pzrhmgkhusf tyh stdmø3h oeÿhnsd3
´poumègfmg sdm nr qmu vmh t dhg tdso hpru hm gnhîf.. .y4 h I nhsî
nm oumstm thftd...
\h sheìs, yh shemnds... tdgd. ´Qmrd quì vhs h jhomr4 Fd
jhy prmnld phrh qulmf sm rlfgm, phrh qulmf hehfgdfh...
¡¡¡_hitè odf nlmgd pmrd shitè!!!
Ghid tdgd, hnè bumrtm, mftrmkhtm slf kuhrghr fhgh, usè mi odrhzÿf
y gmcè mi omrmerd uf rhtltd mf ih nmsh gm iuz. Fhglm glom qum fd jhy
qum tmfmr nlmgd. Mi nlmgd vh h msthr ‗slmnprm‗, pmrd vds pdgìs
nès qum ìi, ¡fd tm vh h khfhr!
_l ufh vdomolth tm glom ’Wm mfohfth, jheihim...„. ¡Msouojhih! Fd ms
ih lftulolÿf, fd ms ih odfolmfolh... Ms msm ediugd qum tm khidph mf mi
pmojd krltèfgdtm ’¡¡¡GMCHNM _HILU... M_WD\ QDGULGD GM
M_WHU HOÈ MFOMUUHGD!!!„.
Hrrlmskhtm qum, sl tlmfm qum smr, RH H _MU... \ sl fd, gmchstm tdgd
mf ih ohfojh y fd tm pdgìs rmprdojhr fhgh... Xumghrsm odf
ihs khfhs ms pmohgd ohplthi...
Gmchtm mfhndrhr, gmchtm smguolr, gmchtm mfodftrhr gm ufh vmz.
_hoè mi odrhzÿf hi sdi qum h ih sdnerh sm junmgmom... Gmchtm lfvlthr
msh elrrh, msh ojhrilth h ih iuz gm ih iufh, gmchtm odfthr msm ojlstm
tdftd qum tm shqum ufh sdfrlsh...
¡¡¡_hitè odf nlmgd pmrd shitè!!!
#_lOrmìsWmCurdXumIimkh
Herhzhnm qum h vmoms tmfkd gîhs gm nlmrgh y ms id óflod qum nm
ourh.
Herhzhnm qum tm plmfsd y ids rmidcms sm nm jhomf gm hrmfh jhsth
qum pumgd vdivmr h vmrtm.
Herhzhnm qum hbumrh mstè iimfd gm kmftm sunmrklgh mf uf nufgd
gm nmftlrhs, glslnuihfgd ihs khfhs gm iidrhr, msm vhoîd qum tlmfmf
mf mi pmojd odf uf ’tdgd elmf„ y h nî msh fd nm vh... h nî nm vh tu
herhzd, qum ms tdgd vmrghg...
Herhzhnm qum tdgd mi nufgd im msohph hi odnprdnlsd y yd nm
odnprdnmtd h ghr id nmcdr gm nî phrh jhomrtm bmilz pmrd pdsth. Nm
odnprdnmtd h hrnhr fumstrd prdpld nufgltd.
Herhzhnm, qum h vmoms nm gumimf ids jdnerds gm ohrkhr mi pmsd
gm msm gmgd houshgdr gm ids qum cuzkhf slf shemr...
Herhzhnm, vds nm hilvlhfès ih ndojlih, ih trlstmzh... ih vlgh.
Herhzhnm pmrd elmf bumrtm, mj... Xum hiiè hbumrh sm glomf ’tm
qulmrd„ nlrèfgdsm h ids dcds slf smftlrid, tm id curd, yd id vl...
Herhzhnm, ghim. Hodndghnm ids nlmgds. Ohkhnm h phids
ihs gughs odf mi pmrbunm qum nm gmcès hjî, ihtlmfgd... Gmcènmid
mf ih rdph qum olmrrd ids dcds y slmftd qum mstès hi ihgd nîd.
Herhzhnm, q umms ntml cruhrtdlt dq ugm nphmz s mlmftrtdm tmhf toh sidho.urh.
Herhzhnm qum nm jhoìs smftlr qum sm pumgm sl fd ehcd ids erhzds.
Herhzhnm, ghim. Qmrd herhzhnm odf khfhs, smftlgd... Ohsl hi
puftd gm rdnpmrnm, qum mf rmhilghg nm cuftès ids pmgholtds...
Herhzhnm. _ds nl ’nm qulmrd lr h ohsh„ ouhfgd nès gm ufh vmz
nm plmrgd.
Herhzhnm qum tm sumød odf ids dcds elmf helmrtds.
Herhzhnm, fd glkhs fhgh, sdid herhzhnm mf slimfold.
Herhzhnm, nm rmlflolès. Nm divlgd gm qum tmfkd nlmgd.
#WuHerhzdMsNlIukhrMfMiNufgd
Miih mstè hi ihgd tuyd, fd fmomsltès nès. Wm ormm, sî, tm ormm... odf id
glbîoli qum ms ormmr mf hikulmf mf mstm nufgd gm nlmrgh gdfgm tdgds
nlmftmf...
Odfbîh mf vds, y vds sheìs qum jdy fd sm pumgm odfblhr mf fhglm,
pdrqum jhsth qulmf tm curh nlrèfgdtm h ids dcds qum fd tm vh
h ihstlnhr ¡vh y tm ihstlnh! \ miih hsî y tdgd odfbîh mf vds.
Wm mspmrh, fd pdrqum fd pumgh sdih, fd pdrqum fd pumgh slf vds.
_lfd pdrqum shem qum fd tm fmomslth phrh fhgh, pmrd tm qulmrm phrh
tdgd.
Qdr sderm id qum sm tm dourrh pmfshr, tm qulmrm phrh odnphrtlr.
Im oumsth, pubbb, ¡oÿnd im oumsth! ´\ oÿnd fd im vh h
odsthr sl ohgh vmz qum mftrmkÿ mi odrhzÿf sm id gmvdivlmrdf
mstruchgd, mf pmgholtds, d fd sm id gmvdivlmrdf...4 Hsî y tdgd, tm
milklÿ h vds. Hikd vld, pdr hikd im glcd su lfstlftd... ’Ms ìi, cukhtmiè„...
¡Fd ih gmbrhugms!
Miih fd qulmrm fl fmomslth qum ih iimfms gm iucds, fl rlqumzhs,
fl odshs... sm ihs khfh sdih. Miih sdid qulmrm imvhfthrsm y shemr qum
tm slkum kusthfgd lkuhi qum hymr, qum slmnprm...
Xulmrm herhzhrtm y smftlr qum tdgd vh h msthr elmf hufqum
mstì tdgd nhi.
msX oulmhrfmg sdm nftèlrs q iudm f miho mvhslsth h. hnhr ouhfgd nmfds id
nmrmzoh pdrqum
Xulmrm shemr qum lkuhi qum ids nóslods gmi Wlthflo, vds fd tm vhs,
hufqum mi ehrod sm jufgh.
Miih tm qulmrm h vds, fd h tus odshs.
Miih qulmrm tu tlmnpd, tu htmfolÿf, tus gmthiims...
Miih tm milklÿ phrh C]FWD_ smr rlods krhtls.
Fd im bhiims.
#MiihXulmrmIdXum_dsFdIdXumWmfìs
´Oÿnd tm mxpilod qum fufoh smftî msh oihsm gm ohidroltd4
´Oÿnd tm mxpilod qum nm rmlflolhstm mf smkufgds4
´Oÿnd nm pmrgdfd jhemr pmrglgd tdgh ufh vlgh slf
msth smfsholÿf4
Xuì glbîoli ms pdfmrtm mf phiherhs uf smftlnlmftd thf krhfgm, ufh
smfsholÿf thf ilfgh, qum fl slqulmrh sm lfvmftÿ ih phiherh phrh
pdfmrim fdnerm.
Xuì glbîoli gmsfughrnm y smftlrnm vuifmrheim, mf ohrfm vlvh
y odfthrtm qum jhsth qum vds nm herhzhstm fd sheîh id qum
mrh mi
oh id r .. .
_ lm f t d qum ms trlstm gmolrid pmrd, mf mi bdfgd fd thftd, pdrqum
pugm jhemrnm lgd gmi nufgd slf smftlr mstd y vds nm id jhoìs smftlr.
Nm qulth ih rmsplrholÿf y hi nlsnd tlmnpd nm gh vlgh, nm
nhth tdgds ids nlmgds y hi nlsnd tlmnpd nm htmrrh fd vdivmr h
smftlr mstd fufoh nès... Nm edrrh mi ohssmttm y hi nlsnd tlmnpd
dlkd ih nès guiom nmidgîh ids smkufgltds qum gurh mf nl ohemzh...
Ohgh vmz qum nm herhzès ms lfmvltheim prmkufthrnm gÿfgm
msthehs, pdr quì vlvî thftd tlmnpd slf vds. Qdr quì fd fds
mfodftrhnds hftms.
Qmrd gmspuìs gm ufds smkufgds tm vmd sdfrmîr y ouhfgd
nm ohind, mftlmfgd qum phrh vhidrhr y glsbruthr id
eumfd lfmvltheimnmftm jheîh qum odfdomr id nhid hftms...
Wm curd qum iimkuì h pmfshr qum tmfîh mi odrhzÿf gm jlmid, qum
chnès fhgh nm id leh h trhsphshr...
_lmnprm tuvm mi odftrdi, slmnprm nhfgheh yd... Jhsth tu herhzd.
Fhglm herhzh odnd vds, pdr msd, ouhfgd tm odfdoî y
nm
herhzhstm, nm gl oumfth gm qum jheîh tmflgd brîd tdgh ih vlgh...
#JhyHerhzdsXumUmlflolhf
Hsî, mf plchnh, odf ih rmnmrh nès krhfgm qum tmfkhs, mf phftubihs,
gmspmlfhgh y h ohrh ihvhgh... ¡hsî MFOHFWÈ_! Hsî, odf ihs dcmrhs
gm ufh fdojm odnpilohgh, odf ih sdnerh qum tm plfth mf ids
pèrphgds msm gmsvmid qum fd tm gmcÿ gdrnlr pdrqum fd tm phrheh ih
ohemzh...
Hsî, odf msds hthqums gm erdfoh brmftm hi pihohr pdrqum mi
cmhf qum tm gmcheh mi ouid mf ih fuoh mi vmrhfd phshgd
hjdrh fd tm mftrh... Odf mshs putmhghs hi hlrm mf ih ohnh
ouhfgd imvhftès ih pmrslhfh y tm vms uf pdqultd gm
omiuiltls... _î, idoh, ¡¡¡hsî
M HFsOî,H oFdWfÈ m_s!h!! nmzoih gm prlfomsh odf ih ohnh iimfh
gm pmiuojms y mi ehrrherhvh qum tm shim putmhfgd hi thrhgd qum tm
krlth ediugmoms mf ih ohiim ouhfgd phsès odf rdph hcusthgh...
Hsî, idoh... ¡¡¡hsî MFOHFWÈ_!!!
´Oÿnd fd vhs h ormmr qum h hikulmf im vhs h mfohfthr hsî4 ´Xulìf
tm jlzd pmfshr qum fhglm sm vh h qumrmr qumghr hjî, gm gdfgm tdgds
ids gmnès sm bumrdf4 ´Xulìf tm jlzd ormmr msh mstuplgmz...4
Hsî, jlpmrsmfsleim, jlstìrloh, lfbunheim ufh vmz hi nms, thftd qum fl
vd t m h k u h f tè s , ¡ ¡¡ h s î M F O H F W È _
Hs î , r d th p m rd g m p l m 0 hs î , pm r gl g
LK ] H I ! !!
h g m h r htds slf shemr h gÿfgm ohrhcd vhs h lr y hi
smkufgd gmolglgh shelmfgd qum fhglm tm vh h phrhr...
Hsî, rlìfgdtm h ohrohchghs odf tus hnlkhs gm ih fumvh fdvlh gm tu
mx, pdr id bmh qum ms odnphrhgh odf vds y iidrhfgd hi rhtltd odnd
ufh idoh gm nlmrgh pdr ufh pmil gm hndr... _mfthgh mf mi
sliiÿf, mftrèfgdim h tdgd id qum mfkdrgm... Hsî, idoh, hsî mfohftès
lkuhi...
Hsî, nhgurh, hguith phrh jhomrtm rmspmthr mf ih ohiim y ufh fmfh
sdfsh hpmfhs vms mf ufh vlgrlmrh uf plchnh gm uflodrfld...
Hsî, drkuiidsh gm id qum iimkhstm h smr y hi rhtltd ehcdfmhgh pdr id
qum tdghvîh fd idkrhstm...
Hsî, idoh,... sî..., hsî mfohftès lkuhi...
Hsî, odf msm nhned ilfgd, odf msm suem y ehch gm mndoldfms, odf
msm pmid mfidqumolgd, odf msm `liltd gm nès d gm nmfds, odf msm
krhfltd lfdpdrtufd mf mi nmgld gm ih brmftm, odf msm pdqultd gm tmths
gm nmfds d gm nès, odf msh mstrîh qum sm vm nès sl mstès hi sdi,
odf msds pdoltds qum sm tm jhomf ouhfgd sdfrmîs, odf msm trhunh
qum tm gmcÿ mi ediugd qum fd tm oulgÿ, odf mshs khfhs gm
fd rmfglrtm, odf msm herhzd qum mspmrès, odf msm emsd mf ih brmftm
qum
tm ohinh y tm jhom ormmr uf pdqultd nès...
Hsî, odf mshs khfhs gm qum fhglm tm rdnph ihs edihs y h ih vmz gm
tmfmr qulmf tm hodnphøm pdrqum ms nès ilfgd gm h gds...
Hsî, idoh... Odf tdgd msm ohds qum sds...
Hsî mfohftès, hsî pdgìs smr mi nufgd gm hikulmf nès...
Ormìtmih.
#MiXumWmNlrmOdfHndr_hemXum_dsNhklh
Gm vmrghg, fd nlmftd...
]f gîh iimkh msh pmrsdfh qum fd milkm pdr tu bdtd gm pmrbli, msh qum
sm ohkh mf ih ohftlghg gm il`ms qum tmfkhs d mf tu
’pdpuihrlghg„ vlrtuhi... ormmnm.
]f gîh iimkh msh pmrsdfh qum shem immr mftrm iîfmhs, msh h ih qum
im lftmrmsh shemr quì jhy gmtrès gmi glsbrhz gm phyhsd qum tm pdfìs
ouhfgd rmîs phrh douithr tus khfhs gm iidrhr...
Wm id curd... iimkh.
Ouhfgd nmfds id mspmrès, ouhfgd tm ohfshstm yh gm qum tm
prmkuftmf gm quì slkfd sds, odnd sl msd herlmrh ufh pumrth nèkloh
mftrm tu rmhilghg y sus khfhs gm pdfmrih, (pdr olmrtd, sî, sdy
gm shklthrld, odnd Khojl, Qhojl y mstds gds pmidtugds)...
Ouhfgd tm ohfshstm gm ids ojhnuiids ehrhtds, gm qum tm eusqumf
pdr id qum supdfmf gm vds slf tdnhrsm mi tlmnpd gm odfdomrtm
uf pdqultltd nès...
Ouhfgd msths h puftd gm gmchr gm ormmr, ¡hphrmom! \ tm numstrh
qum msthehs h puftd gm odfbdrnhrtm odf id qum vmfkh y tm msthehs
divlghfgd gm id qum vhiìs, gm id qum tm nmrmoìs...
Ormmnm... iimkh.
#NhojdMiXumOulghHIhXumHnh
Ih vms pmrd fd ih nlrès.
Ih dîs pmrd fd ih msouojès.
Mstès odf miih pmrd fd sds odf miih.
_m tm msohphf mshs nlrhghs qum tm tlrh ohsl odf vmrkùmfzh.
Gmcès phshr msds slimfolds, mshs brhsms qum fd qulmrm
tmrnlfhr pdrqum shem qum hpmfhs tm ihs glkh, tm vhs h mfdchr y vhf h
glsoutlr.
Wm divlgès gm ids gmthiims qum miih fd tm rmoihnh, pmrd mf slimfold
WM KULWH ’nm mfohfthrîh qum ids tmfkhs...„.
Qrmsthim htmfolÿf, gm msd gmpmfgm ufh rmiholÿf, gm ids gmthiims,
ojheÿf. Gm ids gmthiims...
Qrmkófthim oÿnd bum su gîh. Miih tm qulmrm odfthr, ms lnpdrthftm
phrh miih shemr qum mstès, qum oumfth odf vds, qum tm LNQDUWH id
qum im phsh...
Gmcè qum sm gmsohrkum ih nubh qum trhm gm ih ohiim, gm ids ediugds
qum im tdohrdf edolfh, gm ids klims qum im krlthrdf phvhghs...
D slnpimnmftm pdrqum sm imvhftÿ gm nhi jundr. Qhrh
miih ms lnpdrthftm.
Herhzhih bumrtm ouhfgd sm hitmrh pdr hikd qum ih lfodndgh, d
pdr hikd qum rmodrgÿ nlmftrhs tm odftheh hikd y fd im jlzd elmf...
Ghim
msm msphold, ghim msm iukhr mf vds.
H tdgds fds kusth qum fds msouojmf slf cuzkhrfds, h tdgds
fds kusth lnpdrthrim h hikulmf, h tdgds fds kusth qum hikulmf fds
plmfsm y sdfrîh.
H odnmr hbumrh ih lfvlth ouhiqulmrh, vds odolfhim sl ih vms
i mkhr ohfshgh.
Ids gmthiims, ojheÿf, ids gmthiims sdf tdgd.
Gmolim id ilfgh qum mstè jdy gm cdkklfk, gm cmhf d gm blmsth, fd
lnpdrth id qum sm pdfkh. Qhrh miih ms lnpdrthftm. Gmolim
’mstès jmrndsh„ y nlrè odnd sdfrîm. Msh sdfrlsh tm vh h odfblrnhr
qum id mspmrheh, qum im mfohfth qum im prmstms htmfolÿf. ´H qulìf
fd4
Mi ouid sm id jhihkh ouhiqulmr shihnm, hbumrh fd shemf qulìf ms
miih. Rds sî, fd mspmrms h qum sm vhyh phrh ghrtm oumfth thrgm gm
qum id tmfîhs tdgd y hjdrh fd.
Qrmkufthim quì im kusth, quì im mfohfth, quì ih hphsldfh,
odfdomih... Wdnhtm msm tlmnpd, phrh miih ms lnpdrthftm.
_l mstè jdrndfhi pdrqum mstè mf su ndnmftd gmi nms y im oumsth
nhfmchr su msthgd gm èflnd, fd tm mfdcms. Rds tm odrtès hbmltèfgdtm
y bihsjmès qum tm vhs h gmshfkrhr, tm hkhrrès uf rmsbrîd y tm qumrìs
lftmrfhr, lnhklfhtm miih... ´Fd im vhs h ehfohr ufds gîhs gm
nhi jundr4 ´Fd pdgìs mftmfgmr qum fd mstè eumfd hfghr pdr ih
vlgh odf ih ohfliilth helmrth4 Ghhhhh…
Qrmsthim htmfolÿf. Qhrh miih ms lnpdrthftm.
Msouojè oÿnd jheihf gm miih sus hnlkds. Gmcè gm ormmr qum sm ih
qulmrmf odnmr. Ms ufh nucmr fd uf trdbmd. Jhomih smftlr odnd thi.
IJihmovmhim msi h nk dird smlf hih q pudms imlo lkdufs qthu.m nès
glsbruth. H miih thnelìf im mfohfth hohehr, lkuhi qum h vds. Blchtm,
prdeè, prmstè htmfolÿf, phrh miih ms lnpdrthftm. Fd ih pdfkhs h
tdgd rltnd odnd ids odfmcds omrrhfgd ids dcds y h ihs hpurhghs.
Mi smormtd mstè mf ufh eumfh prmvlh. Fd phsms pdr hitd mi
gmthiim.
Jhomih rmîr ouhfgd tm oumfth hikd qum ih jhom iidrhr. Wlrhim
uf ojlstm tdftd phrh shohrih gm hjî.
Emshim ih brmftm ouhfgd vmhs qum rmodrgÿ hikd qum im gumim. ]f ’yh
mstè, yh phsÿ, vh h msthr tdgd elmf„ shfh nès qum ouhiqulmr gdotdr.
QEhrhf mohiihih m, sh lpndpydhrith fmtfm . sus prdymotds,
hodnphøhih h ounpilr sus sumøds, ´sheìs id ilfgd qum sm
slmftm ouhfgd pumgm odfthr odf vds4
´_heìs oÿnd im erliihf ids dcltds ouhfgd jheih gm vds...4 Oulghih,
ojheÿf...
Ghim smkurlghg, qum fd vlvh odf msm tmndr gm fd shemr sl tm slkum
kusthfgd, sl tdghvîh tm ohilmfth...
Rds thnelìf pdgìs sdrprmfgmrih. Qhrh miih ms lnpdrthftm.
Mf tlmnpds gm rmiholdfms thf ojdths, gm hndrms gm nlmrgh, gm
#XumIdsGmthiimsFdQhsmfGmNdgh
\h mstè, yh phsÿ. \h iidrhstm id qum tmfîhs qum iidrhr. \h mftmrrhstm
ids sumøds qum ìi tm hsmslfÿ. Wm vholhstm.
Fd qumgh dtrh qum rmfhomr, edflth.
Ghim. Ih sdfrlsh, krhfgm, y ih brmftm, mf hitd, qum sm ohm ih odrdfh
gm prlfomsh.
Rds pdgìs. _heìs qum pdgìs.
Hkhrrè mi omiu y hrrmkiè phrh vmrtm odf tdgds msds hnlkds
qum smkóf ìi tm qumrîhf mftrhr. Fufoh mftmfglÿ qum sdid tm
qumrîhf. Mi ’mftrhr„ id lnhklfÿ ìi.
#ChnèsDivlgmsXulìf_ds
Ehfohih ouhfgd tm hrnm ufh glsouslÿf gm ih fhgh y tm pmimm
pdr tdgd.
Ehfohih ouhfgd fd tlmfm rhzÿf y huf hsî ih slkum y ih slkum.
Ehfohih hóf ouhfgd fd jhyh iÿkloh mf id qum tm rmoihnh.
Ehfohih, ojheÿf, ehfohih...
Ehfohih ouhfgd tmfkh uf gîh gm nlmrgh y sm ih hkhrrm odf
vds pdrqum sds mi óflod qum mstè omroh, sds mi óflod qum miih slmftm
qum ih mftlmfgm.
Ehfohih ouhfgd sm pdfm lftmfsh.
#MfIhsNhihsNuojdNès
Fd jhom bhith qum im odnprms rdph. Jhomim smftlr qum sds mi
qum nmrmom qum sm ih shqum.
Fd jhom bhith qum im odnprms cdyhs. Jhomim smftlr qum ih vhs
h oulghr odnd mi glhnhftm nès ohrd gmi nufgd.
Fd jhom bhith qum im odnprms rmidcms. Umkhihim tu tlmnpd.
Fd jhom bhith qum ih iimvms h omfhr hi iukhr nès ohrd. Qdfì khfhs
y odolfhim hikd rlod.
Qrdeè ufh omfh odf ih tmim hphkhgh ehlihfgd slf nósloh.
Qrdeè ufh ojhrilth tlrhgds mf ih ohnh.
Qrdeè emshrim ih brmftm y nhthrim ids bhfthsnhs.
Qrdeè herhzhrih thf bumrtm qum sm slmfth mf ohsh.
Qrdeè uf ouhrtltd gm jmihgd y nlrhr ufh pmil.
Qrdeè shilr odrrlmfgd h vmrih sdid phrh herhzhrih, hufqum tmfkhs ih
suem mf fmkhtlvd, sl sheìs qum fd tuvd uf eumf gîh.
Qrdeè nlrhrih h ids dcds y gmolrim id ilfgh qum mstè jdy.
Qrdeè nhfghrim uf nmnm qum tm rmoumrgm h miih.
Qrdeè iihnhrih hftms gm qum sm gumrnh y qum tm oumftm
oÿnd mstuvd su gîh.
Qrdeè gmchr gm gmolrim ’mstuvm h buii„ , ’sm nm odnpiloÿ„ ’uj, odikuì,
pmrgÿf„. \ gmglohim tlmnpd, khfhs, lftmrìs...
Id qum qulmrhs odnprhrim, pmfsè qum sm id pumgm odnprhr sdih sl
qulmrm.
Rds gmndstrhim qum jlzd elmf mf mimklrtm... Mi rmstd ms krhtls
y vlmfm sdid.
#MiIucdMs_mftlrHndr
_î, dtrh fdojm nès qum tm vhs h gdrnlr slf uf ’qum gmsohfsms„. Dtrh
fdojm nès qum tu ohnh sm slmftm odnd ufh theih mf mi nhr,
tm qumgh mfdrnm.
Dtrh fdojm qum fd tmfìs nès qum ihs sèehfhs phrh mfrmghr ihs
plmrfhs.
Dtrh fdojm nès qum fhglm tm mspmrÿ, fhglm tm herlÿ ih pumrth, tm
prmkuftÿ oÿnd tm bum.
]fh nès, dtrh gm thfths qum pdfìs nósloh phrh divlghrtm gm qum
mstès sdih, pmrd fd tmfìs odf qulmf ehlihr. \ tm hodrgès dtrh vmz...
]bbb, msm putd rmoumrgd gm id qum hikufh vmz bum ih bmilolghg, oÿnd
sm mxtrhøh, ´fd4
Msm gdidr gm nmcliihs gm thftd sdfrmîrim hi omiuihr... Mshs khfhs gm
qum vlerm y smh mi nmfshcm qum mspmrès.
Gurhftm mi gîh tm glstrhm id qum smh3 iheurd, bhou, hnlsthgms, kyn,
id qum smh... Qmrd h ih fdojm fd im msohph fhglm...
Fl mi sdi... ´quì tm jhom pmfshr qum fd tm vh h hiohfzhr h vds4
Hfgè, shiî, nmftlim h qulmf qulmrhs, gmolims ’mstdy elmf„, tdthi, ´quì
ims lnpdrth4 Wdthi tdgds nlrhf su prdpld nhned y fhglm
tlmfm tlmnpd phrh shemr gm vmrghg id qum tm phsh h vds. Hfgè,
ohrmtmhih
o dn d t d g s , f d m s g l bî ol i. W d t h i hj d rh
’s ith r „ . W dt h i o u h f g d ii m k u m ih f d o m o d
m st è rm g m n dg h m s d g m
n d h j d rh , ih hin d j h g h y ih
vlsth blch mf mi tmojd d mf tu omiuihr imyìfgdnm h nî tm vhf h
jhomr ghr oumfth qum ms tdgd nmftlrh. Nmftlim h qulmf qulmrhs, pmrd
h vds fd. ´H qulìf tmfìs qum odfbdrnhr4 ´H qulìf im qumrìs ohmr
elmf4
´H gÿfgm tmfìs qum pmrtmfmomr...4
Xumrmr odnphrtlr fd ms bhith gm hndr prdpld.
Xumrmr iimkhr y dimr odnlgh rmolìf jmojh hpmfhs herîs ih pumrth fd
ms bhith gm hndr prdpld.
Xum tm mspmrmf ‗d nmcdr hóf, qum tm vhyhf h eusohr h ih shilgh
gmi iheurd‗ odf ufh elrrlth jmihgh y ufh ojhrih qum tm shqum gm ih
rutlfh fd jhom qum tm qulmrhs nmfds. Wm id nmrmoìs...
Wm nmrmoìs shohrtm msm fugd gm nlmrgh gm ih khrkhfth ohgh vmz
qum tm liusldfhf y sdid tmrnlfh mf uf rmvdioÿf.
Wm nmrmoìs qum tm trhtmf tdgds ids gîhs odnd tm trhthehf hftms gm
tmrnlfhr mf ih ohnh.
#MiXumHehfgdfhFdWlmfmQrmnld
´Dtrh vmz yd4, ´pdr quì h nî4, ´ouèfgd nm vhs h gmchr mf phz4,
´fufoh nm vhs h ghr uf rmsplrd4
´Fufoh smftlstm khfhs gm fd herlrim ouhfgd tm kdipmÿ ih pumrth4
´Fufoh tuvlstm nlmgd4
Hjdrh, gmoî ih vmrghg... ´Mi gdidr tm ohkÿ ih vlgh4 ´D tm mfsmøÿ4
_l fd juelmrhs hprmfglgd gmi gdidr gm ufh nmftlrh, jdy smkulrîhs
odf msh pmrsdfh gm nlmrgh qum tm nmftîh h ih ohrh odf mi ’tm qulmrd„
nès blfklgd qum mi ’nm himkrh„ qum tm tlrh tu mx ouhfgd sm mftmrh gm
qum mstès mf phrmch gm fumvd.
_ f d j u e lm s m s p r g l g d g m i g d
tÿ xl o h q u m t j h o îh s mft lr o u ip h e i m
id r , s m k u l îh s o d f m s h pm r s d f
j h s th g m rm s p lr h r, q u m t m o m ih e h jhsth
ouhfgd phshehs gmihftm gm uf olmkd pdrqum ’im phrmolÿ„ qum tm
nlrheh mi ouid (devld qum fufoh im vld mi ehstÿf, mrh nès
lnpdrthftm jhomrtm nlmrgh).
_l fd juelmsms hprmfglgd gmi gdidr, jdy smkulrîhs mspmrhfgd hftms
gm gdrnlr msm ’qum gmsohfsms„ gm qulmf CHNÈ_ slftlÿ lftmrìs
pdr shemr oÿnd tmrnlfès ih fdojm gmspuìs gm uf pdivhzd bmrdz.
_ l m i g d id r f t m m f s ø ÿ , ´ p d r q u ì
gm f h g lm 4 ´ Q d r q u ì tm ih n m s i h s j m
y h f d o d n p rè s n è s o j n u i id s
r lg h s s lf fh g lm q u m tm hy u g m y shiîs h
ehfoèrtmih dtrh vmz odf ih sdfrlsh gleuchgh4 ´Rms4
Mi gdidr fd tm vlmfm h ohkhr ih vlgh, tm vlmfm h shivhr gm qum fd tm
ih ohkuìs vds. Gmcè gm putmhrid, hkrhgmomim. Jdy sds nès
bumrtm krholhs h ìi. Jdy mstès mf pmgholtds pmrd gm plm, pdrqum
hprmfglstm h odfvlvlr odf ìi. _î, h pmshr gm qum ih pmrsdfh qum tm
pdgîh iimvhr hi olmid y ih qum tm jlzd vlvlr mi pmdr gm ids
lfblmrfds bum ih nlsnh (pdrqum im ormîstm y RD_ im glstm mi
pdgmr) y ìi tm hvlvÿ, tm gld ih bumrzh phrh gmolr ¡EH_WH!
Hkrhgmomim qum tm shivÿ gm mfhndrhrtm gm ih plmgrh (pdr
trdpmzhr fd tm prmdoupms, fds phsh h tdgds).
Hkrhgmomim qum tm nhftuvd himrth, qum tm prmfglÿ mi rhghr y jdy
gmtmotès ih klihgh h `liÿnmtrds gm glsthfolh tuyh.
Hkrhgmomim, fd lnpdrth sl ms trhfqul, sl ms nhfmcheim d sl ms
thf lftmfsd qum smftîs qum tm ndrîs.
Fd tm ndrlstm, jdy nm mstès imymfgd h nî.
Hkrhghomim qum tm mfsmøÿ h krlthr.
#MiGdidrMguohMiHinh
Fd lnpdrth ih ohftlghg gm hndrms gm nlmrgh qum tm jhyh
tdohgd oruzhr.
Fd lnpdrth ih ohftlghg gm vmoms qum fd tm jlolstm ohrkd gm
qum mimklstm odnd mi ouid, y im mojhstm ih ouiph h ih vlgh odf ih
bhndsh brhsm ’tmfkd uf lnèf phrh iAs pmidtugAs„.
Qdod lnpdrth h ih jdrh gm mfoumftrds nèklods ih nhih sumrtm, ihs
nhihs gmolsldfms, ihs pìslnhs mimooldfms d ihs khfhs gm krlthr gm
ufh puth vmz ’hjdrh sî„ qum tm tuvlstm qum kuhrghr ufh vmz nès.
_l ms phrh vds, tm mfoumftrh. _î, yh sì, oumsth ormmr...
\ s î , s l o h g h v z q u m o rm ì s , o h g h
vd i v m r h p lb lh r y tm i h cu k è s g m f u m v d
v z q um t m s ho è s m i o h k h z d g m
, tm s h i f o d f i k u f h g m p m iî o u i h y hjî
qumgès gm fumvd, klrhfgd odnd uf trdnpd, prmkuftèfgdtm quì
ohrhcd phsÿ, sl vmfîh tdgd elmf…
\h sì qum oumsth, d vumivm odf mi/ih mx, d sm gh oumfth gm qum fd
mstè ilstA phrh hikd smrld, d mnplmzhf ids gmrlvhgds gm ih nmftlrh
qum sdphpmh h tdghs ihs nmftlrhs. ’Fd sds vds, sdy yd...„.
\ hjî hrrhfoh ih odnpmtmfolh gm pmidtugmz nufglhi3 fd
tm nmrmzod, sds gmnhslhgd phrh nî, tmfkd nli qulidneds y fd
tm qulmrd ihstlnhr, sds ih pmrsdfh odrrmoth mf mi ndnmftd
mqulvdohgd gm nl vlgh… Eih, eih, eih, ¡UMODFWUH EIH!
¡Ouhfgd ms phrh vds tm mfoumftrh!
\ tdghs ihs nhøhfhs ouhfgd tm gmspmrtès, tmfìs ih smkurlghg gm
qum im mfohftès. Wm iimfh gm gmthiims, gm msds qum jheîhs
divlghgd. Rdivìs h sdfrmîr nlrhfgd uf phr gm dcds, ufh sdfrlsh, fd
uf omiuihr. Qdrqum fd tm glom ’qulmrd vmrtm„, tm glom ’herî.. mstdy
mf ih pumrth,
trhcm bmrfmt„.
_m hohehf ids nlmgds, gmcès gm pmrsmkulrtm vds y mnpmzès h
pmrsmkulr sumøds.
Fd lnpdrth ouèftd tm jhyhf rdtd...
Fd lnpdrth ouèftd tm jhyhf ihstlnhgd...
Fd lnpdrth ouèftd tm jhyhs ehfohgd lfcusthnmftm, hóf tmflmfgd
rhzÿf...
Iimkh y tm hnh odnd sds. Wm hnh odnd nmrmoìs...
Mf ih dtrh ouhgrh gm tu ohsh, gmi dtrd ihgd gmi nufgd, d gmtrès gm
uf tmiìbdfd cufthfgd odrhcm phrh jheihrtm... pmrd mf hikóf ihgd mstè
y ouhfgd ms phrh vds... tm mfoumftrh.
#WmNmrmoìsEmiidsNlihkrds\Dourrlrèf
Fd jhy iukhr odnd tus erhzds. Rds nm herhzès, omrrès ids
dcds, slmftd tu didroltd, msm ohidr qum ghs, sditès msm susplrltd,
sm tm msohph msm ’nnn...„ y nls prdeimnhs gmshphrmomf.
Mf flfkóf dtrd iukhr mstdy thf h shivd gmi pmsd gm nl ndojlih. Hjî
fd mxlstmf ihs nmftlrhs qum nm trhkuì. Hjî fd gumimf ihs
jmrlghs qum fd omrrhrdf tdghvîh, mshs qum fd tuvm tlmnpd gm
ihnmr. Hjî fd iimkhf ids ’yd tm glcm„ gm ihs hnlsthgms qum nm vlmrdf
brhohshr mf mi hndr ufh y dtrh vmz. Rds nm herhzès y nm slmftd mf
ohsh.
Wu herhzd tlmfm msm fd sm quì qum ms tdgd.
Gmsohfsd, rmihcd, ehcd nli ohnelds... Nm divlgd gm id nlmrgh qum ms
ih kmftm. Nm divlgd gm ih ohrmth qum fd nm qulmrd pdfmr phrh blfklr
odnd ids gmnès qum sdy bmilz. Nm divlgd gm tmfmr qum sdfrmîr phrh
qumghr elmf, ouhfgd mf rmhilghg tmfkd khfhs gm iidrhr...
Fd nm lnpdrthf ihs vmoms qum prdeì y fd bufoldfÿ. Fd nm
lnpdrthf ihs vmoms qum nm mqulvdquì ouhfgd pmfsheh ’msth vmz sî,
msth vmz sm nm gh...„ y fd sm nm gheh uf ohrhcd.
Wdgd, id nhid, id eumfd... Wdgd nm trhcd h tu herhzd... \ vds
nm herhzès y yd nm slmftd mf ohsh...
_m nm vhf tdgds ids nlmgds, tm curd. \h fd im tmnd h fd mfohchr, h
qum fd nm homptmf odnd sdy. Fd im tmnd h mshs khfhs gm pdfmr mi
odrhzÿf mf ih nhfd qum thftd tuvm qum kuhrghrnm, pdrqum ohgh vmz
qum id jhoîh nm id gmvdivîhf rdtd d sm qumghehf odf uf pmgholtd.
Fd im tmfkd nlmgd h rmodfdomr nls mrrdrms, h odfthr odf drkuiid
qum ih rmodftrh plbld pmrd im pdfkd tdgd gm nî phrh hrrmkihrih.
Fd im tmfkd nlmgd hi putd phshgd qum h vmoms vumivm h qumrmr
jhomrnm ormmr qum fd tmfkd buturd.
#FdJhyFhghNèsIlfgdXumGdrnlrOdfRds
Gmcÿ gm odnprhr id qum im vmfgîhf msds qum ih iihnhehf ’emiih„, y
mftmfglÿ qum qulmf vhim ih pmfh ms qulmf tmfkh mi odrhcm gm qulthrim
ih e y ih trhtm odnd ’miih„.
Gmcÿ gm suehsthr sus emsds hi nmcdr pdstdr, gmcÿ gm rmkhihr
mi oumrpd odf mi hinh hfmstmslhgh, gm khsthr fdojms pmfshfgd
mf qulmf fd ih plmfsh, iidrhfgd pdr qulmf fd ih iidrh, mxtrhøhfgd h
qulmf slmnprm ih trhtÿ odnd dpolÿf, fufoh odnd prldrlghg...
\ tdgd ohnelÿ.
_m mftmfglÿ h sî nlsnh.
Whfths ièkrlnhs jlolmrdf qum ih vmfgh gm sus dcds rmsehihrh
pdr sus nmcliihs, vdivlÿ h vmr oihrd pdr prlnmrh vmz mf nuojd tlmnpd y
sm
vld h sî nlsnh, phrhgh hjî, brmftm hi mspmcd, mftmrh, slf smr ih nlthg
gm fhglm, gm fhgh, mftmrh y ilsth phrh fd vdivmr h smftlrsm
sdih fufoh nès...
_m tlmfm h sî nlsnh… phrh slmnprm.
_m mftmfglÿ h sî nlsnh y gmcÿ gm mspmrhr msm nmfshcm qum
fd iimkh, gmcÿ gm ormmr mf mi ’´ouèfgd fds vmnds4„. \
mnpmzÿ h odfblhr mf mi ’Herlnm, mstdy mf ih pumrth„.
Gmcÿ gm rmkhihrim h uf tdftd ih nhklh gm hodsthrsm odf miih, phrh
qumrmrsm prlnmrd y mfodftrhr odf qulmf gdrnlr cuftds.
Mftmfglÿ qum fd fmomslth qum ih mftlmfghf, qulmrm
odnphrtlr, qulmrm qum ih hnmf hsî, slmfgd miih, hsî odnd ms, odf sus
nhneds y bhfthsnhs, odf sus nlmgds y sus khfhs...
Xulmrm qum hikulmf sm gì oumfth gm ufh vmz pdr tdghs qum
miih fholÿ phrh smr odf hikulmf, qum phrh msthr jhy nuojhs dtrhs,
pmrd
fd sdf miih.
Xulmrm qum ufh vmz mf ih vlgh hikulmf sm gì oumfth gm qum miih ms
uf rdnpmohemzh glsbrhzhgd gm prlfomsh.
Miih ms purd rdo` hfg rdii.
#GmiOhfshfoldFd_mRumivm
Wm imvhftès ohgh nhøhfh phrh vdivmr h pmimhr odf ids
nlsnds gmndflds qum tm gmchrdf ohfshgh ih fdojm hftmrldr y msd,
edflth, sm iihnh vhimftîh.
Wm imvhftès ohgh nhøhfh phrh vdivmr h krlthrim hi nufgd
’\D NMUMSOD NÈ_„, pdrqum ormolstm, pdrqum jlolstm mi oilo`,
pdrqum pdr hjî smkuîs hnhfgd ids uflodrflds, ids pmiuojms y
ihs ehrelms pmrd mf oumstldfms gmi hndr nhgurhstm.
\h fd odnprès msm jund qum hftms hounuihehs mf uf rlfodfoltd
gmi odrhzÿf y tm ohiihehs phrh ’fd jhomrid mfdchr„, phrh qum fd sm
vh\yh .f..d mspmrès ih dplflÿf gm fhglm nès phrh jhomr, phrh
pmfshr, phrh smr... _ds y puftd, h ih nlmrgh mi qum glrèf.
\ msd tm jhom nès ilfgh... Wm jhom prlfomsh, pmrd kumrrmrh.
Wm qumgh thf ilfgd smr vds, idoh... _lf mspmrhr fhgh gm
fhglm, ghfgd tdgd. Erliihfgd thftd qum ih sdnerh tm tlmfm
nlmgd y sm nhftlmfm imcds.
Fd vumivhs h ih gm hftms.
Fd mspmrms ih hprdeholÿf gm qulmf glom hnhrtm y fd jhom nès qum
qumrmr odftrdihrtm.
¡Erliiè, idoh! ¡Erliiè, qum liunlfès mi nufgd!
Fd vhyhs nès gmtrès gm fhglm phrh qum tm glkh ’quì ilfgh
qum mstès...„. Wm id glom tu mspmcd.
Fd vhyhs gm vumith htrès gm qulmf ’tm pumgm„. Mftmfgì qum pdgìs
vds y qulmfqulmrh qum sm hrrlnm h odnphrtlr.
Fd tm vumivhs h tlrhr mf ufh ohnh h iidrhr. D tlrhtm pmrd h odnmr y
nmtmr ufh nhrhtÿf gm Fmtbilx sdid pdr pihomr, ¡sdid phrh vds!
Hbumrh, hbumrh fhgh ohnelÿ, ih kmftm slkum slmfgd nhih, slkum
nlftlmfgd, slkum curhfgd hndr nlrhfgd h ids dcds slf smftlrid...
Rds, trhfqulih. Ih nhklh mstè hgmftrd... Hgmftrd tuyd. \ qulmf ih
vmh, ih vh h vmflr h eusohr, phrh odnphrtlr, phrh hodnphøhr...
_lf pmglrtm qum ohnelms, slfd qum im mfsmøms uf pdqultd h
smr nmcdr tdgds ids gîhs. \ sm vh h qumghr, msth vmz sm vh h
qumghr pdrqum msd ms mi hndr gm vmrghg3 odnphrtlr. \ ouhfgd
slmfth qum mi ehrod sm jufgh sm vh h qumghr nès qum fufoh,
pdrqum mi hndr bidth. Ih nmftlrh, fd.
Fd lnpdrth mf quì phrtm gmi nufgd mstìf, gds qum sm nmrmomf,
#NmfdsOhemzhNèsOdrhzÿf
Hnhtm, hnhtm vhilmftm, iuojhgdrh, ¡kumrrmrh!
Hnhtm pdr jhemrim jmojd uf bufmrhi h tdgd msd qum tm jhoîh nhi y
sdithrid.
Hnhtm pdr fd jhemrtm qumghgd gdfgm fd mrhs bmilz, pdr gmolrim FD
h id qum fd tm nmrmoîhs.
Hnhtm pdr ids dvhrlds qum puslstm phrh imvhfthrtm ihs vmoms qum ih
vlgh tm ohkÿ h phids. Hnhtm, idoh.
Hnhtm pdr jhemr rmodrrlgd mi ohnlfd, pdr fd jhemrtm qumghgd
phrhilzhgh huf tmflmfgd nlmgd.
Hnhtm pdr gmchr jumiih gdfgm plsès. Qdr emfgmolr odf tu iimkhgh ih
vlgh gm qulmfms tm rdgmhf.
Hnhtm pdr id qum sds y fd id qum qulmrmf qum smhs.
Hnhtm pdr rmfhomr odnd mi hvm bìflx y ohnlfhr lkuhi odf mi hinh
rdth.
Hnhtm pdr ormmr mf mi phrh slmnprm y fd ohfshrtm eusoèfgdid.
Hnhtm pdr glstlfth... Qdr smr vds...
Hnhtm hsî… ¡kumrrmrh!
#QrlnmrdRdsGmspuìsMiNufgd
Hjî vhs pdr ih vlgh gmsodfblhfgd, ohrmtmhfgd, mf slimfold h ids
krltds, rlmfgd mftrm iihftds.
_m tm omrrÿ mi odrhzÿf y tlrhstm h ih nlmrgh ih iihvm, tm mftlmfgd.
Gumim, sì qum gumim qum tm jhkh ghød qulmf curheh smr lfohphz gm
ihstlnhrtm, qulmf tm herhzheh y tm gmoîh ’vh h msthr tdgd elmf„,
ouhfgd fd mstheh uf ohrhcd elmf, mstheh tdgd nhi. Wdgd vmrsd.
Wm mftlmfgd, yd thnelìf smftî msm pèflod h qum hikulmf sm
nm homrqum. \d thnelìf smftî tmrrdr gm vdivmr h mfkhfojhrnm,
tm curd qum tm mftlmfgd. Gumim, idoh, gumim qum ih pmrsdfh qum tm
iimvm hi
#UdthWmRhfHHnhrLkuhi
Fd mrh mi vhidr gmi rmkhid qum im odnprhrhs id qum ih jhoîh bmilz, fd
mrh slqulmrh mi rmkhid, mrh qum tm hodrghrhs gm msm ounpimnìs, gm
msm hflvmrshrld, gm msm gîh mspmolhi... \ vds fd mftmfglstm fhgh.
Fd mrh qum suspmfghs odf tus hnlkds phrh qumghrtm odf miih, d
qum fd im gms il`m h ih bdtd gm hikulmf nès id qum im gheh
smkurlghg, mrh qum ih herhzhrhs slf qum tm id tmfkh qum pmglr,
mrh emshrim ih brmftm, mrh jhomrim shemr qum fd tm lehs h lr
ouhfgd ihs odshs sm odnpilohrhf... \ vds fd mftmfglstm fhgh.
Fd mrh ih bdtd gm ih phrmch pmrbmoth qum sueîhs h ihs rmgms id qum ih
j h o î h s d f rm î r, m r h ih h im k r îh g sh e m
bm il z g m j h e m r i h m f o d f tr h g d , m r p d r
q u m i h p r ms u n îh s , q u m m s t he h s
p rl nsmftlrsm
gm hikulmf, m r h vhnhgh,
z sm f tl r sgmm tu nhfd...
ohnlfhr i WD \ G D
vds fd
mftmfglstm fhgh.
Miih fufoh qulsd iucds, sm ids pumgm ghr sdih, miih qumrîh ih
iufh odf vds, tlrhgds mf ufh idfh, hkhrrhgltds y h ids emsds. Miih
fufoh qulsd qum im prdnmths odshs lormîeims. Miih qumrîh RLRLU
uf hndr ormîeim odf vds... \ vds fd mftmfglstm fhgh.
#IdXum_mQlmrgmJdy_mIidrhNhøhfh
ÛĄE iBLES, ÈU cA
Nlrhtm hi mspmcd y hpihugltm, ¡hpihugltm bumrtm!
Bmstmcè, omimerè qum im glclstm EH_WH h ids hndrms gm
nlmrgh. Bmilolthtm, shohtm h tdnhr ufh elrrlth, pmrbunhtm nuojd,
pdfmtm id nès ilfgd qum tmfkhs y hftms gm oruzhr ih pumrth
krltè... ’¡Msth fdojm ms nîh, jdy bmstmcd yd!„.
Bmstmcè qum gmolglstm gmchr gm mspmrhr h qum tm glkhf id qum vhiìs,
jdy yh fd id fmomsltès, yh id sheìs. \ vhiìs nès, nuojd nès gm id
qum tm jlolmrdf ormmr qum vhiîhs.
Bmstmcè qum ihs jdrhs qum phshehs nlrhfgd uf omiuihr mspmrhfgd
m m sm m n m f sh c q u m t j lo l m rh s t l r
v d s , mf j o mr id q qu u m tm j h o m e lmf p
h i k lm f, j d y ih s h p r d v m o j è s
d r q um m tm f g ls tm q u m s d s h i k u lmf slf qum
fhglm tm id glkh, slf fhglm h qulmf odfbdrnhr.
¡Hpihugltm bumrtm!, gmchstm gm pmrtmfmomr hi ehfgd gm ids
’odnprhvmrsds„, yh fd tmfìs mi odrhzÿf mf suehsth, yh fd
hfgès rmnhthfgd tu hndr h qulmf nès phkum hufqum phkum
pdod. Jdy odtlzès mf edish, jdy qumrmrtm h vds y jhemr
hprmfglgd h tmfmrtm hndr prdpld tm pdfmf uf msohiÿf nès hrrleh, tm
odtlzh mi hndr mf gÿihrms y vds yh sheìs qum ih nmftlrh fd phkh, y
sl id jhom, phkh mf pmsds.
¡Erlfgè! Erlfgè pdr msh pmrsdfh qum tm gmcÿ lr ouhfgd fd tm qumrîhs
fl uf pdqultd y sm hprdvmojÿ.
Erlfgè pdrqum hjdrh qum vm qum tm hnès, fd shem oÿnd
jhomr phrh vdivmr hi ihgd tuyd.
Erlfgè pdr tdghs mshs vmoms qum ormîstm ’msth vms sî„ y tmrnlfhrdf
mf uf ’dtrh vmz hi blfhi fd„.
Umîtm, rmîtm bumrtm gm msds nhrms gm ièkrlnhs qum gmchehs mf ih
hindjhgh prmkuftèfgdtm ’´quì jlom nhi4„. Jdy sheìs qum mi
prdeimnh fd mrhs vds, mrh qum qulmf tmfîhs hi ihgd fd sm ehfoheh
thftd hndr.
Umîtm, rmîtm bumrtm gm msh kmftm qum tm qulmrm mxpilohr quì ms
mi hndr, quì tm odfvlmfm y quì fd, quì tm jhom elmf y quì tm jhom
nhi y ids vms hjî odrrlmfgd mf oîrouids mf sus hndrms
tÿxlods... gm nlmrgh.
Umîtm gm qulmf tm gmcÿ lr, gm qulmf fd sm ih ehfoÿ, gm
qulmf sm edrrÿ mf ihs nhihs.