can you save my heavy dirty soul ?


angel of my dreams ♥
fallingsohard is a selective lgbt+ multimuse indie rp revolving around the often
messy, often dysfunctional lives of all male muses, as
penned & detested by ari, she/they, 21+, est, latina. minors dni. mature topics will be present. discord is also available to mutuals upon request!
GUIDELINES
001.
this is a pretty obvious rule, but please don’t god mod my characters without asking me first. i have no problem if we’ve talked about it, but don’t assume my character is one way without knowing anything about them, just message me first and i will most likely say yes. to add onto this, i don’t mind if this is done to move the plot along ( ex. your muse invites my muse inside, you can assume my muse went inside on your reply to avoid dragging ). all my muses and fcs are of age and i won't be interacting with underage fcs, underage characters ( even if the fc themselves is of age ) or underage muns, please don’t lie about your age because that’s weird and rude!
002.
i honestly won’t write with you if you only play female muses, if you don't write any m/m ships, if most or all of your muses are hetero, white and you’re only looking for m/f ships. considering that all my muses are males, people only looking for male characters to ship their females with is a no no. since i'll always write the male, i am pickier with hetero ships, but this does not mean i am unwilling to write any, especially if the chemistry is there! i don’t care if you ‘use me for my males’ because i only play males so that's a given, but i won't interact if you're only looking for male muses to ship your female muses with. having only hetero ships with a writing partner bores me, i won't even bother replying to you if i notice this is the case. please consider that this is an lgbt+ indie and while i am open to both m/m and m/f ships, i love ( and prefer ) queer ships over heteronormative ones
003.
sometimes, it might take me a while to reply back to things, whether it be dms, replies, closed/open starters, starter calls, whatever the case is. i get overwhelmed with real life or even here when i have a lot to do, so that might make me slower. i also have an amateur gif pack blog i run and i work a full time job, aside from having ( very ) adult bills to pay and responsibilities, so my sole focus isn't rping. this is a relaxed indie, so there will never be any stress from my part on you replying – take your time! that being said, please have patience with me as i am neurodivergent and it can become very overwhelming for me at times
004.
please don’t follow me if you’re a primarily smut blog. no judgement if you are, you do you, but it's just not all that i'm looking for. needless to say, please don’t force smut or ships and i won't to you! in general, i really don't enjoy writing smut if our muses have no chemistry. i tend to lose muse for full on smut threads with no plot or substance aka smut without a plot bores me, i'll only really enjoy it if our muses have a connection or if we've plotted beforehand. while i do write smut, i also don’t mind fading to black, headcanons, or whatever works best for you! to add onto this, please do not follow me if you're looking for taboo connections as i won't write these topics. this blog is open to topics like slice of life, horror/slasher, supernatural, criminals, gore, angst, fluff, toxic dynamics, pretty much anything non taboo.
005.
i don’t rp on discord, but this is totally available to mutuals for plotting purposes only. also, please don’t take it personal if i don’t reply back or follow you back, as this is a selective indie rp and sometimes i’m just not feeling it. this is supposed to be a fun, relaxed environment, so i wouldn’t like to be pressured into doing something i’m not vibing with. nothing against you! sometimes there just isn’t a connection and that’s perfectly fine
006.
i prefer rping with small/medium gifs and using small text. obviously, you don't have follow my formatting, but i probably won’t reply to you if you use huge gifs from the gif search, huge gifs in general or huge images, if you don’t use small text or don't trim your posts. nothing personal at all, that just honestly scares me lmao. i also only have access to beta editor, so please try to keep this in mind before replying. i usually don’t tag triggers on here, it slips my mind a lot. i don’t mind tagging things if people ask, but please be nice when asking. anything nsfw will be tagged under //usfw tag though
007.
sometimes i'll drop threads. this is usually due to not having much muse for the thread, feeling overwhelmed with the threads i have going on, or feeling like you don't have muse and i am annoying you with said thread, but if we did have a thread and i dropped it for whatever reason, i would be down to have another one with you if you would like that as well. i don’t mind if you drop our threads too, unfollow, soft block, block, do what you have to do to protect your peace. i mean it when i say i've been rping on tumblr for a while and there are no hard feelings. this is a hobby, we all have lives outside of here, so you do whatever is best for you and your mental health tbh
008.
lastly, and i really cannot stress this enough, do not like my starters unless you plan on replying to them, and even then, i ask that you consider drafting over liking. also, please try reblogging from the source unless i tag you in the post or the original user deactivated. people doing both of these things messes with my activity bar and i'm already #awful at keeping up with replies, please please please do not use me as a resource blog. as for fcs, i currently have no banned fcs, but if i’m not feeling a reply, character, or fc for whatever reason, i won’t reply. i also won’t reply if the fc is overly problematic, animated, deceased, or has allegations against them. i don't keep much track of cancel culture ( it's toxic! ) but i think most of us know know which fcs are okay to use and which ones aren’t, let's be real. i'm just here to have a good time and not take this too seriously ( this is literally rping on tumblr dot com i promise y'all it's not that deep lmao ). if you've read this far, you're an og <3
CURRENT MUSES
note: all muses have a horror, crime or supernatural verse depending on the thread. what's listed below is the main, primary verse. also note that the same last name = siblings/twins.
alberto "ace" ramos. budtender & bartender. he/him. aries. bisexual/biromantic. 22-27. michael cimino fc
alexei rakov. russian mafia heir. he/him. leo. bisexual/biromantic. 21-24. mark eydelshteyn fc
ashby "ash" stakston. twitch streamer. he/him. aquarius. bisexual/biromantic. 25-30. harris dickinson fc
benedetto "benny" incanti. graphic designer & bartender. he/him. libra. homosexual/homoromantic. 21-24. alessandro bedetti fc
brooklyn "brook" lachowski. personal trainer of content creator. he/him. libra. homosexual/homoromantic. 21-24. tyler lawrence gray fc
casey rutherford. horror novelist. he/him. capricorn. bisexual/biromantic. 21-25. thomas weatherall fc
easton karam. nightclub promoter & babysitter. he/him. virgo. homosexual/homoromantic. 21-25. anthony keyvan fc
felix amorim. famous footballer ( soccer player ). he/him. sagittarius. homosexual/homoromantic. 22-27. andré lamoglia fc
gabriele "gabry" gabutti. lead singer & guitarist of rockband soul smashers, rockstar & socialite. he/him. leo. bisexual/biromantic. 21-26. simone baldasseroni fc
harlan fontaine. hairstylist grifter. he/him. libra. homosexual/homoromantic. 21-24. frederic balonier fc
hayden mitchell. a list actor. he/him. gemini. bisexual/biromantic. 25-32. mason gooding fc
hunter stakston. sex shop worker of content creator & psychology student. he/him. aquarius. homosexual/homoromantic. 25-31. drew starkey fc
italo belmonte. model & influencer. he/him. leo. homosexual/homoromantic. 21-25. lorenzo zurzolo fc
justin valmount. medical student majoring in pediatric oncology & trustfund baby. he/him. capricorn. homosexual/homoromantic ( deeply repressed/closeted ). 22-26. damian hardung fc
kendall shahar. technical analyst. he/him. taurus. bisexual/biromantic ( closeted ). 24-28. archie renaux fc
kentaro "kenny" sakurai. manga artist & photographer. he/him. aquarius. pansexual/panromantic. 21-26. honda kyoya fc
kian ramirez. architect. he/him. scorpio. pansexual/panromantic. 27-35. sean teale fc
loren ziegler. f1 driver. he/him. taurus. bisexual/biromantic. 22-26. damian hardung fc
nicolas "nick" veluz. line cook drug dealer. he/him. sagittarius. pansexual/panromantic. 23-28. evan mock fc
riley hargrove. retired hockey player. he/him. pisces. bisexual/biromantic. 35-42. andrew garfield fc
rowan hargrove. mechanic. he/him. aries. bisexual/biromantic. 22-26. felix mallard fc
taylan kuzum. big shot lawyer. he/him. virgo. homosexual/homoromantic. 33-40. berk cankat fc
wesley lafleur. nepo baby, model & influencer. he/him. leo. homosexual/homoromantic. 21-24. alessandro bedetti fc
wyatt chambers. veterinarian. he/him. aries. bisexual/biromantic ( masc preference ). 25-29. leo woodall fc