Help Mars Overcome Housing Struggles

Hello, my name is Mars. I'm a Black trans woman who is struggling with monthly bills, finding a good therapist, and getting help with anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts. The sadness is due to my situations in life such as abuse, bullying, among other things, and I REALLY REALLY NEED HELP getting up to $3,000 in order to pay off $10,000 to get house foundation repairs. My foundation under my home is currently falling apart and crumbling down, and I have ABSOLUTELY NO WAY OF BEING ABLE TO AFFORD TO FIX IT AND NEED IMMEDIATE HELP BEFORE MY HOME FALLS COMPLETELY. They said I originally wouldn't have to pay as much as I do now, but after seeing all the damage inside and outside of my home, they raised the price up to $10,000 to $30,000, and I have no way to pay it. I have at least $8,000 paid, and they said they can take payments, but I really need ANYONE'S HELP AND SUPPORT RIGHT NOW