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cryptic messages. Who knows if they’ll ever be read, but they’re there incase. I apologise, if there’s anything I could have ever wished for - it’d be for this breakup to have resulted in a break between us. Lord knows this break up was a good thing, shit, it made me mature a shit load. I made mistakes, you made mistakes, I wish we were mature enough to sit down and talk - maybe some day - there is no denying the love we held for each other. As a small side note, not once did I ever intentionally do wrong by you. I don’t know if you believe that or not, but I’ll voice it out straight away. I’ve only ever meant the best for you, and will always do so. My good intentions were plagued by my inability to conduct them properly. I’m super proud of you. I do believe you loved me, and thus I am even more-so proud. To make a decision like that because it’s what’s best for you - I commend you. That’s strength. I push people to be like that, well done! As I said, I had a lot of growing up to do, I needed to realise what this world is. I thank you for allowing me to realise that. I apologise for actions, as solicited above, I never meant any harm. I believe it was a right person, wrong time. I had PTSD from my childhood, my exes, and the beginning of us, really just wasn’t the right time for me. Right person - because two souls don’t just connect the way ours did, that’s just real. Continue loving yourself:) Love you always, ry. X