from my previous upload. Last week i was feeling very depressed. A lot stuff hit me all at once. Given my age think i would have expected it but hey we all get bind sided. this felt like a self reflection. with a past and present look.
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Time made me older but as anything really changed? The time you spent with someone ending in a blink. The love you given, taken. When it all ends, you try to get up move on, before you know it almost 10 years go by and even though you tried all anyone sees is just another old fur. a relic of a time that once was.
"Why? isnt my love just as good as the next? does my age really mean i have to be alone..." *the words echo in the silence of the dark room, bouncing off the hollowness of the walls. like the soul of someone that has tried to push forward. to love, be loved, its still there...just...empty*
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masterpiece, best quality, amazing quality, very aesthetic, high resolution, detailed, ultra-detailed, hyperdetailed, absurdres, newest,
furry, solo, 1boy, (male fox:1.2), mature, detailed beautiful eyes, (serious face:1.2), dark room, black wall, depression incarnate, embodying the loneliness of the mental affliction, jittery and filled with anxiety, hide in the dark waiting for it to all just go away, tears,
Negative prompt: censored, censorship, human, multiple tails, modern, recent, old, oldest, graphic, cartoon, text, painting, crayon, graphite, abstract, glitch, deformed, mutated, ugly, disfigured, lowres, bad anatomy, bad hands, missing fingers, extra digits, fewer digits, cropped, very displeasing, (worst quality, bad quality:1.2), bad anatomy, sketch, jpeg artifacts, signature, watermark, username, conjoined, bad ai-generated
Steps: 30, Sampler: DPM++ SDE, Schedule type: Karras, CFG scale: 5, Seed: 4024786401, Size: 1248x1024, Model hash: 5901b6dd1e, Model: novaFurryXL_illustriousV50, Denoising strength: 0.6, Clip skip: 2, Hires Module 1: Use same choices, Hires CFG Scale: 5, Hires upscale: 1.2, Hires steps: 45, Hires upscaler: Latent, Version: f2.0.1v1.10.1-previous-659-gc055f2d4
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