May 21st, 2021
will anything ever be enough for me… lol
love halloween but hate going on social media this time of year… ive made a lot of strides with my self esteem and confidence and acceptance of my appearance and thankfully find myself pretty or attractive if not necessarily conventionally but still something i can appreciate despite my flaws blah whatever… and then girls post pretty pictures of themselves in their costumes and i look at these girls and i don’t look anything like them i dont have a single picture i feel like i capture quite as well as these girls online do and it is every post i scroll on and it isnt their fault that they look very pretty and photogenic and can just deliver something in photographs that i seemingly can’t manage and it just makes me wonder…. was i ever pretty or even worth accepting at all
personal vent whatever cringe im 22 years old i should grow up!!! and get over this like it is what it is no amount of whining is going to change myself i have long learned boohoo maybe next year
by Duc Liao for i-D Magazine (#249) November 2004
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