Love letter to someone you cant have

Efímero, -ra adj. 1 Que dura poco tiempo. 2 Que dura solamente un día. ¿Y si te digo que escribí nuestra historia? ¿Y si te digo que dejé todos mis recuerdos acá, todo mi amor? ¿Y si te digo que ya no soy la misma? ¿Y si te digo que tenerte cerca me mata de a poquito? Antes de que pienses que esto es una carta de amor o algo por el estilo, quedate tranquilo: no te amo, no siento nada por vos, solamente sos mi amigo y te extraño muchísimo. Me prometí a mí misma que esta iba a ser la última…

Letting him go is by far the second hardest thing I will ever have to do it hurts so much to have gotten you back to just lose you again wish you loved me the way I love you.....

I can't put you into words. And my god that frustrates me. BEcause you? Oh my god how I want to write it all down. Who you are, how I feel about you, why I love you, all of it. I just want to find or write one fckn poem that could describe it all. Because damn it what I feel for you should be written down in permanent ink. It should have a place of it's own somewhere in this universe. A pace where the words would never, ever cease to exist. Because neither will my love for you. #ccz…

He doesn't know it, but I love him more than anything else in the world, I always have and I always will... I can't tell him, but I'll put it in subtle ways. (Look, I wrote you, then crossed it out and wrote people I love instead... It's the only way I can say it💕)