Former independent, private, selective, canon and canon divergent, headcanon-based, non-spoiler free, OC selective, crossover and alternate universe friendly, multifandom, multigenre, multiship, multiverse and multiera Ask/RP multimuse blog turned indie rpc/aesthetic/inspo/personal blog. Tracking #ladyimaginarium. EST. 7/31/19. Haunted by Arcana.
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𝐃𝐎𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐄𝐑.
Arcana / Angel / Ansale'wit / ᐋᓐᔐᓃ • Adult ( 24 ; July 13th 2000 ) • Mixed White • Native ( Mi'kmaq, Wolastoqiyik, Abenaki, Métis & Huron-Wendat ) / Indigenous + West Asian ( Ashkenazi Jewish ) • Indigenous Canadian • Intersex • Altersex • Aldernic • Aspec • Mspec • Ambiamorous • Transgender • Nonbinary • Cistrans • Transmascfem • Genderfluid • Two Spirit • Queer • Bi • Omni • Bi/Omni Lesbian/Vincian/Enbian • Disabled • Neurodivergent • Level 2 Medium-Low Support Needs Autistic • Amistic • not 100% ablebodied • Low Vision/VSS • HoH/APD • Mentally Ill • Psychotic • Madcripple • Future Ambulatory Wheelchair User • Future Multipurpose Psychiatric Service Dog Handler • Verbalflux • Spoonie • Chronosian • CSA/COCSA/Incest/Cult/MMEIP/RAMCOA & ( Questioning ) CSEM/Trafficking Survivor • Polyfragmented Plural HC-DID Chimera Multigenic System Host • Otherkin • Alterhuman • Nonhuman • Regressor • Secular Jew • Eclectic Witch • Pagan • Artist • Queer Anarchist • Currently In Therapy • Stims Often • Night Owl • Splits Easily • Carrd / Doc WIP.
𝖕𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖔𝖓𝖆 𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖎𝖙𝖘: himedere, house martell, girlboss enbyfailboss, infp, life path 4, sanguine, enneagram type four ( the individualist ), & neutral-chaotic good.
𝖈𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖊 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖘:art, art history, cats, dogs, bunnies, animals in general, cuddling & playing with animals, jellyfish, kirby, pokemon, hamtaro, technology, animal crossing, care bears, pusheen, plushies, stuffed animals, agere, making characters, writing stories, daydreaming, loveletters, chocolate, animal bones, biology in general, totoro, studio ghibli, movies, stickers & pins, cute things / kawaii things, terrariums, aquariums, swimming, makeup, cosmetics, skincare, finding lost things, fashion, modeling, acting, memes, meditating, pilates, ethnography, anthropology, greenery, animanga, western animation, graphic novels, queer positivity, two spirit positivity, native positivity, two spirit history, cinema, movies, animation, documentaries, videogames, fantasy [genre], science fiction [genre], historical [genre], horror [genre], DIY-biology, transhumanism, quantum mechanics, artificial intelligence, apotheosis, biology, zoology, paleontology, ontology, sociology, philosophy, theology, mythology, magick & witchcraft, occultism, spirituality, subliminals & manifestations, astrology, astronomy, glamping, film history, film analysis, cinematography, ARGs, the arts, cryptids & cryptozoology, dinosaurs, dragons, fate, folklore, ghosts, godhood, hope, humanity, monstrosity, metafiction, narrative awareness, storytelling, surrealism, timeloops, identity, lights, lovecore, interactive media, mukbang, ASMR, liminal spaces, urban exploration, haunted houses, horror games, horror movies, analog horror, creepypastas, morute, coquette, dollette, dark romance, makeup, tattoos & piercings, music — both playing & listening (always down to exchange recommendations, we& listen to a lot of genres), musical theory, music subcultures, photography, poetry, the fae, merfolk, yōkai, androids, conspiracy theories, lost media, UFOs, aliens, the paranormal, true crime, partying on occasion, freedom, romance, gold, flirting, getting high/420, kink, teasing others, baking, cooking, eating, eating sweets & desserts, fruity scents, making people laugh, painting landscapes, traveling, social justice & activism, 2LGBTQIA+/MOGAI/LIOM, luxury, medieval, nobility, adventures, swimming, napping, old movies, stories & legends, intrigued in parasailing, intrigued by martial arts & self defense, pop culture, emo subculture/emocore, goth subculture/goth, flowers, webcore, victorian era flower language, victorian era fan language, abandoned places, farmer’s markets, bestiaries, gender, 80’s aesthetics, neopets, intrigued in roller skating, stars, space, anything celestial, achillean history & sapphic history, alterhumanity, plurality, furry shit, halloween, christmas, hannukah, grimoires, tarot, divination, religion, polytheism, paganism, anything heart shaped, criminology, neurology, psychology, history, ancient civilizations, worldbuilding, roleplaying, creative writing, academia, vampires & vampyrism, werewolves & lycanthropy, angelology, demonology, chivalry & knighthood, hedonism, education, jewry, indigeneity, worldwide indigenous histories, indigenous languages, jewish history, gender studies, queer studies, queer history, queer theory, & virtual reality.
𝖈𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖊 𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊𝖘: mean people & general cunts, cops, mosquitoes/flies (not necessarily the animals themselves bc they’re important to the planet just if they’re around & trying to bite), cheaters, overthinking, the smell of cigarettes (headaches), art/writing block, confrontation, people yelling, fireworks, bigotry, antinative racism, racism as a whole, fakeclaimers, most sports, loud noises / sudden noises.
𝖘𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖈𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖘: x.
𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖘: ethel cain, nicole dollanganger, lana del rey, megan thee stallion, lil mariko, ginger bronson, flo milli, jazmin bean, melanie martinez, halsey, hozier, mitski, fka twigs, lady gaga, britney spears, beyoncé, nicki minaj, cardi b, j cole, xxxtentacion, billie eilish, avril lavigne, elita, red, p!nk, paramore, selena gomez & the scene, demi lovato, rico nasty, corpse, lil wayne, kun, ashnikko, labrinth, marina & the diamonds, blackpink, rebzyyx, florence + the machine, lingua ignota, abbey glover, phoebe bridgers, keaton henson, eastern eagle, the halluci nation, wardruna, nemahsis, cigarettes after sex, radiohead, fall out boy, deftones, the pretty reckless, evanescence, H.I.M, the national, nirvana, sleeping at last, amy winehouse, marilyn monroe, elvis presley, johnny cash, steve earle, the bryan ferry orchestra, ac/dc, creedence clearwater revival, the beatles, the rolling stones.
𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖉𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖐: apple juice, timmy’s iced caps, strawberry juice, peach juice, grape juice, fruit punch, sakura cola, hot chocolate, chocolate milk, & strawberry milk.
𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖆: GANGSTA., black lagoon, naruto, death note, michiko to hatchin, ergo proxy, no.6, & deadman wonderland.
𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖇𝖔𝖔𝖐𝖘: asoiaf, grimm’s fairy tales by brothers grimm, the hunger games by stephanie collins, warriors cats, & lord of the rings / tolkienverse.
𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖌𝖆𝖒𝖊𝖘: pokemon, grand theft auto, telltale’s the walking dead, legend of zelda: twilight princess, super mario 64, assassin’s creed, animal crossing & vrchat.
𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖒𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖊𝖘: sleeping beauty, titanic, midsommar, hereditary, lake mungo, bones & all, the love witch, the black swan, van hellsing, the land before time series, & the vast majority of disney movies.
𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖊𝖑𝖘: christian delgrosso, nick crowley, nexpo, casual geographic, cinema therapy, mostamazingtop10, are u super cereal, reignbot, scaretheater, stephanie soo / rottenmango.
𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖑𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖚𝖆𝖌𝖊𝖘: physical touch (ambivalent), quality time, words of affirmation, & gift giving.
• ברוך אתה יי אלוהנו מלך העולם שעשני עם הגאון ושכל בשביל לא להיכנס ויכוחים כאלה באינטרנט. / Baruch ata Adonai, eloheinu melech ha-olam, sheasani im higaon v'shechel bishvil lo lehikanes vikukhim kaele b’internet / Blessed are you, Adonai our G-d, sovereign of the universe, who made me with reason and sense not to get into arguments like these on the Internet.
• Absolutely no discourse, bigotry or fakeclaiming is tolerated here; this is our& space & we’re& not here to debate, fight with anyone or intentionally piss anybody off, nothing I& do is intentionally misguided or meant to hurt anybody, we’re& not here to spend our& time arguing & debating with randos on the internet, it can potentially seriously trigger our& paranoid and/or persecutory delusions & makes us& feel physically nauseous; this is our& only safe space in the world right now, & we& will not tolerate any hate / harm to ourselves& or others & we& ask you respect that.
• Tonetags are not only preferred but highly encouraged, if not required most times!
• Don’t call us& by our& irl name unless we’re close. /srs
• Minors under 17 please do not interact, other than that, just understand that we& do talk about some very serious themes on this blog like our& trauma & that I’m& not your parent & I’m& not raising you or anybody else, so by continuing to interact with this blog, you acknowledge this & accept that it’s entirely your responsibility. You can follow & engage with us&, but please do not DM us& & listen to tags when necessary. Please keep yourselves safe.
• This is a multipurpose blog, a mixture between a personal, aesthetic, inspo, rpc, spiritual, alterhumanity, plurality & queerness blog.
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• I& (& we&) have the right to refuse any questions, if I& do, please do not be offended or push further.
• We& do not partake in discourse or drama, please do not bring it to me& or any of us&, don’t ask me& or any of us& our& stance on things, as I& will ignore you.
• If you wanna ask a question or want a specific answer from one of us&, you’re gonna have to specify who it is you’re asking for albeit there’s no 100% guarantee they’ll& be the ones to answer considering we’re& a system & all lmao. Y'all feel me&?
• We& are a professionally diagnosed & medically recognized system. If you believe we are faking having DID despite being medically recognized or our plurality as a whole & our& experiences around it, if you do not enjoy any of our& presences while you may do with another or mine&, if you refuse to see us& as separate individuals, if you ignore my& system members just to only speak to me& or you are not comfortable with us& often making posts / mentions relating to our& DID, plurality & each other, block us& & move on. Keep in mind this is our& reality. Our& traumas & copings for them are just as real as we& are, & everyone in this system deserves to & should have the equal amount of respect, love, dignity, honor, care & undivided attention like anybody else. We& will not tolerate any bullshit from anyone, so if that’s something that intimidates you i& suggest you either check your internalized ableism & pluralphobia & learn to do better or leave! We& may be multigenic and are a (HC-)DID system, but we’re& ultimately syscourse unaligned and my blog is open to any system or plural, as long as you aren’t being hateful to other systems, fakeclaiming anyone or spreading (HC-)DID/OSDD/UDD or otherwise CDD misinformation!
• EN/FR. Our& mother tongue is English mais j'ai& comprend et parlé français aussi même si je& suis un intermédiaire, mes& pronoms personnels sont il/elle/iel/ael/ellui, merci !! We’re& also learning our& indigenous languages as well as Spanish/Español & Mandarin/官话 with a few other languages on the backburner ! We& use any pronouns but indigenous pronouns & plural pronouns (notably with an & next to a name or pronoun, it’s not an absolute requirement but it’s appreciated) are most preferred!
• I& can’t believe I& need to say this & disclaimers truly kill me& on the inside but I& don’t vet every single person’s blog so don’t bring any discourse around content creators to me&, I’m& just out here doing my& own thing & just because I& rb smth from sb or talk to sb doesn’t automatically mean I& 100% agree with and/or support everything they say or do or their beliefs or reflect my& (or our&) own views on every single opinion be fucking for real.
• Do NOT whitesplain to me& about the ongoing cultural genocide enacted by the “Canadian” & “American” governments as if I’ve& somehow missed that part of history & as if I’m& not a descendant of intergenerational trauma, specifically IHT / Indigenous Historical Trauma. I’m& not here to educate white people or anyone really. I& don’t owe you that simply because I’m& Native.
• White Christians, witches & neopagans are on thin fucking ice. Don’t proselytize us& if you’re Christian, especially not if you’re white, we’re& cult survivors ( we’re& likely never going to namedrop our& cult for our& safety unless if it’s with very close friends or another survivor contacts us& privately so don’t ask us& about it, we& will not answer ) & it’s very upsetting & considering the history of evangelization of both Native & Jewish communities, it makes us& extremely uncomfortable & upset.
• Do NOT give me& your entire life story & ask if you’re Native enough, don’t ask me& questions about “what your place in the Native community is/whether you’re Native or not/etc”. I& literally don’t know you. I’m not an authority figure or an elder. I& realize I’m& vocal on indigenous topics but that’s not an invitation to come into my& inbox & seek validation. We& don’t speak for the entire Turtle Island Indigenous community because that’s asking me& to speak for hundreds of Nations, individuals and experiences which isn’t humanly possible & not to mention there are plenty of fully connected natives who may know more about a topic than we& do, so if I am the only person you follow who speaks on these issues, please take the time to learn from indigenous peoples of all walks of life, & broaden your exposure to include natives & indigenous peoples from other regions & especially afroindigenous people, we may not be able to speak on every issue or experience, we& can only speak from our& experience & knowledge as a multitribal white seeming/presenting semiconnected urban/rural Native living on the unceded land of Kespekewaq, Mi'kmak'i, traditional territory of the Mi'kmaq on Mikjikj-Mnikuk, Kanata & a MMEIP survivor (no, I& won’t elaborate, that’s deeply personal & traumatizing & that’s none of your fucking business), I’m always open to learning more but I refuse to apologize for knowing and identifying with my indigeneity; I& am indigenous & no one on this fucking planet can take that away from me& and I don’t have to prove my indigeneity to you or to anyone else, especially if you’re nonnative, period. Respect Indigenous autonomy & integrity over white/nonnative curiosity, we& don’t owe you information about our& languages & cultures & there are things we& are quite literally forbidden to tell nonnatives, especially white settlers. Don’t interrogate me& about being mixed. Don’t demand me& to explain myself&, my& family history, status or blood quantum, I’m& not a dog or a horse, that shit is dehumanizing as fuck & literally no other race has to prove their ethnicity on a literal fucking card, we’re treated like animals so don’t fucking treat us& like one, it’s fucking annoying, your sense of entitlement to the personal lives of strangers on the internet is disturbing, I& don’t owe you an explanation & quite frankly it’s none of your fucking business.
• I’m& a reconnecting Native Jew & on the Jewish side of things, I’m& still reconnecting as I& was a part of a Christian evangelical group growing up that I& later realized was a cult & I& only discovered I& was Jewish later in life so, like, please don’t ask questions about Judaism bc I’m& still learning myself&. With that said, don’t call us “Jews” if you’re goyim, it makes us& uncomfortable. Don’t ask us& for our& takes on I/P just because we’re& Jewish; we& aren’t Zionists & are antizionist/nonzionist bc tbh while we& recognize Eretz Yisrael (the physical land of Israel) as a sacred holy land & we& think it’s important for historical, cultural & religious reasons, we& don’t really have any ties to Medinat Yisrael (the modern state of Israel), we& have all of Turtle Island. While I’m& a leftist & a Jewish antizionist/nonzionist, I& am also highly critical of leftist spaces & the western antizionist movement & I& will also be kvetching about leftist antisemitism & do not tolerate antisemitism from goyim who share my& beliefs. I& can’t believe this even needs to be said but we’d never support anything to do with people supporting torture, murder, s/a, forced relocation of civilians & genocide both in the past & present, regardless of who the victims are, who the perpetrators are, or the cause it’s done in the name of. We& do not support Hamas, Hezbollah, the Houthis & their supporters nor the fascist Israeli government or the IDF as they continue to break both international law & Jewish law & ethics on warfare regarding the preventable violence & mass murder of Palestinian civilians in Gaza & the West Bank & Lebanese & Syrian civilians nor the slaughter of Israeli & Palestinian civilians & the apartheid, occupation & ethnic cleansing must end & a ceasefire must happen because every life holds immense value & one life lost is one too many & children don’t deserve to pay for the crimes of their governments & we& stand with both the Jewish & Palestinian people & diasporas & we condemn all those who support any of the previous aforementioned warcrimes; we& believe in a free, liberated Palestine that has the right to resist oppression, including armed resistance, under international law just as literally any other oppressed group do & the human right to return for displaced Palestinians while acknowledging both Jewish and Palestinian indigeneity are interconnected & not at odds & that governments do not equal its people & that both Jewish people & Palestinians have a right to coexist & thrive in peace, safety, security, freedom, solace & self determination on their ancestral homelands or anywhere else in the world that they choose to live; antisemitism & islamophobia are both terrible & hatecrimes are on the rise; indigenous solidarity + jewish-muslim solidarity forever.
• Do NOT repost our& terms & flags without our& consent & without credit.
𝐃𝐍𝐈 𝐈𝐅 …
General DNI criteria, racists, -phobes, intersexists, queerphobes, antisemites, ableists, sanists, anti well researched self dx, exclusionists, anti mspec vincians/lesbians, TERFS/SWERFS/radfems, ped*s/z**s/pro contact paraphiles & any variants (why tf are you here, we’re& survivors & we& have middles & especially littles aka literal teenagers & children who we& will protect if necessary, fuck the laws of the land ill& slaughter you), pro ed/sh, if you’re going to drag us& into shipcourse (on either side of militant shipcoursers, we’re& unaligned & outsiders to this admittedly & we& literally don’t care at all as long as nobody irl gets hurt, most people on both sides are insufferable & need to go outside, its triggering for us&, it triggers our& moral ocd & it will cause a huge mental break; from what we’ve& seen most of the discourse is pointless, reductive, lacks nuance, & is chronically online & a lot of it feels performative, dehumanizing, insensitive & insulting when actual real abuse is downplayed & most people seem to care more about fictional characters than actual real people, its a toxic environment to be in, & we& want no part in it & tbh there’s more important things for us& to worry about when it honestly isnt even that big of a deal irl. be normal about survivors good g-d. just to be clear tho, while i& understand that some people do ship to cope, i’m& greatly uncomfortable w/ romanticized glorified normalized depictions of p*do* & inc*st ships bc i’m& a survivor & victim of both myself& & am still recovering from that trauma & it isn’t fun so. ), fandom discourse (i& am an adult capable of media literacy, critical thinking & able to criticize things while wholeheartedly enjoying them ty), queer discourse or syscourse or any kind of discourse bc we’re& neutral / apathetic to the vast majority of discourse, so please assume i& have no opinion unless stated otherwise & we& don’t touch that w/ a 10 foot pole & it causes us& pointless stress that isn’t helpful for our& healing so if you drag us& into anything we’ll& just block you for our& own mental health, if you support cancel(unless used as a last resort to warn about a genuine threat)/cringe culture, likudniks, jvp supporters, political zionists (ik there’s technically variations of what this can mean but atp i dont give a shit & in this case for my& sanity im& referring specifically to militant zionists that are anti palestine being independent & supporting the israeli government despite its literal warcrimes & genocide & being racist towards palestinians), kahanists (basically if you’re a zionist who thinks that arabs living in the area are enemies of jews & believe in a theocratic jewish state where non-jews have no rights), anyone who supports any kind of genocide or ethnic cleansing, anyone who celebrates the death of jews, tankies, h.amasniks/h.ezbollah/h.outhi/i.rgc supporters, anti landback, anti mmiwg2s/mmeip, anti black lives matter, anti stop aapi hate, anti free palestine, antiscience, antiimmigrant, if you don’t support indigenous sovereignty & black liberation, if you deny afroindigeneity, abuse apologists, blank/ageless blogs, if you know us& irl (except for jojo ily bestie), radqueer/transx identities (transage, trace, transabled, etc. bc 99.9% of y'all are hella racist & ableist & act like colonizers, but adoptees who use the original meaning of transracial, system members with varying identities from the body, chronosians & transspecies are okay tho!), pro harassment for any reason, conservative/prolife/antivax/fascists/right wing/centrists/n*zis, gore, DDLG/CGL shit, anti sfw agere, anti sw/antikink, rpf/dsmp/jkr/snk/hp stans (introjects are okay tho!), if you silence R.AMCOA survivors/accuse H.C-D.ID systems of “oppression olympics”, blood quantum/enrollment enforcers (yes, even if you’re Native, i& don’t give a fuck), more TBA (likely extended).
this blog is protected by גלקסיה / galaxias, our& system golem who protects us& from antisemites & other types of bigots by acting as an online guardian !! idk much else about ‘em except גלקסיה goes by any & all pronouns & it’s also magickal, blessed with a mixture of jewitchery / jewish witchcraft & magick & tech magick.
The way these “not antisemitic” gentiles will IMMEDIATELY fall back on accusing you of being a paid Israeli plant the second you present them with information they don’t want to hear. “Punch Nazis!!1!” You are the Nazi.
Uday is one of multiple Gazans Hamas has executed in the past few days, some for protesting them, and another for trying to get aid (which has also happened before).
if i see ONE more goy talk about Lilith like you motherfuckers know anything about her im sending you to the jewlag (jewish gulag) (not gulag for jews those have already been done several times) (gulag where people who act like our legends and mystic traditions are up for grabs as if we are not a CLOSED RELIGION with CLOSED TRADITIONS) (basically every single non-jew who acts like they can claim Lilith as their goddess or whatever is culturally christian and has made no efforts to dismantle said cultural christianity in their current spiritual practices which is almost worse than the goyim who outright appropriate our traditions)
antisemitism in the diaspora isn’t spiking “because of israel” it’s spiking because people are choosing of their own free will to act on their antisemitic biases.
therapy language final boss: the person who is arguing with you that it’s desirable to kill civilians and dislikes that you’re pressing them to make actual arguments has to “step back from this conversation” for their “own mental health”
i like that people can’t reblog this because they don’t know which flavor of “person who supports killing civilians” im talking about and don’t want to risk accidentally opposing killing the wrong civilians
