can't find a way
to pick up the pieces
know i shouldn't wait
guess i should be leaving
everyday
still feel the same way
why do i do it to myself
can't help but do this to myself
(keep doing this to myself
can't do this to myself)

it's okay
we're okay

can't find a way

my new fav elvis depressedly song, decided to cover

Elvis Depressedly - I Can't Wait For You To Die [Cover]

i should live in salt

credit to jack kearney for inspiring me and giving me motivation <3 :+)

remember

lie about something 
peace in yr mind
cover some things up
all of yr crimes

[background chatter]

will u grow up
[i won't]
do u have love
[i don't]

instrumentals by thomas shukla
vocals and background chatter by kar

lie ft. kar

sample is from eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

was it something i said?

haven't uploaded an og for about a month so ye here's this
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the walls are shrinking
our ship is sinking
dont want to be alone anymore
dont want to be ignored
constantly feel like im dying
i dont know why i keep trying

i hate you
i hate myself more
im so pathetic

dying

[a lil monologue about discussing philosophy]
if that's what you believe then you're the one who's meaningless

meaningless ft. kar

download here: http://thomass.bandcamp.com/
all paid downloads of this album will go towards my flight to perth to visit internet friends

i need to get my head
out of my heart
cause ive just been staying in bed
like some awful, sad performance art

my happiness has been wearing thin
and my dreams have me feeling like an apparition and a fake
they've got me tearing at my skin
and being tempted to drown myself in a lake

and we could try again but it'd just be
some fucked up attempt at tradition
to stop me from feeling lonely
before i go back to this affliction

my happiness has been wearing thin
and my dreams have me feeling like an apparition and a fake
they've got me tearing at my skin
and being tempted to drown myself in a lake

apparition

my coffee always goes cold (and it's no one's fault but my own)

a song i wrote, august 2018

i see me spiralling down
but i don't see you at the bottom

i see you making me frown
sleepless nights in autumn

cause i will not
will not let you know
that i will
that i will let you go

will you just listen to me
i'm trying to speak to you
my head's just full of shit
i'm trying to think it through

trying to think

a track from my forthcoming EP, 'apathetic gestures'
mixing/mastering by jckedwrds 
https://www.soundcloud.com/jckedwrds/

lyrics:
i haven't seen your face in weeks
and i know it's not you when we speak
you're one of the last ones i would've expected this from
and i'm not really sure what it is that i've done

when i look you in the eyes
you're not what you used to be
look you in the eyes
yeah, it's not what i'm used to

is it the drugs taking over? you don't seem to care
after every single time that i tried to be there
and i don't know what i should do at this point
every single thing just seems to disappoint

when i look you in the eyes
you're not what you used to be
look you in the eyes
yeah, it's not what i'm used to

shuk

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