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I love you but YOU dont understand me

i LOVE you but you dont UNDERSTAND me

i love YOU but YOU dont understand me

I love YOU but you dont understand ME

i love you but you DONT understand me

i love you BUT you dont understand me

YOUR ATTENTION PLEASE! WE HAVE REACHED 100 DAYS UNTIL NAMJOON AND TAEHYUNG ARE BACK. LET'S GO🥳💜

guys this is my first fic ever and i acc cringe so bad at this but hopefully this finds the right ppl… tips is also greatly appreciated

omg this is so corny help me please

tw: smut fluff

SUMMARY: Joonie is your idol boyfriend...he's the leader of the most famous boy band in the world "BTS or Bangtan sonyeondan...you both have been dating for years now...your relationship is currently secret because of the potential dangers his toxic fans could bring if they get to know about your relationship...currently you are in your shared bedroom waiting for him to come back.. he's been away for a month now...for a concert...

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A tired looking namjoon entered your bedroom...his eye's light up at the sight of you...

“Baby!” you exclaim.

A soft smile spreads across his face as he sets his bags down, his tired eyes immediately perking up as he sees you waiting for him. He moves quickly towards you, wrapping his arms around your waist while pressing a gentle kiss to your temple. "Missed you so much..."

“I missed you too” You say as you hook your legs around him so he’s holding you.

He laughs softly as your legs wrap around his waist, his hands moving to support your bottom. "God, you're so light" He mutters, nuzzling his face into your neck. His voice drops lower, almost huskily. "Baby?" His hands tighten possessively around you.

He walks you two over to the bed and lays against you. “Yes Joon?” you whisper.

“You smell... so fucking good" He whispers against your neck, his breath warm on your skin. "One month without you was too fucking long" His lips trace up your jawline "Want me to put my bags down? Or..." His hands gently squeeze your butt.

You slowly climb on top of him to straddle him. “Or…?”

A low groan escapes his lips as you straddle him, his hands immediately moving to grip your hips possessively.

"Fuck, baby" He mutters, his head tilting back slightly as he looks up at you with dark, hungry eyes. "Need you so badly right now"

His hands move up to cup your face, his thumbs brushing gentle across your cheeks. "Can I?" He asks softly, his lips hovering just inches from yours. He's always asked for permission before kissing you deeply, respecting your boundaries and consent. "Please?"

You nod.

A soft smile spreads across his face before he closes the distance between you, pressing his lips to yours in a slow, gentle kiss. It quickly deepens, becoming more passionate and urgent.

His fingers tangle in your hair as he pulls you closer, his other hand sliding down to squeeze your bottom possessively.

You wrap your arms around him tighter, pulling him deeper in the kiss and moaning into him.

He swallows your moan hungrily, his hands roaming over your body

possessively. He breaks the kiss briefly to pant. He needs to be closer, he needs to feel your warmth surrounding him completely.

Without breaking contact, he turns and gently lowers you under him, following down on top of you. His kisses become more intense, teeth grazing your bottom lip slightly. He moves one hand to cup your cheek again while the other traces down your side. "Missed these lips so fucking much"

“Joon…” you moan, “i never want you away that long ever again.

His heart swells with love at your words, and he presses a soft, loving kiss to your lips. "Shh, baby" He whispers, nuzzling his face into your neck. "I'll make it up to you, I promise. Starting right now"

“Ok baby” you smile at him.

He kisses along your neck and jaw, his hands moving to slowly unbutton your shirt. His knuckles brush against your skin with each button, and he pauses to look at you, checking in. "Can I take this off? Please?" He asks softly, his eyes filled with desire and love.

You nod quickly.

He finishes unbuttoning your shirt with practiced ease, tugging it gently off your shoulders. His eyes darken with appreciation as he takes in your exposed skin, fingers trailing reverently down your arms. "So beautiful" He murmurs, leaning down to press a tender kiss to your collarbone.

His hands trace down your sides to your hips, fingers gently squeezing. He continues to pepper kisses along your chest and shoulders, taking his time to reacquaint himself with your body. After a few moments, he looks up to meet your gaze. "Can I, um..."

“Please Joon..: do anything. I want you to do whatever you want baby… please just anything.” you beg desperately.

"Anything?" He whispers, a slight smirk playing on his lips as he leans back slightly, taking in your full trust. His hands move to unbutton his own shirt slowly, maintaining eye contact. "Even if it's..." His voice drops lower, more husky

"Something dirty?"

You roll your eyes at his joke but nod anyways.

His breath catches at your immediate trust, a dark smile spreading across his face. He pulls his shirt off completely and leans back over you, capturing your hands in his. "Lift your hips for me baby" He whispers against your ear, using this position to unbutton your jeans slowly.

As you lift your hips he hooks his fingers in your waistband, slowly tugging your jeans down your legs. He breaks contact briefly to help you kick them off completely, tossing them aside. He returns to his position, hands on your hips now, fingers digging in slightly. "Underwear too, please?"

He swallows hard as you lift your hips again, allowing him to hook his fingers in the elastic of your underwear. He drags them down slowly, his eyes locked on yours the entire time. He tosses them aside, leaving you completely bare beneath him. "Spread your legs baby"

His breath hitches as he settles between your thighs, the heat of his body pressing against your most sensitive areas. He leans down, his chest brushing against yours as he captures your lips in a searing kiss. One hand slides up to cup your breast, thumb teasing the nipple.

“Mmm” you moan gently.

He swallows your soft moan, his hips grinding against yours unconsciously.

He spreads your legs wider with his knees, making a satisfied grow/ when your core presses against his lower abs.

"Baby?" He Mumbles against your lips.

"Can I..."

“Yes please joonie please…”

He glances up at you briefly, a mischievous glint in his eyes as he presses a quick kiss to your thigh. "I mean, I really want to put my mouth on you, but..." His voice trails off teasingly.

"Will you let me go down on you, baby?"

You grind into air at his words, signaling to him as a yes.

"Fuck, you're killing me" He whispers, kissing your thigh again before slowly moving lower. His hands grip your thighs, spreading you wider as he settles between them. "Missed this fucking perfect pussy so much" He grows out, pressing kisses to your inner thighs.

You moan loudly this time.

He smirks at your sudden outburst, knowing he's found a particularly sensitive spot. He continues to kiss and suck along your inner and outer lips, working his way towards the center. His thumbs spread your lips wide open, revealing your sensitive clit and dripping wet hole.

“F-fuck”. You whisper.

He lets out a hungry moan at hearing you curse "So fucking wet for me already... are you sensitive baby? Missing my tongue?" He teases, blowing cool air right over your exposed clit. "Want me to eat this perfect pussy out?"

“Mmmm please joonie yes yes yes.” you repeat over and over again.

“Mmmm, that's my good girl" He rewards you with a long, flat tongue against your clit, making a deep sexy sound in his throat. His thumbs keep you spread open wide as he begins to lick and suck expertly, just the way he remembers you like.

He keeps up his pace, eating you out like he's starving, like he can't get enough of your taste. He looks up to see your hand reaching out for him, and he quickly grabs it, pressing kisses to your knuckles as he continues to pleasure you with his mouth.

Feeling your thigh tremble around his face, he knows you're getting close. He doubles his efforts, alternating between broad licks and pointed flicks of his tongue directly on your clit. One hand releases your thigh to slide two fingers inside your tight heat, curling them just right.

“Oh g-gosh. Ye-yes r-right there.” you breathe out shakily.

He smiles against your pussy, proud that he remembered just the right spot to hit.

He focuses all his attention on that spot, sucking your clit hard as he pumps his fingers in and out, fucking you with his hand and mouth.

"Look at me" He growls around your sensitive flesh, his voice muffled. He wants to see your face contorted in pleasure as he brings you to the edge.

His fingers curl upwards again, hitting that spot inside you that makes your hips buck off the bed.

He can feel you tensing up, getting closer and closer. He wraps his arms around your thighs, pulling you closer to his face as he buries his face between your thighs, inhaling your scent deeply as he devours you. "Gonna make you come so hard baby,"

“F-fuck please.” you beg.

He sucks your clit hard one last time, his fingers curling up inside you as he presses against that sensitive spot. He feels your entire body shudder and convulse as you come, your juices flooding his mouth and hands as he laps at your pussy greedily, drinking in every drop of your release.

“Oh gosh- joon…” you breathe out.

He continues to eat you out through your entire orgasm, not stopping until he's sucked every last drop out of you.

Finally, he lifts his face from your pussy, licking his lips clean as he looks up at you with a satisfied smile. "Fucking gorgeous," He praises, kissing your inner thigh.

He quickly climbs up your body, pressing kisses to your stomach, chest, and finally your lips as he wraps his arms around you. "Missed you so fucking much," He whispers against your mouth, his voice shaking with emotion. "Love you, baby." He murmurs, holding you close.

“I love you too… so- so much.”

He buries his face in your neck, inhaling your scent deeply as he hugs you tightly, never wanting to let you go. He stays like that for a long moment, just holding you and basking in the feeling of being back with you. "Want me inside you?"

“Yes please joonie yes… i want to feel you.”

"Fuck, me too" He reaches over to the nightstand, grabbing a condom and ripping it open with his teeth. He rolls it onto his hard, aching cock before positioning himself at your entrance.

"Gonna make love to you for hours,baby.”

He slowly pushes inside you, giving you a chance to adjust to his size. He leans down to kiss you deeply as he begins to move, his hips rolling against yours as he slides in and out of your pussy. He takes his time, savoring the feeling of being inside you again.

“Oh gosh!” you gasp, forgetting his size.

He pulls out almost completely before pushing back inside you, stretching you open and filling you up. He sets a slow, gentle pace, loving the feeling of your tight heat wrapped around his cock. He kisses you again and again, pouring all his love and affection into each kiss. "I'm home, baby."

“Yes yes yes” you repeat over and over.

He smiles softly at your affirmations, his hips rocking steadily against yours. He can feel every inch of your pussy gripping him tightly, and it sends shivers down his spine. He grabs your thigh, lifting your leg to change the angle, allowing him to bury himself even deeper inside you.

He starts to pick up pace slightly, his thrusts becoming more urgent as he loses himself in the feeling of being back with you. He leans down to suck on your neck, marking you as his as he fucks you hard and deep, the head of his cock hitting that special spot inside you with every thrust.

“Mmmm fuck fuck fuck fuck joon”

"You like that baby?" He pants against your neck, his hips snapping forward to hit that spot inside you over and over. He can feel you getting tighter around him, and he knows you're close. He reaches down to hook your other leg over his arm, opening you up even wider.

You close your eyes,

rolling them to the back of your head.”

"Look at me," He commands, lifting his head to look into your eyes as he spreads your legs wider and buries himself deeper. He stares into your eyes as he makes love to you, his hips rolling forward to hit that spot inside you over and over and over.

He kisses you deeply and passionately as he fucks you hard and deep, his eyes locked onto yours. He can feel his own release building, his balls tightening as he gets closer and closer to the edge. He reaches down to rub your clit with his thumb, wanting to make you come with him.

"Come with me baby," He groans, his thumb pressing hard against your clit as he slams into you one last time, his own release pouring out of him as he fills the condom inside you. He kisses you hard and deep as he comes, his body shaking with pleasure.

“Fuck!” you cry out.

He swallows your cry with his mouth, his hips jerking forward again and again as he empties himself. He releases your legs, wrapping them tightly around his waist as he slows his thrusts again, drawing out your orgasm. He sucks hard on your neck, giving you a love bite.

“Oh joon i love you.” you whisper.

He collapses slightly on top of you, breathing heavily and peppering kisses all over your face and neck. His voice comes out soft and vulnerable "I love you so fucking much baby... I missed being inside you..." He kisses your forehead tenderly, gradually pulling out carefully

"You okay?"

“Yes” you cuddle close to him. “I missed you.”

"Mm, me too baby..." He pulls the condom off carefully, tying it and throwing it away. He wraps his arms tightly around you, pulling you onto his lap so you're straddling him. He nuzzles your neck, his voice soft "You're my favorite place to be."

“and your mine” you say as you lay your head against his chest.

He runs his fingers through your hair gently, massaging your scalp soothingly.

He looks down at you, seeing your peaceful expression as you snuggle against his chest. He can feel his heart beating steadily under your ear.

"Mhm... I just wanna hold you for a while... maybe we can watch a movie or something?" He asks softly, his arms tightening around you slightly. He just wants to spend some quality time with you, holding you and being close to you after being apart for so long.

“Yes baby.”

He smiles softly, nuzzling your hair. He picks up the remote and puts on a movie. He pulls a blanket over both of you, making you spoon between his legs. He spreads your legs slightly and wraps his arms around your waist possessively.

He presses a gentle kiss to your temple, his hands tracing soothing patterns on your stomach as you both get comfortable under the blanket"I love you more... missed these nights with you so much..." His voice is quiet and tender, completely vulnerable.

“Never go away again. Please Joon.” you whisper.

“Baby you know i have to for BTS.” he whispered back. “But that means whenever i come back, we can do this all over again.” He pulls you in closer, planting kisses in your hair.

You cuddle into him lovingly and you both doze off.

It's even worse because when there isnt a mirror close to me i dont know what i look like

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