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🐞18+ Blog Only 🐞Writing for me is like breathing, its not just a passion, its a lifestyle, its who I am, every little word, - a glimpse of my soul, evoking emotion on every paragraph, explore the stories, let your soul bloom, embrace the wonder.🐞

Beneath The Broken Sky - Chapter One - Somewhere In Georgia 🐞❤️

She was too soft for this world.
He was too broken to feel again.
And yet... somehow, they collided.
Iris Lane survives by clinging to the fragile fragments of her soul—hope, kindness, and a heart that still dares to believe in light.
He doesn’t understand her softness—not here, not in this world. But he can’t look away.
There’s something about the ‘sunflower-girl’ that pulls him in, something more than meets the eye.
Is her innocence real—or is it a mask hiding cracks of her own?
As shadows close in and the sky begins to fall, the question remains:
Can two broken souls hold on to something real, or will the storm tear them apart?

A/N: Hey, loves🐞🥰 so this is it- Chapter One, this story's been living in my head and heart for a while now. Iris Lane, is soft, awkward, sensitive even, she's the pure definition of a woman, and then she meets our Darryl, things are bound to get a little interesting. I hope you'll like it, let me know in the comments, reblog etc to show your support or buy me a coffee or become a member and get some exclusive perks on my Patreon. 💕❣️💚 . It will mean the world to me. 🐞🥰

Word Count: 2091

Warnings: Horror, Violence anything else let me know

Copyright: Even though it's a work of fiction, - it's still mine, so be the cute little bugs that you are and don't steal my work - love you ❣️💕🐞🥰

The sky looked like it had forgotten how to be blue... Ash clung to the air, thick as dust on a forgotten bible. Trees stood like crooked men. Roads pilled with abandoned vehicles, some roads cracked and split , bleeding weeds through the pavement.

Iris Lane, walked down the middle of it, boots too big, soul too soft, a sunflower in a field of corpses. Her backpack bounced gently with every step, half-empty, except for some peanut butter packets - oh she always loves peanut butter, the smooth grainy taste, with the crunchy little bits of peanuts in it, it was pure bliss, it's probably because it reminded her how her mom would make her those sandwiches for school. And of course the one thing she'd always carried with her a cracked photo frame, oh and that damn rusted swiss army knife, she picked up somewhere along the road, she still hasn't figured out how to close it properly. As she walked over the blood stained streets she hummed one of those sad Patsy Cline songs, it was old and sweet - because the silence is what scared her more than the dead ever had.

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*I Do* - 🐞

"Before you do that, think what I’ll do without you."
—Prompt fill for @jackalsversebingo (square: ANGST)
Hey babes,🐞❤️
This one's soaked in longing, dipped in regret, and served raw. It's for the ones who choke on the words they never got to say. My heart was in my throat writing it—and I hope it hits yours the same. Feel free to scream in the tags, cry in the replies, or hit reblog if it broke you a little.
Word Count: 2,255😅
Warnings: Emotional heartbreak, canon x reader, no resolution, alcohol mention, soft breakdowns.
Copyright: Written with soul by Denesca van Eck / @nescavexkwritwr @ladybugbooklover. Do not repost, rewrite, or steal. You may reblog with credit like the respectful little angels I know you are.
The veil floated like butterflies. Her smile soft- glowing. Ivory lace clung to her curves, hand stitched with dreams , a future, a promise, the start of their lives forever.
Dean stood at the altar, hands shaking, he could hunt monsters without flinching, but this?
This was different.
This was you. Today "I do" meant forever with the only woman he's ever truly wanted.

It's like my heart was ripped out of my chest 😭😭💔

Awww thank you so much 🐞💚🧡🧡❤️, I really appreciate you reading it... Xx 🐞💕💋

*I Do* - 🐞

"Before you do that, think what I’ll do without you."
—Prompt fill for @jackalsversebingo (square: ANGST)
Hey babes,🐞❤️
This one's soaked in longing, dipped in regret, and served raw. It's for the ones who choke on the words they never got to say. My heart was in my throat writing it—and I hope it hits yours the same. Feel free to scream in the tags, cry in the replies, or hit reblog if it broke you a little.
Word Count: 2,255😅
Warnings: Emotional heartbreak, canon x reader, no resolution, alcohol mention, soft breakdowns.
Copyright: Written with soul by Denesca van Eck / @nescavexkwritwr @ladybugbooklover. Do not repost, rewrite, or steal. You may reblog with credit like the respectful little angels I know you are.
The veil floated like butterflies. Her smile soft- glowing. Ivory lace clung to her curves, hand stitched with dreams , a future, a promise, the start of their lives forever.
Dean stood at the altar, hands shaking, he could hunt monsters without flinching, but this?
This was different.
This was you. Today "I do" meant forever with the only woman he's ever truly wanted.

Pure heartbreak well written 💔

Awww, thank you so very much 🐞💚💕 it means the world to me ❤️🐞

*I Do* - 🐞

"Before you do that, think what I’ll do without you."
—Prompt fill for @jackalsversebingo (square: ANGST)
Hey babes,🐞❤️
This one's soaked in longing, dipped in regret, and served raw. It's for the ones who choke on the words they never got to say. My heart was in my throat writing it—and I hope it hits yours the same. Feel free to scream in the tags, cry in the replies, or hit reblog if it broke you a little.
Word Count: 2,255😅
Warnings: Emotional heartbreak, canon x reader, no resolution, alcohol mention, soft breakdowns.
Copyright: Written with soul by Denesca van Eck / @nescavexkwritwr @ladybugbooklover. Do not repost, rewrite, or steal. You may reblog with credit like the respectful little angels I know you are.
The veil floated like butterflies. Her smile soft- glowing. Ivory lace clung to her curves, hand stitched with dreams , a future, a promise, the start of their lives forever.
Dean stood at the altar, hands shaking, he could hunt monsters without flinching, but this?
This was different.
This was you. Today "I do" meant forever with the only woman he's ever truly wanted.

Finding Hope 🐞 #4 - Shadows Lingering, 3:00 AM Call's & Empty Shells

Prompt: Empty Shell - will be bold!
A/N: YAY! My fourth one for @badthingshappenbingo 🤭, Is Meredith losing her mind? Find out in the next chapter,🐞❤️
Warnings: 18+ Only! Some language, blood and gore, normal Criminal Minds stuff, going into depth off crime scenes etc, drug use,torture, anything else I missed let me know💕
Characters: Aaron Hotchner, Dr. Spencer Reid, Penelope Garcia, Derek Morgan, JJ, Emily Prentiss, Meredith Lang.
Cover: Created by me. Also images from Pinterest and Canva.
Words:2141🐞❤️
Chapter Name: Lingering Shadows, 3:00 AM Calls, & Empty Shell's

Meredith wakes up feeling like she’s been scraped off the pavement, her mouth dry, her veins crawling, unsure if it’s the guilt of relapsing or the remnants of the drugs she took. It’s still a blur really, as she focussed her eyes she saw the man, with his crazy curly brown hair, her head against his chest, his arms engulfing her, his head against the wall as he must've fallen asleep. Wait! What? When did this happen, how did Spencer get in, then the fear sets in, he knows… he knows she used again. In one swift motion she escapes the comfort of his arms, as she scurries across the floor, her heart beating in her throat.

_Between pages and an empty space_
It's somewhere in the depths of night
Where my mind is wavering the fight
I'm a romance writer
A darn good fighter
Not wanting to give in
To this so called thing
Love! Ha! A little cynical I know
But really does the words on the pages not show
The way the ink bleeds into the page
The way it's all a maze
Somewhere between the clouds and the cold hard floor
Somewhere between not living without your love and not wanting a single ounce of pain no more
Somewhere lost between the fantasy of church bells
And how outta love you fell
Its reality I tell myself
Its right there on every bookshelf
How two people fall in love, on page one
And as the pages turned, into chapters, here I am left alone.
Your loving arms, something I used to know
Clutching to our photo frame
Here and now
Whispering your name
The salt water rolling down my cheeks, without a single trace
I'm left with our memories, a broken heart and in my bed there's an empty space.
- Denesca van Eck
- 25 March 2025

Triangle's and Stethoscopes - Chapter 7 - ❤️🐞

A/N: Urghhh 😱 y'all I know this took me forever and I am so sorry ❤️ but let me know what you think... And uhm... Maybe hold tight to your chairs, because this is a bumpy ride...🤭
Warnings: 18+ Only! Some language, angst, heartbreak, cheating, punching, mentions of blood, anything else I missed let me know💕
Characters: Sam Winchester, Amy Summers, Ruby Jones, Paul Summers, Ada Brown, Dean Winchester.
Cover: Created by me. Also images from Pinterest and Canva.
Words:2782 😅

Chapter Seven 🤩

Sam's grip tightened on the phone "What do you want?"
A dry rattling chuckle slithered through the receiver, one he hadn't heard in years, but still made his stomach chum.
"Easy kid" the voice rasped, roughened by whiskey and bad decisions, "that any way to greet your old man?"
Clenching his jaw "John" Sam can't get the word 'dad' out when he thinks of the man that was supposed to raise him, no Dean was the one who raised him.
Muttering into the receiver, "Figured you'd block my number"
"I should have"
Heavy silence fell between them, the only thing that could be heard was Jack's laboured breathing, as Sam swallowed down the bitter taste that was rising in his throat, he sure wasn't in the mood for this right now, hell not now, not ever, he sounded cold, distant even "if this is about making amends, save it, I don't have time for your bullshit"

(x)

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Choose Me?
A/N: This idea popped into my head, and yes it's heart breaking I know. Who else than Beau Arlen, am I right? 🤗😅 It's short I know, but you might need a tissue...🥹
Warnings: Addition, Heartbreak - Sorry in Advance
Words: 500 🤭
Cover & Pictures: Pinterest ❤️
Side Note: please don't copy my work, thank you, oh and requests are open...💕💓

He had carried his fair share of burdens in his life, but none, not anything had weighed as much as the women in his arms.

She was as light as a feather, barely weighing anything, oh but her choices... The scent of the whiskey on her breath, her head lolled against his chest - pressing down on him like a slow crushing vice, something so heavy if he thought to much about it, he'd break.

Caution To The Wind

With a smirk he said "come on little darling"

Wide-eyed I shook my head "no, I can't do such a thing"

His smirk grew "what love me?"

Looking up to meet the contact in his eye

"It's not that, it's your a little wild"

He smiled "and you've always been the sweet child?"

I nodded "yes exactly"

His eyes darkened "well frankly"

He paused, I nudged him, "well go on"

His thumb met my jaw, his voice low, "your a fully grown woman now"

His touch sent shivers down my spine "but I ..."

The rasp in his voice got deeper, "don't want to fly?"

Furrowing my brows, "what, fly where to?"

Smiling, he cupped my face "to the land where I love only you!"

Clearing his throat "throw caution To the wind"

"Let me you love you in every way,"

Oh his words were so kind.

Urgency in his tone "let me show you I'm a better man, because of you every day"

I felt that excitement in my heart

Pleading "please baby, take my hand and let's start"

He held his hand out to mine

I smiled, "okay fine"

His lips crashed onto mine and I could've sworn, that I flew above the clouds

He might not fit the world's perfect mould's

But my hand fits perfectly in his

It might not be the perfect scripted plan I had, but this...

This is how love's supposed to be,

Throwing caution To the wind, just you and me

Trying every day to love and respect each other, building a strong foundation

Our hearts the destination.

- 28 January 2025

- Denesca van Eck

- #2/25

Hurting Angel - Chapter 7 - ❤️

A/N: Y'all I am finally getting back into my writing, and the inspiration is flowing, so this chapter turned out to be severely sweet and I'm like, can I date him? 😂 Love y'all and thanks for the support my bugs 🐞🐞🩷
Warnings: 18+ Only! Some Intended Smut - And just pure fluff ..💞
Characters: Crowley, Bridget, Lainey
Cover: Created by me. Also images from Pinterest and Canva. Also please do not copy my work!
Words:1600-ish 😅
Chapter Name: Seven💕
The slow rising and falling of his bare chest, his eyes closed, his fingers stroking the blond hair of the woman, he spent the night with, opening his eyes, looking down, her head on his chest, her arm draping over his torso, she looks so peaceful, their limbs still tangled together, from this point of view he can see every freckle, the way the bed sheets are just covering the bare minimum of her body, the memories of last night, came flushing back.

Arsonist

Let's stop playing games

Watching as it goes up in flames

You standing there

I'm over here

Our eyes connect

In yours I see a speck

Of something so unknown

Something as heavy as stone

Our life filled with photo frames

And other people's names

Each of us has our own

But it's your heart that I want to know

Her hand in yours

His hand around my waist

My heart is making a tour

Entering that dangerous space

Between right and wrong

The two of us known eachother for so long

Tell me how can this be

Why didn't your heart choose me

All those years ago when both us were single

Why didn't the spark between us lit a flame

A sort of kindle

My heart should have known your name

What if we tell them goodbye

I don't want to lie

Not to myself and not to him, but it's you I want

In my slumber it's your name I chant

How did it get this far

My head and heart is in the middle of a war

Like a wildfire burning a path

Thinking about doing something that I shouldn't have

Do we burn the lives we built to ashes

Seeing the flashes

Of the memories of me and him, you and her,

We could never go there

Breaking the eye contact

My heart just barely intact

I don't want to go closer to you

Afraid of what we would do

Just wanting to touch you once, feeling your lips on mine

Shaking the thoughts out of my head, it's a damn crime

To be an arsonist and light our lives on fire

We simply need to push these feelings down and retire

I can't just sit and watch it burn

So I will return

To holding him, while you kiss her

Watching this event occur

There will be no burning flames

As we stay with the people in our photo frames.

-Denesca van Eck

-21 January 2025

-Part 1/25

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