Love letters for someone you cant have

Efímero, -ra adj. 1 Que dura poco tiempo. 2 Que dura solamente un día. ¿Y si te digo que escribí nuestra historia? ¿Y si te digo que dejé todos mis recuerdos acá, todo mi amor? ¿Y si te digo que ya no soy la misma? ¿Y si te digo que tenerte cerca me mata de a poquito? Antes de que pienses que esto es una carta de amor o algo por el estilo, quedate tranquilo: no te amo, no siento nada por vos, solamente sos mi amigo y te extraño muchísimo. Me prometí a mí misma que esta iba a ser la última…

Letting him go is by far the second hardest thing I will ever have to do it hurts so much to have gotten you back to just lose you again wish you loved me the way I love you.....

Read in English

I miss you my friend. I wrote you another letter tonight and tucked it safely away. Maybe one day you will want to read it. I'll keep waiting. I won't push you or bother you. I'll respect your wishes. But I won't give up on you or on our friendship. I just can't do that. I can't bear to lose you a second time.