haii! >////<

name: genesis or jeni

i post cringe

academic era!1! (i have no interests, no hobbies, no bitches, no social skills, no hair, no face card, no fire clothes, and no morals so now i have to resort to getting good grades to feel like i should be allowed to exist)

my life is so boring i have to lie about intricate experiences that ive never had all to keep someone still talking to me and one day they will realize how fake i am and leave me

a win is a win ig

b-because...

because >o<

beca-

the average jiraiblr experience is seeing cute pics of kangel then scrolling on that same post and reading a su1c1de note

me sitting at the screen waiting for something bad to happen so i can post abt it

fuck my boring jirai life

when i say someone should kys and they get all serious and say "that's too far" but twin would've agreed and went into detail of how they should kys

how it feels rewriting the story to make myself sound like the victim(i am)

literally can't do any school work without feeling the need to throw up

its like my body knows i wasnt built for this </3

the state im found in whenever i see someone my age doing slightly better than me

me liking posts i dont relate to at all

i js wanna feel included c: