Rando505

Obligatory introduction given the nature of this blog:

Heyo im Oliver or just Ollie or Oscar (getting too many nicknames haha) this is an offshoot of my main blog mostly cause my posts here are gonna be ramblings/reblogs i dont want my irls seeing. Soooo yeah if you dont wanna see some random dude complain about mundane issues (which why would you? (I mean i would cause im nosey but thats just me)) this blog aint gonna be yer cup of tea (also now including song recs and art because i heard reblogging art helps more so yeah ill be doing that now!)

FTM so he/him pronouns, sexuality wise ehhhhh idk? I like men and women confuse me

Im probablyyyyyy gonna add to this/remake it or just make a separate post all together (though if i could id like to make one of those aesthetic (that took me forever to spell) intro cards soon as I remember the website)

I like bungo stray dogs, Bojack Horseman, Albert Camus (or philosophy in general), petty internet drama, model building, sculpting, Gattca (best movie ever), Watership down, and games like the persona series and Skyrim.

Ill add to this when i think of more but Kin List: Dazai, Akutagawa, Joe from YTTD

Translation finally came out i can be back on tumblr without fears of spoilers I really liked this chapter a lot genuinely it was hella good!

NEW CHAPTERS OUT BUT YHE ONLY TRANSLATION UP IS PORTUGUESE KMS

Its the second of the month aka i get to look forward to new ch tomorrow only thing keeping me going leading up to finals is more panels of my favorite guy bet you cant guess who (totally not in my pfp)

Atsushi lookin ass rug

The new Tumblr update is fucking ugly

Brah its Sunday despite the potential tornado outside i must power through to bring you…

SUNDAY SONG RECS WITH OSCAR!!!

So here ya go chat enjoy:3

One of my other trans friends told me his therapist mightve convinced his mom to help him get on blockers and T and i feel a lil conflicted and have nowhere else to vent so ill do it here.

Obviously im happy for him i mean thats great i want him to transition and be happy.

But like his moms this old school boomer and they go to a Catholic Church when they go at all and hes been out to her for less than a year and for the most part she uses his name and his pronouns and all that

Ive been out to my ma since i was twelve and she barely does any of that and she hates talking about me being trans cause it makes her uncomfortable but ahes a lesbian herself and was damn near disowned for it and made it clear she would never help me get on blockers or change my name or anything

And all my other friends have already made jokes in passing how my other tran friend passes better than me which is so so so shitty right? Im not being dramatic it was really shitty and they already make fun of me all the time but that was the worst

I wanna be happy for him but i just feel so miserable. So so miserable. Im counting down the days till im 18 and can make decisions for myself (only like a year to go yay!) its all just so shitty thought my ma loves me but she cant do this for me and i hate her for it i hate her for this one particular thing i put up with so much shit for her with her being sixk and her abusive gf and all of it cause she vents to me alllll the time but I guess wanting to be called Oliver is too much to ask for. I guess wanting to be her son is too much. I fucking hate it here and i fucking hate myself amd ihate my friend because he has no idea how fucking lucky he is.