crashout era!

@nyxi-pixie / nyxi-pixie.tumblr.com

| 20! | | she/they | | my ao3! |

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finally making a pinned post ! the banner contains all of the many moods found on this blog <3

hi i'm nyxi !! (she/they, 20), certified bsd-canon fucker who needs to get less annoying about it but is incapable. i do also sometimes yap about bbc merlin, lotr, arcane, my ocverse, and hotd & got.

feel free to send dms/asks or come and bother me about anything ever !! ESPECIALLY. if you suddenly get possessed by evil spirits telling you to think about hotd & got. u must share this suffering with me.

And a quick summary of some of my fics under the cut ♡

#anyway!!! cant believe my ass has been here since 2018 and never made a pinned #flop freak #nyxi cant stfu

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me when someone who has been nice to me every single time we've interacted is nice to me:

omg... you dont hate me?....

i hate tumblrs sponsored shit being full of ai why am i looking at trump on a magician hat with a pack of cards. what. why is that in front of my eyes

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Bad jokes HATE to see Vi R. Cane coming

#😭😭😭#arcane #caitvi #art

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They’re so precious to me

#the little hop reki ur the world to me #renga #sk8

this shit coming back to q is crazy i need to finish my damn fic

#asgr in my mind istg. what do you mean theyve not been mentioned in the manga in one billion years and then they get brought up #the first update after i start q fic #hes genuinely always watching me

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bsd wan 192: dazai, chuuya, age fourteen – if i had the power

translation by me | don't repost outside tumblr! | << 185

#they are sooo embarrassing good lord #skk #bsd #wan

local tumblr addict has to enforce Away Time because she gets pissed off at every post she sees

#see my favourite thing to do is be annoying online #but thats a really common hobby #and its so rare to find people who are annoying online in a way that is compatible with my own annoying online #you know

show alicent costume design u have so few lovers but i am among them☝️

#AUGHAJFKWKF. alicent colour symbolism is CRAZY #blue for her mother. blue for her youth. but 'you might wear one of your mothers dresses'. a tainted connection #and one that leads her into the next. red for targaryens. red for her new name. the name is a cage and the colour the uniform of it.#then into green. connection to her maiden name but only in the context of war. this is not reconnection to identity.#we only see her in blue again w her husband dead her father gone one child half dead and another mad enough to seem sealed to his own fate #she hasnt worn blue since youth. she hasnt worn blue since she had rhaenyra. and its in blue that alicent seeks her out again #like okay!!!! im never going to be normal about any of that??????#nyxi cant stfu

okay im done . untagged posts save me from so many hater rampages

bsd fans talk abt characters secretly being the book the way got fans talk abt people being secret targaryens. yes everyone is actually called aegon and dazai oda and fyodor are all somehow the book personified. yeah. that makes so much sense. what the fuck are you people saying ever

cant stand to see bsd fans talk abt oda cos its always insane. he was just a guy. pls im begging he was just a guy.

#soooo much of his entire fucking story is that ultimately he was just a guy #weird backstory and all!! but hes a normal dude #hes not the ultimate expression of morality #hes not a perfect figure that imparted on dazai binding morals #he wasnt the only person to ever understand dazai. and actually spent most of their relationship actively avoiding understanding dazai #hes not secretly the book #hes just a guy

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booksandpaperss

tbh i think that scene is less about atsushi “learning the truth abt dazai” and much more about him finally being able to acknowledge how much of himself he sees in akutagawa without the mental block of his warped perception of dazai. and even then i don’t see this seriously impacting atsushi’s relationship with dazai like this is about his relationship with aku

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hmm. continues to be an atsushi is not gonna care that much about dazais treatment of akutagawa believer

#all ur tags yeah #looking at angstposts abt what atsushis gonna do when he sees dazai again and raising my eyebrow #atsushi is not very good at holding moral judgements over people #and like. he Understands more now maybe but hes BEEN aware of the vague details of dazais Sordid Past #idk. this is very clearly more abt aku than it is abt dazai

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wizardarchetypes

this meeting could've been an email or perhaps an emotionally charged and indecipherable moment of eye contact as we both swing our longswords at each other in battle, fighting under the banners of kings who don't even know our names, and we both wonder whether we might have been friends in another life. perhaps even lovers. but it doesn't matter now. your blade makes contact with a sickening crunch. anyway can you send the Zoom password again I can't get into the room

Anonymous asked:

Fuck yeah, I am bestie anon! It's the haterism bonds.

As always, amazing answer, you GET ME damn it. Sometimes, I hate this fandom with a passion, I swear to god. You're one of the few good things here.

godbless no bond stronger than one of mutual hatred🙏 GIGGLINGGGG i make this hellhole bearable for annoying canon obsessives with a fanon allergy 💞💞 its my holy duty

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