In relation to your loss of romantic attraction, if youve had bad romantic relationships in the past it can be likely that thats put you off of romance pretty harshly as the concept of being a relationship is now something you associate with being unsafe :/ i know i personally am struggling with romance for a variety of reasons including what ive mentioned plus my inability to see myself as desirable which makes pursuing romance difficult
To be honest itβs definitely the latter thing you mentioned now that I think about it LMAO. Iβve had 1 serious long term relationship and it was not good but it really doesnβt bother me and hasnβt for a real long time, so Iβm reluctant to believe itβs that for me personally. But the thing that changed from then is now me being isolated + self esteem is way worse in different ways than it was before. I think youβre right LMAO it is very hard to see myself with someone bc of self hatred unfortunately
reblog if you wear glasses. too many mutuals don't know they have glasses wearers in their midsts
posting this for no particular reason
Cecropia moth By: Alexander B. Klots From: The Insect World 1958
Hi, my name is Mosab , and Iβm from Gaza. Life here has been harder than I could ever imagine, but today Iβm sharing my story with hope in my heart, because your kindness has already given us so much strength.
This journey hasnβt been easy. The war has taken 25 family members from usβ25 beautiful souls we loved deeply. Their laughter, their presence, their loveβ¦ all of it is gone, leaving behind memories that are both precious and painful. Every day, I carry the weight of their loss, but I also carry their spirit, which gives me the strength to keep going.
Our Journey So Far
When I first reached out, I couldnβt have imagined weβd make it this far. Your support has been a light in these difficult times, and we are so deeply grateful for every single contribution.
But the road ahead is still challenging. Every day, weβre reminded of how much weβve lost and how much we still need to rebuild.
Hereβs what life in Gaza looks like for my family right now:
π Safety: The uncertainty of tomorrow weighs heavily on us.
π’ Loss: The absence of the 25 family members weβve lost is a pain we carry every moment.
π Dreams on Hold: The future feels so far away when survival takes all our strength.
How You Can Help Us Cross the Finish Line Even the smallest act of kindness can make a difference:
- $5 may seem small, but for us, itβs a little relief, a moment of comfort, and a reminder that kindness still exists. β€οΈ
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Why Your Support Matters Your kindness isnβt just about helping us meet our goalβitβs about reminding us that weβre not alone in this fight. Itβs about hope. Itβs about survival. And itβs about giving my family a chance to rebuild our lives, even in the face of unimaginable loss.
Thank you for helping us get this far. Your generosity and compassion have already brought us closer to a better tomorrow, and for that, Iβm endlessly grateful.
With all my love and gratitude,
Mosab and Family β€οΈ
in your mind
when itβs really bad again and itβs still way better than it used to be but itβs still really bad. and you do all the right stuff and you try and try and it still really hurts but itβs working but it still hurts and you go see the beautiful majesty of nature and your soul is so close to being at peace but your mind is still in pain. and itβs better but itβs still bad. and the sun is setting.
29.06.24
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