I know that's concerning, I'm sorry you had to read that ๐ญ I didn't fall for him for seeing him jerk off, I enjoyed the conversation. it did surprise me too he could be 'normal' outside of what he's doing, which is disgusting and that's why I never wanted to partake in it anymore. I know these kinda men are gross and dangerous, I never intended to seek any of that and I certainly did not want to look for a partner this way. I was just bored one evening and then it happened. I'm positive I will never use that chatroom - or any chatroom for that matter - again. I know he doesn't love me and doesn't care about me, he was very clear about his intentions with me and when I stated my own expectations, he agreed to just talking because he said he likes me too (as a friend ๐). but I know my feelings are temporary and it'll pass so I won't continue it. thank you for the concern though, I appreciate your honesty and caring for a stranger!! hopefully won't have to update anyone on my stupid shenanigans again