Snow White [Fyodor’s wife]

I have been less active lately because I have been taking care of some things, my dear. I promise to be more active in the summer.♥️

Also, what?! Tumblr is going to shut down?! What do I do, my dear? I need an alternative to transfer all my posts to!!!

I hope it’s just a silly rumor because I’m extremely lazy, and that would be a lot of work, honestly.

Oh, is he now? Damn. I should have known better. *Throws Alucard out of the window* There, I have dealt with him, my love!♥️

No, but seriously, Fyodor is my number one no matter what. Not even number one, actually… more like the one and only. I am not calling every fictional man my husband, after all. I simply have a soft spot for Alucard because he has a good heart and good intentions. He is wounded, used, and broken, and I suppose I have a different kind of love for characters like that. He is also very intelligent, soulful, detached, and seemingly nonchalant but deep down, he is kind and sweet. It is not the same, and honestly, it’s hard to explain. I don’t even fully understand it myself.

Quite sinful, my child. If Fyodor were present, he would suggest we have you purified, all for the sake of a better world.♥️

I am joking, haha. It does sound enjoyable (though do not enjoy my husband too much, I am the jealous type), and I think it is a privilege to see him in one’s dreams.

He haunts every corner of my mind, yet he has never once visited my dreams. Is this a Fyodor kind of torture, perhaps? It must be. He must be tormenting me by staying away from my dreams, just to pull me further into the depths of insanity. It sounds exactly like something he would do, so he must be doing it.

I shall stop here, or I will become insufferable, haha.♥️

Hello, darling.♥️ I suppose I am a bit late in answering some asks, so yes, the new chapter is out by now. I found it exciting, but I am missing Fyodor. Seriously, the manga had one job… and that job was to send my husband to me. They fail every single time, do they not?

What are your thoughts?♥️

First of all, my dear, you are so cute!♥️ You don’t sound awkward and there is no need to apologise. I completely understand your situation – I am actually very shy myself and the nervousness, I can totally relate to, haha.

I am so glad you are enjoying my blog! My anons started calling me “mother” out of nowhere and I find it adorable, but the origin is a bit funny. I think one anon first called me “mother” and then another suggested I could give them a general title, like “dwarfs” (as in Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs) or “children” because I was called mother. And that is how it all started (a bit of silly rambling and you didn’t even ask for that story, whoopsie!)

To be honest, I never really saw it as self-shipping until you pointed it out, haha. But now that you mention it, I think I agree, and I am thankful for your kind words and understanding. Also, I really appreciate your compliments about my dissection of Fyodor.

If Fyodorology were a university course, I would probably have my master’s by now and be working on my doctorate thesis. I love him so much; it is almost too easy to break him down into every little detail and examine him like a specimen under a microscope. Everything about him is so captivating, so utterly fascinating. I should probably stop before I lose myself in my Fyodor obsession again, haha.

Anyway, I am glad you find my writing to be in character! Also, you don’t need to feel nervous when talking to me. I am just another delusional Fyodor simp on Tumblr, my dear. Nothing special.♥️

You did so well, by the way. I once sent an ask stepping out of my comfort zone and didn’t have the courage to send one that long (not that I am complaining about the length of your ask, I truly admire it), so I must say, I am quite impressed!♥️ You are always welcome to reach out again whenever you wish!♥️

Soon, my dear. Soon.🥺♥️

I love cats! You know, the usual question is “Are you a cat person or a dog person?” right?♥️ Honestly, I find it hard to choose because I love all pets and animals, but I think cats might be slightly edging out dogs for me.

Dogs are there for you no matter what, and I somehow feel sorry for them. They trust you so blindly, without you having to earn their trust, and it’s almost heartbreaking — which makes me feel protective of them. I have this natural inclination to protect, I guess (territorial & overprotective much? Haha).

But cats? You have to earn their trust; they almost make you work for it, which I find both hilarious and sweet. Their trust feels genuinely valuable and authentic. I also love how they only come to you when they want cuddles — not the other way around. I enjoy their purrs immensely, by the way. Such a calming sound. Both the cats and I are introverts, so it’s a plus! ♥️

Umm… okay, I suppose I got carried away. What a surprise, my home country is also known as a “cat country” (or “cat heaven,” whichever you prefer). Are you from there, by any chance? You can look it up on my blog by searching for your nationality and seeing any related posts, if that is the case. I am not sure if you’re new here, but we had a whole era of my anons trying to guess my real name and heritage, haha.♥️

Hello, darling!♥️ I’m doing well, thank you for asking. I used to love picking up seashells when I was a child, and somehow, you doing the same now made me happy, haha. Which books did you purchase, if you don’t mind me asking?♥️

This sounds like so much fun!♥️ Would you… umm… like to send me another ask when my requests are open again for such content?🥺♥️ I have been receiving so many asks, even though my requests are closed…

Probably any hobbies that lean towards quiet, introspective pursuits?♥️

He loves to read, so a darling who also enjoys reading would be something he finds appealing. He also loves to play his cello, so a darling who appreciates “good music” (in his eyes, that would mean classical music, of course) would be enjoyable as well. Painting is a possibility, perhaps also gardening and cooking/baking. The typical “housewife hobbies”, if you ask me. (Am I biased? I hope not.)

I don’t think he’s much into truly physical activities. Museum dates? Check.♥️ He would also enjoy taking you to the theatre to watch (naturally, Russian) ballet or opera performances, so it would certainly be a plus if you enjoyed them as well and were capable of holding meaningful conversations about them.♥️

Hello, my dear!♥️ I am doing well. I have not had much to do lately.

I suppose we will have to wait quite a while for the sixth season of the anime, since seasons four and five were released so close together. Personally, I am mostly content with reading the manga for now.♥️

Regarding your question, I am not entirely sure what made you conclude that Dostoevsky (the author) would have a god complex, my dear. Perhaps because of Raskolnikov from Crime and Punishment? I believe that is what you mean, isn’t it?

I would, however, agree that Fyodor has a saviour complex, though likely not in the traditional sense. I once saw a theory on TikTok suggesting that Fyodor might be the fallen angel himself, which would explain his obsessive drive to purify the world. That really stayed with me. I also believe he is not entirely human… so yes, that interpretation was quite interesting. If we follow that theory, then he must be desperately trying to prove he is worthy of being welcomed back into Heaven.♥️

No, it is absolutely not your fault for being bullied. No one is ever to blame for enduring things inflicted upon them by external circumstances — it was entirely out of your control. And you deserve better. I also agree that those who fail to recognise your authenticity are unworthy of your time. Casual connections are acceptable in that regard, but I would not seek any deeper relationships either, my dear.♥️

Love, you are not bothering me at all. And I’m very sorry for answering this so late—time management issues on my part. Though, I should probably stop apologising so often; I feel like it might throw people off, haha.♥️

Of course you are, darling. Falling for danger runs in the family. You’re truly taking after Mama, aren’t you?♥️

*starts stuttering*

That is… I… I…

Oh, come on!😭