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to be an alien by jihye bae. (jeon wonwoo x oc smau) — teaser

why is love always too late to clear up? if only it could be a calm breeze and light clouds

怪天氣 (strange weather); jeon wonwoo x oc

cw: can be read as x reader i just needed a name because i don’t like using y/n, death, the korean american experience, historical references, social expectations, grief, swearing, stereotypical korean biases, stereotypes, swearing, more to be added

wc: teaser, <230 (not including smau)

dory’s notes: this fic is quite literally the product of my blood, sweat, tears, and hours upon hours of cr&b. PLEASE BE GENTLE WITH IT

the korean word for ‘foreigner’ sounds a lot like the word for ‘alien’. this hurts more than it should. the harsh reality is that i don’t belong anywhere. i’m too asian to be fully accepted into american society; kids pulling the corners of their eyes, my peers’ comments about my ‘sickly pale skin’, high school teachers telling me to open my eyes taught me that my features were too foreign. but i’m not korean enough for seoul, either; my accent is too american, phrases are from an unrecognizable dialect, and my some of my words aren’t even korean, but japanese. from to be an alien, chapter one

do you miss her? all the time. ah. mhm. does it ever get easier? i’m…not sure. i haven’t gotten there yet. when did she leave? how old were you? 12. you? 26. how do you move on? you don’t. i’m serious. this shit is gonna stay with you forever. well. that’s…comforting. it is, actually. how? well. she’s always with you. in that small, broken piece of your heart. that’s kinda morbid. yeah, i’ve been told i have motherless behavior. that’s…oh my god. sorry. it’s okay. coping mechanism? yep. are you…okay? nah. not really. but i will be. and you will, too. i hope so. i know so.

a/n: man i’m just gonna be releasing little bits of my fic until it’s done. so. guys i’m sorry this one is taking forever.

ok but ykw. i’ve just been hit with a new idea for this that would require me to rewrite the entire thing GOD WHY ME JUST LET ME WRITE IN PEACE OHMYGODDDDD

to be an alien by jihye bae. (jeon wonwoo x oc smau) — teaser

why is love always too late to clear up? if only it could be a calm breeze and light clouds

怪天氣 (strange weather); jeon wonwoo x oc

cw: can be read as x reader i just needed a name because i don’t like using y/n, death, the korean american experience, historical references, social expectations, grief, swearing, stereotypical korean biases, stereotypes, swearing, more to be added

wc: teaser, <230 (not including smau)

dory’s notes: this fic is quite literally the product of my blood, sweat, tears, and hours upon hours of cr&b. PLEASE BE GENTLE WITH IT

the korean word for ‘foreigner’ sounds a lot like the word for ‘alien’. this hurts more than it should. the harsh reality is that i don’t belong anywhere. i’m too asian to be fully accepted into american society; kids pulling the corners of their eyes, my peers’ comments about my ‘sickly pale skin’, high school teachers telling me to open my eyes taught me that my features were too foreign. but i’m not korean enough for seoul, either; my accent is too american, phrases are from an unrecognizable dialect, and my some of my words aren’t even korean, but japanese. from to be an alien, chapter one

do you miss her? all the time. ah. mhm. does it ever get easier? i’m…not sure. i haven’t gotten there yet. when did she leave? how old were you? 12. you? 26. how do you move on? you don’t. i’m serious. this shit is gonna stay with you forever. well. that’s…comforting. it is, actually. how? well. she’s always with you. in that small, broken piece of your heart. that’s kinda morbid. yeah, i’ve been told i have motherless behavior. that’s…oh my god. sorry. it’s okay. coping mechanism? yep. are you…okay? nah. not really. but i will be. and you will, too. i hope so. i know so.

a/n: man i’m just gonna be releasing little bits of my fic until it’s done. so. guys i’m sorry this one is taking forever.

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for as long as there’s me and you, i’ll love you as long as the rivers run

as long as the stars meet the morning sun, through every storm, every sky so blue, i’ll love you

how long will i love you; random texts with boyf!vernon

dory’s notes: MY FIRST SMAU PLS DON’T LET THIS FLOP 🙏🙏🙏

cw: literally none except for like. swearing. oh and bad humor (kys/kms jokes), fem!reader, school.

wc: uhhh this is an smau so. idk.

i'm sick this is so cute

NO YOU’RE SO CUTE

for as long as there’s me and you, i’ll love you as long as the rivers run

as long as the stars meet the morning sun, through every storm, every sky so blue, i’ll love you

how long will i love you; random texts with boyf!vernon

dory’s notes: MY FIRST SMAU PLS DON’T LET THIS FLOP 🙏🙏🙏

cw: literally none except for like. swearing. oh and bad humor (kys/kms jokes), fem!reader, school.

wc: uhhh this is an smau so. idk.

i gave my all, i held on tight, but love can’t live on borrowed time

i still wonder, i still wait, would you answer, would you stay?

since when did things go wrong?; kim mingyu x reader — or, five times it wasn’t meant to be + one time it was

dory’s notes: happy mingyu day 🤍 have some angst also these are NOT the same timeline okay i just had like a dozen different fic ideas and uhm i couldn’t pick one so. here :P

i really really love these songs but it’s not available anywhere else but here :( tbh the entire playlist inspired this fic PLEASE LISTEN TO IT GAWD I LOVE THIS PLAYLIST.

cw: unbetaed, lack of y/n, they/them pronouns used, reader is described as smaller than gyu but also WHO TF IS BIGGER THAN HIM, ANGST ANGST ANGST, fluff if you like. really really squint, swearing, hurt/comfort at the end, implied soulmate au in one of them, implied mingyu death, implied reader death, attempts were made at magical realism, unrequited love, breakups, crying, literally just a sad sad fic i’m so sorry i’m literally incapable of writing fluff atp

wc: 1.5k

smudged eyeliner and tear streaks

cleaning out my drafts 22

you’re somebody else; original work

dory’s notes: tbh this was written and formatted AGES AGO and idk what it was about anymore so. yeah.

cw: if you have any emotional triggers then maybe. don’t read this one. swearing, angst, self-deprecation, one of the characters is really fucking mean in this, the other is kind of a doormat. allusions to drinking? i think? man idk. not proofread.

wc: i didn’t count this one but it’s short

📂 wtf did my boyfriends do now… (aerieverse masterlist)

“oh my f✰cking god, aerie, how do you put up with that many guys?”

to you; poly!ot13 x oc (nonidol!soulmate!au)

dory’s notes: new mlist because the old one doesn’t make sense anymore. guys i kid you fucking not this was SUCH A STRUGGLE TO PUT TOGETHER. many smooches and thank yous to @sousydive and @seokminfilm for letting me crash out 🤍🤍🤍

to you. (sneak peek)

if there is an eternal love, that must be you; a sneak peek at the series

introduction. (by wooahoe)

i’d give anything to hear you say it one more time, that the universe was made just to be seen by my eyes; contains important worldbuilding lore that you should know before reading

saturn; the introduction

second life. (part 1)

let’s remember each other when we pass on the street unknowingly; fate pushed them together but life dragged them away (pre-pledis academy)

— 난 + kidult; seungcheol + jihoon — anyone; junhui + minghao

ima -even if the world ends tomorrow-. (part 2)

our last dance, our last chance, but even if the world ends tomorrow, we need to cherish today; academic rivals to not quite lovers but not quite enemies, either

— 1 step forward, 3 steps back + traitor; wonwoo + aerie (ft mingyu + shua) — hope ur okay; aerieverse!lee chan headcanons

f✰ck my life. (part 3)

from now on i’ll fight for my life. in a world where shadows are familiar, i’ll find myself again; right place, right time…but who’s the right person?

— heather (lost verse ver); joshua + seokmin (ft aerie)

shohikigen. (part 4)

if my feelings have an expiration date, then life has no meaning; miscellaneous fics that happen after the set timeline but don’t have any particular place yet.

— fresh off the boat; joshua + jihoon + aerie + hansol

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