ᯓ 17 years old - 07/11/2007

ᯓ Jirai account, might interact with other interests

╰┈➤ PJSK, Vocaloid, K-Pop, NSO

‼ - Will post about SH and EDs

i feel so lonely all the time :(

i wish my friends were as interested in me as i am in them :(

started thinking about suicide a lot again

not having the money to afford actual jirai clothes so i just thrift any cute clothes that remind me of them

my blade went missing someone save me (╥﹏╥)

call me ultra autistic but i had a thing with a boy for a while and realised i am NOT interested in any sexual shit anytime we did anything i was just waiting for it to be over so we could continue what we were doing before i dont understand how people like those things

i miss being depressed i miss being suicidal i hate feeling better it feels so unnatural ˙◠˙ like im happy im not as stressed and miserable as i used to be but its so.... wrong?? idk how to describe it

i took a bunch of ketamine tonight and i thought about my life a lot, and i thought maybe, if flowers can bloom in the freezing february cold, good things can also happen to someone with an unfortunate life

cute pills for a cute girl ヾ(๑╹◡╹)ﾉ”

was so high yesterday i forgot someones name from my scouting club (i've known him since i was 8) and i had to ask him what it was KILL ME NOW

just took a random pill a friend gave me lets see how this goes!!

I went to a kikuo concert !! (,,>ヮ<,,)!

im so fucking high