rock, death, metal, and love!

i stored my monster high dolls in a drawer until i have a place to display them and im afraid if my parents go in them they'll think i got them as a bday present for some kid. no those are MY touys

remember:

this is superior. there is no room for argument.

i actually found an artist id love to work with on my vtuber model but i have a whole bunch of things i need to buy first ໒꒰ྀི ╥﹏╥ ꒱ྀིა

i honestly kinda wanna try out black butler, are the first couple seasons worth watching or should i read the manga? the animation for season 4 looks really good

it sometimes feels like a lot of communists on this site only remember how widespread and harmful antiblackness is when they want to win an argument and once that argument is over they will go back to being very passively antiblack themselves

my posting from last night was related to me having a panic attack at work so extreme i fell over. i don't understand how people manage to go through life without wanting to or attempting to kill themselves this is impossible

well, at least there's yuri!

i do not seek therapy for many reasons, but the main reason is because i simply think it would not help.

there is nothing you can say to me that will change the fact that every morning, i have to wake up and go to my job. there is nothing you can say to me that will change the fact that i will inevitably get fired from my job. there is nothing you can say to me that will change the fact that i will spend months, possibly even years looking for a new one. there is nothing you can say to me that will change the fact that this cycle will repeat until my death, whether it be in a few years or in a few weeks.

uwaaaaa, the box design is so cuuuuuuute...... i cant kill myself yet....... who will welcome cute cute ame-chan into my home.......

source: nyalra's twitter

there's nothing for me to live for, if i died it wouldnt even matter

everyone always tells me that things get better and that everyone makes mistakes but i know its all fake. meaningless platitudes to placate me for just long enough to trick me into a false sense of security. i wont fall for it this time.

my video capture card is here and working well. i will have to see how i feel over the next few days but if i feel better and nothing drives me to this point of suicidality again ill stream undertale and mario kart

taking a break from suiposting to post my touys

i hope they do too. i got some touys in the mail.