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Tagged by @madam-whim and @sanzas-reverie and finally have enough energy to share something :3 Thank you for the opportunity! Lady Dibella helps me to learn something about colors. She survived even my laptop crash!

And Dibella blessed little snippet

Morokei often asks uncomfortable questions, even when he doesn't realize it. Vokun likes this, too, even if he sometimes answers with half-truths. He is allowed to do so. “About sleep. It was a hard day today.” “Do you want me to follow you to your rooms? Servants prepared them for you.” What does he want? To stay. To sit there until the fire goes out, listening to the smooth flow of Morokei's voice: after really busy hours when they had to kill someone, he liked to read poetry to relax. Vokun didn't know the language of his books, but it didn't matter. Not when they were alone. To go. To the cozy room, as it had always been since Bromjunaar had gained a new master. To enter it together, to stop Morokei before the heavy oak door, and to touch hands in response to his curious gaze. If he was ready to step forward, even if just for one night without any obligations, so many other things would lose their meaning. So far, he has only lost his mind.
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tagged by @elavoria for a wip extract... have linette's first encounter with liotr hawkblade, optimistically hoping that it's also the last

‘My name is Liotr Hawkblade,’ said he; surprising me, for his voice was rather more down his nose than the late Prelate, and half as intimidating: ‘I am given to understand that you have been invited to a birthday-party by Count Daeran Arendae?’ I had questioned the morality of such a bash: but the Inquisitor’s stare made me wonder if such a thing were in fact illegal: if this latter were the case, I might have to reconsider my refusal. ‘I was,’ said I: ‘but I assure you, I turned it down. We don’t have time for things like that, –’ ‘You may well have to make time,’ said Hawkblade quickly: ‘Commander, you probably know some of the rumours about the Count, –’ ‘He surrounds himself with them like horse-flies,’ I returned: ‘do you mean the one about the Garundi prince and the barrel of marmalade, or the one which involves the Queen ending up, –’ ‘I mean the rather darker ones,’ said Hawkblade sighing: ‘leastways that is besides the point. There are… events… which hinge on the fall of Heaven’s Edge, which I should like to investigate for myself. However, I am of course in the… deeply unfortunate position of not being invited to this party of his.’ I looked the Inquisitor up and down. The man had little of Hulrun Shappok’s sheer bricklike force; nor did a likewise insanity brew in his eyes; but his very uniform, which I had ever dreaded in Kenabres despite being the sweetest and most upstanding halfling in existence, rather put me off the man. Probably he had been as naturally absent from the Count’s guest-list as a Hellknight paralictor from a brothel. I thought of several responses which might have put me on a pyre, before eventually saying: ‘Are you really going to suggest I take you as a plus-one? you might be less conspicuous simply gatecrashing the thing.’

sweetest, most upstanding and only a little responsible for murdering the late prelate...

WIP Wednesday has come again, my dudes

Here, have an excerpt from the middle of the Young Martin AU.

It was unsettling, being waited on. Martin heard the sound of liquid hitting ceramic, and turned sharply to see a young Blade pouring wine into his cup. For a moment Martin thought of saying something, then decided against it. He could go thirsty for one night.

The boy moved around him to his left, where Corella sat. She held up her hand.

“No wine for me, please. May I have water?”

“Of course, my lady."

Corella opened her mouth, seemingly about to protest the manner of address, and then shut it again. Martin chuckled, and she made a weary face at him. Served her right, for all those times she had called him your majesty to get a rise out of him.

The boy—dammit, Martin needed to learn his name—came back with a pitcher of water and filled Corella's cup. She smiled at him when she thanked him, and the poor kid looked downright flustered about it.

Chatter filled the hall. The formality of the Blades had mostly softened, and there was an air of camaraderie about that reminded Martin of the great hall at the University, where he and Corella had once eaten their meals on opposite ends of the room, neither truly aware of the other's existence. Now he could feel the brush of her sleeve against his; he could hear her soft inhale when food was served.

The oldest of the Blades in the Temple, who sat three seats down on Martin's left, called for their attention and rose to speak. Martin did not register much of what he said—the words of welcome were meant for Martin's companions, not for him. Corella listened politely. Firelight glinted bronze and copper in her brown hair, softer than sunlight did.

Then someone was offering him food, and he blinked.

"There's too much food and not enough table," Master Varian griped, as dishes were passed around. In his hand was a large bowl of…some sort of greens? Martin couldn't tell. There was little space for it.

"Here," said Corella, "We'll make room. Martin, if you move your goblet?"

Martin moved the cup to the left of his plate, allowing Master Varian to set the dish down. Then, in a movement so smooth that Martin nearly missed it, Corella picked up his cup and pushed her own to the right, towards him.

"Toast?" she asked, raising the cup that she had taken from him.

Martin picked up the other, and found it full of clear water. His next exhale sounded a bit too much like a sigh of relief.

"Toast."

As he took his first sip, it occurred to him that he had never told Corella that he didn't drink alcohol. Perhaps healers had an eye for that sort of thing.

When they set down their cups, Martin leaned over and whispered, "Thank you."

Corella smiled at him. For a moment, it seemed the same sort of smile that she had given to the young Blade. It wasn't, though. Martin wished that he didn't know her well enough now to see the rue in the corners of her eyes.

And you, dear human reading this! Please tag me if you do, so I can see your creations <3

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Tagged by @moriche, @devilrose, @lokorum, @sylvienerevarine, @theoneandonlysemla, @dirty-bosmer, and @madam-whim over the last little while [!], thank you all!!! I tag you all back and also @nostalgic-breton-girl, @vervayyn, and @sheirukitriesfandom~

Jumping forward to Isanna’s reunion with Sendri in Drezen, featuring a second wing incident:

Isanna looked up at the sound of the door, and she had hardly registered the golden presence of Arsinoe when her eyes landed on a hat behind the cleric—a large, distinctively feathered and belled hat at roughly gnome height. Her heart nearly leapt out of her chest, and she cried, “Sendri!” She was on her feet before she knew it, wings flared without realizing she had knocked one of them into Regill again. Their eyes locked with equal parts desperation and relief, and too preoccupied to care how it might look, she ran around the table to meet him. Encouraged by her enthusiasm, he ran to close the distance between them himself with a flurry of achingly familiar jingling, and she scooped him up into her arms in the middle of the room and spun him around for good measure before settling him on her hip. He wrapped his legs around her waist and his arms around her neck, and if they hadn’t been in the command room, she would have kissed him without a second thought. “I thought I lost you,” she said instead, staring deeply into his eye. “You almost did,” he said in such a broken voice that she thought her heart might break in turn.
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tagged by @labskeever, @sulphuricgrin and @moriche - thank you!

This time, I have another snippet from the next Martinhok chapter. It's a scene I've been struggling with for ages; Arri with her sudden mood shifts and reactions is insanely difficult to write. I hope it's somewhat enjoyable to read, still!

I'm tagging @pinessydr, @lilarus, @illumiera, @elavoria, @yansurnummu, @graveofcalaxes and @bostoniangirl21 - as always, no pressure! And also I'm tagging everyone who might want to share something! (Let me know if you want me to add you to my list - currently I don't tag people whose posts I've already seen, but that's an easy fix. I also might start preparing the WIPs in advance since I'm always super late on this - being European and starting work at 7am will do that to you.)

Lost in thought as he was, he nearly noticed it too late – the subtle shift in Arri’s stance, the only warning before she launched herself forward as if to strike Jauffre. By the time he realized what she was about to do, he could do nothing but stumble after her and reach out in an attempt to hold her back, just to prevent the worst. It was a good thing that he did, too, because Jauffre stared at the chaos surrounding them, hands shaking and eyes casting about wildly, as if there were answers to be found in the items strewn across the room. He would never have reacted in time to defend himself or step out of the way, not that Martin could really blame him, or Arri for losing her temper. He felt her trembling as his arms went around her waist to hold her back from attacking Jauffre, felt how tense she was. She’d been hanging on by a thread for days, and even Jauffre would have to admit that she was right – he should have let her keep the Amulet, or at the very least found a better hiding spot for it. But then, how could Jauffre have known to anticipate this? How had the cultists even found out about the Amulet’s location? Had Arri been tracked when she first made her way to the priory, as she had certainly done when she’d delivered the damn thing? Assuming she’d been as worried about being followed as she’d been on their way here, she wouldn’t have allowed that to happen. Or had it been someone else who’d given them away, perhaps another Blade coming to get new orders? Not that it mattered now. The Amulet was gone. And that fact alone scared him – if the Mythic Dawn had seen a necessity to get their hand on the Amulet, they had to know there was still someone left who could relight the Dragonfires. They knew, somehow, that he had not died in Kvatch as they had intended. Arri had very likely come to the same conclusion, cursing and struggling against his hold, and he had to keep his arms locked around her waist to have a chance of keeping her in place. And he understood – if it had been him in her place, he would have been furious. To risk one’s life to save another, to single-handedly make everything fall into place, and then have it all be in vain due to the carelessness of another … No, he believed her anger to be well justified. Still, he didn’t want her stabbing the Grandmaster. If she had such a thing as a conscience – and she did, he was almost certain of that by now – she certainly had no need of a murder weighing on it. “Don’t,” he muttered, low enough so that only Arri would hear, even as she attempted to dislodge his arms. “I understand, I truly do. But save your strength. Think of your injury. This won’t do you any good.” He was well aware he was making use of her apparent unwillingness to hurt him just to get away, and he also understood that she would be livid with him later, once the impulse to simply cut Jauffre down receded. But until then, he had to keep holding on to her. She was still a fighter while Martin was nothing of the sort; it should have been child’s play for her to free herself. And yet, there she was, struggling in a way they both knew would not get her out of his hold. Perhaps she truly didn’t have that much strength left, or she was merely doing it because the pain and frustration and despair needed to go somewhere, and Martin could at least be there. “I know! I know, but you don’t get it,” she seethed, her fingers now digging into his arms instead of her own palms, and the sound she made following those words sounded terrifyingly close to a wail. “He’s doomed you, just let me go, it’s his fault!”

Does this qualify as their first hug? I don't know. Martin won't tell me.

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