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Isalise

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AO3 | 37 year old lesbian with an unabashed taste for romance | if it's gay, there's a 85% chance I'll reblog it, regardless of the pairing | Tomarry writer | m/m writer | wannabe artist | she/they | this 18+ blog attempts to be safe for all within the Queer/LGBTQIA umbrella - meaning fuck JKR, terfs, racists, white supremacists, sexists, and anyone against basic rights for all. FYI, I don't tag 95% of my reblogs. This is a Harry Potter centric blog about 75% of the time.

SUMMARY:

“Harry Potter.”

The cold burrowed into his flesh, the scent of cloying death and molding earth clogged his senses.

“The Boy Who Lived.”

A strange sense of loss and disappointment rose within him. That brilliant, yet cruel boy could’ve been so much more if he’d not stepped down this bloodied path.

Terrible, but great. He pitied this creature.

“Come to die.”

Harry Potter faced the flash of green light with the bravery of a Gryffindor and the broken heart of a Hufflepuff.

When Death gives Harry a third option, one that can save everyone he ever cared about, he takes it unflinchingly. Even when that means doing the impossible: falling in love with the enemy, Tom Riddle.

FIFTY-FOUR EXCERPT:

“What did you wish to discuss?” asked Tom.

“Well, you’re in a world of trouble for one.”

Tom’s mouth slowly dropped open. “I… I beg your pardon?”

“You. You, Tom Riddle, are in big trouble, young man,” said Tina, reiterating herself in a firm tone. “And we’re going to talk about it and make sure this doesn’t happen again. Understood?”

“Uh… Y-Yes, ma’am,” whispered Tom, completely caught off guard.

He still didn’t know what this was about. It couldn’t just be about missing Sunday dinner, right? Had he done something more… Wait… Is she angry about my missing classes and assignments? Surely not. Tina wasn’t a teacher. It wasn’t her concern at all whether or not Tom missed his classes or failed to turn in assignments. Why would she care?

But…

That was the only explanation for Tina’s behavior. What else could it be? Tom had never felt like a little child around adults and especially not like a naughty child who deserved to be scolded. But as Tina gazed down at him with disappointed, yet soft brown eyes, Tom was overcome with that childlike feeling. He shifted in his seat; his ears heated up.

“Tom, I know the attack was traumatic,” said Tina, her tone softening. “It was… very difficult to find both of you covered in blood and…”

Tom’s mouth went dry.

A head exploded. Blood splattered; bone and brain coated his robes.

Tom blinked. He inhaled greedily. The images faded away, but the scent still lingered in his senses.

“And, well, Newt and I are so grateful that you’re both doing okay. If anything happened to either of you, we’d…”

What?

Tina shook herself. She put her hands onto her hips, “But your behavior this past week and a half has been unacceptable, Tom—and you missed our family Sunday dinner.”

Wait, family—

“You avoided Newt and I, no matter how hard we tried to talk to you—” Tina took to pacing back and forth in front of Tom’s desk, wringing her hands together and gesturing wildly through her gentle, yet firm tirade. “—you always ran off and wouldn’t listen to us when we called you back. Your grades have tanked—don’t think I don’t know that,” she added sharply, giving Tom a look. He shrank back in his seat. “I’ve heard you’ve missed eight of your assignments—eight,Tom!”

He sat there, frozen. Embarrassment swirled in his gut and heated his cheeks with shame. Tom swallowed against the rising bile in his throat. 

“On top of that,” continued Tina, still going strong. Tom was met with the full force of her kind frustration. “You’ve gotten two detentions and you skipped both of them. You missed seven of your classes. You obviously haven’t been sleeping well or eating much—you haven’t bothered to hide the dark circles beneath your eyes this time and I can tell you’ve lost some weight.”

Tom had to refrain from touching his cheeks beneath his eyes.

Tina sighed and stopped pacing. “So, what’re you doing, Tom?” she asked. “What’s going on with you? This is so unlike you.”

He couldn’t move. He opened his mouth, but he had no response for her. The heat in his ears flooded into his cheeks. Tom had never been scolded like this before. He’d been yelled at plenty of times when he’d been a child at the orphanage, but he’d always maintained a perfect record here at Hogwarts.

Well, until this year, of course.

Harry, you’ve affected me, for better and for worse, I fear.

This expression on Tina’s face, what a strange thing it was. It wasn’t the condescending look of judgment that came from Dumbledore nor was it the disapproving looks from his teachers he received recently. What kind of expression was this… oh, she wasn’t angry at him.

Tina was disappointed in him.

Oh…

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Мои томарри мальчики с их элитным флиртом уф уф💅

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Пора признать, что я слабая женщина, поэтому снова томарри😔🤚

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I recently read some incredible fanfiction called Terrible but great. It's been the best few nights, God, I've had so much inspiration to draw these beautiful boys🤲

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Full offense but your writing style is for you and nobody else. Use the words you want to use; play with language, experiment, use said, use adverbs, use “unrealistic” writing patterns, slap words you don’t even know are words on the page. Language is a sandbox and you, as the author, are at liberty to shape it however you wish. Build castles. Build a hovel. Build a mountain on a mountain or make a tiny cottage on a hill. Whatever it is you want to do. Write.

Your voice is what makes your writing kickass. Do not do not do not strive to make it sound like everyone else’s.

This! So so so much this!

But especially this:

use said, use adverbs

I don’t know who is out there telling y'all not to do these things but they should be taken out behind the woodshed and shot. I heard the same dumb advice when I was young and it pains me to see it still going around.

Only you can write like you. There’s no shame in copying or parodying while trying to find your style; we all do it. It’s like trying on a new outfit. But you don’t wear the same outfit as the mannequin at the store, you assemble your own outfit. If you’re really gung-ho, you tailor your clothes to be flattering to specifically you. Apply the same principle to your writing.

@isalisewrites @wolfjackle what you two have told me plenty of times

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I'm sure I've talked about this before, but I cant find a post I've made, so, lets have another go. Stuff to remember and think about in conflicts, politics, life. There are very very rare exceptions, but the more people are involved, the rarer exceptions are.

  1. No one thinks they're the villain in the story. They have a reasoning that frames them as doing the right thing.
  2. Morals are not universal. What you consider an absolute good, others may consider an absolute evil. That doesn't make you right.
  3. Fear is the greatest motivator. People don't like saying they're afraid, so it gets called hate or anger, but underneath that is fear.
  4. Fear is not rational. Might be exaggerated or invented, but that doesn't make it less real for people afraid of it.
  5. Understanding =//= agreement. You can understand your opponent without agreeing with them.
  6. Black and White issues don't exist. If you think it's that clean cut, you're probably ignoring some of the nuance.
  7. The other side is not a monolith. The people supporting the thing you hate have as much variety and depth as your side. You can't hold all of them to the headlines.
  8. Compromise is inevitable. That is a good thing. No one gets to mandate their demands unchecked across all others. You don't have to like any of it, but it will happen.
  9. Analyze in a vacuum, make your choice in reality. Put aside your own perspective or opinions while you figure out the situation. Get your head around it from a couple of views. Then get out of that sterile situation and make a real choice.

I can't say this will make you happier. Important anyway.

sorry that you think my fictional ship is illegal. I actually consulted a fictional lawyer about it and he had a talk with a fictional cop about the fictional laws and then they both looked at me, and very seriously said "we'll allow it because it's hot."

The Dark Lord’s Morning Routine:

Wake up. Slay. Sip. Slay again.

Fifteen minutes late to the Chamber of Secrets, but fashionably evil.

Murders a girl in the bathroom with his emotional support snake.

Productivity: 10/10, no HJP to ruin plans.

Dudes healthcare is so fake. My ADHD meds are $940 without insurance. But they gave me a website of "coupons" which straight up looks like a scam website, and I got it today for $60! Just a coupon from a random website and it was $900 cheaper. America, I am confusion!! America explain!!

For all my uninsured judys out there it's for Walgreens only: walgreens.rxsense.com

as a pharmacy technician i can share with you some websites that give you those "coupons" for your meds!

goodrx is the most well known one, but if i'm trying to find the cheapest price for a patient i compare it to scriptcycle, and use whichever is offering the best price. you just type in the medication (PLEASE make sure you're getting the right drug, dosage, and quantity) and your zip code and they will spit out some offers for you

some pharmacies may have their own discount card to compare to as well!

if you are getting a name brand medication, you can also look at the manufacturer's website to see if they offer any evouchers for you to use too

good luck out there 👍

another one is singlecare.com, brought my duloxetine from $240 a month to $20

and there are coupons for hrt on there as well :) different options for different pharmacies

dollarfor.org saved my broke ass, it can save urs too

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