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@sillyfella2019

About me because

TW: swearing

(just in case)

(you never know who reads this)

I quite literally do not have anything else to do ๐Ÿ˜”

Idk, here have my info:

name(preferred): Dex (you can call me by my account name though)

pronouns: He/They

mbti: INTP

age: Iโ€™m a minor, thatโ€™s all youโ€™re getting.

my personality is weird as hell (separate info from the next few things), I swear a lot and I know a lot of unnecessary information on a lot of different topics (some thanks to ZackDFilms (YT)) I repeat a lot of sounds or words people say, I answer rhetorical questions and sarcasm (some people really donโ€™t have the sarcastic tone, itโ€™s not MY fault), and I will make random sounds while weโ€™re having a convo (ex: โ€˜wdym?โ€™ - โ€˜meow? Idk??โ€™, โ€˜Think about life for a sec.โ€™-โ€˜*Random noise*โ€™ *cue stares*)

Music taste: I listen classical music then the next song in my playlist is IT BOY, then ICK, then some angsty song, then MCR, then Malice Mizer (Ma Cherie ๐Ÿฅฐ๐ŸŽ€) (itโ€™s crazy) ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ™

my interests areโ€ฆall over the place ngl lmao ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ I will make a list here:

-Pretty sure I had a Sandersides phase before I even made my tumblr account

  • Danganronpa 1-3 (part of the reason I loved Fontaine sm)
  • BSD (this shit made me realize how mentally ill I am, itโ€™s wild ๐Ÿ’€) (made me realize my humor is dark as hell too lol)
  • MTP (gay detective)
  • JJK
  • Dead plate
  • ALNST (my pfp makes it clear)
  • Pokemon (I have knowledge on everything up to PKM journeys, only till there.)
  • genshin impact (I am in desperate need of yapping someoneโ€™s ear off about Fontaine, PLEASE)
  • MXTX novels (MDZS, SVSSS, and TGCF)
  • FNAF (Thanks MatPat)
  • Possibly a lot of indie games MatPat has covered and some analog horror too
  • etc. (Iโ€™m probably forgetting something)

Yes I do keep all the knowledge Iโ€™ve learned for every fandom Iโ€™ve been in, how? I donโ€™t fucking know, my brain has probably a trillion gigabytes to keep so many things ๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€

I like drawing a lot, mostly traditional cause I canโ€™t bring my computer everywhere, I read a lot too, reading Crime and Punishment because you canโ€™t sleep is 10/10, itโ€™s like free gossip for like 6 pages (yk, the guy who left his sick wife at home to go drink??)

I have a bunch of OCs and a WIP story (videogame plans in progress) (anyone interested in knowing about them??? Pls I swear theyโ€™re silly goofy ๐Ÿ™)

I live in Mexico, first language is Spanish (obviously) and English is my second language. (my grammar teacher (for English) told me I should be in a harder English class, sadly thereโ€™s nothing he can do lol (I have bragging rights, ok?))

thereโ€™s a chance Iโ€™m autistic, though as much as I have done a lot of investigation itโ€™s still like a draft thought, you can never be so sure.

Anyone who read this whole thing tho, what character do I remind you of?

ok but listen the black parade died in 2008 and will's last performance with the tapeworms before the slouching towards bethlehem tour was in 2018 and thats 10 years apart

whats ten divided by 2 thats right 5

both mcr and will wood have 4 albums that everyone talks about (bullets, revenge, the black parade, danger days / eial, self-ish, the normal album (notice how both third albums are titled THE something. and happen to be the best ones in my honest opinion. thats right), icimi), 1 album that people mention less cus they dont see it as part of the big 4 (conventional weapons / camp here and there), and 2 live albums from very different eras (1 of which is a part of/associated with a documentary abt them (the real will wood & life on the murder scene)) which means to complete the prophecy they both need a 5TH album

which leads us to a conclusion that mcr5 is REAL and new will wood album in 2025 is REAL and its gonna be a COLLAB and Gerard Way and Will Wood are gonna KISS on stage while holding a pride flag and its gonna be beautiful and everyone will cry

This is the spiritual successor to this post.

Pre transmigration cumplane where:

Shen Yuan is an avid cosplayer because hell, he's got money and time to burn and he's got a hyperfixation, abeit a bit questionable.

Airplane who sometimes goes to fan events and cons undercover to spy on what fans are saying and brainstorm ideas for new chapters, and since no one knows what he looks like he can get away with it. (He based LBH off himself so.. revealing that would be embarassing)

Now imagine, SY knows he can pull off Shen Qingqiu best because he looks a bit like him and screw him, he likes the scholarly look, it looks good on his slight frame. Airplane on the other hand, is built like LBH, dorito waist and all, curly hair that goes past his shoulder and the prettiest (pathetic crybaby) brown eyes to ever brown eye.

Airplane is listening into a heated group discussion when the speaker turns around and bumps into him. "You're hot." Airplane says panicking because holy fuck. Shen Yuan looks exactly how airplane envisioned SQQ, there's even a mean glint to his eyes, the posture is ridiculously perfect. Mean scholarly teachers is ver much his type. Besides mobie jun.

"I like your take on Binghe-" Shen Yuan responds because goddamn, that's clearly a Luo Binghe cosplayer and in modern clothes too??????? Clothes that cling to his figure? Good shit.

Cut to them fucking nasty style before exchanging socials. Real ones and not the accounts they use for PIDW stuff. Nope. Not doing that because they both got embarrassing fandom/authorship secrets to keep.

itโ€™s 1 AM

I havenโ€™t slept a bit

hahahaha โ˜บ๏ธ I think Iโ€™m delulu

going to sleep ๐Ÿ˜›๐Ÿ˜›

does anyone elseโ€™s aunties

just come up to yall and ask to grab you and they just pinch your cheeks

bro this

is not fun at all

my uncle pops passed away (He was such a funny pops, I feel so bad for my aunt pops bro ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ I love them both sm theyโ€™re so supportive of everything me and my brother do)

my COUSIN (sheโ€™s older than me by like 25 years but anyway) my cousins passed away TODAY AND I CANT EVEN GO TO HER FUCKING FUNERAL BRO CAUSE MY DAD AND BROTHER DONT HAVE A VISA ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ SHE WAS SO NICE TOO, SHE TREATED ME LIKE HER LITTLE SIBLING WHENEVER WE MET ๐Ÿ˜ญ

AND ACCORDING TO MY PARENTS AND MEXICAN BELIEFS, THEREโ€™S 2 MORE DEATHS WAITING ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ I CANT with this shit bro, Iโ€™m actually going to be taking a week or two off of school if any more people close to me pass away, my mental health is NOT okay, I usually donโ€™t cry bro but damn

Iโ€™ll update with more bad news if they come, if not consider it that thereโ€™s good news ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜”

CONCEPT

nie mingjue, who has a face like thunder almost all the time, absolutely melting when jiang yanli deposits a tiny jin ling into his arms

โ€œSect Leader Nie, this isโ€ฆ far too much.โ€

Yanli looked on as Nie disciples carried in pelts, ornate weapons and a papoose made out of tanned hides. Nie Clan had always prioritized functionality over beauty. They had not forgotten their roots.

But the sheer amount of presents put even Jin GuangShan and Madam Jin to shame, and they were celebrating their first (known) grandchild, and future heir.

โ€œNonsense.โ€ Mingjue answered, โ€œI am celebrating that there is new life among us after a much too long war. And it is only appropriate after the effort the both of you put in during the Sunshot campaign. If fortune smiles upon us, the boy will have his fatherโ€™s bravery and his motherโ€™s good heart.ยป

Yanli lowered her head at the praise. Mingjue was usually a man of few words, but he meant what he said. She also found him easier to read now that there wasnโ€™t a battle going on, and he seemed to be fighting the impulse to stroke Jin Rulanโ€™s cheek.

โ€œWould you like to hold him?โ€ Yanli asked softly.

โ€œLike heโ€™s talked about anything else since we left.โ€ Huaisang muttered behind his fan,

โ€œShut up.โ€

ย โ€œHe is in a mood today, I fear, but donโ€™t let that deter you.โ€

ย โ€œOh, I am sorry to hear this, young sir.โ€ Mingjue said softly, his arms full of baby, โ€œYes, I am. Why donโ€™t we talk it over?โ€

Jin Rulan answered with a series of gurgles and one whimper. Nie Mingjue nodded, holding the same expression as though the baby was a fellow sect leader complaining about the harvest,

โ€œAh, I seeโ€ฆThat doesnโ€™t sound easy at all. But tell me, young master, are you really just a month old? How lucky mother and father are to have such a big, strong boy already.โ€

No one looked at Yanli, which was fortunate, because she reddened considerably. Jin Rulan didnโ€™t seem to care much about the words, at all, instead stretching his legs as soon as they were freed.

Mingjue slowly turned him around, supporting his head, and gently rocked him back and forth. Huaisang tapped his fan against his hand, looking bored,

โ€œAaaandโ€ฆโ€ Jin Rulan suddenly grew quiet, โ€œMy brother is a magician.โ€

โ€œHeโ€™s gassy, Huaisang. Thereโ€™s no magic to it. Especially not after I had to do this to you countless times when you were this size.โ€

โ€œDage!โ€

โ€œThat is to say, when you were this size, you were 3.โ€

!Youโ€™re awful.โ€

โ€œAnd youโ€™re wasting time. Help our hostess find out if he will fit into the papoose or not. I have a discussion to finish.โ€

nie huaisang being an absolute gremlin of a sect leader is still my favorite thing likeย 

  • someone hands him a long report?ย โ€œsorry I donโ€™t know how to readโ€
  • โ€œItโ€™d be super convenient for me if we stopped having meetings. Just, like, in generalโ€
  • โ€œif anyone has an objection they can feel free to say it very gently to my face. I am soft and I will cry if you yell it at me.โ€
  • just sobbing into his arms until a servant says itโ€™s been 10 minutes and he immediately sits up straight, dries up those tears, and gets back to his paperwork
  • โ€œhow did you even become a sect leader?!โ€ย โ€œNepotism.โ€
  • โ€œIt would be a SHAME if someone were to DEPOSE ME,โ€œ he screams while stomping down the halls at 6amย 
  • just has 10 minutes in his official schedule set aside for Screaming
  • โ€œAre you using your saber to shave your legs?!โ€ย โ€œIโ€™m not gonna use it for anything else.โ€
  • โ€œThe budget for bird feed is too high.โ€ย โ€œSo is the budget for random murder campaigns but those are apparently a staple.โ€
  • โ€œI stopped paying attention 30 minutes ago so if any of you have said anything important since then please summarize. I have a relatively short attention span and no interest in elongating it.โ€
  • inner circle just full of gays. NHS calls it his orgy to piss people off
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