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Eve - 24 - queer - Finnish - absent father of writeblr
re-introduction to the re-introduction
Hello, my dear human beings.
You can call me Eve, Evie, or even dad lmao. I am a 24 year old teacher's aid from Finland with a flaky relationship to tumblr based on my availability. I am leaving to the store to buy milk but I'll be back always. /hj
I enjoy a good morally grey character every day, especially if its a woman. Genres I enjoy go wide and far, but I am not that girl if the story needs world building, so Fantasy and scifi are out of the question for me in terms of writing it. Reading on the other hand, I love to read any type of stories.
WIPs I am actively writing:
After Internet breaks over the confession of Beatrix Jones, the lead singer of the popular masked rock band, to 4 murders and countless of armed robberies, Love Bradley, a true crime podcaster, sets out to find what leads a small internet band into organized crime and if Beatrix Jones really is a monster media frames her as.
tropes: doomed by the narrative, toxic rich people, morally grey lead characters.
A 1920s action novel about female assasins on the London's underground. Lillian Blackburn aka "ember" is the most notorious assasin under Lady Midnight. When Lillian's fianceè turns out to be Lady midnight's biggest rival's second in command, Lillian has to choose between her new conflicted feelings between the family she has built, or the fresh start she saw in her love.
Tropes: mobsters | lovers to enemies (to lovers?)| morally grey women | badass women
Hi to new people, and hit me up if you are a new person. I always love to hear about other people.
Important tags:
#Wip: fg - the false Gods tag
#Wip: md - Midnight's daughters tag
#Dad approval - other people's writing, especially when I don't have any like long contructive thing to say. Your absent fathers sign of approval
#self reblog time - rebloging my own stuff

Lots of thoughts recently. Everything feels plastic.

I could go on and on about why all that AI "art" is bad. I could mention theft, lack of creativity, it's impact on the work field and environment, but countless people have already said all that. I wanted to touch on something that to me is the most utterly wrong about all of it.

Art is more than just something pretty to look at or listen to. It's therapeutic. It's a form of communication. A tool for human connection. It's a pure, human need.

Support real artists ☀️

THIS THIS THIS, i keep saying and NO ONE listens to me. its not just morally wrong and bad for environment, its not ART

I have a two sides in me:

1) I do not want to be in social media at all. It makes me anxious over things I cannot change even if I wanted to. It's honestly terrible for my mental health

2) you cannot publish a book without a social media presence. Not if you want someone to read it some day

I think people misunderstand "x fell first, y fell harder " trope because it's not about like the one who fell harder loves the other person harder. It's just that the one who fell first falls in a graceful way, one step at the time, maybe gradually over a span of time. The one who fell harder smashes trough the air, there's blood everywhere, everything is fine-

Okau I haven't seen this post since I made this like a year ago and... how many notes??

I feel so antsy while waiting for beta readers. Like I have other projects but I keep thinking about the betas. Well, rather that than horrors.

A SHARPER, MORE LASTING PAIN, A SAPPHIC FANTASY DARK ACADEMIA NOVEL - AVAILABLE NOW!

forgive that I'm a day late to posting this lmao

THE SUMMARY

After their girlfriend’s best friend is wounded in a monster attack, Simone Allard stumbles across a plot much deeper than they anticipated. As they work to find a cure to their own forming illness and find out the truth, one question remains: how was Nadia involved in this? Nadia DuPont doesn’t know how much time she has or even what is ailing her, but it all gets more complex after meeting Simone on a field trip. As they both work to find a cure to her ailment, all Nadia is certain of is she's on the path to ruin.

THE LINKS

Goodreads Info page/purchase links

Sharing this again cause uh. HEY IM HAVING A BIRTHDAY SALE!!!

Starting next Tuesday, this book is gonna be heavily discounted on my itchio and any other retailer that will let me discount it. And this will extend into early March due to the amount of SYK events I've become a part of!

This sale is now LIVE! Get ASMLP for 99 cents!

Fiori per il mio amore

Too many years forced to court and woo socialites with custom bouquets prepared me for what I planned. What I hoped would replace all the terror and dread Lucient’s dreams were flooded with for too many months. His targets were a single voyage away and I would see to it he went into that final battle joyous.

The crew performed perfectly, somehow managing to find all the flowers on my list. And while I sped passed them, I knew Lucient would take his time—to make me wait—and so he’d see their color, their arrangement, delight in their scent and follow the path laid out for him. A path I’d sketched for the crew, but honestly hadn’t put much confidence in their ability to replicate.

How wrong I was.

In spite of his distaste for how they were used on the ship, blue and white and gold were his favorite colors. So I was certain to stick to those. I offer you, dear reader, a list of each flower and its meaning, as I didn’t get the chance to share them all with him;white acacia’s for elegance, calla lilies for beauty, blue chrysanthemums for love and devotion, and marigolds for vulgar minds.

The crew found so many of each that I wondered how they managed to get them all aboard—I imagine they had help from the florist they found, what with the sheer number they purchased. Not only that, but their arrangement was superb, filling the Captain’s quarters with chrysanthemums, lilies and acacias. The marigolds were sparsely placed to lead the eye to the hidden room—propped open—and further down to the bedroom beneath. There all became marigolds, leading all the way to the bed, which was surrounded by them. I acted as the final piece of the floral puzzle, laying on the sheets, bare but for a single white rose in my teeth.

A symbol of loyalty.

Which was where I was when I heard the scream, shorter and higher pitched than any sound I’d heard from Lucient before. He stood at the base of the hidden stairway not a second after, eyes wide, tracing the path of flowers.

But he said nothing, only staring, even as his eyes landed on me.

Removing the rose, I asked his stunned silence, “Is this not what you asked for, my love?” The sound he made was more a squeak than an answer—though he did manage a bit of a glare—so I tried a different approach, “how about you take all of those stuffy layers off and join me in this bed.”

Hello everyone!

I have been... absent again, but it's for a couple of good reason.

For the more positive one, I finished the next edit of False Gods.

Now, I'm looking for beta readers.

Title:False Gods Genre: Dark Contemporary Fiction Word Count: 80 k

Logline: After Internet breaks over the confession of Beatrix Jones, the lead singer of the popular masked rock band, to 4 murders and countless of armed robberies, Love Bradley, a true crime podcaster, sets out to find what leads a small internet band into organized crime and if Beatrix Jones really is a monster media frames her as.

tropes: Fan culture, fan worship, mafia, morally grey women, mix media storytelling, tragic heroes, unreliable narrators, broken found family, Descent into Obsession,

tw: Murder, arson, mentions of sexual assault, grooming, assasinations, predatory behavior, abuse, Drug and Alcohol Addiction, transphobia, general violence, Death of a Family Member, Homelessness and Neglect, manipulation, Imprisonment and Death Sentence Discussions

dm, if you are interested, thank you

Hello everyone!

I have been... absent again, but it's for a couple of good reason.

For the more positive one, I finished the next edit of False Gods.

Now, I'm looking for beta readers.

Title:False Gods Genre: Dark Contemporary Fiction Word Count: 80 k

Logline: After Internet breaks over the confession of Beatrix Jones, the lead singer of the popular masked rock band, to 4 murders and countless of armed robberies, Love Bradley, a true crime podcaster, sets out to find what leads a small internet band into organized crime and if Beatrix Jones really is a monster media frames her as.

tropes: Fan culture, fan worship, mafia, morally grey women, mix media storytelling, tragic heroes, unreliable narrators, broken found family, Descent into Obsession,

tw: Murder, arson, mentions of sexual assault, grooming, assasinations, predatory behavior, abuse, Drug and Alcohol Addiction, transphobia, general violence, Death of a Family Member, Homelessness and Neglect, manipulation, Imprisonment and Death Sentence Discussions

dm, if you are interested, thank you

Hello everyone!

I have been... absent again, but it's for a couple of good reason.

For the more positive one, I finished the next edit of False Gods.

Now, I'm looking for beta readers.

Title:False Gods Genre: Dark Contemporary Fiction Word Count: 80 k

Logline: After Internet breaks over the confession of Beatrix Jones, the lead singer of the popular masked rock band, to 4 murders and countless of armed robberies, Love Bradley, a true crime podcaster, sets out to find what leads a small internet band into organized crime and if Beatrix Jones really is a monster media frames her as.

tropes: Fan culture, fan worship, mafia, morally grey women, mix media storytelling, tragic heroes, unreliable narrators, broken found family, Descent into Obsession,

tw: Murder, arson, mentions of sexual assault, grooming, assasinations, predatory behavior, abuse, Drug and Alcohol Addiction, transphobia, general violence, Death of a Family Member, Homelessness and Neglect, manipulation, Imprisonment and Death Sentence Discussions

dm, if you are interested, thank you

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