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⊹✿˚₊ bee ₊˚✿⊹

@slowburningechoes / slowburningechoes.tumblr.com

adhd hyperfixation blog
it’s the rsl renaissance, baby
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to start, here’s my all time favorite pic of rsl

let me introduce myself...

nickname: “bee” (she/her/hers)

age: twenty-four

from: southern usa + appalachian roots

sexuality: bisexual

career: future psychologist (doc student)

personality bits: infj / 4w3 / 479 tritype

things i love: film, theatre, art, writing, reading, singing, painting, pottery, history, libraries, museums, meeting new people, nature, autumn & spring, animals of all kinds, flowers, naps, hugs, and more.

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my story of meeting rsl

rsl content masterlist

fanfic masterlist

note: my fics are mostly 18+, mdni with this content but feel free to enjoy other bits of my blog

fic requests are closed!!!!

dissertation demands are no joke rn! maybe after june 1?

guidelines for requests

⤷ need ideas for fics?

the queen I aspire to be, an OG in the RSL community, @soophelia, reblogged a ton of my posts last night and I feel like the biggest fangirl ever!!!!!

just want to say THANK YOU for all your wonderful content through the years and sharing some of mine. ilysm!!!!🥹

grief is so crazy like what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. does she know i loved her. i miss her so much. i catch myself doing things she used to do. i wish i could call her. i miss her so much. i do a crossword puzzle. i cry while washing the dishes. does she know i loved her? my heart feels like a hummingbird. i miss her so much. what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. what if i forget.

i talked ab this feeling in therapy yday and my therapist asked me, “would it really be so bad if your memories changed? if they softened and faded or looked different over time? why does that frighten you so much?” and i said, “i don’t want the love to disappear.” and she looked at me for a long moment and then she said, “it won’t. it doesn’t work that way. even if the memories soften or change, it doesn’t mean the love does. that love keeps going backward in time, forever, because you love her still. all is not lost.” i just thought i would share that in case it resonated w anyone else too.

I (somehow?) PASSED THE MULTIPLE CHOICE SECTION OF MY QUALIFYING EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love yall sm - thank you for all your support!

I take the oral portion of my exam in 2 HOURS!!! time to grind. I feel more confident about this part, but it’s still stressful. I get a super brief case and then only have ONE HOUR to organize a ton of info and come up with diagnoses, treatment plans, assessment battery, etc! It will be a whirlwind that’s for sure.

as my cohort-mate (and the house to my wilson) reminded me — just think WWWD? “What Would Wilson Do?” *overthinks everything*

also — thank GOD for accommodations!!!!

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