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Of Fallen Leaves and Other Things Dead - Nolan L. Dole
Of Fallen Leaves and Other Things Dead
by Nolan L. Dole
Copyright © 2017 by Nolan L. Dole
eISBN 978-0-9911640-8-0
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To my wife; my son, Christian; and my daughter, Dominique
Table of Contents
Middlesex County, Westford, Massachusetts, April of 1860
Where the story begins and where it ends
Longing for Westford
Elijah shunned
God Always Gives You Second Chances
Elijah meets Sarah
The Stories Continue
Elijah and Sarah reminisce
The Cold Walk Home
Coffee to go
The Journals
Nothing to hide
Sarah’s Secret Emerald Pool
Elijah’s journal
Parting
Elijah leaves for the mission
Elijah’s Analogy
Magdala’s sinful traditions
Elijah, Virgil, and the Oak
A mentor and friend
The Soldiers Arrive
Spring of 1861
Elijah, Virgil, and the Colonel
A contentious encounter
Dreams of Westford
Elijah’s haunting
The Catacombs
Elijah finds his way to Sarah
Sarah’s Room
Together
Sarah’s Journal
The following morning
Bitter Blue Embrace
The storm takes its toll
After the Storm
Abigail checks on Elijah and Sarah
Elijah’s Confession
The killing of the soldier
Sarah’s Warning
Elijah intercedes
On Three Borrowed Horses
The trio leaves Magdala
The Crazy Old Woman
A basket of spoils
Bundled into the Night
The evening comes to an end
The Hudson Highlands
By steam and by rail
Mohonk
Draped in snow
Several Days’ Journey
The old woman and the book
A Cold Hanging
Wandering eyes
Jonathan’s Burden
A troubled past
The Child Turns Back
At the trail’s end
The Burkle Manor
A night’s rest
Boarding the River Rose
Among thieves and gamblers
The Note
Sarah’s confession
In the Cold and the Rain
Mount Sinai Number 12
The Man in the Park
Uneasy encounter
The Mysterious Mr. Stockenbridge
And the dear Mr. Fitch
The Mississippi River
A narrow escape
Fulton County
The hamlet of Hickman
The Photograph
Back at the Stockenbridge apartment
Magdala Ablaze
The child returns to the roar of flames
Finding a Reason to Kill
And so it begins
Elijah, Sarah, and the Child Reunite
The killings resume
Solace in the Park
The girl in the blue-and-white dress
The Demise of Stockenbridge
Broderick’s reprisal
Hoffman’s
Coffee, cake, and confession
1941
At home in Westford
In the Spring of 1963
Abigail lies dying
The Scent of Apple Wood
A kiss goodbye
Jonathan Arrives
An invitation is answered
Jonathan’s Denouement
Parable of the sower
The Westford Journal
The story begins…
* * * * *
I’ve been told her delicate skin remains lodged beneath his fingertips. That she lies lifeless so that Sarah may live…and that he—whose hands bathed in her blood, sweet, rich and warm—is bedeviled in his dark chamber.
She who has sinned is forgiven, and like that of the broken cloud, wastes away. Her lips are as cool as the cold night’s air, and as blue as the sky that hangs above the grove. They whisper, in final judgment, his name.
* * * * *
Middlesex County
Westford, Massachusetts
April of 1860
Where the story begins and where it ends
Elijah had to watch in horror as both of his parents passed away. He was fifteen at the time.
Looking back, he said it was of their own making. He was quite content at Westford. But his father’s hard-to-please spirit prevailed, and the family who had made well for themselves left the paper mill and its operations in the trusted hands of his Uncle Jack. They’d always said it would be Elijah’s one day. That he’d have a fine standing in the community for such a young man.
He faintly recalled them admitting they’d miss the help, especially Ophelia, the maid. They discussed it the day they left—on the way down the long drive toward the Manor’s gate. His eyes drifted as if he could still hear them.
His parents died within weeks of each other… He looked at me and asked, Have I already told you that?
Typhoid was such a relentless and unforgiving disease.
The family’s decision to travel West with a group of settlers had obviously not considered the risk of such a possibility, nor the consequences that could follow.
Elijah’s father was the first to die, his mother just eighteen days later. I see the shame in his eyes as he tells the story, how she held on in pain, and how she begged the other women to look after him.
She wished to keep her promise to me,
he says. She’d promised that leaving Westford would bring me no harm. That we were setting out as a family to achieve a dream together: to mend what was broken and build a new life. We would achieve it ‘by cheek or jowl,’ as Father always insisted. That dream became, instead, my nightmare.
It wasn’t long before Elijah fully understood the additional burdens his parents’ deaths had placed upon the others, and the fact that such strains carried with them a price. He wrote in his journal that the women who had vowed to take care of him, in kindness to his mother, had quite a handful of responsibility looking after their own.
He constantly received his meals last, ate alone, and all too often found himself at the receiving end of harsh verbal criticisms. Not to mention the chores and assignments they gave him—chores that befit a mule.
Throughout most of the journey, he chose to walk, or so he convinced himself. Space in the wagons was limited. Others his age got to rest as the trail burned beneath his feet, and the dust of wagon wheels choked, with each breath he took, what little hope he had left. To make matters worse, the group seemed to gain little ground, and each day and each month that passed grew longer and harder than the one before.
Elijah eventually found himself cut off from the others, shut out from even the simplest conversation. As they pushed their way across the grim landscape, distress seated itself at his core. The despair he felt was beyond what most men could bear, but Elijah, still a child, tried to tailor it to fit and walked alone—crowned in self-pity.
If only I had died as well.
Longing for Westford
Elijah shunned
One day, Elijah looked from his swollen feet to the sky and yelled with resignation into the wind. The desperation and anger in his voice echoed through the air only to wane in the breeze where it met the faint calling of a church bell.
Again it rang, and again several times more, each peal louder than the last until the final echo faded into the air.
After a few more steps, he saw a mission in the distance. Its bell tower, entrenched on a hill, cast a shadow across the fields and toward the west. He could make out a village just beyond a grove of trees.
Rest awaited them, less than a mile away.
When they arrived at the village, Elijah and the others, disheveled and worn, fell to their knees in its streets. Notwithstanding such a spectacle, the inhabitants of Fairpoint offered neither welcome nor acknowledgement.
It was rather alarming,
he says. The villagers were quite obvious about their dismissiveness, and it caused me to become physically ill. I cringed from the stark realization that it was here in this desperate place that I’d be left on my own.
The men had brought their horses to a halt near the center of the village. Then the women gathered up their young and divided into small groups. The shame of standing beside any of those groups, only to be left alone, held Elijah fast to where he had hidden—deep in a paulin burrow of the wagon that had once belonged to his family.
But curiosity about what was going on beyond his wagon soon caught hold of his mind. He searched until he found his mother’s hand mirror and tottered to an opening in the canvas near the top of their pile of belongings. He propped the mirror so that he could set it at various angles and began to spy on his fellow travelers.
A group of women stood about ten feet from his family’s wagon. One woman, the one in particular his mother had made swear to take care of him, said, We’ve done what we promised. The boy will have to find his own way from here.
The youngest, and prettiest, replied, Find his way? The poor thing can’t even find his ass with both hands.
As their laughter subsided, another woman spoke up. God as my witness,
she said and crossed her heart. I’m sure that ass finding, as with everything else, has been taken care of for the little shit.
Elijah coiled back in self-disgust from their crude humor. He pushed his way deeper into and among the personal belongings he and his mother had packed together. Above all things, he didn’t want to be seen right then. He needed, instead, to sink into the cavities of empty space, the space that lies between the dream and what’s to be.
He listened until their voices began to fade and watched until their reflections fell, one by one, from the mirror’s edge. Finally, he mustered the courage to jump from the wagon, peering from behind its cover to watch his fellow travelers spread out in search of supplies and a place to hitch the wagons for the night. He took note that neither they, nor the residents of the village, made a single effort to engage the other.
Elijah began to long for Westford and her rolling hills. The town and the pleasure it had given him, and the security he had found in the Manor’s wooded seclusion, seemed a lifetime away.