World War Ii
Friendship
Espionage
Aviation
Courage
Secret Identity
Secret Mission
Prisoner of War
Power of Friendship
Female Friendship
Heroic Sacrifice
Secret Agent
War Story
Women in Wartime
Underdog Story
Survival
Resistance
Fear
Loyalty
Resistance Movement
About this ebook
This enhanced edition features exclusive material and bonus content. In addition to the novel, this ebook includes:
- ‘Something Worth Doing’: the short story that inspired Code Name Verity, never before published in the UK
- A filmed interview with Elizabeth
- Exclusive footage of Elizabeth Wein at The Shuttleworth Collection, home to some of the oldest operational aircraft in the world
- The Verity Collection: a fascinating documentary of Elizabeth’s personal collection of WW2 memorabilia
Two young women become unlikely best friends during World War II, until one is captured by the Gestapo.
Only in wartime could a stalwart lass from Manchester rub shoulders with a Scottish aristocrat. But then a vital mission goes wrong, and one of the friends has to bail out of a faulty plane over France. She is captured by the Gestapo and becomes a prisoner of war. The story begins in “Verity…’s own words, as she writes her account for her captors.Truth or lies? Honour or betrayal? Everything they've ever believed in is put to the test …
A gripping thriller, Code Name Verity blends a work of fiction into 20th century history with spine-tingling results. A book for young adults like no other.
“This is a remarkable book… Daily Mail
Elizabeth Wein
Elizabeth Wein is the holder of a private pilot’s license and the owner of about a thousand maps. She is best known for her historical fiction about young women flying in World War II, including the New York Times bestselling Code Name Verity and Rose under Fire. Elizabeth is also the author of Cobalt Squadron, a middle grade novel set in the Star Wars universe and connected to the 2017 release The Last Jedi. Elizabeth lives in Scotland and holds both British and American citizenship. Visit her online at www.elizabethwein.com.
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Reviews for Code Name Verity
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I'm not that interested in airplanes, and had trouble believing the accents at first (the characters started out sounding very American to me), but man...
...this book is *&^%ing brilliant.
I read some of the one-star reviews and agree with some of the points, but as a writer, I felt the book's structure was interesting enough intellectually to boost me over any suspension of disbelief problems.
And luckily, I was too distracted by how *&^%ing brilliant the structure was to be depressed about the story. Brain: 1. Heart: 0.
And honestly... I can't be that depressed about a main character's merciful death that turned out to be meaningful in the grand scheme of things. It was brutal, but the good guys still won. Sometimes, in real life, they don't.
Also, did I mention this book is *&^%ing brilliant? I'm not sure if I said that enough yet. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5One of the best YA Historical fictions I've read. Maddy and Julie's friendship during WWII is beautiful and heartbreaking. "Kiss me, Hardy."
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5My tears could not stop flowing when Maddie had to kill Julie. That must have been the hardest decision for a friend to take, to kill one's best friend knowing that was what she wanted you to do. That is the culmination of a superbly structured book, though you wouldn't think so reading the first part i.e. Julie's diary. It wasn't clear what the plot is, till Maddie's part allows you to join the dots together. And then the clues in Julie's diary that allowed the resistance fighters to pull off their mission. It was brilliant.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This book and I had some major quandary, not-quite arguments for the first 60% of it, due in large part of the fact the narrator is entirely unreliable and thus hard to believe or trust no matter what is happening or being told. You know from the beginning that everything you are about to be told is going to be lie, but you find yourself struggling to see the truth's through the colors and lights dancing on the water (whether they are happy narrations, or graphic depictions of grueling horror).
I struggled a lot through the first half, especially because this is the book I have friends who had marked as "would give seven stars" and who came out of the woodwork to say "this is my favorite book of the whole year." People I massively respect the opinion of, so I kept pushing myself and myself for it. And I'm glad I did. When all is said and done I think this book is incredibly well done. I think I'm rating it more 4 than an 5 because it still doesn't push itself into the manic need to know, under my skin, must read it in one night, that that something like Just One Day did and because I've read so much WWII fiction that none of that was incredibly shocking for me.
The turning point of the story for me is part two. It is the drastic dichotomy, between the girls, between their stories, and how at the heart this epic friendship, between two hearts is all there is. I didn't cry at this book, but there were points that made me tear up. There are characters I deeply, deeply love and wish I could follow up and see how are doing, what choices they made. There are whole bits about section two that make me want to reread the first section again, and the last part, the third voice was incredibly well chosen. This is a book that's hard to talk about without spoiling anything so I think I'm going to have to leave it all here.
Because this book is always stuck where our two narrators are -- in that epic, endless climb. Kiss me, Hardy. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Historical fiction set in Nazi-occupied France in WWII about two young British women, one a spy and the other a pilot. It opens with a prisoner of the Gestapo writing a “confession” of what she knows about the British war effort. She writes in the form of a novel, told in third person from the perspective of her friend, the pilot that dropped her in France. It is a story of their friendship and their roles in the war.
The author stays realistic to the era in terms of how the women talk and behave, and there are no glaring anachronisms. I like the story of female friendship and going behind the scenes of the French resistance. The second story informs the first in a clever manner. The pace and drama pick up in the second half.
The primary drawback is the plot device, the confession in novel form. The Gestapo would have no patience with it. The spy was already being tortured and it would be easy for them to force her to stick to the facts. The device keeps calling attention to itself, and I could not get immersed into the story without thinking about it.
This book is marketed as young adult, and it is a more complex story than many YA novels I have read. There are a few torture scenes and graphic descriptions of violence. I appreciate the author’s notes about where she strayed from the historical record. It contains dark humor and a spirit of defiance, which I think the target market will appreciate. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Elizabeth Wein has created a remarkable book - the tale of two girls, "Verity" and Maddie, with "Verity" telling the story of Maddie as the Gestapo interrogates her. The entire book is filled with twists and turns and clever side steps, many of which the reader is completely oblivious to until the second half of the book. And to be perfectly honest, this is so well done that I simply do not want to ruin a single surprise by giving an in depth plot review, aside from to say it is superb, the likes of which I have not read in a very long time.
"Verity's" story is written on scraps of paper, anything her interrogators can scrounge up for her, and when she is finished writing, she is to be terminated, regardless of what she puts on paper. She might as well tell the truth and that truth is open to interpretation, but nevertheless, true. Instead of telling her story, she tells that of her best friend, Maddie, the pilot of the plane and the one who's papers she's carrying when she's picked up for looking the wrong way when crossing the street. As such, her writing is flowing freely from the top of her head, if "Verity" was any less of a writer, it might be a complete incomprehensible mess. It is punctuated by outbursts she felt while writing and the situation she is in always presents itself as a very real and present danger. When her time limit is up and she asks for more, you fear turning the page and finding her story ended. "Verity" is brilliant and her story told with a deft and extremely capable hand. Don't be fooled by the young adult label, this is a poignant tale, worthy of even the most discerning adult readers. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5The voices. The vivid prose and scenes. The adventure. The history. The characters. This book has it all.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Oh, this book. Broke my heart, made me cry, but I LOVED it. Absolutely loved it. Brilliantly written, fascinating, and the characters were just so... alive.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
A powerful novel about friendship and loyalty. It was heart-wrenchingly difficult to read at some parts, but is well-written. I had a bit of trouble at first until I figured out the characters' perspectives but when I did, everything coalesced for me. There were some twists and turns and I wish I'd paid a bit more attention to some of the seemingly random events described as they came into play towards the end.
There is a 'note' on the cover that says 'Includes a bonus short story...'. The short story seems more like an epilogue to me. I liked it regardless.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Sometimes there's a book I really should like, but I just don't and this novel about WWII spies falls into this category. I read a lot of WWII historical fiction, but this book is different - the first half relies on an unreliable narrator who's undergoing interrogation by Nazis. The second half is told from the perspective of her best friend and sometimes partner, which I liked better, mostly because the narrative was much clearer. Overall, it made for an interesting story and one that tries to capture the spirit of the time, but I found several pieces of the story confusing and the writing felt forced in places.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5A beautiful piece of fiction. Maddie and Julie touched me with the depth of their friendship, and enlightened me about the unbelievable courage of a number of women who played important but mostly unsung roles during WWII. I will keep this one handy to read again.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Teen/adult fiction; WWII women spies and pilots/POW adventure. Printz Honor Award 2013; nominee for Teens' Top 10, 2013 (finalists to be announced October 2013). This was extremely well crafted and impressively done, but it did take a while to read, and while the main characters in question are probably in their teenage years they really don't have anything in common with today's teens, so I'd more likely classify this as adult fiction.
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5I tried. Really, I did. I wanted to like this so much...the positive reviews are so overwhelming. WWII, pilots, spies, besties. But it fell so flat for me! I was waiting for the big reveal as promised by the non-spoiler reviews, and when it happened, I just thought, "That's it?" Nothing was surprising or shocking...I had guessed most of it anyway. (I also happened to see Charlotte Gray shortly before reading this and found the book plot somewhat similar and the movie more compelling.) The friendship wasn't convincing, the pacing was off, and the premise...the premise. I am willing to suspend reality to a certain degree, but Wein spent too much time detailing some aspects of wartime, setting, and aircraft that she left some egregiously gaping plot holes. There were brief moments I felt a bit engaged, which is why I'm giving this 2 stars, but I feel even that is generous. *sigh* I feel rather cold-hearted.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I think everyone should read this book. Or listen to the audio book. Both, really.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Yes, this is another one of those books about brave women operating during World War II. However, I think there are lots of stories about that period of (relatively) recent history still to be told. Although this book is not based upon real persons, real women who carried out the jobs of the two main characters did exist. Sometimes you really can't make this stuff up.
The book starts off with the memoir of Special Operations officer Julia Beaufort-Stuart written while she was held in prison by the Nazis. Julia, usually shortened to Julie, and sometimes called Queenie, sometimes Eva Seiler and code-named Verity, was Scottish (never, never call her English) from an upper class family. She had studied at a Swiss private school before the war and thus was fluent in German and French. Because of these qualities and her training she was flown to France to head up a Resistance group aimed at destroying the Nazi headquarters where she is being held prisoner. She was tortured and gave up wireless codes for the equipment that was found in the plane that crashed just after she parachuted out of it. In return for getting her clothes back she has promised to write down all the war information that she knows. Admittedly, she really doesn't know very much but she keeps writing what is essentially the story of meeting her best friend and the pilot of the plane, Maddie. Maddie grew up in Manchester and was always fascinated by engines because her grandfather operated a motorcycle shop. When a female pilot had to make an emergency landing near where she and a friend were picnicking, she became fascinated with flying. With the assistance of the pilot she helped she soon learned to fly and had enough hours to get her pilot's licence. When war broke out she wanted to fly but instead was put to work as a radar operator in a RAF field. Julie was working at the same field as a wireless operator. A lost German pilot had to be convinced their field was in France so Julie was brought into the radar room to talk him into landing. Maddie told her what to say and Julie put it into German. Soon they were fast friends and spending what little free time they had together. Julie and Maddie were soon on to other duties but occasionally their paths crossed and they cemented their close relationship. Maddie met Julie's brother, James, a RAF pilot who crashed into the North Sea and lost extremities to the frostbite he endured before he was picked up. The second half of the book is from Maddie's point of view. She fills in what happened after her plane crashed in what is her diary written at the time. I promise you there is lots to tell.
This book was initially published in 2012 by Penguin Teen. Due to the reception it has received since then Penguin reissued it in 2022. I was actually astonished that this book was aimed at teenagers because the writing doesn't pull any punches. On reflection, I think that is probably a good thing. Today's teenagers are substantially different that I was in terms of what they have been exposed to. They probably wouldn't be impressed by a book that tried to sugarcoat events. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This book was fantastic. The writing was lovely, the characters engaging, and the story engaging. Highly recommended.
I read the audiobook version, and the narrators were wonderful. I was really brought in by their voices. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Although it took me a bit to get into this book, once I got used to the style of storytelling I couldn't put it down. I enjoyed that the story was told by two friends that provided different perspectives. I appreciate that the author created two strong female characters, event though they are very different people they formed a strong friendship with mutual respect.
I really enjoyed reading this book and am looking forward to reading other books by Elizabeth Wein. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/54.25 stars
The things I loved about this book:
The mode of narrative: I love the meandering, epsiodic first person narrations interlaced with the present day interludes. It tells the story, it conveys impact and does an excellent job of keeping the reader hooked.
The setting: The WW2 setting was great in the way it pulled no punches. The little hints at the torture, the overall impact created by the prison and the conditions - they felt right.
The unconventional theme: I must say this attracted my attention to a rather badly ignored aspect of WW2 aviation. Something to research!
What I did not completely like: The second half. It felt a bit disjointed and loose after the taut first half. While it was quite thrilling to put together the narrative from the first half I did not appreciate some of the digressions.
I quite liked the ending. It felt in tune with the overall tone of the book - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5It took a little while for me to get into this one, a combination of my mood at the time, the jargon, and the method of storytelling (a written confession from one of the characters) but this gradually grabbed my attention and didn’t let go.
By the end I felt like I knew one of the girls better than the other, I do wish that girl’s portion of the story had focused on her a little more, but even with wanting to know her even better, I still became so invested in both young women, I loved their bravery, their intelligence, their trailblazing and most of all their friendship.
You very much experience the level of research that went into crafting this story, there’s such an impressive amount of historical detail, yet other than as mentioned needing a moment to get accustomed to the bits of jargon, the detail enhanced everything, transported you through time and place, it did not bog things down, once I hit the second half this was a true page-turner, and as my occasional tears would attest, the author never neglected emotion in favor of showing off her knowledge, she wove the two together beautifully.
If you’re fortunate enough to grab the anniversary edition of Code Name Verity, it includes some great insight from Elizabeth Wein as well as a moving catch up with some of the Verity characters via a short epistolary story.
I received this book though a giveaway. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5“Verity” has been captured by the Germans. Held in a converted hotel in France she is tortured and forced to give up all her secrets. But in her confession and her report on all her secrets she begins to tell the tale of how she ended up at the mercy of the Nazis. How she and her best friend Maddie met, their path through the war and into active service. Even if Maddie technically shouldn’t have been the pilot of that plane. How they ended up crashing and how she has fared since becoming imprisoned.
he writes that she is a coward and a traitor. That she wasn’t able to keep the truth from the Nazis. That she has betrayed her country.
And can I just say that she writes very convincingly. Yes, the plot device that leads her to writing her story is a bit forced, but nevertheless it works. She never goes into details about the torture and punishment that she undergoes, but you feel it nevertheless. The humiliation as well as the agony are obvious in what she doesn’t say as well as what she does.
I loved this story. Verity, not her real name of course, is wonderful. And Maddie is just so brilliant. I loved them both.
I’ve never read Elizabeth Wein before, but even before I was half way through this I had ordered a copy in for the library where I work, I hope people pick it up because I think that it is a hugely enjoyable story. And now that I’ve finished it I want to read more by Wein. Luckily it does seem that she has earlier books out so I shall have to investigate. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This is a beautiful and crushing book about friendship, war, and perseverance in the darkest times. I am a crier, yes, but I actually caught myself keening towards the end. Beautifully told and brought to life. Just read it, and don't skip the Kleenex.
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5Sigh. This was my mistake.
I really don't enjoy WWII fiction. I thought this might be better because SO many people enjoyed it.
I slogged through this. Every description of a plane or ammunition was like wading through mud to me. The story always felt just about to get going and then it would just stall out for ages. Then all of a sudden Verity is killed and then there are 100 MORE pages.
Ugh. I just hated it. So sorry. I never should have read it anyway. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5THIS BOOK THOUGH.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I... can't. Too busy ugly-crying like I've never done before over a book. Everyone everyone everyone should read this.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I'm sure there are many reviews out there that talk about the plot and characters. And while they are good, what struck me was the storytelling, the structure of the story, and the way I was unwilling to give full credibility to anything the story told me (because one cannot have faith in confessions given under duress; and it is very obvious from the beginning that it is duress), but had no idea which bits to disbelieve.
Given that it is set in WWII Occupied France, I was not expecting this to be a gentle story, but in places it was far more raw and brutal than I had expected. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Every once in a while a book comes along that just flat out tells a beautiful, moving and mesmerizing story. That's what this was. I laughed and I cried and I cried while laughing. I felt Queenie's pain and fear as a POW. I felt both women's frustration in trying to survive in the male dominated war effort. It was so refreshing to read a book where there wasn't a romance involved. Instead it was just a great story about the friendship of two girls and their story.
"It's a bit like being in love, finding your best friend."
The above is one of my favorite quotes from the book. I understand this line so much. Finding your best friend that's also a "bosom buddy" or "soul mate" is like falling in love.
Wein does a magnificent job writing her characters. And it's not just the Maddie and Queenie that moved me and that I loved. I was intrigued by her German captors, their friends and the other prisoners. The people were flaws, but at the same time loving, and very, very human. She showed how people got caught up in a war and ended up on sides that some didn't really believe in. Wein had a way of telling a story but then at the end, I saw where I had missed a number of clues all the way around as to things that were happening behind the scenes or from other points of views or right in front of me and I didn't see it. The story was a weaving of an intricate spider web.
I highly recommend it. - Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5Was not thrilled with this book. I admit I am a YA - TEEN reader for my 6th graders and this was not really a book i would suggest. I do believe in the strong women roles in this book and its description of torture and rape were over whelming vivid, but this story was not for me.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Truly remarkable. I did not read the first section carefully enough and I am eager to go back and reread it, this time with the knowledge of the second section to inform my reading.
I suspect and hope that this will be on many award lists this winter. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I loved it I loved it I loved it.
I've been disappointed by a few books this year and I'm SO glad this wasn't one of them.
Historical fiction that was detailed and well-researched, amazing ladies doing kick-ass things and being the Very Best of Friends*, twisty plotting and GODDAMN HEARTBREAK.
*Maybe also gay? But maybe not? I'm genuinely happy for this one to go either way. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Interesting book about female pilots and spies during World War II. This is designated a YA book, not sure why. I thought it was very slow through the first half but then picked up and ended with a bang. I don't think it lives up to the rapturous reviews given to it by other people on this site.
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Code Name Verity - Elizabeth Wein
PRAISE FOR
CODE NAME VERITY
‘Code Name Verity does more than stick with me. It haunts me. I just can’t recommend it enough’
Author Maggie Stiefvater
‘I liked Code Name Verity enormously . . . you are sucked into the viewpoint and don’t realise for a long time that everything is double edged and has a second meaning’
Author Helen Dunmore
‘A fiendishly plotted mind game of a novel, the kind you have to read twice’
Majorie Ingalls, New York Times
‘An utterly compelling, gripping novel that parachutes you into a vividly real world, and challenges everything you think you know. I found it impossible to put down’
Author Rowan Coleman
Also by Elizabeth Wein
ROSE UNDER FIRE
A special edition of Elizabeth Wein’s award-winning novel, including exclusive videos of the author on location at The Shuttleworth Collection, a peep into her personal collection of memorabilia and the short story that began it all, never previously published in the UK.
Features
Code Name Verity by Elizabeth Wein
An Interview with Elizabeth Wein
Something Worth Doing
The Shuttleworth Videos:
‘Fly the Plane, Maddie’
The ATA
SOE Agent Odette Hallowes
Anti-aircraft Gun
Tiger Moth
‘Careless Talk Costs Lives’
The Verity Collection
Preview – Rose Under Fire
For Amanda
—we make a sensational team—
‘Passive resisters must understand that they are as important as saboteurs.’
SOE Secret Operations Manual,
‘Methods of Passive Resistance’
Part 1
Verity
Ormaie 8.XI.43 JB-S
I AM A COWARD
I wanted to be heroic and I pretended I was. I have always been good at pretending. I spent the first twelve years of my life playing at the Battle of Stirling Bridge with my five big brothers, and even though I am a girl they let me be William Wallace, who is supposed to be one of our ancestors, because I did the most rousing battle speeches. God, I tried hard last week. My God, I tried. But now I know I am a coward. After the ridiculous deal I made with SS-Hauptsturmführer von Linden, I know I am a coward. And I’m going to give you anything you ask, everything I can remember. Absolutely Every Last Detail.
Here is the deal we made. I’m putting it down to keep it straight in my own mind. ‘Let’s try this,’ the Hauptsturmführer said to me. ‘How could you be bribed?’ And I said I wanted my clothes back.
It seems petty, now. I am sure he was expecting my answer to be something defiant – ‘Give me Freedom’ or ‘Victory’ – or something generous, like ‘Stop toying with that wretched French Resistance laddie and give him a dignified and merciful death.’ Or at least something more directly connected to my present circumstance, like ‘Please let me go to sleep’ or ‘Feed me’ or ‘Get rid of this sodding iron rail you have kept tied against my spine for the past three days.’ But I was prepared to go sleepless and starving and upright for a good while yet if only I didn’t have to do it in my underwear – rather foul and damp at times, and SO EMBARRASSING. The warmth and dignity of my flannel skirt and woolly jumper are worth far more to me now than patriotism or integrity.
So von Linden sold my clothes back to me piece by piece. Except my scarf and stockings of course, which were taken away early on to prevent me strangling myself with them (I did try). The pullover cost me four sets of wireless code – the full lot of encoding poems, passwords and frequencies. Von Linden let me have the pullover back on credit straight away. It was waiting for me in my cell when they finally untied me at the end of that dreadful three days, though I was incapable of getting the damned thing on at first; but even just dragged over the top of me like a shawl it was comforting. Now that I’ve managed to get into it at last I don’t think I shall ever take it off again. The skirt and blouse cost rather less than the pullover, and it was only one code set apiece for my shoes.
There are eleven sets in all. The last one was supposed to buy my slip. Notice how he’s worked it that I get the clothes from the outside in, so I have to go through the torment of undressing in front of everybody every time another item is given back to me. He’s the only one who doesn’t watch – he threatened to take it all away from me again when I suggested he was missing a fabulous show. It was the first time the accumulated damage has really been on display and I wish he would have looked at his masterpiece – at my arms particularly – also the first time I have been able to stand in a while, which I wanted to show off to him. Anyway I have decided to do without my slip, which also saves me the trouble of stripping again to put it on, and in exchange for the last code set I have bought myself a supply of ink and paper – and some time.
Von Linden has said I have got two weeks and that I can have as much paper as I need. All I have to do is cough up everything I can remember about the British War Effort. And I’m going to. Von Linden resembles Captain Hook in that he is rather an upright sort of gentleman in spite of his being a brute, and I am quite Pan-like in my naïve confidence that he will play by the rules and keep his word. So far he has. To start off my confession, he has given me this lovely creamy embossed stationery from the Château de Bordeaux, the Bordeaux Castle Hotel, which is what this building used to be. (I would not have believed a French hotel could become so forbiddingly bleak if I had not seen the barred shutters and padlocked doors with my own eyes. But you have also managed to make the whole beautiful city of Ormaie look bleak.)
It is rather a lot to be resting on a single code set, but in addition to my treasonous account I have also promised von Linden my soul, although I do not think he takes this seriously. Anyway it will be a relief to write anything that isn’t connected with code. I’m so dreadfully sick of spewing wireless code. Only when we’d put all those lists to paper did I realise what a huge supply of code I do actually have in me.
It’s jolly astonishing really.
YOU STUPID NAZI BASTARDS.
I’m just damned. I am utterly and completely damned. You’ll shoot me at the end no matter what I do, because that’s what you do to enemy agents. It’s what we do to enemy agents. After I write this confession, if you don’t shoot me and I ever make it home, I’ll be tried and shot as a collaborator anyway. But I look at all the dark and twisted roads ahead and this is the easy one, the obvious one. What’s in my future – a tin of kerosene poured down my throat and a match held to my lips? Scalpel and acid, like the Resistance boy who won’t talk? My living skeleton packed up in a cattle wagon with two hundred desperate others, carted off God knows where to die of thirst before we get there? No. I’m not travelling those roads. This is the easiest. The others are too frightening even to look down.
I am going to write in English. I don’t have the vocabulary for a warfare account in French, and I can’t write fluently enough in German. Someone will have to translate for Hauptsturmführer von Linden; Fräulein Engel can do it. She speaks English very well. She is the one who explained to me that paraffin and kerosene are the same thing. We call it paraffin at home, but the Americans call it kerosene, and that is more or less what the word sounds like in French and German too.
(About the paraffin, kerosene, whatever it is. I do not really believe you have a litre of kerosene to waste on me. Or do you get it on the black market? How do you claim the expense? ‘1 lt. highly explosive fuel for execution of British spy.’ Anyway I will do my best to spare you the expense.)
One of the first items on the very long list I have been given to think about including in my confession is Location of British Airfields for Invasion of Europe. Fräulein Engel will confirm that I burst out laughing when I read that. You really think I know a damned thing about where the Allies are planning to launch their invasion of Nazi-occupied Europe? I am in the Special Operations Executive because I can speak French and German and am good at making up stories, and I am a prisoner in the Ormaie Gestapo HQ because I have no sense of direction whatsoever. Bearing in mind that the people who trained me encouraged my blissful ignorance of airfields just so I couldn’t tell you such a thing if you did catch me, and not forgetting that I wasn’t even told the name of the airfield we took off from when I came here, let me remind you that I had been in France less than 48 hours before that obliging agent of yours had to stop me being run over by a French van full of French chickens because I’d looked the wrong way before crossing the street. Which shows how cunning the Gestapo are. ‘This person I’ve pulled from beneath the wheels of certain death was expecting traffic to travel on the left side of the road. Therefore she must be British, and is likely to have parachuted into Nazi-occupied France out of an Allied plane. I shall now arrest her as a spy.’
So, I have no sense of direction; in some of us it is a TRAGIC FLAW, and there is no point in me trying to direct you to Locations of Any Airfields Anywhere. Not without someone giving me the coordinates. I could make them up, perhaps, and be convincing about it, to buy myself more time, but you would catch on eventually.
Aircraft Types in Operational Use is also on this list of things I am to tell you. God, this is a funny list. If I knew or cared a damned thing about aircraft types I would be flying planes for the Air Transport Auxiliary like Maddie, the pilot who dropped me here, or working as a fitter, or a mechanic. Not cravenly coughing up facts and figures for the Gestapo. (I will not mention my cowardice again because it is beginning to make me feel indecent. Also I do not want you to get bored and take this handsome paper away and go back to holding my face in a basin of ice water until I pass out.)
No, wait, I do know some aircraft types. I will tell you all the aircraft types I know, starting with the Puss Moth. That was the first aircraft my friend Maddie ever flew. In fact it was the first aircraft she ever had a ride in, and even the first one she ever got close to. And the story of how I came to be here starts with Maddie. I don’t think I’ll ever know how I ended up carrying her National Registration card and pilot’s licence instead of my own ID when you picked me up, but if I tell you about Maddie you’ll understand why we flew here together.
Aircraft Types
Maddie is properly Margaret Brodatt. You have her ID, you know her name. Brodatt is not a Northern English name, it is a Russian name, I think, because her grandfather came from Russia. But Maddie is pure Stockport. Unlike me, she has an excellent sense of direction. She can navigate by the stars, and by dead reckoning, but I think she learned to use her sense of direction properly because her granddad gave her a motorbike for her sixteenth birthday. That was Maddie away out of Stockport and up the unmade lanes on the high moors of the Pennine hills. You can see the Pennines all around the city of Stockport, green and bare with fast-moving stripes of cloud and sunlight gliding overhead like a Technicolor moving picture. I know because I went on leave for a weekend and stayed with Maddie and her grandparents, and she took me on her motorbike up the Dark Peak, one of the most wonderful afternoons of my life. It was winter and the sun came out only for about five minutes and even then the sleet didn’t stop falling – it was because the weather was forecast so unflyable that she had the three days off. But for five minutes Cheshire seemed green and sparkling. Maddie’s granddad owns a bike shop and he got some black market petrol for her specially when I visited. I am putting this down (even though it’s nothing to do with Aircraft Types) because it proves that I know what I’m talking about when I describe what it was like for Maddie to be alone at the top of the world, deafened by the roar of four winds and two cylinders, with all the Cheshire plain and its green fields and red chimneys thrown at her feet like a tartan picnic blanket.
Maddie had a friend called Beryl who had left school, and in the summer of 1938 Beryl was working in the cotton mill at Ladderal, and they liked to take Sunday picnics on Maddie’s motorbike because it was the only time they saw each other any more. Beryl rode with her arms tight round Maddie’s waist, like I did that time. No goggles for Beryl, or for me, though Maddie had her own. On this particular June Sunday they rode up through the lanes between the drystone walls that Beryl’s labouring ancestors had built, and over the top of Highdown Rise, with mud up their bare shins. Beryl’s best skirt was ruined that day and her dad made her pay for a new one out of her next week’s wages.
‘I love your granddad,’ Beryl shouted in Maddie’s ear. ‘I wish he was mine.’ (I wished that too.) ‘Fancy him giving you a Silent Superb for your birthday!’
‘It’s not so silent,’ Maddie shouted back over her shoulder. ‘It wasn’t new when I got it, and it’s five years old now. I’ve had to rebuild the engine this year.’
‘Won’t your granddad do it for you?’
‘He wouldn’t even give it to me until I’d taken the engine apart. I have to do it myself or I can’t have it.’
‘I still love him,’ Beryl shouted.
They tore along the high green lanes of Highdown Rise, along tractor ruts that nearly bounced them over drystone field walls and into a bed of mire and nettles and sheep. I remember and I know what it must have been like. Every now and then, round a corner or at the crest of a hump in the hill, you can see the bare green chain of the Pennines stretching serenely to the west, or the factory chimneys of South Manchester scrawling the blue north sky with black smoke.
‘And you’ll have a skill,’ Beryl yelled.
‘A what?’
‘A skill.’
‘Fixing engines!’ Maddie howled.
‘It’s a skill. Better than loading shuttles.’
‘You’re getting paid for loading shuttles,’ Maddie yelled back. ‘I don’t get paid.’ The lane ahead was rutted with rain-filled potholes. It looked like a miniature landscape of Highland lochs. Maddie slowed the bike to a putter and finally had to stop. She put her feet down on solid earth, her skirt rucked up to her thighs, still feeling the Superb’s reliable and familiar rumble all through her body. ‘Who’ll give a girl a job fixing engines?’ Maddie said. ‘Gran wants me to learn to type. At least you’re earning.’
They had to get off the bike to walk it along the ditch-filled lane. Then there was another rise, and they came to a farm gate set between field boundaries, and Maddie leaned the motorbike against the stone wall so they could eat their sandwiches. They looked at each other and laughed at the mud.
‘What’ll your dad say!’ Maddie exclaimed.
‘What’ll your gran!’
‘She’s used to it.’
Beryl’s word for picnic was ‘baggin’, Maddie said, doorstep slices of granary loaf Beryl’s auntie baked for three families every Wednesday, and pickled onions as big as apples. Maddie’s sandwiches were on rye bread from the baker’s in Reddyke where her grandmother sent her every Friday. The pickled onions stopped Maddie and Beryl having a conversation because chewing made so much crunching in their heads they couldn’t hear each other talk, and they had to be careful swallowing so they wouldn’t be asphyxiated by an accidental blast of vinegar. (Perhaps Chief-Storm-Captain von Linden might find pickled onions useful as persuasive tools. And your prisoners would get fed at the same time.)
(Fräulein Engel instructs me to put down here, for Captain von Linden to know when he reads it, that I have wasted 20 minutes of the time given me because here in my story I laughed at my own stupid joke about the pickled onions and broke the pencil point. We had to wait for someone to bring a knife to sharpen it because Miss Engel is not allowed to leave me by myself. And then I wasted another 5 minutes weeping after I snapped off the new point straight away because Miss E. had sharpened it very close to my face, flicking the shavings into my eyes while SS-Scharführer Thibaut held my head still, and it made me terribly nervous. I am not laughing or crying now and will try not to press so hard after this.)
At any rate, think of Maddie before the war, free and at home with her mouth full of pickled onion – she could only point and choke when a spluttering, smoking aircraft hove into view above their heads and circled the field they were overlooking as they perched on the gate. That aircraft was a Puss Moth.
I can tell you a bit about Puss Moths. They are fast, light monoplanes – you know, only one set of wings – the Tiger Moth is a biplane and has two sets (another type I have just remembered). You can fold the Puss Moth’s wings back for trucking the machine around or storing it, and it has a super view from the cockpit, and can seat two passengers as well as the pilot. I have been a passenger in one a couple of times. I think the upgraded version is called a Leopard Moth (that’s three aircraft I have named in one paragraph!).
This Puss Moth circling the field at Highdown Rise, the first Puss Moth Maddie ever came across, was choking to death. Maddie said it was like having a ringside seat at the circus. With the plane at three hundred feet she and Beryl could see every detail of the machine in miniature: every wire, every strut of its pair of canvas wings, the flicker of the wooden propeller blades as they spun ineffectively in the wind. Great blue clouds of smoke billowed from the exhaust.
‘He’s on fire!’ screamed Beryl in a fit of delighted panic.
‘He’s not on fire. He’s burning oil,’ Maddie said because she knows these things. ‘If he has any sense he’ll shut everything off and it’ll stop. Then he can glide down.’
They watched. Maddie’s prediction came true: the engine stopped and the smoke drifted away, and now the pilot was clearly planning to put his damaged rig down in the field right in front of them. It was a grazing field, unploughed, unmown, without any livestock in it. The wings above their heads cut out the sun for a second with the sweep and billow of a sailing yacht. The aircraft’s final pass pulled all the litter of their lunch out into the field, brown crusts and brown paper fluttering in the blue smoke like the devil’s confetti.
Maddie says it would have been a good landing if it had been on an aerodrome. In the field the wounded flying machine bounced haplessly over the unmown grass for thirty yards. Then it tipped up gracefully on to its nose.
Unthinkingly, Maddie broke into applause. Beryl grabbed her hands and smacked one of them.
‘You gormless cow! He might be hurt! Oh, what shall we do!’
Maddie hadn’t meant to clap. She had done it without thinking. I can picture her, blowing the curling black hair out of her eyes, with her lower lip jutting out before she jumped down from the gate and hopped over the green tussocks to the downed plane.
There were no flames. Maddie scaled her way up the Puss Moth’s nose to get at the cockpit and put one of her hobnailed shoes through the fabric that covered the fuselage (I think that’s what the body of the plane is called) and I bet she cringed; she hadn’t meant to do that either. She was feeling very hot and bothered by the time she unlatched the door, expecting a lecture from the aircraft’s owner, and was shamefully relieved to find the pilot hanging upside-down in half-undone harness straps and clearly stone-cold unconscious. Maddie glanced over the alien engine controls. No oil pressure (she told me all this). Throttle, out. Off. Good enough. Maddie untangled the harness and let the pilot slither to the ground.
Beryl was there to catch the dragging weight of the pilot’s senseless body. It was easier for Maddie to get down off the plane than it had been for her to get up, just a light hop to the ground. Maddie unbuckled the pilot’s helmet and goggles; she and Beryl had both done First Aid in Girl Guides, for all that’s worth, and knew enough to make sure the casualty could breathe.
Beryl began to giggle.
‘Who’s the gormless cow!’ Maddie exclaimed.
‘It’s a girl!’ Beryl laughed. ‘It’s a girl!’
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Beryl stayed with the unconscious girl pilot while Maddie rode her Silent Superb to the farm to get help. She found two big strong lads her own age shovelling cow dung, and the farmer’s wife sorting First Early potatoes and cursing a cotillion of girls who were doing a huge jigsaw on the old stone kitchen floor (it was Sunday, or they’d have been boiling laundry). A rescue squad was despatched. Maddie was sent further down the lane on her bike to the bottom of the hill where there was a pub and a phone box.
‘She’ll need an ambulance, tha knows, love,’ the farmer’s wife had said to Maddie kindly. ‘She’ll need to go to hospital if she’s been flying an aeroplane.’
The words rattled around in Maddie’s head all the way to the telephone. Not ‘She’ll need to go to hospital if she’s been injured,’ but ‘She’ll need to go to hospital if she’s been flying an aeroplane.’
A flying girl! thought Maddie. A girl flying an aeroplane!
No, she corrected herself; a girl not flying a plane. A girl tipping up a plane in a sheep field.
But she flew it first. She had to be able to fly it in order to land it (or crash it).
The leap seemed logical to Maddie.
I’ve never crashed my motorbike, she thought. I could fly an aeroplane.
There are a few more types of aircraft that I know, but what comes to mind is the Lysander. That is the plane Maddie was flying when she dropped me here. She was actually supposed to land the plane, not dump me out of it in the air. We got fired at on the way in and for a while the tail was in flames and she couldn’t control it properly, and she made me bail out before she tried to land. I didn’t see her come down. But you showed me the photos you took at the site, so I know that she has crashed an aeroplane by now. Still, you can hardly blame it on the pilot when her plane gets hit by anti-aircraft fire.
Some British Support for Anti-Semitism
The Puss Moth crash was on Sunday. Beryl was back to work at the mill in Ladderal the next day. My heart twists up and shrivels with envy so black and painful that I spoiled half this page with tears before I realised they were falling, to think of Beryl’s long life of loading shuttles and raising snotty babies with a beery lad in an industrial suburb of Manchester. Of course that was in 1938 and they have all been bombed to bits since, so perhaps Beryl and her kiddies are dead already, in which case my tears of envy are very selfish. I am sorry about the paper. Miss E. is looking over my shoulder as I write and tells me not to interrupt my story with any more apologies.
Over the next week Maddie pieced together the pilot’s story in a storm of newspaper clippings with the mental wolfishness of Lady Macbeth. The pilot’s name was Dympna Wythenshawe (I remember her name because it is so silly). She was the spoiled youngest daughter of Sir Somebody-or-other Wythenshawe. On Friday there was a flurry of outrage in the evening paper because as soon as she was released from hospital, she started giving joyrides in her other aeroplane (a Dragon Rapide – how clever am I), while the Puss Moth was being mended. Maddie sat on the floor in her granddad’s shed next to her beloved Silent Superb, which needed a lot of tinkering to keep it in a fit state for weekend outings, and fought with the newspaper. There were pages and pages of gloom about the immediate likelihood of war between Japan and China, and the growing likelihood of war in Europe. The nose-down Puss Moth in the farmer’s field on Highdown Rise was last week’s news though; there were no pictures of the plane on Friday, only a grinning mugshot of the aviatrix herself, looking happy and windblown and much, much prettier than that idiot Fascist Oswald Mosley, whose sneering face glared out at Maddie from the prime spot at the top of the page. Maddie covered him up with her mug of cocoa and thought about the quickest way to get to Catton Park Aerodrome. It was a good distance, but tomorrow was Saturday again.
Maddie was sorry, the next morning, that she hadn’t paid more attention to the Oswald Mosley story. He was there, there in Stockport, speaking in front of St Mary’s on the edge of the Saturday market, and his idiot Fascist followers were having their own march to meet him, starting at the town hall and ending up at St Mary’s, causing traffic and human mayhem. They had by then toned down their anti-Semitism a bit and this rally was supposed to be in the name of Peace, believe it or not, trying to convince everybody that it would be a good idea to keep things cordial with the idiot Fascists in Germany. The Mosleyites were no longer allowed to wear their tastelessly symbolic black shirts – there was now a law in place about public marching in political uniforms, mainly to stop the Mosleyites causing riots like the ones they started with their marches through Jewish neighbourhoods in London. But they were going along to cheer for Mosley anyway. There was a happy crowd of his lovers and an angry crowd of his haters. There were women with baskets trying to get their shopping done at the Saturday market. There were policemen. There was livestock – some of the policemen were on horseback, and there was a herd of sheep being shunted through also on the way to market, and a horse-drawn milk cart stuck in the middle of the sheep. There were dogs. Probably there were cats and rabbits and chickens and ducks too.
Maddie could not get across the Stockport Road. (I don’t know what it’s really called. Perhaps that’s its right name because it’s the main road in from the south. You should not rely on any of my directions.) Maddie waited and waited on the edge of the simmering crowd, looking for a gap. After twenty minutes, she began to get annoyed. There were people pressing against her from behind now, as well. She tried to turn her motorbike round, walking it by the handlebars, and ran into someone.
‘Oi! Mind where you’re pushing that bike!’
‘Sorry!’ Maddie looked up.
It was a crowd of thugs, black-shirted for the rally even though they could get arrested for it, hair slicked back with Brylcreem like a bunch of airmen. They looked Maddie up and down gleefully, pretty sure she would be easy bait.
‘Nice bike.’
‘Nice legs!’
One of them giggled through his nose. ‘Nice —.’
He used an ugly, unspeakable word, and I won’t bother to write it because I don’t think any of you would know what it means in English, and I certainly do not know the French or German for it. The thuggish lad used it like a goading stick and it worked. Maddie shoved the front wheel of the bike past the one she had hit in the first place, and knocked into him again, and he grabbed the handlebars with his own big fists between her hands.
Maddie held on. They struggled for a moment over the motorbike. The boy refused to let go, and his mates laughed.
‘What’s a lass like you need with a big toy like this? Where’d you get it?’
‘At the bike shop, where d’you think!’
‘Brodatt’s,’ said one of them. There was only one on that side of town.
‘Sells bikes to Jews, he does.’
‘Maybe it’s a Jew’s bike.’
You probably don’t know it, but Manchester and its smoky suburbs have got quite a large Jewish population and nobody minds. Well, obviously some idiot Fascists do mind, but I think you see what I mean. They came from Russia and Poland and later Roumania and Austria, all Eastern Europe, all through the nineteenth century. The bike shop whose customers were in question happened to be Maddie’s granddad’s bike shop that he’d had for the last thirty years. He’d done quite well out of it, well enough to keep Maddie’s stylish gran in the manner to which she is accustomed, and they live in a large old house in Grove Green on the edge of the city and have a gardener and a daily girl to do the housekeeping. Anyway when this lot started slinging venom at Maddie’s granddad’s shop, Maddie unwisely engaged in battle with them and said, ‘Does it always take all three of you to complete a thought? Or can you each do it without your mates if you have enough time to think it over first?’
They pushed the bike over. It took Maddie down with it. Because bullying is what idiot Fascists like best.
But there was a swell of noisy outrage from other people in the crowded street, and the little gang of thugs laughed again and moved on. Maddie could hear the one lad’s distinctive nasal whinny even after his back had become anonymous.
More people than had knocked her down came to her aid, a labourer and a girl with a pram and a kiddie and two women with shopping baskets. They hadn’t fought or interfered, but they helped Maddie up and dusted her off and the workman ran loving hands down the Silent Superb’s mudguard. ‘Tha’s not hurt, miss?’
‘Nice bike!’
That was the kiddie. His mum said quickly, ‘Oi, you hush,’ because it was a perfect echo of the black-shirted youth who had pushed Maddie over.
‘’Tis nice,’ said the man.
‘It’s getting old,’ Maddie said modestly, but pleased.
‘Ruddy vandals.’
‘Tha wants to get those knees seen to, love,’ advised one of the ladies with baskets.
Maddie thought to herself, thinking about aeroplanes: Just you wait, you idiot Fascists. I am going to get me a bigger toy than this bike.
Maddie’s faith in humanity was restored and she pushed her way out of the crowd and set off down the cobbled back lanes of Stockport. There was no one here but kiddies playing street football in screaming bunches, and harassed big sisters with their hair tied up in dust cloths, ungraciously shaking out rugs and scrubbing front doorsteps while their mothers shopped. I swear I shall weep with envy if I keep thinking about them, bombed to bits or otherwise.
Fräulein Engel has been looking over