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Jim Harrison: Complete Poems
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Starred Review from Booklist: "This robust volume is a testament to the fortitude of a great American poet's work... [a] landmark collection."

From the Introduction by Terry Tempest Williams: "Jim Harrison...was among the great ones—an elevated soul in all his unruliness who favored his senses and courted the wild on the page and in the world. His was a storied life that loomed large, and we are the beneficiaries. 'Such a powerful wounded poet—wrote as if he had to sing with a cut throat . . . and he did have to sing,' said Jorie Graham."

Jim Harrison: Complete Poems is the definitive collection from one of America’s iconic writers. Introduced by activist and naturalist writer Terry Tempest Williams, this tour de force contains every poem Harrison published over his fifty-year career, as well as a section of previously unpublished "Last Poems." Here are the nature-based lyrics of his early work, the high-velocity ghazals, a harrowing prose-poem “correspondence” with a Russian suicide, the riverine suites, fearless meditations inspired by the Zen monk Crazy Cloud, and a joyous conversation in haiku-like gems with friend and fellow poet Ted Kooser. Weaving throughout these 1000 pages are Harrison’s legendary passions and appetites, his love songs and lamentations, and a clarion call to pay attention to the life you are actually living. Jim Harrison: Complete Poems confirms that Jim Harrison is a talented storyteller with a penetrating eye for details, or as Publishers Weeklycalled him, “an untrammeled renegade genius… a poet talking to you instead of around himself, while doing absolutely brilliant and outrageous things with language.”

NOTE:Jim Harrison: Complete Poems also appears as a three-volume box set. Print run limited to 750 copies. Each volume is introduced by a different writer: Colum McCann, Joy Williams, and John Freeman. The box set retails for $85 and ISBN is 9781556596414.
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Jim Harrison is a poet, novelist and essayist. His trilogy, The Legend of the Falls, has been adapted for film.

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    Jim Harrison - Jim Harrison

    PLAIN SONG

    1965

    to Linda

    POEM

    Form is the woods: the beast,

    a bobcat padding through red sumac,

    the pheasant in brake or goldenrod

    that he stalks—both rise to the flush,

    the brief low flutter and catch in air;

    and trees, rich green, the moving of boughs

    and the separate leaf, yield

    to conclusions they do not care about

    or watch—the dead, frayed bird,

    the beautiful plumage,

    the spoor of feathers

    and slight, pink bones.

    SKETCH FOR A JOB-APPLICATION BLANK

    My left eye is blind and jogs like

    a milky sparrow in its socket;

    my nose is large and never flares

    in anger, the front teeth, bucked,

    but not in lechery—I sucked

    my thumb until the age of twelve.

    O my youth was happy and I was never lonely

    though my friends called me pig eye

    and the teachers thought me loony.

    (When I bruised, my psyche kept intact:

    I fell from horses, and once a cow but never

    pigs—a neighbor lost a hand to a sow.)

    But I had some fears:

    the salesman of eyes,

    his case was full of fishy baubles,

    against black velvet, jeweled gore,

    the great cocked hoof of a Belgian mare,

    a nest of milk snakes by the water trough,

    electric fences,

    my uncle’s hounds,

    the pump arm of an oil well,

    the chop and whir of a combine in the sun.

    From my ancestors, the Swedes,

    I suppose I inherit the love of rainy woods,

    kegs of herring and neat whiskey—

    I remember long nights of pinochle,

    the bulge of Redman in my grandpa’s cheek;

    the rug smelled of manure and kerosene.

    They laughed loudly and didn’t speak for days.

    (But on the other side, from the German Mennonites,

    their rag-smoke prayers and porky daughters

    I got intolerance, and aimless diligence.)

    In ’51 during a revival I was saved:

    I prayed on a cold register for hours

    and woke up lame. I was baptized

    by immersion in the tank at Williamston—

    the rusty water stung my eyes.

    I left off the old things of the flesh

    but not for long—one night beside a pond

    she dried my feet with her yellow hair.

    O actual event dead quotient

    cross become green

    I still love Jubal but pity Hagar.

    (Now self is the first sacrament

    who loves not the misery and taint

    of the present tense is lost.

    I strain for a lunar arrogance.

    Light macerates

    the lamp infects

    warmth, more warmth, I cry.)

    DAVID

    He is young. The father is dead.

    Outside, a cold November night,

    the mourners’ cars are parked upon the lawn;

    beneath the porch light three

    brothers talk to three sons

    and shiver without knowing it.

    His mind’s all black thickets

    and blood; he knows

    flesh slips quietly off the bone,

    he knows no last looks,

    that among the profusion of flowers

    the lid is closed to hide

    what no one could bear—

    that metal rends the flesh,

    he knows beneath the white-pointed

    creatures, stars,

    that in the distant talk of brothers,

    the father is dead.

    EXERCISE

    Hear this touch: grass parts

    for the snake,

    in furrows

    soil curves around itself,

    a rock topples into a lake,

    roused organs,

    fur against cloth,

    arms unfold,

    at the edge of a clearing

    fire selects new wood.

    A SEQUENCE OF WOMEN

    I

    I’ve known her too long:

    we devour as two mirrors,

    opposed,

    swallow each other a thousand

    times at midpoints,

    lost in the black center

    of the other.

    II

    She sits on the bed,

    breasts slack,

    watching a curl of dust

    float through a ray of sun,

    drift down to a corner.

    So brief this meeting

    with a strange child—

    Do I want to be remembered?

    Only as a mare might know

    the body of her rider,

    the pressure of legs

    unlike any other.

    III

    The girl who was once my mistress

    is dead now, I learn, in childbirth.

    I thought that long ago women ceased

    dying this way.

    To set records straight, our enmity

    relaxes, I wrote a verse for her—

    to dole her by pieces, ring finger

    and lock of hair.

    But I’m a poor Midas to turn her golden,

    to make a Helen, grand whore, of this graceless

    girl; the sparrow that died was only

    a sparrow:

    Though in the dark, she doesn’t sleep.

    On cushions, embraced by silk, no lover

    comes to her. In the first light when birds

    stir she does not stir or sing. Oh eyes can’t

    focus to this dark.

    NORTHERN MICHIGAN

    On this back road the land

    has the juice taken out of it:

    stump fences surround nothing

    worth their tearing down

    by a deserted filling station

    a Veedol sign, the rusted hulk

    of a Frazer, live bait

    on battered tin.

    A barn

    with half a tobacco ad

    owns the greenness of a manure

    pile

    a half-moon on a privy door

    a rope swinging from an elm. A

    collapsed henhouse, a pump

    with the handle up

    the orchard with wild tangled branches.

    In the far corner of the pasture,

    in the shadow of the woodlot

    a herd of twenty deer:

    three bucks

    are showing off—

    they jump in turn across the fence,

    flanks arch and twist to get higher

    in the twilight

    as the last light filters

    through the woods.

    TREE

    Tree,

    arrows are made from you

    a guitar

    tables which hold food

    the walls of this house;

    your function is dictated

    in the shape of the wood

    from the sawyer who cradles

    you in iron tongs, the touch

    the teeth of steel—

    but this is speech

    and comes from the throat:

    your mouth or countless mouths

    are those leaves I look at now

    with silver bellies and dark backs

    that draw in sun, the air,

    that transpire and breathe for you—

    they are of no use to us

    except as shade, the greenness

    we expect, but to you they are life

    and compressed into blackness,

    after a century and inch of soil,

    they make you your food.

    RETURNING AT NIGHT

    Returning at night

    there’s a catalpa moth

    in the barberry

    on the table the flowers

    left alone turned black

    in the root cellar

    the potato sprouts

    creeping through the door

    glisten white and tubular

    in the third phase

    of the moon.

    APOLOGY

    I don’t weigh an hour

    in consecutive breaths—

    my sleeves are short,

    my elbows reveal thin wires

    attached to a skull

    that rattles when it wants

    to sing; but sometimes

    when a good rain falls

    and there is heat enough

    some fine clean grass

    even flowers

    grow up through the weeds

    in this boneyard.

    LOST

    When hunting I became lost,

    I walked for hours.

    All the ridges looked the same—

    the snow had a thick crust

    but not enough to hold my weight.

    I crossed my path twice.

    It began to get dark, my sweat

    turned cold, when between two huge

    charred pine stumps I thought I saw

    myself. I raised my rifle to shoot

    this ghost but then my father spoke.

    SHE

    She

    who is this other

    without masks, pitiless?

    A bald eye in a dump,

    a third-rail type who loves

    the touch of flesh,

    the bare thigh in a cafeteria

    crying mercy to the stone?

    Unlyric, she coils and strikes

    for the sake of striking.

    I’VE HAD ENOUGH TONIGHT.

    I’ve had enough tonight.

    My small room is cavernous,

    I hang like a bat from rafters

    while below me hymns are sung—

    three figures move in a circle of light,

    dark trinity at whose touch

    paper becomes stone

    words float like cells

    unite in reverse of nature.

    Let me sleep.

    My body shakes,

    a gourd in the hand of some giant child.

    ONCE I STOOD ALL NIGHT

    Once I stood all night

    beside a road with only the metallic

    rattling of a sign to keep me company.

    In the first light of dawn I read

    DANGER

    CURVE

    and in a ditch of weeds

    along a barbed-wire fence

    there were three black crosses.

    FAIR/BOY CHRISTIAN TAKES A BREAK

    This other speaks of bones, blood-wet

    and limber, the rock in bodies. He takes

    me to the slaughterhouse, where lying

    sprawled, as a giant coil of rope,

    the bowels of cattle. At the county fair

    we pay an extra quarter to see the her-

    maphrodite. We watch the secret air tube

    blow up the skirts of the farm girls,

    tanned to the knees then strangely white.

    We eat spareribs and pickled eggs,

    the horses tear the ground to pull a load

    of stone; in a burning tent we see

    Fantasia do her Love Dance with the

    Spaniard—they glisten with sweat, their

    limbs knot together while below them farm

    boys twitter like birds. Then the breasts

    of a huge Negress rotate to a march in

    opposing directions, and everyone stamps

    and cheers, the udders shine in blurring

    speed. Out of the tent we pass produce

    stalls, some hung with ribbons, squash

    and potatoes stacked in pyramids. A buck-

    toothed girl cuts her honorable-mention

    cake; when she leans to get me water

    from a milk pail her breasts are chaste.

    Through the evening I sit in the car (the

    other is gone) while my father watches

    the harness race, the 4-H talent show.

    I think of St. Paul’s Epistles and pray

    the removal of what my troubled eyes have seen.

    MORNING

    The mirror tastes him

    breath clouds

    hands pressed against glass

    in yellow morning light

    a jay

    flutters in unaccustomed

    silence

    from bush to limb of elm

    a cow at breakfast

    pauses

    her jaws lax in momentary stillness

    far off a milk truck

    rattles

    on the section road

    light low mist

    floats

    over the buckwheat

    through the orchard

    the neighbor’s dogs bark

    then four roosters announce

    day.

    GARDEN

    Standing at the window at night

    my shadow is the length of the garden—

    I move a huge arm and

    cause plants to spring up,

    tomatoes to ripen.

    My head is as large

    as a strawberry bed and I can

    cup two bales of straw in one hand.

    I take pride in this strength,

    fed by light and darkness,

    wielded against my father’s garden—

    a lord of shadows.

    HORSE

    A

    quarter horse, no rider

    canters through the pasture

    thistles raise soft purple burrs

    her flanks are shiny in the sun

    I whistle and she runs

    almost sideways toward me

    the oats in my hand are sweets to her:

    dun mane furling in its breeze,

    her neck

    corseted with muscle,

    wet teeth friendly against my hand—

    how can I believe

    you ran under a low maple limb

    to knock me off?

    KINSHIP

    Great-uncle Wilhelm, Mennonite, patriarch,

    eater of blood sausage, leeks,

    headcheese, salt pork,

    you are led into church

    by that wisp you plundered for nine children.

    Your brain has sugared now,

    your white beard is limp,

    you talk of acres of corn

    where there is only snow.

    Your sister, a witch, old as a stump,

    says you are punished now for the unspeakable

    sin that barred you from the table for seven years.

    They feed you cake to hasten your death.

    Your land is divided.

    Curse them but don’t die.

    FEBRUARY SUITE

    Song,

    angry bush

    with the thrust of your roots

    deep in this icy ground,

    is there a polar sun?

    Month of the frozen

    goat—

    La Roberta says cultivate

    new friends,

    profit will

    be yours with patience.

    Not that stars are crossed

    or light to be restored—

    we die from want of velocity.

    And you, longest of months

    with your false springs,

    you don’t help or care about helping,

    so splendidly ignorant of us.

    Today icicles fell

    but they will build downward again.

    Who has a fate?

    This fig tree

    talks

    about bad weather.

    Here is a man drunk—

    in the glass

    his blurred innocence renewed.

    The Great Leitzel

    before falling to her death

    did 249 flanges on the Roman rings—

    her wrist was often raw

    and bloody

    but she kept it hidden.

    He remembers Memorial Day—

    the mother’s hymn to Generals.

    The American Legion fires blanks

    out over the lassitude of the cemetery

    in memory of sons who broke

    like lightbulbs in a hoarse cry

    of dust.

    Now

    behind bone

    in the perfect dark

    the dream of animals.

    To remember

    the soft bellies of fish

    the furred animals that were part of your youth

    not for their novelty

    but as fellow creatures.

    I look at the rifles

    in their rack upon the wall:

    though I know the Wars

    only as history

    some cellar in Europe might still

    owe some of its moistness to blood.

    With my head on the table

    I write,

    my arm outstretched, in another field

    of richer grain.

    A red-haired doll stares

    at me from a highchair,

    her small pink limbs twisted about

    her neck.

    I salute the postures of women.

    This hammer of joy,

    this is no fist

    but a wonderment got by cunning.

    The first thunderstorm

    of March came last night

    and when I awoke the snow had passed

    away, the brown grass

    lay matted and pubic.

    Between the snow and grass,

    somewhere into the ground with the rain

    a long year has gone.

    TRAVERSE CITY ZOO

    Once I saw a wolf tread a circle in his cage

    amid the stench of monkeys, the noise of musty

    jungle birds. We threw him bits of doughy

    bread but he didn’t see us, padding on through

    some imagined forest, his nose on blood.

    We began to move on in boredom when he jumped

    against the bars, snarled, then howled

    in rage that long shrill howl that must remind

    us of another life. Children screamed and ran,

    their parents passing them in terror—the summer

    day became hard and brittle. I stooped there

    and watched his anger until the keeper

    came with a Flash Gordon gun and shot him full

    of dope. He grew smaller and sputtered into sleep.

    REVERIE

    He thinks of the dead. But they

    appear as dead—beef-colored and torn.

    There is a great dull music

    in the ocean that lapses into seascape.

    The girl bends slowly

    from the waist. Then stoops.

    In high school Brutus

    died upon a rubber knife.

    Lift the smock. The sun-

    light stripes her back. A fado wails.

    In an alley in Cambridge. Beneath

    a party’s noise. Bottle caps stuck to them.

    FOX FARM

    In the pasture a shire

    whose broad muscles once

    drew a hayrake,

    a plough,

    can’t hold the weight of his great

    head and neck—

    he will be fed to the foxes.

    And the Clydesdales and saddle nags

    that stray along the fence

    with limps and sagging bellies,

    with rheumy eyes (one

    has no tail).

    But the foxes

    not having known field

    or woods,

    bred, born in long rows of hutches,

    will die to adorn some

    woman’s neck.

    THE PAINTING ON THE WALL

    The painting on the wall,

    the smooth fat thigh of a girl

    drives me from my room—

    so lovely she is

    that I look for her sisters

    in the streets but find none.

    TICKET

    To those who stalk terminals

    in the glaze of tears of light.

    Sir Violet, food-stooped but nimble

    asks me for a light, for my dork

    with a whorelike glance.

    He takes me for a student—

    Why education’s the ticket to the future.

    I answer with a Bronx cheer

    and he shrugs and walks away.

    Old queen of a dry country,

    these soiled tiles,

    the air that groans of buses

    and wailing Negro children,

    uncourtly stew bums,

    orange rinds,

    your garden of love

    is a weedpatch.

    NIGHTMARE

    Through the blinds

    a white arm caresses a vase of zinnias

    beneath the skin

    of a pond the laughter of an eye

    in the loft

    the hot straw suffocates

    the rafters become snakes

    through the mow door

    three deer in a cool pasture

    nibbling at the grass

    mercurous in the moon.

    CREDO, AFTER E.P.

    Go, my songs

    to the young and insolent,

    speak the love of final things—

    do not betray me

    as a dancer, drunk,

    is dumb to his clumsiness.

    DUSK

    Dusk over the lake,

    clouds floating

    heat lightning

    a nightmare behind branches;

    from the swamp

    the odor of cedar and fern,

    the long circular

    wail of the loon—

    the plump bird aches for fish

    for night to come down.

    Then it becomes so dark

    and still

    that I shatter the moon with an oar.

    LISLE’S RIVER

    Dust followed our car like a dry brown cloud.

    At the river we swam, then in the canoe passed

    downstream toward Manton; the current carried us

    through cedar swamps, hot fields of marsh grass

    where deer watched us and the killdeer shrieked.

    We were at home in a thing that passes.

    And that night, camped on a bluff, we ate eggs

    and ham and three small trout; we drank too much

    whiskey and pushed a burning stump down the bank—

    it cast hurling shadows, leaves silvered and darkened,

    the crash and hiss woke up a thousand birds.

    Now, tell me, other than lying between some woman’s legs,

    what joy have you had since, that equaled this?

    THREE NIGHT SONGS

    I

    He waits to happen with the clear

    reality of what he thinks about—

    to be a child who wakes beautifully,

    a man always in the state of waking

    to a new room, or at night, waking

    to a strange room with snow outside,

    and the moon beyond glass,

    in a net of branches,

    so bright and clear and cold.

    II

    Moving in liquid dark,

    night’s water,

    a flat stone sinking,

    wobbling toward bottom;

    and not to wait there for morning,

    to see the sun up through the water,

    but to freeze until another glacier comes.

    III

    The mask riddles itself,

    there’s heat through the eye slits,

    a noise of breathing,

    the plaster around the mouth is wet;

    and the dark takes no effort,

    dark against deeper dark,

    the mask dissembles,

    a music comes to the point of horror.

    CARDINAL

    That great tree covered with snow

    until its branches droop,

    the oak, that keeps its leaves through winter

    (in spring a bud breaks the stem),

    has in its utmost branch

    a cardinal,

    who brushing snow aside, pauses for an instant

    then plummets toward earth

    until just above a drift he opens his wings

    and brakes, fluttering

    in a cloud of snow he pushed aside.

    BELLEVUE

    John in the desert

    mixed honey with blood.

    Three white birds surround me

    and my voice is in my feet—

    How beautiful with shoes, O Redeemer.

    From a lightbulb a drop of blood emerges

    and floats

    softly down toward my head,

    the room whines O Redeemer,

    this is my baptism.

    THIS IS COLD SALT

    This is cold salt

    a pulled tooth

    the freshly set bone:

    the girl who left my bed this morning,

    who smiled last night as her slip

    floated to the floor,

    my Roselita,

    today up on Amsterdam Avenue

    I saw her with her Manuelo.

    JOHN SEVERIN WALGREN, 1874–1962

    Trees die of thirst or cold

    or when the limit’s reached;

    in the hole in the elm

    the wood is soft and punky—

    it smells of the water of a vase

    after the flowers are dumped.

    You were so old we could not weep;

    only the blood of the young,

    those torn off earth in a night’s sickness,

    the daughter lying beside you

    who became nothing so long ago—

    she moves us to terror.

    NEW LITURGY

    Sanctus deus

    praise be the skull among flowers

    and ornamental war.

    Sanctus deus

    praise be my skull among flowers

    black sun

    red moon

    cold metal of death.

    Sanctus deus

    white skull

    bitter flowers

    praise be the fruit no child eats

    full of blood

    dry as death.

    MALEDICTION

    Man’s not a singing animal,

    his tongue hangs from a wall—

    pinch the stone

    to make a moan

    from the throat

    a single note

    breaks the air

    so bare and harsh

    birds die.

    He’s crab-necked from cold,

    song splits his voice

    like a lake’s ice cracking.

    His heart’s a rock,

    a metronome, a clock,

    a foghorn drone of murder.

    God, curse this self-maimed beast,

    the least of creatures,

    rivet his stone with worms.

    WORD DRUNK

    I think of the twenty thousand poems of Li Po

    and wonder, do words follow me or I them—

    a word drunk?

    I do not care about fine phrases,

    the whoring after honor,

    the stipend, the gift, the grant—

    but I would feed on an essence

    until it yields to me my own dumb form—

    the weight raw, void of intent;

    to see behind the clarity of my glass

    the birth of new creatures

    suffused with light.

    YOUNG BULL

    This bronze ring punctures

    the flesh of your nose,

    the wound is fresh

    and you nuzzle the itch

    against a fence post.

    Your testicles are fat and heavy

    and sway when you shake off flies;

    the chickens scratch about your feet

    but you do not notice them.

    Through lunch I pitied

    you from the kitchen window—

    the heat, pained fluid of August—

    but when I came with cold water

    and feed, you bellowed and heaved

    against the slats wanting to murder me.

    PARK AT NIGHT

    Unwearied

    the coo and choke

    of doves

    the march of stone

    an hour before dawn.

    Trees caged to the waist

    wet statues

    the trickling of water—

    in the fountain

    floating across the lamp

    a leaf

    some cellophane.

    NOT CASIDA, CANZONE—

    Not casida, canzone—

    sentience in another’s mouth,

    and O song transfusor

    not bird, beast, air or sun—

    another’s mouth.

    Her weight anchors the bed

    in a square of light across the street—

    there’s no dancing in this yellow

    square of light.

    Hot August night

    I would move you far

    to music.

    GOING BACK

    How long, stone, did it take

    to get that fat?

    The rain made the furrow a rut

    and then among the mint and nettles

    you make your appearance.

    Sink again, you might cover bones.

    HITCHHIKING

    Awake:

    the white hand of

    my benefactor

    drums on the seat

    between us.

    The world had become orange

    in the rearview mirror

    of a ’55 Pontiac.

    The road was covered with bugs

    and mist coiled around

    great house-sized rocks

    and in the distance buried them.

    Village. Passed three limp

    gas stations then one

    whose windows exploded with fire.

    My mouth was filled with plastic cups.

    Final item:

    breakfast, nurtured

    by a miraculous hatred.

    SOUND

    At dawn I squat on the garage

    with snuff under a lip

    to sweeten the roofing nails—

    my shoes and pant cuffs

    are wet with dew.

    In the orchard the peach trees

    sway with the loud

    weight of birds, green fruit, yellow haze.

    And my hammer—the cold head taps,

    then swings its first full arc;

    the sound echoes against the barn,

    muffled in the loft,

    and out the other side, then lost

    in the noise of the birds

    as they burst from the trees.

    DEAD DEER

    Amid pale green milkweed, wild clover,

    a rotted deer

    curled, shaglike,

    after a winter so cold

    the trees split open.

    I think she couldn’t keep up with

    the others (they had no place

    to go) and her food,

    frozen grass and twigs,

    wouldn’t carry her weight.

    Now from bony sockets,

    she stares out on this

    cruel luxuriance.

    LI HO

    Li Ho of the province of Honan

    (not to be confused with the god Li Po

    of Kansu or Szechwan

    who made twenty thousand verses),

    Li Ho, whose mother said,

    My son daily vomits up his heart,

    mounts his horse and rides

    to where a temple lies as lace among foliage.

    His youth is bargained

    for some poems in his saddlebag—

    his beard is gray. Leaning

    against the flank of his horse he considers

    the flight of birds

    but his hands are heavy. (Take this cup,

    he thinks, fill it, I want to drink again.)

    Deep in his throat, but perhaps it is a bird,

    he hears a child cry.

    COMPLAINT

    Song, I am unused to you—

    When you come

    your voice is behind trees

    calling another by my name.

    So little of me comes out to you

    I cannot hold your weight—

    I bury you in sleep

    or pour more wine, or lost in another’s

    music, I forget that you ever spoke.

    If you come again, come with

    Elias! Elias! Elias!

    If only once the summons were a roar,

    a pillar of light,

    I would not betray you.

    RETURN

    The sun’s warm against the slats of the granary,

    a puddle of ice in the shadow of the steps;

    a bluetick hound lopes

    across the winter wheat—

    fresh green, cold green.

    The windmill, long out of use,

    screeches and twists in the wind.

    A spring day too loud for talk

    when bones tire of their flesh

    and want something better.

    LOCATIONS

    1968

    to Herbert Weisinger

    WALKING

    Walking back on a chill morning past Kilmer’s Lake

    into the first broad gully, down its trough

    and over a ridge of poplar, scrub oak, and into

    a larger gully, walking into the slow fresh warmth

    of midmorning to Spider Lake where I drank

    at a small spring remembered from ten years back;

    walking northwest two miles where another gully

    opened, seeing a stump on a knoll where my father

    stood one deer season, and tiring of sleet and cold

    burned a pine stump, the snow gathering fire-orange

    on a dull day; walking past charred stumps blackened

    by the ’81 fire to a great hollow stump near a basswood

    swale—I sat within it on a November morning

    watching deer browse beyond my young range of shotgun

    and slug, chest beating hard for killing—

    into the edge of a swale waist-high with ferns,

    seeing the quick movement of a blue racer,

    and thick curl of the snake against a birch log,

    a pale blue with nothing of the sky in it,

    a fleshy blue, blue of knotted veins in an arm;

    walking to Savage’s Lake where I ate my bread

    and cheese, drank cool lake water, and slept for a while,

    dreaming of fire, snake and fish and women in white

    linen walking, pinkish warm limbs beneath white linen;

    then walking, walking homeward toward Well’s Lake,

    brain at boil now with heat, afternoon glistening

    in yellow heat, dead dun-brown grass, windless,

    with all distant things shimmering, grasshoppers, birds

    dulled to quietness; walking a log road near a cedar swamp

    looking cool with green darkness and whine of mosquitoes,

    crow’s caw overhead, Cooper’s hawk floating singly

    in mateless haze; walking dumbly, footsore, cutting

    into evening through sumac and blackberry brambles,

    onto the lake road, feet sliding in the gravel,

    whippoorwills, night birds wakening, stumbling to lake

    shore, shedding clothes on sweet moss; walking

    into syrupy August moonless dark, water cold, pushing

    lily pads aside, walking out into the lake with feet

    springing on mucky bottom until the water flows overhead;

    sinking again to walk on the bottom then buoyed up,

    walking on the surface, moving through beds of reeds,

    snakes and frogs moving, to the far edge of the lake

    then walking upward over the basswood and alders, the field

    of sharp stubble and hay bales, toward the woods,

    floating over the bushy crests of hardwoods and tips

    of pine, barely touching in miles of rolling heavy dark,

    coming to the larger water, there walking along the troughs

    of waves folding in upon themselves; walking to an island,

    small, narrow, sandy, sparsely wooded, in the middle

    of the island in a clump of cedars a small spring

    which I enter, sliding far down into a deep cool

    dark endless weight of water.

    SUITE TO FATHERS

    for Denise Levertov

    I

    I think that night’s our balance,

    our counterweight—a blind woman

    we turn to for nothing but dark.

    In Val-Mont I see a slab of parchment,

    a black quill pen in stone.

    In a sculptor’s garden

    there was a head made from stone,

    large as a room, the eyes neatly hooded

    staring out with a crazed somnolence

    fond of walled gardens.

    The countesses arch like cats in châteaux.

    They wake up as countesses and usually sleep with counts.

    Nevertheless he writes them painful letters,

    thinking of Eleanor of Aquitaine, Gaspara Stampa.

    With Kappus he calls forth the stone in the rose.

    In Egypt the dhows sweep the Nile

    with ancient sails. I am in Egypt,

    he thinks, this Baltic jew—it is hot,

    how can I make bricks with no straw?

    His own country rich with her food and slaughter,

    fit only for sheep and generals.

    He thinks of the coffin of the East,

    of the tiers of dead in Venice,

    those countless singulars.

    At lunch, the baked apple too sweet with kirsch

    becomes the tongues of convent girls at gossip,

    under the drum and shadow of pigeons

    the girl at promenade has almond in her hair.

    From Duino, beneath the mist,

    the green is so dark and green it cannot bear itself.

    In the night, from black paper

    I cut the silhouette of this exiled god,

    finding him as the bones of a fish in stone.

    II

    In the cemetery the grass is pale,

    fake green as if dumped from Easter baskets,

    from overturned clay and the deeper marl

    which sits in wet gray heaps by the creek.

    There are no frogs, death drains there.

    Landscape of glass, perhaps Christ

    will quarry you after the worms.

    The newspaper says caskets float in leaky vaults.

    Above me, I feel paper birds.

    The sun is a brass bell.

    This is not earth I walk across

    but the pages of some giant magazine.

    Come song,

    allow me some eloquence,

    good people die.

    The June after you died

    I dove down into a lake,

    the water turned to cold, then colder,

    and ached against my ears.

    I swam under a sunken log then paused,

    letting my back rub against it,

    like some huge fish with rib cage

    and soft belly open to the bottom.

    I saw the light shimmering far above

    but did not want to rise.

    It was so far up from the dark—

    once it was night three days,

    after that four, then six and over again.

    The nest was torn from the tree,

    the tree from the ground,

    the ground itself sinking torn.

    I envied the dead their sleep of rot.

    I was a fable to myself,

    a speech to become meat.

    III

    Once in Nevada I sat on a boulder at twilight—

    I had no ride and wanted to avoid the snakes.

    I watched the full moon rise a fleshy red

    out of the mountains, out of a distant sandstorm.

    I thought then if I might travel deep enough

    I might embrace the dead as equals,

    not in their separate stillness as dead, but in music

    one with another’s harmonies.

    The moon became paler,

    rising, floating upward in her arc

    and I with her, intermingled in her whiteness,

    until at dawn again she bloodied

    herself with earth.

    In the beginning I trusted in spirits,

    slight things, those of the dead in procession,

    the household gods in mild delirium

    with their sweet round music and modest feasts.

    Now I listen only to that hard black core,

    a ball harsh as coal, rending for light

    far back in my own sour brain.

    The tongue knots itself

    a cramped fist of music,

    the oracle a white-walled room of bone

    that darkens now with a greater dark;

    and the brain a glacier of blood,

    inching forward, sliding, the bottom

    silt covered but sweet,

    becoming a river now

    laving the skull with coolness—

    the leaves on her surface

    dipping against the bone.

    Voyager, the self the voyage—

    dark, let me open your lids.

    Night stares down with her great bruised eye.

    SUITE TO APPLENESS

    I

    If you love me drink this discolored wine,

    tanning at the edge with the sourness of flowers—

    their heads, soldiers’, floating as flowers,

    heads, necks, owned by gravity now as war

    owned them and made them move to law;

    and the water is heavier than war, the heads

    bobbing freely there with each new wave lap.

    And if your arm offends you, cut it off.

    Then the leg by walking, tear out the eye,

    the trunk, body be eyeless, armless, bodiless.

    And if your brain offends you …

    If Christ offends you, tear him out,

    or if the earth offends you, skin her

    back in rolls, nailed to dry

    on barnside, an animal skin in sunlight;

    or the earth that girl’s head,

    throwing herself from the asylum roof,

    head and earth whirling earthward.

    Or if we reoccur with death our humus, heat,

    as growths or even mushrooms; on my belly

    I sight for them at dead-leaf line—

    no better way—thinking there that I hear

    the incredible itch of things to grow,

    Spring, soon to be billion-jetted.

    Earth in the boy’s hand, the girl’s head,

    standing against the granary; earth a green

    apple he picked to throw at starlings,

    plucked from among green underleaves,

    silver leaf bellies burred with fine white hairs;

    the apple hurled, hurtling greenly with wet solidity,

    earth spinning in upon herself,

    shedding her brains and whales and oceans,

    her mountains strewn and crushed.

    II

    In the Quonset shed unloading the fertilizer,

    each bag weighing eighty pounds,

    muscles ache, lungs choke with heat and nitrogen;

    then climbing the ladder of the water tank

    to see in the orchard the brightness of apples,

    sinking clothed into the icy water, feet thunking

    iron bottom, a circle of hot yellow light above.

    The old tree, a McIntosh:

    sixty-eight bushel last year,

    with seventy-three bushel the year before that,

    sitting up within it on a smooth branch,

    avoiding the hoe, invisible to the ground,

    buoyed up by apples, brain still shocked,

    warped, shaved into curls of paper,

    a wasps’ globe of gray paper—

    lamina of oil and clouds—

    now drawing in greenness, the apples

    swelling to heaviness on a hot August afternoon;

    to sing, singing, voice cracks at second sing,

    paper throat, brain unmoist for singing.

    Cranking the pump to loud life,

    the wheel three turns to the left,

    six hundred feet of pipe lying in the field;

    the ground beneath begins shaking, bumping

    with the force of coming water, sprinklers whirl,

    the ground darkening with spray of flung water.

    After the harvest of cabbage the cabbage roots,

    an acre of them and the discarded outer leaves,

    scaly pale green roots against black soil,

    to be forked into piles with the tomato vines;

    a warm week later throwing them onto the wagon,

    inside the piles the vines and leaves have rotted,

    losing shape, into a thick green slime and jelly.

    III

    Or in the orchard that night

    in July: the apple trees too thick

    with branches, unpruned, abandoned,

    to bear good fruit—the limbs

    moving slightly in still air with my drunkenness;

    a cloud passed over the moon

    sweeping the orchard with a shadow—

    the shadow moving thickly across the darkening field,

    a moving lustrous dark, toward a darker woodlot.

    Then the night exploded with crows—

    an owl or raccoon disturbed a nest—

    I saw them far off above the trees,

    small pieces of black in the moonlight

    in shrill fury circling with caw caw caw,

    skin prickling with its rawness

    brain swirling with their circling

    in recoil moving backward, crushing

    the fallen apples with my feet,

    the field moving then as the folds

    of a body with their caw caw caw.

    Young crows opened by owl’s beak,

    raccoon’s claws and teeth,

    night opened, brain broken as with a hammer

    by weight of blackness and crows,

    crushed apples and drunkenness.

    Or Christ bless torn Christ, crows,

    the lives of their young

    torn from the darkness,

    apples and the dead webbed branches

    choking the fruit;

    night and earth herself

    a drunken hammer, the girl’s head,

    all things bruised or crushed

    as an apple.

    THE SIGN

    I

    There are no magic numbers or magic lives.

    He dreams of Sagittarius in a thicket,

    dogs yipe at his hooves, the eye of the archer

    seaward, his gaze toward impossible things—

    bird to be fish, archer and horse a whale

    or dolphin; then rears up, canters

    away from the shore across a wide field

    of fern and honeysuckle brambles

    to a woods where he nibbles at small

    fresh leeks coming up among dead leaves.

    Strange creature to be thought of,

    welded in the skull as unicorn,

    hooves, bow, quiver of arrows and beard;

    that girl sitting at cliff edge

    or beside a brook, how does he take her?

    He lifts her up to kiss her,

    and at night standing by a stream,

    heavy mist up to his flanks,

    mist curling and floating through his legs,

    a chill comes over him;

    she in restless sleep in a small stone cottage.

    Between the scorpion and goat,

    three signs—

    winter in Cancer and this love of snow.

    And contempt for all signs, the nine

    spokes of the sun, the imagined belt

    of dark or girdle in which night

    mantles herself. The stars guide

    no one save those at sea

    or in the wilderness; avoid what stinks

    or causes pain, hate death and cruelty

    to any living thing.

    You do not need the stars for that.

    II

    But often at night something asks

    the brain to ride, run riderless;

    plumed night swirling, brain riding itself

    through blackness, crazed with motion,

    footless against the earth,

    perhaps hooves imagined in lunacy;

    through swamps feared even in daytime

    at gallop, crashing through poplar

    thickets, tamarack, pools of green slime,

    withers splattered with mud, breathing

    deep in an open marsh in the center of

    the great swamp, then running again

    toward a knoll of cedar where deer feed,

    pausing, stringing the bow, chasing

    the deer for miles, crossing a blacktop road

    where the hooves clatter.

    On a May night walking home from a tavern

    through a village with only three streetlights,

    a slip of moon and still air moist with scent of first grass;

    to look into the blackness by the roadside,

    and in all directions, village, forest,

    and field covered with it:

    eighteen miles of black to Traverse City

    thirteen miles of black to Buckley

    nineteen miles of black to Karlin

    twelve miles of black to Walton Junction

    And infinite black above;

    earth herself a heavy whirling ball of pitch.

    If the brain expands to cover these distances …

    stumbling to the porch where the cat

    has left an injured snake that hisses with the brain,

    the brain rearing up to shed the black

    and the snake coiled bleeding at its center.

    III

    Not centaur nor archer but man,

    man standing exhausted at night

    beneath a night sky so deep and measureless,

    head thrown back he sees his constellation,

    his brain fleshes it and draws the lines

    which begin to ripple then glimmer,

    heave and twist, assume color, rear up,

    the head high, the chest and torso gleaming,

    beard glistening, flanks strapped with muscle,

    hooves stomping in place, stomping night’s floor,

    rearing again, fading, then regaining terror,

    the bow in hand, a strung bow, and arrow fitted,

    drawn back, the arrow molten-tipped.

    Slay. He only still slays.

    And when the arrow reaches earth I’ll die.

    But in morning light, already shrill and hot

    by ten, digging a well pit, the sandy earth crumbles

    and traps the legs, binding them to earth; then digging

    again, driving a shallow well with a sledge,

    the well-tip shaded as an arrowhead, sledge hitting

    steel with metallic ring and scream; the pump head

    and arm bound to pipe, sitting in damp sand

    with legs around the pipe pumping the first water

    onto my chest and head—head swollen with pain

    of last night’s sign and leavings of whiskey.

    On another morning, the frost as a sheet

    of white stubbled silk soon to melt into greenness,

    partridge thumping ground with wings to call their mates,

    near a river, thick and turbulent and brown—

    a great buck deer, startled

    from a thicket, a stag of a thousand stories,

    how easily his spread antlers trace a back and bow

    not unlike your own, then the arc of him

    bounding away into his green clear music.

    WAR SUITE

    I

    The wars: we’re drawn to them

    as if in fever, we sleepwalk to them,

    wake up in full stride of nightmare,

    blood slippery, mouth deep in their gore.

    Even in Gilgamesh, the darker bodies

    strewn over stone battlements,

    dry skin against rough stone, the sand

    sifting through rock face, swollen flesh

    covered with it, sand against blackening lips,

    flesh covered with it, the bodies

    bloating in the heat, then hidden,

    then covered; or at an oasis, beneath

    still palms, a viper floats toward water,

    her soft belly flattened of its weight, tongue

    flicking at water beside the faces of the dead,

    their faces, chests, pressed to earth, bodies

    also flattened, lax with their weight,

    now surely groundlings, and the moon

    swollen in the night, the sheen

    of it on lax bodies and on the water.

    Now in Aquitaine, this man is no less dead

    for being noble, a knight with a clang

    and rasp to his shield and hammer;

    air thick with horses,

    earth fixed under their moving feet

    but bodies falling, sweat and blood

    under armor, death blows, sweet knight’s

    blood flowing, horses screaming, horses

    now riderless drinking at a brook, mouths sore

    with bits, sweat drying gray on flanks,

    noses dripping cool water, nibbling

    grass through bits, patches of grass

    with the blood still red and wet on them.

    II

    I sing sixty-seven wars; the war now,

    the war for Rapunzel, earth cannot use

    her hair, the war of drowning hair

    drifting upward as it descends,

    the lover holding his cock like

    a switchblade, war of

    apples and pears beating against the earth,

    earth tearing a hole in sky, air to hold

    the light it has gathered, river bending

    until its back is broken, death a black

    carp to swim in our innards.

    Grand wars; the final auk poised

    on her ice floe, the wolf shot

    from a helicopter; that shrill god

    in her choir loft among damp wine-colored

    crumpled robes, face against a dusty

    window, staring out at a black pond

    and the floor of a woodlot

    covered with ferns—if that wasp

    on the pane stings her …

    cancer to kill child, child to kill cancer,

    nail to enter the wood, the Virgin

    to flutter in the air above Rome like a Piper Cub,

    giraffe’s neck to grow after greener leaves,

    bullet to enter an eye, bullet

    to escape the skull, bullet to fall

    to earth, eye to look for its skull,

    skull to burst, belly to find its cage or ribs.

    Face down in the pool, his great fatty

    heart wants to keep beating; tongue pressed

    to rug in a chemical hallway; on a country

    road, caught by flashbulb headlights,

    he wishes suddenly to be stronger than a car.

    III

    The elephant to couple in peace,

    the porpoise to be free of the microphone;

    this page to know a master, a future,

    a page with the flesh melodious,

    to bring her up through the page, paper-shrouded,

    from whatever depth she lies,

    dulling her gift, bringing her to song

    and not to life.

    This death mask to harden before

    the face escapes, life passes

    down through the neck—the sculptor

    turns hearing it rub against the door.

    Mind to stay free of madness, of war;

    war all howling and stiff-necked dead,

    night of mind punctuated with moans and stars,

    black smoke moiling, puling mind striped as a zebra,

    ass in air madly stalking her lion.

    Fire to eat tar, tar to drip,

    hare to beat hound

    grouse to avoid shot

    trout to shake fly

    chest to draw breath

    breath to force song,

    a song to be heard,

    remembered and sung.

    To come to an opening in a field

    without pausing, to move there in a full circle of light;

    but night’s out there not even behind the glass—

    there’s nothing to keep her out or in;

    to walk backward to her, to step

    off her edge or become her edge,

    to swell and roll in her darkness,

    a landlocked sea moving free—

    dark and clear within her continent.

    AMERICAN GIRL

    I

    Not a new poem for Helen,

    if they were heaped …

    but she never wanted a poem,

    she whose affections the moment aimed.

    And not to sing a new Helen into being

    with t’adores, anachronistic gymnastics,

    to be diligent in praise of her

    only to be struck down by her.

    Sing then, if song,

    after bitter retreat,

    on your knees,

    as anyone who would love.

    My senses led me here

    and I had no wit to do otherwise.

    Who breathes. Has looked upon. Alone.

    In the darkness. Remembers.

    Better to sit as a boy did in a still

    cool attic in fall, tomatoes left to ripen

    in autumn light on newspapers,

    sucking his honeyed thumb, the forbidden

    magazine across the lap and only

    the mind’s own nakedness for company;

    the lovely photo, almost damp,

    as supple and pink to the eye,

    a hot country of body

    but unknown and distant,

    perhaps futureless.

    A child once thought the dead were buried

    to bear children: in the morning from his loft

    in the fumes of wood smoke and bacon

    he watches them dress, their bathing suits drying

    by the stove. The water will fill them up.

    II

    He dreams of Egypt in Sunday School,

    the maidens of Ur-of-Chaldea, Bathsheba bathing

    on her rooftop, the young virgin brought

    to David to warm his hollow bones. And the horror

    of Sodom and Gomorrah, Lot’s frenzy

    with his daughters; women railed against

    in Habakkuk and Jeremiah, Isaiah’s feverish

    wife and Christ and the woman at the well—

    to look in lust is to do without doing;

    eyes follow

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