Jim Harrison: Complete Poems
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From the Introduction by Terry Tempest Williams: "Jim Harrison...was among the great ones—an elevated soul in all his unruliness who favored his senses and courted the wild on the page and in the world. His was a storied life that loomed large, and we are the beneficiaries. 'Such a powerful wounded poet—wrote as if he had to sing with a cut throat . . . and he did have to sing,' said Jorie Graham."
Jim Harrison: Complete Poems is the definitive collection from one of America’s iconic writers. Introduced by activist and naturalist writer Terry Tempest Williams, this tour de force contains every poem Harrison published over his fifty-year career, as well as a section of previously unpublished "Last Poems." Here are the nature-based lyrics of his early work, the high-velocity ghazals, a harrowing prose-poem “correspondence” with a Russian suicide, the riverine suites, fearless meditations inspired by the Zen monk Crazy Cloud, and a joyous conversation in haiku-like gems with friend and fellow poet Ted Kooser. Weaving throughout these 1000 pages are Harrison’s legendary passions and appetites, his love songs and lamentations, and a clarion call to pay attention to the life you are actually living. Jim Harrison: Complete Poems confirms that Jim Harrison is a talented storyteller with a penetrating eye for details, or as Publishers Weeklycalled him, “an untrammeled renegade genius… a poet talking to you instead of around himself, while doing absolutely brilliant and outrageous things with language.”
NOTE:Jim Harrison: Complete Poems also appears as a three-volume box set. Print run limited to 750 copies. Each volume is introduced by a different writer: Colum McCann, Joy Williams, and John Freeman. The box set retails for $85 and ISBN is 9781556596414.
Jim Harrison
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Jim Harrison - Jim Harrison
PLAIN SONG
1965
to Linda
POEM
Form is the woods: the beast,
a bobcat padding through red sumac,
the pheasant in brake or goldenrod
that he stalks—both rise to the flush,
the brief low flutter and catch in air;
and trees, rich green, the moving of boughs
and the separate leaf, yield
to conclusions they do not care about
or watch—the dead, frayed bird,
the beautiful plumage,
the spoor of feathers
and slight, pink bones.
SKETCH FOR A JOB-APPLICATION BLANK
My left eye is blind and jogs like
a milky sparrow in its socket;
my nose is large and never flares
in anger, the front teeth, bucked,
but not in lechery—I sucked
my thumb until the age of twelve.
O my youth was happy and I was never lonely
though my friends called me pig eye
and the teachers thought me loony.
(When I bruised, my psyche kept intact:
I fell from horses, and once a cow but never
pigs—a neighbor lost a hand to a sow.)
But I had some fears:
the salesman of eyes,
his case was full of fishy baubles,
against black velvet, jeweled gore,
the great cocked hoof of a Belgian mare,
a nest of milk snakes by the water trough,
electric fences,
my uncle’s hounds,
the pump arm of an oil well,
the chop and whir of a combine in the sun.
From my ancestors, the Swedes,
I suppose I inherit the love of rainy woods,
kegs of herring and neat whiskey—
I remember long nights of pinochle,
the bulge of Redman in my grandpa’s cheek;
the rug smelled of manure and kerosene.
They laughed loudly and didn’t speak for days.
(But on the other side, from the German Mennonites,
their rag-smoke prayers and porky daughters
I got intolerance, and aimless diligence.)
In ’51 during a revival I was saved:
I prayed on a cold register for hours
and woke up lame. I was baptized
by immersion in the tank at Williamston—
the rusty water stung my eyes.
I left off the old things of the flesh
but not for long—one night beside a pond
she dried my feet with her yellow hair.
O actual event dead quotient
cross become green
I still love Jubal but pity Hagar.
(Now self is the first sacrament
who loves not the misery and taint
of the present tense is lost.
I strain for a lunar arrogance.
Light macerates
the lamp infects
warmth, more warmth, I cry.)
DAVID
He is young. The father is dead.
Outside, a cold November night,
the mourners’ cars are parked upon the lawn;
beneath the porch light three
brothers talk to three sons
and shiver without knowing it.
His mind’s all black thickets
and blood; he knows
flesh slips quietly off the bone,
he knows no last looks,
that among the profusion of flowers
the lid is closed to hide
what no one could bear—
that metal rends the flesh,
he knows beneath the white-pointed
creatures, stars,
that in the distant talk of brothers,
the father is dead.
EXERCISE
Hear this touch: grass parts
for the snake,
in furrows
soil curves around itself,
a rock topples into a lake,
roused organs,
fur against cloth,
arms unfold,
at the edge of a clearing
fire selects new wood.
A SEQUENCE OF WOMEN
I
I’ve known her too long:
we devour as two mirrors,
opposed,
swallow each other a thousand
times at midpoints,
lost in the black center
of the other.
II
She sits on the bed,
breasts slack,
watching a curl of dust
float through a ray of sun,
drift down to a corner.
So brief this meeting
with a strange child—
Do I want to be remembered?
Only as a mare might know
the body of her rider,
the pressure of legs
unlike any other.
III
The girl who was once my mistress
is dead now, I learn, in childbirth.
I thought that long ago women ceased
dying this way.
To set records straight, our enmity
relaxes, I wrote a verse for her—
to dole her by pieces, ring finger
and lock of hair.
But I’m a poor Midas to turn her golden,
to make a Helen, grand whore, of this graceless
girl; the sparrow that died was only
a sparrow:
Though in the dark, she doesn’t sleep.
On cushions, embraced by silk, no lover
comes to her. In the first light when birds
stir she does not stir or sing. Oh eyes can’t
focus to this dark.
NORTHERN MICHIGAN
On this back road the land
has the juice taken out of it:
stump fences surround nothing
worth their tearing down
by a deserted filling station
a Veedol sign, the rusted hulk
of a Frazer, live bait
on battered tin.
A barn
with half a tobacco ad
owns the greenness of a manure
pile
a half-moon on a privy door
a rope swinging from an elm. A
collapsed henhouse, a pump
with the handle up
the orchard with wild tangled branches.
In the far corner of the pasture,
in the shadow of the woodlot
a herd of twenty deer:
three bucks
are showing off—
they jump in turn across the fence,
flanks arch and twist to get higher
in the twilight
as the last light filters
through the woods.
TREE
Tree,
arrows are made from you
a guitar
tables which hold food
the walls of this house;
your function is dictated
in the shape of the wood
from the sawyer who cradles
you in iron tongs, the touch
the teeth of steel—
but this is speech
and comes from the throat:
your mouth or countless mouths
are those leaves I look at now
with silver bellies and dark backs
that draw in sun, the air,
that transpire and breathe for you—
they are of no use to us
except as shade, the greenness
we expect, but to you they are life
and compressed into blackness,
after a century and inch of soil,
they make you your food.
RETURNING AT NIGHT
Returning at night
there’s a catalpa moth
in the barberry
on the table the flowers
left alone turned black
in the root cellar
the potato sprouts
creeping through the door
glisten white and tubular
in the third phase
of the moon.
APOLOGY
I don’t weigh an hour
in consecutive breaths—
my sleeves are short,
my elbows reveal thin wires
attached to a skull
that rattles when it wants
to sing; but sometimes
when a good rain falls
and there is heat enough
some fine clean grass
even flowers
grow up through the weeds
in this boneyard.
LOST
When hunting I became lost,
I walked for hours.
All the ridges looked the same—
the snow had a thick crust
but not enough to hold my weight.
I crossed my path twice.
It began to get dark, my sweat
turned cold, when between two huge
charred pine stumps I thought I saw
myself. I raised my rifle to shoot
this ghost but then my father spoke.
SHE
She
who is this other
without masks, pitiless?
A bald eye in a dump,
a third-rail type who loves
the touch of flesh,
the bare thigh in a cafeteria
crying mercy to the stone?
Unlyric, she coils and strikes
for the sake of striking.
I’VE HAD ENOUGH TONIGHT.
I’ve had enough tonight.
My small room is cavernous,
I hang like a bat from rafters
while below me hymns are sung—
three figures move in a circle of light,
dark trinity at whose touch
paper becomes stone
words float like cells
unite in reverse of nature.
Let me sleep.
My body shakes,
a gourd in the hand of some giant child.
ONCE I STOOD ALL NIGHT
Once I stood all night
beside a road with only the metallic
rattling of a sign to keep me company.
In the first light of dawn I read
DANGER
CURVE
and in a ditch of weeds
along a barbed-wire fence
there were three black crosses.
FAIR/BOY CHRISTIAN TAKES A BREAK
This other speaks of bones, blood-wet
and limber, the rock in bodies. He takes
me to the slaughterhouse, where lying
sprawled, as a giant coil of rope,
the bowels of cattle. At the county fair
we pay an extra quarter to see the her-
maphrodite. We watch the secret air tube
blow up the skirts of the farm girls,
tanned to the knees then strangely white.
We eat spareribs and pickled eggs,
the horses tear the ground to pull a load
of stone; in a burning tent we see
Fantasia do her Love Dance with the
Spaniard—they glisten with sweat, their
limbs knot together while below them farm
boys twitter like birds. Then the breasts
of a huge Negress rotate to a march in
opposing directions, and everyone stamps
and cheers, the udders shine in blurring
speed. Out of the tent we pass produce
stalls, some hung with ribbons, squash
and potatoes stacked in pyramids. A buck-
toothed girl cuts her honorable-mention
cake; when she leans to get me water
from a milk pail her breasts are chaste.
Through the evening I sit in the car (the
other is gone) while my father watches
the harness race, the 4-H talent show.
I think of St. Paul’s Epistles and pray
the removal of what my troubled eyes have seen.
MORNING
The mirror tastes him
breath clouds
hands pressed against glass
in yellow morning light
a jay
flutters in unaccustomed
silence
from bush to limb of elm
a cow at breakfast
pauses
her jaws lax in momentary stillness
far off a milk truck
rattles
on the section road
light low mist
floats
over the buckwheat
through the orchard
the neighbor’s dogs bark
then four roosters announce
day.
GARDEN
Standing at the window at night
my shadow is the length of the garden—
I move a huge arm and
cause plants to spring up,
tomatoes to ripen.
My head is as large
as a strawberry bed and I can
cup two bales of straw in one hand.
I take pride in this strength,
fed by light and darkness,
wielded against my father’s garden—
a lord of shadows.
HORSE
A
quarter horse, no rider
canters through the pasture
thistles raise soft purple burrs
her flanks are shiny in the sun
I whistle and she runs
almost sideways toward me
the oats in my hand are sweets to her:
dun mane furling in its breeze,
her neck
corseted with muscle,
wet teeth friendly against my hand—
how can I believe
you ran under a low maple limb
to knock me off?
KINSHIP
Great-uncle Wilhelm, Mennonite, patriarch,
eater of blood sausage, leeks,
headcheese, salt pork,
you are led into church
by that wisp you plundered for nine children.
Your brain has sugared now,
your white beard is limp,
you talk of acres of corn
where there is only snow.
Your sister, a witch, old as a stump,
says you are punished now for the unspeakable
sin that barred you from the table for seven years.
They feed you cake to hasten your death.
Your land is divided.
Curse them but don’t die.
FEBRUARY SUITE
Song,
angry bush
with the thrust of your roots
deep in this icy ground,
is there a polar sun?
Month of the frozen
goat—
La Roberta says cultivate
new friends,
profit will
be yours with patience.
Not that stars are crossed
or light to be restored—
we die from want of velocity.
And you, longest of months
with your false springs,
you don’t help or care about helping,
so splendidly ignorant of us.
Today icicles fell
but they will build downward again.
Who has a fate
?
This fig tree
talks
about bad weather.
Here is a man drunk—
in the glass
his blurred innocence renewed.
The Great Leitzel
before falling to her death
did 249 flanges on the Roman rings—
her wrist was often raw
and bloody
but she kept it hidden.
He remembers Memorial Day—
the mother’s hymn to Generals.
The American Legion fires blanks
out over the lassitude of the cemetery
in memory of sons who broke
like lightbulbs in a hoarse cry
of dust.
Now
behind bone
in the perfect dark
the dream of animals.
To remember
the soft bellies of fish
the furred animals that were part of your youth
not for their novelty
but as fellow creatures.
I look at the rifles
in their rack upon the wall:
though I know the Wars
only as history
some cellar in Europe might still
owe some of its moistness to blood.
With my head on the table
I write,
my arm outstretched, in another field
of richer grain.
A red-haired doll stares
at me from a highchair,
her small pink limbs twisted about
her neck.
I salute the postures of women.
This hammer of joy,
this is no fist
but a wonderment got by cunning.
The first thunderstorm
of March came last night
and when I awoke the snow had passed
away, the brown grass
lay matted and pubic.
Between the snow and grass,
somewhere into the ground with the rain
a long year has gone.
TRAVERSE CITY ZOO
Once I saw a wolf tread a circle in his cage
amid the stench of monkeys, the noise of musty
jungle birds. We threw him bits of doughy
bread but he didn’t see us, padding on through
some imagined forest, his nose on blood.
We began to move on in boredom when he jumped
against the bars, snarled, then howled
in rage that long shrill howl that must remind
us of another life. Children screamed and ran,
their parents passing them in terror—the summer
day became hard and brittle. I stooped there
and watched his anger until the keeper
came with a Flash Gordon gun and shot him full
of dope. He grew smaller and sputtered into sleep.
REVERIE
He thinks of the dead. But they
appear as dead—beef-colored and torn.
There is a great dull music
in the ocean that lapses into seascape.
The girl bends slowly
from the waist. Then stoops.
In high school Brutus
died upon a rubber knife.
Lift the smock. The sun-
light stripes her back. A fado wails.
In an alley in Cambridge. Beneath
a party’s noise. Bottle caps stuck to them.
FOX FARM
In the pasture a shire
whose broad muscles once
drew a hayrake,
a plough,
can’t hold the weight of his great
head and neck—
he will be fed to the foxes.
And the Clydesdales and saddle nags
that stray along the fence
with limps and sagging bellies,
with rheumy eyes (one
has no tail).
But the foxes
not having known field
or woods,
bred, born in long rows of hutches,
will die to adorn some
woman’s neck.
THE PAINTING ON THE WALL
The painting on the wall,
the smooth fat thigh of a girl
drives me from my room—
so lovely she is
that I look for her sisters
in the streets but find none.
TICKET
To those who stalk terminals
in the glaze of tears of light.
Sir Violet, food-stooped but nimble
asks me for a light, for my dork
with a whorelike glance.
He takes me for a student—
Why education’s the ticket to the future.
I answer with a Bronx cheer
and he shrugs and walks away.
Old queen of a dry country,
these soiled tiles,
the air that groans of buses
and wailing Negro children,
uncourtly stew bums,
orange rinds,
your garden of love
is a weedpatch.
NIGHTMARE
Through the blinds
a white arm caresses a vase of zinnias
beneath the skin
of a pond the laughter of an eye
in the loft
the hot straw suffocates
the rafters become snakes
through the mow door
three deer in a cool pasture
nibbling at the grass
mercurous in the moon.
CREDO, AFTER E.P.
Go, my songs
to the young and insolent,
speak the love of final things—
do not betray me
as a dancer, drunk,
is dumb to his clumsiness.
DUSK
Dusk over the lake,
clouds floating
heat lightning
a nightmare behind branches;
from the swamp
the odor of cedar and fern,
the long circular
wail of the loon—
the plump bird aches for fish
for night to come down.
Then it becomes so dark
and still
that I shatter the moon with an oar.
LISLE’S RIVER
Dust followed our car like a dry brown cloud.
At the river we swam, then in the canoe passed
downstream toward Manton; the current carried us
through cedar swamps, hot fields of marsh grass
where deer watched us and the killdeer shrieked.
We were at home in a thing that passes.
And that night, camped on a bluff, we ate eggs
and ham and three small trout; we drank too much
whiskey and pushed a burning stump down the bank—
it cast hurling shadows, leaves silvered and darkened,
the crash and hiss woke up a thousand birds.
Now, tell me, other than lying between some woman’s legs,
what joy have you had since, that equaled this?
THREE NIGHT SONGS
I
He waits to happen with the clear
reality of what he thinks about—
to be a child who wakes beautifully,
a man always in the state of waking
to a new room, or at night, waking
to a strange room with snow outside,
and the moon beyond glass,
in a net of branches,
so bright and clear and cold.
II
Moving in liquid dark,
night’s water,
a flat stone sinking,
wobbling toward bottom;
and not to wait there for morning,
to see the sun up through the water,
but to freeze until another glacier comes.
III
The mask riddles itself,
there’s heat through the eye slits,
a noise of breathing,
the plaster around the mouth is wet;
and the dark takes no effort,
dark against deeper dark,
the mask dissembles,
a music comes to the point of horror.
CARDINAL
That great tree covered with snow
until its branches droop,
the oak, that keeps its leaves through winter
(in spring a bud breaks the stem),
has in its utmost branch
a cardinal,
who brushing snow aside, pauses for an instant
then plummets toward earth
until just above a drift he opens his wings
and brakes, fluttering
in a cloud of snow he pushed aside.
BELLEVUE
John in the desert
mixed honey with blood.
Three white birds surround me
and my voice is in my feet—
How beautiful with shoes, O Redeemer.
From a lightbulb a drop of blood emerges
and floats
softly down toward my head,
the room whines O Redeemer,
this is my baptism.
THIS IS COLD SALT
This is cold salt
a pulled tooth
the freshly set bone:
the girl who left my bed this morning,
who smiled last night as her slip
floated to the floor,
my Roselita,
today up on Amsterdam Avenue
I saw her with her Manuelo.
JOHN SEVERIN WALGREN, 1874–1962
Trees die of thirst or cold
or when the limit’s reached;
in the hole in the elm
the wood is soft and punky—
it smells of the water of a vase
after the flowers are dumped.
You were so old we could not weep;
only the blood of the young,
those torn off earth in a night’s sickness,
the daughter lying beside you
who became nothing so long ago—
she moves us to terror.
NEW LITURGY
Sanctus deus
praise be the skull among flowers
and ornamental war.
Sanctus deus
praise be my skull among flowers
black sun
red moon
cold metal of death.
Sanctus deus
white skull
bitter flowers
praise be the fruit no child eats
full of blood
dry as death.
MALEDICTION
Man’s not a singing animal,
his tongue hangs from a wall—
pinch the stone
to make a moan
from the throat
a single note
breaks the air
so bare and harsh
birds die.
He’s crab-necked from cold,
song splits his voice
like a lake’s ice cracking.
His heart’s a rock,
a metronome, a clock,
a foghorn drone of murder.
God, curse this self-maimed beast,
the least of creatures,
rivet his stone with worms.
WORD DRUNK
I think of the twenty thousand poems of Li Po
and wonder, do words follow me or I them—
a word drunk?
I do not care about fine phrases,
the whoring after honor,
the stipend, the gift, the grant—
but I would feed on an essence
until it yields to me my own dumb form—
the weight raw, void of intent;
to see behind the clarity of my glass
the birth of new creatures
suffused with light.
YOUNG BULL
This bronze ring punctures
the flesh of your nose,
the wound is fresh
and you nuzzle the itch
against a fence post.
Your testicles are fat and heavy
and sway when you shake off flies;
the chickens scratch about your feet
but you do not notice them.
Through lunch I pitied
you from the kitchen window—
the heat, pained fluid of August—
but when I came with cold water
and feed, you bellowed and heaved
against the slats wanting to murder me.
PARK AT NIGHT
Unwearied
the coo and choke
of doves
the march of stone
an hour before dawn.
Trees caged to the waist
wet statues
the trickling of water—
in the fountain
floating across the lamp
a leaf
some cellophane.
NOT CASIDA, CANZONE—
Not casida, canzone—
sentience in another’s mouth,
and O song transfusor
not bird, beast, air or sun—
another’s mouth.
Her weight anchors the bed
in a square of light across the street—
there’s no dancing in this yellow
square of light.
Hot August night
I would move you far
to music.
GOING BACK
How long, stone, did it take
to get that fat?
The rain made the furrow a rut
and then among the mint and nettles
you make your appearance.
Sink again, you might cover bones.
HITCHHIKING
Awake:
the white hand of
my benefactor
drums on the seat
between us.
The world had become orange
in the rearview mirror
of a ’55 Pontiac.
The road was covered with bugs
and mist coiled around
great house-sized rocks
and in the distance buried them.
Village. Passed three limp
gas stations then one
whose windows exploded with fire.
My mouth was filled with plastic cups.
Final item:
breakfast, nurtured
by a miraculous hatred.
SOUND
At dawn I squat on the garage
with snuff under a lip
to sweeten the roofing nails—
my shoes and pant cuffs
are wet with dew.
In the orchard the peach trees
sway with the loud
weight of birds, green fruit, yellow haze.
And my hammer—the cold head taps,
then swings its first full arc;
the sound echoes against the barn,
muffled in the loft,
and out the other side, then lost
in the noise of the birds
as they burst from the trees.
DEAD DEER
Amid pale green milkweed, wild clover,
a rotted deer
curled, shaglike,
after a winter so cold
the trees split open.
I think she couldn’t keep up with
the others (they had no place
to go) and her food,
frozen grass and twigs,
wouldn’t carry her weight.
Now from bony sockets,
she stares out on this
cruel luxuriance.
LI HO
Li Ho of the province of Honan
(not to be confused with the god Li Po
of Kansu or Szechwan
who made twenty thousand verses),
Li Ho, whose mother said,
My son daily vomits up his heart,
mounts his horse and rides
to where a temple lies as lace among foliage.
His youth is bargained
for some poems in his saddlebag—
his beard is gray. Leaning
against the flank of his horse he considers
the flight of birds
but his hands are heavy. (Take this cup,
he thinks, fill it, I want to drink again.)
Deep in his throat, but perhaps it is a bird,
he hears a child cry.
COMPLAINT
Song, I am unused to you—
When you come
your voice is behind trees
calling another by my name.
So little of me comes out to you
I cannot hold your weight—
I bury you in sleep
or pour more wine, or lost in another’s
music, I forget that you ever spoke.
If you come again, come with
Elias! Elias! Elias!
If only once the summons were a roar,
a pillar of light,
I would not betray you.
RETURN
The sun’s warm against the slats of the granary,
a puddle of ice in the shadow of the steps;
a bluetick hound lopes
across the winter wheat—
fresh green, cold green.
The windmill, long out of use,
screeches and twists in the wind.
A spring day too loud for talk
when bones tire of their flesh
and want something better.
LOCATIONS
1968
to Herbert Weisinger
WALKING
Walking back on a chill morning past Kilmer’s Lake
into the first broad gully, down its trough
and over a ridge of poplar, scrub oak, and into
a larger gully, walking into the slow fresh warmth
of midmorning to Spider Lake where I drank
at a small spring remembered from ten years back;
walking northwest two miles where another gully
opened, seeing a stump on a knoll where my father
stood one deer season, and tiring of sleet and cold
burned a pine stump, the snow gathering fire-orange
on a dull day; walking past charred stumps blackened
by the ’81 fire to a great hollow stump near a basswood
swale—I sat within it on a November morning
watching deer browse beyond my young range of shotgun
and slug, chest beating hard for killing—
into the edge of a swale waist-high with ferns,
seeing the quick movement of a blue racer,
and thick curl of the snake against a birch log,
a pale blue with nothing of the sky in it,
a fleshy blue, blue of knotted veins in an arm;
walking to Savage’s Lake where I ate my bread
and cheese, drank cool lake water, and slept for a while,
dreaming of fire, snake and fish and women in white
linen walking, pinkish warm limbs beneath white linen;
then walking, walking homeward toward Well’s Lake,
brain at boil now with heat, afternoon glistening
in yellow heat, dead dun-brown grass, windless,
with all distant things shimmering, grasshoppers, birds
dulled to quietness; walking a log road near a cedar swamp
looking cool with green darkness and whine of mosquitoes,
crow’s caw overhead, Cooper’s hawk floating singly
in mateless haze; walking dumbly, footsore, cutting
into evening through sumac and blackberry brambles,
onto the lake road, feet sliding in the gravel,
whippoorwills, night birds wakening, stumbling to lake
shore, shedding clothes on sweet moss; walking
into syrupy August moonless dark, water cold, pushing
lily pads aside, walking out into the lake with feet
springing on mucky bottom until the water flows overhead;
sinking again to walk on the bottom then buoyed up,
walking on the surface, moving through beds of reeds,
snakes and frogs moving, to the far edge of the lake
then walking upward over the basswood and alders, the field
of sharp stubble and hay bales, toward the woods,
floating over the bushy crests of hardwoods and tips
of pine, barely touching in miles of rolling heavy dark,
coming to the larger water, there walking along the troughs
of waves folding in upon themselves; walking to an island,
small, narrow, sandy, sparsely wooded, in the middle
of the island in a clump of cedars a small spring
which I enter, sliding far down into a deep cool
dark endless weight of water.
SUITE TO FATHERS
for Denise Levertov
I
I think that night’s our balance,
our counterweight—a blind woman
we turn to for nothing but dark.
In Val-Mont I see a slab of parchment,
a black quill pen in stone.
In a sculptor’s garden
there was a head made from stone,
large as a room, the eyes neatly hooded
staring out with a crazed somnolence
fond of walled gardens.
The countesses arch like cats in châteaux.
They wake up as countesses and usually sleep with counts.
Nevertheless he writes them painful letters,
thinking of Eleanor of Aquitaine, Gaspara Stampa.
With Kappus he calls forth the stone in the rose.
In Egypt the dhows sweep the Nile
with ancient sails. I am in Egypt,
he thinks, this Baltic jew—it is hot,
how can I make bricks with no straw?
His own country rich with her food and slaughter,
fit only for sheep and generals.
He thinks of the coffin of the East,
of the tiers of dead in Venice,
those countless singulars.
At lunch, the baked apple too sweet with kirsch
becomes the tongues of convent girls at gossip,
under the drum and shadow of pigeons
the girl at promenade has almond in her hair.
From Duino, beneath the mist,
the green is so dark and green it cannot bear itself.
In the night, from black paper
I cut the silhouette of this exiled god,
finding him as the bones of a fish in stone.
II
In the cemetery the grass is pale,
fake green as if dumped from Easter baskets,
from overturned clay and the deeper marl
which sits in wet gray heaps by the creek.
There are no frogs, death drains there.
Landscape of glass, perhaps Christ
will quarry you after the worms.
The newspaper says caskets float in leaky vaults.
Above me, I feel paper birds.
The sun is a brass bell.
This is not earth I walk across
but the pages of some giant magazine.
Come song,
allow me some eloquence,
good people die.
The June after you died
I dove down into a lake,
the water turned to cold, then colder,
and ached against my ears.
I swam under a sunken log then paused,
letting my back rub against it,
like some huge fish with rib cage
and soft belly open to the bottom.
I saw the light shimmering far above
but did not want to rise.
It was so far up from the dark—
once it was night three days,
after that four, then six and over again.
The nest was torn from the tree,
the tree from the ground,
the ground itself sinking torn.
I envied the dead their sleep of rot.
I was a fable to myself,
a speech to become meat.
III
Once in Nevada I sat on a boulder at twilight—
I had no ride and wanted to avoid the snakes.
I watched the full moon rise a fleshy red
out of the mountains, out of a distant sandstorm.
I thought then if I might travel deep enough
I might embrace the dead as equals,
not in their separate stillness as dead, but in music
one with another’s harmonies.
The moon became paler,
rising, floating upward in her arc
and I with her, intermingled in her whiteness,
until at dawn again she bloodied
herself with earth.
In the beginning I trusted in spirits,
slight things, those of the dead in procession,
the household gods in mild delirium
with their sweet round music and modest feasts.
Now I listen only to that hard black core,
a ball harsh as coal, rending for light
far back in my own sour brain.
The tongue knots itself
a cramped fist of music,
the oracle a white-walled room of bone
that darkens now with a greater dark;
and the brain a glacier of blood,
inching forward, sliding, the bottom
silt covered but sweet,
becoming a river now
laving the skull with coolness—
the leaves on her surface
dipping against the bone.
Voyager, the self the voyage—
dark, let me open your lids.
Night stares down with her great bruised eye.
SUITE TO APPLENESS
I
If you love me drink this discolored wine,
tanning at the edge with the sourness of flowers—
their heads, soldiers’, floating as flowers,
heads, necks, owned by gravity now as war
owned them and made them move to law;
and the water is heavier than war, the heads
bobbing freely there with each new wave lap.
And if your arm offends you, cut it off.
Then the leg by walking, tear out the eye,
the trunk, body be eyeless, armless, bodiless.
And if your brain offends you …
If Christ offends you, tear him out,
or if the earth offends you, skin her
back in rolls, nailed to dry
on barnside, an animal skin in sunlight;
or the earth that girl’s head,
throwing herself from the asylum roof,
head and earth whirling earthward.
Or if we reoccur with death our humus, heat,
as growths or even mushrooms; on my belly
I sight for them at dead-leaf line—
no better way—thinking there that I hear
the incredible itch of things to grow,
Spring, soon to be billion-jetted.
Earth in the boy’s hand, the girl’s head,
standing against the granary; earth a green
apple he picked to throw at starlings,
plucked from among green underleaves,
silver leaf bellies burred with fine white hairs;
the apple hurled, hurtling greenly with wet solidity,
earth spinning in upon herself,
shedding her brains and whales and oceans,
her mountains strewn and crushed.
II
In the Quonset shed unloading the fertilizer,
each bag weighing eighty pounds,
muscles ache, lungs choke with heat and nitrogen;
then climbing the ladder of the water tank
to see in the orchard the brightness of apples,
sinking clothed into the icy water, feet thunking
iron bottom, a circle of hot yellow light above.
The old tree, a McIntosh:
sixty-eight bushel last year,
with seventy-three bushel the year before that,
sitting up within it on a smooth branch,
avoiding the hoe, invisible to the ground,
buoyed up by apples, brain still shocked,
warped, shaved into curls of paper,
a wasps’ globe of gray paper—
lamina of oil and clouds—
now drawing in greenness, the apples
swelling to heaviness on a hot August afternoon;
to sing, singing, voice cracks at second sing,
paper throat, brain unmoist for singing.
Cranking the pump to loud life,
the wheel three turns to the left,
six hundred feet of pipe lying in the field;
the ground beneath begins shaking, bumping
with the force of coming water, sprinklers whirl,
the ground darkening with spray of flung water.
After the harvest of cabbage the cabbage roots,
an acre of them and the discarded outer leaves,
scaly pale green roots against black soil,
to be forked into piles with the tomato vines;
a warm week later throwing them onto the wagon,
inside the piles the vines and leaves have rotted,
losing shape, into a thick green slime and jelly.
III
Or in the orchard that night
in July: the apple trees too thick
with branches, unpruned, abandoned,
to bear good fruit—the limbs
moving slightly in still air with my drunkenness;
a cloud passed over the moon
sweeping the orchard with a shadow—
the shadow moving thickly across the darkening field,
a moving lustrous dark, toward a darker woodlot.
Then the night exploded with crows—
an owl or raccoon disturbed a nest—
I saw them far off above the trees,
small pieces of black in the moonlight
in shrill fury circling with caw caw caw,
skin prickling with its rawness
brain swirling with their circling
in recoil moving backward, crushing
the fallen apples with my feet,
the field moving then as the folds
of a body with their caw caw caw.
Young crows opened by owl’s beak,
raccoon’s claws and teeth,
night opened, brain broken as with a hammer
by weight of blackness and crows,
crushed apples and drunkenness.
Or Christ bless torn Christ, crows,
the lives of their young
torn from the darkness,
apples and the dead webbed branches
choking the fruit;
night and earth herself
a drunken hammer, the girl’s head,
all things bruised or crushed
as an apple.
THE SIGN
I
There are no magic numbers or magic lives.
He dreams of Sagittarius in a thicket,
dogs yipe at his hooves, the eye of the archer
seaward, his gaze toward impossible things—
bird to be fish, archer and horse a whale
or dolphin; then rears up, canters
away from the shore across a wide field
of fern and honeysuckle brambles
to a woods where he nibbles at small
fresh leeks coming up among dead leaves.
Strange creature to be thought of,
welded in the skull as unicorn,
hooves, bow, quiver of arrows and beard;
that girl sitting at cliff edge
or beside a brook, how does he take her?
He lifts her up to kiss her,
and at night standing by a stream,
heavy mist up to his flanks,
mist curling and floating through his legs,
a chill comes over him;
she in restless sleep in a small stone cottage.
Between the scorpion and goat,
three signs—
winter in Cancer and this love of snow.
And contempt for all signs, the nine
spokes of the sun, the imagined belt
of dark or girdle in which night
mantles herself. The stars guide
no one save those at sea
or in the wilderness; avoid what stinks
or causes pain, hate death and cruelty
to any living thing.
You do not need the stars for that.
II
But often at night something asks
the brain to ride, run riderless;
plumed night swirling, brain riding itself
through blackness, crazed with motion,
footless against the earth,
perhaps hooves imagined in lunacy;
through swamps feared even in daytime
at gallop, crashing through poplar
thickets, tamarack, pools of green slime,
withers splattered with mud, breathing
deep in an open marsh in the center of
the great swamp, then running again
toward a knoll of cedar where deer feed,
pausing, stringing the bow, chasing
the deer for miles, crossing a blacktop road
where the hooves clatter.
On a May night walking home from a tavern
through a village with only three streetlights,
a slip of moon and still air moist with scent of first grass;
to look into the blackness by the roadside,
and in all directions, village, forest,
and field covered with it:
eighteen miles of black to Traverse City
thirteen miles of black to Buckley
nineteen miles of black to Karlin
twelve miles of black to Walton Junction
And infinite black above;
earth herself a heavy whirling ball of pitch.
If the brain expands to cover these distances …
stumbling to the porch where the cat
has left an injured snake that hisses with the brain,
the brain rearing up to shed the black
and the snake coiled bleeding at its center.
III
Not centaur nor archer but man,
man standing exhausted at night
beneath a night sky so deep and measureless,
head thrown back he sees his constellation,
his brain fleshes it and draws the lines
which begin to ripple then glimmer,
heave and twist, assume color, rear up,
the head high, the chest and torso gleaming,
beard glistening, flanks strapped with muscle,
hooves stomping in place, stomping night’s floor,
rearing again, fading, then regaining terror,
the bow in hand, a strung bow, and arrow fitted,
drawn back, the arrow molten-tipped.
Slay. He only still slays.
And when the arrow reaches earth I’ll die.
But in morning light, already shrill and hot
by ten, digging a well pit, the sandy earth crumbles
and traps the legs, binding them to earth; then digging
again, driving a shallow well with a sledge,
the well-tip shaded as an arrowhead, sledge hitting
steel with metallic ring and scream; the pump head
and arm bound to pipe, sitting in damp sand
with legs around the pipe pumping the first water
onto my chest and head—head swollen with pain
of last night’s sign and leavings of whiskey.
On another morning, the frost as a sheet
of white stubbled silk soon to melt into greenness,
partridge thumping ground with wings to call their mates,
near a river, thick and turbulent and brown—
a great buck deer, startled
from a thicket, a stag of a thousand stories,
how easily his spread antlers trace a back and bow
not unlike your own, then the arc of him
bounding away into his green clear music.
WAR SUITE
I
The wars: we’re drawn to them
as if in fever, we sleepwalk to them,
wake up in full stride of nightmare,
blood slippery, mouth deep in their gore.
Even in Gilgamesh, the darker bodies
strewn over stone battlements,
dry skin against rough stone, the sand
sifting through rock face, swollen flesh
covered with it, sand against blackening lips,
flesh covered with it, the bodies
bloating in the heat, then hidden,
then covered; or at an oasis, beneath
still palms, a viper floats toward water,
her soft belly flattened of its weight, tongue
flicking at water beside the faces of the dead,
their faces, chests, pressed to earth, bodies
also flattened, lax with their weight,
now surely groundlings, and the moon
swollen in the night, the sheen
of it on lax bodies and on the water.
Now in Aquitaine, this man is no less dead
for being noble, a knight with a clang
and rasp to his shield and hammer;
air thick with horses,
earth fixed under their moving feet
but bodies falling, sweat and blood
under armor, death blows, sweet knight’s
blood flowing, horses screaming, horses
now riderless drinking at a brook, mouths sore
with bits, sweat drying gray on flanks,
noses dripping cool water, nibbling
grass through bits, patches of grass
with the blood still red and wet on them.
II
I sing sixty-seven wars; the war now,
the war for Rapunzel, earth cannot use
her hair, the war of drowning hair
drifting upward as it descends,
the lover holding his cock like
a switchblade, war of
apples and pears beating against the earth,
earth tearing a hole in sky, air to hold
the light it has gathered, river bending
until its back is broken, death a black
carp to swim in our innards.
Grand wars; the final auk poised
on her ice floe, the wolf shot
from a helicopter; that shrill god
in her choir loft among damp wine-colored
crumpled robes, face against a dusty
window, staring out at a black pond
and the floor of a woodlot
covered with ferns—if that wasp
on the pane stings her …
cancer to kill child, child to kill cancer,
nail to enter the wood, the Virgin
to flutter in the air above Rome like a Piper Cub,
giraffe’s neck to grow after greener leaves,
bullet to enter an eye, bullet
to escape the skull, bullet to fall
to earth, eye to look for its skull,
skull to burst, belly to find its cage or ribs.
Face down in the pool, his great fatty
heart wants to keep beating; tongue pressed
to rug in a chemical hallway; on a country
road, caught by flashbulb headlights,
he wishes suddenly to be stronger than a car.
III
The elephant to couple in peace,
the porpoise to be free of the microphone;
this page to know a master, a future,
a page with the flesh melodious,
to bring her up through the page, paper-shrouded,
from whatever depth she lies,
dulling her gift, bringing her to song
and not to life.
This death mask to harden before
the face escapes, life passes
down through the neck—the sculptor
turns hearing it rub against the door.
Mind to stay free of madness, of war;
war all howling and stiff-necked dead,
night of mind punctuated with moans and stars,
black smoke moiling, puling mind striped as a zebra,
ass in air madly stalking her lion.
Fire to eat tar, tar to drip,
hare to beat hound
grouse to avoid shot
trout to shake fly
chest to draw breath
breath to force song,
a song to be heard,
remembered and sung.
To come to an opening in a field
without pausing, to move there in a full circle of light;
but night’s out there not even behind the glass—
there’s nothing to keep her out or in;
to walk backward to her, to step
off her edge or become her edge,
to swell and roll in her darkness,
a landlocked sea moving free—
dark and clear within her continent.
AMERICAN GIRL
I
Not a new poem for Helen,
if they were heaped …
but she never wanted a poem,
she whose affections the moment aimed.
And not to sing a new Helen into being
with t’adores, anachronistic gymnastics,
to be diligent in praise of her
only to be struck down by her.
Sing then, if song,
after bitter retreat,
on your knees,
as anyone who would love.
My senses led me here
and I had no wit to do otherwise.
Who breathes. Has looked upon. Alone.
In the darkness. Remembers.
Better to sit as a boy did in a still
cool attic in fall, tomatoes left to ripen
in autumn light on newspapers,
sucking his honeyed thumb, the forbidden
magazine across the lap and only
the mind’s own nakedness for company;
the lovely photo, almost damp,
as supple and pink to the eye,
a hot country of body
but unknown and distant,
perhaps futureless.
A child once thought the dead were buried
to bear children: in the morning from his loft
in the fumes of wood smoke and bacon
he watches them dress, their bathing suits drying
by the stove. The water will fill them up.
II
He dreams of Egypt in Sunday School,
the maidens of Ur-of-Chaldea, Bathsheba bathing
on her rooftop, the young virgin brought
to David to warm his hollow bones. And the horror
of Sodom and Gomorrah, Lot’s frenzy
with his daughters; women railed against
in Habakkuk and Jeremiah, Isaiah’s feverish
wife and Christ and the woman at the well—
to look in lust is to do without doing;
eyes follow