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    Life Undecided
    Life Undecided
    Life Undecided
    Ebook100 pages47 minutes

    Life Undecided

    By Shayne Nicholai

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    Life Undecided is a collection of poems and songs written by Shayne Nicholai that take you on a wild journey from being young and in love, lost in the darkest throws of depression, and dealing with the struggles of questioning faith. Not all pieces are for the faint of heart...and some are rather stereotypical because, well, emo teenager feels.

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherShayne Nicholai
    Release dateDec 25, 2024
    ISBN9798230978015
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      Life Undecided - Shayne Nicholai

      5 Seconds

      If the fighting inside me would ever stop

      If I could only stop myself from going down

      Then maybe life would be a little bit easier

      And maybe love would be a little bit easier

      The bruises and scars that I’ve given myself

      Can never match the pain that dwells inside

      And the only thing I can think of, the only thing I can think of

      Is to live 5 seconds

      And then 5 more

      And pray, I’ll pray that I can make it through

      Oh yeah I’ll pray, I’ll pray I can make it through

      If the internal struggle would ever fade

      If I could only stop the voices in my head

      Then maybe I wouldn’t hate myself

      And maybe I could even love myself

      The bruises and scars that I’ve given myself

      Can never match the pain that dwells inside

      And the only thing I can think of, the only thing I can think of

      Is to live 5 seconds

      And then 5 more

      And pray, I’ll pray that I can make it through

      Oh yeah I’ll pray, I’ll pray I can make it through

      The blades and the fires are taunting me, calling out my name

      Oh and I pray, I pray I can make it through

      Telling me I cannot survive, cannot go on without them

      Oh and I pray, I pray I can make it through

      I slip and I fall but hold on so tight, knowing just what it would do to my friends

      Oh and I pray, I pray I can make it through

      Oh yeah I’ll pray, I’ll pray I can make it through

      The bruises and scars that I’ve given myself

      Can never match the pain that dwells inside

      And the only thing I can think of, the only thing I can think of

      Is to live 5 seconds

      And then 5 more

      And pray, I’ll pray that I can make it through

      Oh yeah I’ll pray, I’ll pray I can make it through

      Live 5 seconds

      And then 5 more

      And I’ll Never Let Go

      When I wake up beside you it’s like

      A dream that’s finally come true

      And though I know that dreams can never last

      I can only hope it’s not over too fast

      And on that morn when I find you’re gone

      Down a road less travelled I can’t follow you on

      But til that morning I’ll hold you tight

      Every night until my dying breath has passed

      And I’ll never let go

      Cause with you I’m flying

      With you I’m gliding

      Through a world I’ve never seen before

      With you I’m not hiding

      Who I am or who I was

      There’s only here and now my feet don’t touch the ground

      And I’ll never let go

      When I close my eyes at night

      I’m no longer afraid of the dark

      Because I know you’re there beside me

      There’s no more need, no more need for crying

      And should rain ever fall from my eyes

      I know you’ll be right there to hold me tight

      And you know that I’d do the same

      Forever and a day

      And I’ll never let go

      Cause with you I’m flying

      With you I’m gliding

      Through a world I’ve never seen before

      With you I’m not hiding

      Who I am or who I was

      There’s only here and now my feet don’t touch the ground

      Cause with you I’m flying

      With you I’m gliding

      Through a world I’ve never seen before

      With you I’m not hiding

      Who I am or who I was

      There’s only here and now my feet don’t touch the ground

      And I’ll never let go

      And I’ll never let go

      Anger That I Know

      Darkness

      It’s a constant presence

      A constant pressure

      In the back of my mind

      In the hole in my heart

      I can feel the emotion

      Feel the anger

      Lurking like a beast inside

      Prowling

      Pacing

      Waiting for the little break

      So it can come through

      And it comes

      Full force

      No mercy

      I feel that if I opened my mouth

      Everything inside would come

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