➡️ DETAILS | Doll given up on being partnered to her Dom, but after a magical first time in the back of a jeep with her now-wife, Doll says she “can’t imagine it being any better.” They have sex that makes all right with the world again, where she feels like a golden bird. She’s her wife’s favorite toy, but she’s not just a toy—and she tells us of the ways she is adored and taken care of so that she can let go into pure bliss, with a partner who can dirty talk her into being ready. Doll’s nipples need hard touches, and slaps on her clit are amazing. She tells us how she likes neck nibbles, bites and kisses, loves to be touched, she has a brat streak that will always lead her to find a rule to bend. She also tells us about her love for thick, thud-y leather straps, howshe gets super duper love-y for about three days after a good session, and the time she forgot other people were in a shared room while going down on a partner, and only remembered when she overhead one dude mention it in awe. We also talk about hard stuff: how a lack of clear information around sex at a young age led to ignorant, curious exploration that later led her to fear she was a monster. We also talk about sub-drop, and how self-esteem affects our ability to choose healthy relationships with safety boundaries, and she shares her personal story about her first kinky relationship and the danger of getting into an intensely kinky dynamic without clear agreements, boundaries, safe words, or knowing anything about negotiation. She shares how the relationship became physically and emotionally abusive, and talks about the experience of having her own vulnerable dark sexual fantasies used against her. Then there is therapy, and healing, and a period of exploration where she tried sleeping with dudes, and talk about how she is truly so happy right now group sex isn’t much of a priority, but is open to being a rope bunny and continuing to just enjoy everything with her amazing wife.➡️ US National Domestic Violence Hotline: 800-799-7233➡️ QUESTION | If you were to describe the perfect relationship for you, what would that look like?➡️ STATS | 37-year-old cis femme who is a submissive brat, she’s into flogging, spanking, and doing it in public places. A tarot reader who works a day job to pay bills, she recently married her Dom and love of her life, from the US South.➡️ JOIN THE MISSION | Explore (y)our creativity: https://www.mission69.org➡️ GET BETTERHELP | Support yourself & Sex Stories: https://www.betterhelp.com/sexstories Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/sex-stories/donationsAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy