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Males in Education
Fall 2014- Vol. 5 Issue 2
The
Skin Im In: An Ecological
Exploration
of Motivation for an African
American
Male
Lamar L. Johnson
Miami University
This paper utilizes an autoethnographic account to investigate factors that influenced my motivation for
academic and personal success as an African American male English teacher. I draw upon
Bronfenbrenners (1974) bioecological model of human development and the role of the environment in
shaping individual growth. This conceptual lens, in tandem with reflexive autoethnograpic methods,
permits a strong depiction of linkages between my personal experiences, multiple identities, and subcultures while considering how factors such as peers, family, school, and community contributed to the
development of my identity. Paramount to my story is the influence of literature, particularly narratives
centered on Black males and the African American experience. This account offers a complex view of
how my motivation was impacted by a personal encounter with racism from a White teacher; and, I
illustrate how an African American female teacher rebuilt my racial identity through literacy. I
conclude with personal and transformative recommendations for educators.
Keywords: Autoethnography, African American males, race, literacy, textual lineage
Imagine a typical little boy consumed by the loud bangs and booms of a video game, the
plastic structure of a Wal-Mart brand G.I. Joe, and the wooden train set tracks filled with
miniature racing cars. I was a typical little boy. Nevertheless, the simplicity of endless pages
bound to create a vision within a book stood as my foundation of amusement. The intricate
linking of words to create images, the use of grammar to convey a message and just the simple
beauty of language, itself, gave me what I would like to call a great love and appreciation for
education and for knowledge.
However, many young Black men are marginalized and ostracized by society. Due to
these circumstances, some young men are not able to manifest their destiny. Constantly, I
research and ponder why some Black males are able to dodge the impact of the tumultuous
waves while others seem to drown. Some Black males have made it successfully even though
they encountered numerous obstacles along the way. While some of these men dealt with
poverty, verbal and physical abuse, the absence of a parent, drug misuse, and drug dispensing,
still, some of these men had the momentum, the drive, and the support to make it successfully. I
Correspondence concerning this article should be addressed to Lamar L. Johnson, 210 E. Spring Street, Department
of Teacher Education, Miami University, Oxford, OH 45056. Email: johns700@miamioh.edu
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