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Running Head: LITERACY HISTORY ESSAY

Literacy History Essay


Daniel Coffin
Concordia University, Nebraska

Submitted in partial fulfillment of


the requirements for EDUC 622
November 11th, 2015

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From a young age, I have loved to read, I have been fascinated by words, and I
have been a pathological liar. It was inevitable that writing would come to take an
important place in my life. From middle school, through college, and into my
professional life as a teacher, my history as a writer has taken a few interesting turns,
but the through line remains the same: writing has been for me a means of selfactualization, a creative act in defiance of powerlessness, a way to reach out to people
around me for attention.
I wasnt kidding about being a liar. Im not proud of it, but I look back on my
preadolescent behavior with a bemused detachment. I lied as easily as some breathed.
I was caught in my lies more than once, but I got away with it more often than that. In
my defense, I lied not to seek unfair gain, but to entertain. What was the harm in
embellishing a story if it amused the audience? Bit by bit, I learned not to strain the
limits of credulity. Why did I ever think that my second grade teacher would believe my
dad and I found dinosaur bones in my backyard? In this informal storytelling laboratory, I
learned the value of making my tales believable. I learned just how far I could stretch
the circumstances I was recounting so they would be powerful without being
preposterous.
I had a really awkward adolescence. I didnt feel like I fit in anywhere. By the time
I hit middle school, I realized that I had to cultivate some means of appealing to people
around me. I wasnt athletic, I wasnt attractive, my parents werent wealthy, and while I
wasnt a dolt, neither was I particularly bright. What would be my angle? It was around
this time I discovered Dungeons & Dragons, which I would play with my friends. For a
lonely kid craving excitement, adventure, and a social pastime, it was a revelation. My

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friends thought I was funny and creative. I began to take over the Dungeon Master
responsibilities, and I would spend hours filling notebooks with strange places, fabulous
treasures, terrible monsters, and wicked villains for my friends to explore through
fantasy role-play. In those notebooks, I could create entire worlds out of words.
My friends reacted to my creations so favorably, I started writing stories - the
kinds of stories I wishes we could read in school but never did, full of daring heroes,
fantastic locales, and epic adventure. It was around this time my parents bought a
personal computer with a word-processing program, which I could use to type up and
print my stories, which my friends would pass around. These copies would eventually
make their way back to me with comments from my friends - this part worked, this part
not so much. I learned from this experience to appeal to my audience. The friends of
mine who read my stories knew what they liked - more scares, more gore, more humor and I knew that if I gave them what they wanted, they would keep reading, and I would
get the positive attention I so desperately craved. This attention to audience would
serve me well as a writer later in life.
By the time I reached college, I had quit writing stories. It was a goof, a game,
not something to take seriously. I had the skill to write passably well, but I didnt really
have anything worth saying, and so I let it go. As part of my major, I was required to take
a writing course, and the only one that fit my schedule was creative nonfiction. We read
The Color of Water and Angelas Ashes and The Kandy-Kolored Tangerine Flake
Streamline Baby and started drafting some of our own work, talking about our own lives.
I was surprised to find that even with my relatively sheltered life, I might have had
something worth writing about. My second surprise of the class came when I got my

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second piece of graded work back from our instructor who told me succinctly, Youre
talented, but youre lazy. Writing doesnt just happen. You have to work at this if you
want to create something worth reading. I had never had an instructor be so blunt with
me, but the criticism was well-deserved. I had become complacent and self-satisfied,
and I was not serious about the craft of writing. Mr. Allen showed me that I could be a
writer if I chose, but that choice would entail real discipline and work in order to perfect
the craft.
It was not to be. Money problems and a general lack of direction in life led me to
drop out of school not long after, and my conflicting feelings about school and writing led
me to put down my pen for the better part of a decade. I eventually went back to school,
finished my degree, got my teaching certificate, and settled into the life of a middle
school English teacher, which kept me busy enough with lesson planning and paper
grading that I had little time for pleasure reading or writing.
It was earlier this year that my colleague and I started our students writing daily
in writers notebooks as part of our writing curriculum. To model what I wanted them to
do, I sat down at my desk for our fifteen-minute freewrite and started writing in my
notebook. To my surprise, I wrote without stopping until my timer went off. It felt great. I
had a few hundred words on the paper that I didnt realize I had in me. I took my
notebook home that night and continued filling out that piece into three or four page
narrative. The next week, I wrote a short story in a lull between classes, after the baby
had been fed her last bottle and put to bed, but before I was tired enough to go to sleep.
I posted it in Facebook because I was proud of it, and I received a fairly positive

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response from friends. It was the first piece of creative writing I had done in over a
decade.
It was only then that I realized why I should have been writing - to explore my
thoughts, to figure out how I felt about events in my life, to make sense of my new role
as a father. I didnt need to be a famous published author. Even though I would never
publish, there was still value in putting pencil to paper to gather and shape my thoughts.
As I grow older and (hopefully) wiser, I look forward to sharing my experiences
with writing with my students and my daughter, so that they can come to find the
practice of writing as entertaining, empowering, and enlightening as I have. If nothing
else, maybe someday I can sit down to a game of Dungeons & Dragons with my
daughter and be dazzled by the world she has conjured up from her imagination.

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