Ramachandra, The Perfect Man
Ramachandra, The Perfect Man
Ramachandra, The Perfect Man
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Ramachandra, the Perfect Man
Category: Teachings of the Hindu Gods
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This is a transcription of the audio lecture Teachings of the Hindu Gods 04 Ramachandra,
The Perfect Man AUDIO (40.79 MB) originally given live on Gnostic Radio, which you can
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and many subtleties in the story of Ramachandra. So, our purpose in this lecture is not to explain
in detail the story of the Ramayana or the life of Rama, but instead to give you the clues so that
you can understand the real importance of the story, so that when you do study it, you will
understand that it is not a literal history, it is a cosmic drama in the same way that the Gospels
of Jesus explain a cosmic drama, or the Odyssey is a cosmic drama. All the great epic poems
and scriptures are really cosmic dramas that reflect the same story: the story of a Solar hero, a
hero related to the Sun, who overcomes obstacles for the benefit of others. This is the story of
the Ramayana.
This first image is a typical representation of Ramachandra, also called Lord Rama. You will note
that he has distinctive characteristics, so if you ever look at Indian artwork, there are two
fundamental signs that you are looking at Rama. The first is his blue skin, and if you have been
paying attention, you will remember that the lecture about Krishna was about a blue-skinned
hero. Rama also has blue skin. The other distinctive characteristic of Rama is his bow, which is
a critical part of the story of his development. On either side are his wife and his brother. This
particular image is a detail out of a larger image where you see his other brothers gathered with
him.
forces that work together. But, in any phase of creation, preservation, or destruction, one of
these three takes dominance. In a creative phase, the first force is dominant. In preserving
phase, the second force is dominant. In a destructive phase, the thirrd force is dominant. This is
very subtle in the way nature functions, and it becomes difficult to understand, because for all
these three forces to operate, they work through the third force, which is symbolized as Shiva in
Hinduism. The third force is what propels that energy in activity in nature.
What is important to understand is that these images of Gods are symbolic of forces that work in
the universe outside of us and the universe inside of us.
These three together are the light of life; they are what in Egyptian mythology is called Amun-Ra,
the Solar Father, the Sun at the heart of any system of living things. In Greek, we call it
(Khrists), Christ, Life, Light. In other traditions it is called Ahura Mazda, Allah, Adi Buddha or
Adi Shakti. There are many names for this force that emerges at the base of existence.
Through the course of our evolution as a humanity, we go through many ups and downs
phases of Golden Ages and phases of dark ages. Throughout those periods of development, our
guidesthose who have advanced beyond our levelalways make the effort to aid us, to help
preserve us in our times of darkness. In order for us to be preserved, to be saved from
ourselves, we need a force of preservation, of protection, and that force emerges from the
second sphere. In Hinduism, it is called Vishnu. Vishnu is represented as a great deity, a great
god, but that is a symbol of a force in nature, an intelligence, a wisdom, a type of knowledge, a
type of intelligence that is far beyond anything that we can comprehend with our puny brains.
Vishnu is this aspect of Divinity that loves us purely, and wants to protect and help us. So, in
dark times, that force descends into the world in order to aid us. Jesus is an exponent of Vishnu,
a manifestation of that force. In this case, the second sphere (which is called the Son in
Christianity) is Christ particularized, in order to descend into lower levels to help us.
This is why, in Hinduism, we see that Vishnu is depicted as having ten Avatars.
irreligion and Adharma prevail, whenever the foundations of social organisations are
undermined, Avataras appear to establish Dharma and to restore peace. Avatara is a
descent of God for the ascent of man. A ray from the Hiranyagarbha descends on
earth with mighty powers to keep up the harmony of the universe. The work done by
the Avataras and their teachings produce a benign spiritual influence on human
beings and help them in their upward divine unfoldment and Self-realisation. The
Avatara comes to reveal the divine nature in man and makes him rise above the
petty materialistic life of passion and egoism." - Swami Sivananda, Lord Krishna, His
Lilas and Teachings
Vishnu, as the preserving force, as that Christic expression of love for humanity, descends into
nature in order to preserve our potential to reach a state of divinity.
The preserving force of Chokmah has this impulse to preserve our future, to preserve our
happiness, to preserve our Souls. Vishnu (Chokmah, Christ) expresses itself through Avatars,
messengers, in order to do this. To understand how that works, we need to understand the
qualities of Vishnu, and what is expected or required of a genuine Avatar, in order to embody
and express the light of Chokmah.
As we explained in the first lecture in this course, Vishnu represents the one light at the base of
life, the beautiful polytheistic monism of Godin order words, the many faces that the one God
can utilize in order to help us. This painting represents that:
The one being that we call God, the Divine, Allah, or Buddha, utilizes many expressions in
order to best communicate to our psychology, in order to best penetrate our heart, to guide us,
and uses any means necessary in order to preserve our Soul, and save us from ourselves.
As such, Vishnu is said to have six fundamental qualities there are more, but there are six
important qualities related to this aspect of God, of Divinity.
other teachings that you will encounter in the world, for several reasons, but the one that I want
to emphasis today is that the Gnostic tradition is an expression of the higher aspect of the three
types of schools.
Amongst religions and spiritual traditions there are foundational level schools (exoteric, public),
middle level teachings (mesoteric, private), and then there are advanced levels (esoteric,
initiatic). In Buddhism, these are called Sutrayana (the foundational level), the middle level is
called Mahayana, and the third level is called Tantrayana.
The difference between these three groups is how far they can take you. In order to enter into
each level, one has to earn it, and be prepared to take advantage of it. Not everyone does so. Do
not mistake physical attendance of a group for being at that level. The level of instruction we are
receiving is determined by our level of Being, our quality of consciousness. It has nothing to do
with physical circumstances. In other words, the level of instruction we receive comes from our
inner divinity, by various means. There are some people being instructed in the third level of
teachings but do not belong to any group or school. The physical component (a school, a group)
is helpful, but it is not required.
These three levels are explained in many other lectures that we have given, so you can look
those up if you want to know more about them.
At the third level, the Tantrayana level (which has correspondences in every religion in the
world), within that group there is a small group of people that have awakened enough
consciousness and purified themselves enough that they can enter into an even more distinct
path.
Most of the small group of people who are serious about their spiritualitynot just theories, not
just beliefs, but actually working on themselves daily to purify themselves of impurities and to
learn about real virtue and act on virtuebecome candidates for the Spiral path. The Spiral path
ascends slowly up to higher levels of spiritual purity. It is gradual, it moves slowly. The basic
requirement to enter the Spiral path is to have completed five Initiations of Major Mysteries,
related to the creation of the Soul. These initiations are not given in the physical world; they are
given in the internal worlds. These five Initiations cannot be skipped, they cannot be avoided.
Every soul who seeks to become a Buddha, an Angel, or a Master, passes through these
Initiations, and the requirements are extremely strict. Most of those who pass those initiations go
on to enter the slow Spiral path.
A few enter into the Straight Path. The Gnostic tradition teaches how to enter the Straight path.
The vast majority of the students of Gnosis do not enter the Straight path, opting instead to take
the easier Spiral path. That is how it is.
The Straight Path is related to that small group of people who surpass Tantrayana to go beyond.
The Straight Path is the path of the Bodhisattva. Those who enter the Straight path do not just
study the theory of the Bodhisattva, but become the embodiment of it. This is essentially a
Sattva is one of the base Gunas. It is a very deep, profound level of energy in nature.
Sattva literally means existence, reality and can be translated as embodiment of, essence of,
condensation of, or expression of.
Bodhi means wisdom.
So, Bodhisattva literally translated means, embodiment of wisdom. But, let us look at this in
relation with the Tree of Life. Each of these ten spheres has a name in Hebrew. The sphere
related with Vishnu is in Hebrew called Chokmah, which literally means wisdom. So, a
Bodhisattva is an incarnation of wisdom, an embodiment of Vishnu / Chokmah.
This means that a real Bodhisattvano matter what tradition they come from in the world, what
religion, what type of body, what type of skin, what type of languageis an incarnation of
Vishnu, an Avatar at a certain level.
There are many types of Avatars, not just one kind. Any messenger who delivers the teaching of
Vishnu is an Avatar at their level. There are also Mahavatars like Krishna or Rama. A Bodhisattva
is one who has direct knowledge of all of that. They have Jnana. They have the Jnana, the
knowledge, the Gnosis, conscious experience of Christ, that expresses through their words,
through their actions, through how they live. In order words, what they do is Gnosis, not just what
they say, but what they do.
A true Bodhisattva is an expression of Christ. In other words, in them there is no I, no self, no
self-concern, no self-interest; there is only the interest in helping suffering people. A true
Bodhisattva is like Jesus, Rama, or Krishna. Every action they perform is for the benefit of
others, not themselves. That is Jnana, that is the knowledge of Vishnu.
2. Aishvarya (Ishvara)
The second quality of Vishnu is Aishvara. This Sanskrit term Aishvara comes from Ishvara,
which is a Sanskrit word that means Master or Lord. Ishvara is related with your own
Innermost. It is related with the real Master, and that real Master is not a terrestrial person, it is
God. As the Bible says,
3. Shakti
The third quality of Vishnu is Shakti. We explained Shakti in the first two lectures, especially the
second one about the Divine Mother.
Shakti is often translated as energy, but really it means power. Anything you want to do in life,
whether materially or spiritually, you need power. Not electricity, but the power to act, the power
to do. We do not have that. We lack power in life. Truly, we are powerless. The small amount of
free will we have is so bound by Karma, by circumstances, by conditions, we are very limited in
what we are able to do in our lives.
Vishnu is not bound by anything but the core laws of nature, which are karma (cause and
effect), and the motion of the three Gunas.
Shakti is the energy of the Divine Mother Nature that Vishnu modifies and utilizes. Remember,
Vishnu is not just a masculine God, Vishnu is Laksmi, the Goddess who provides and preserves.
She represents the energy / power of Vishnu.
The Bodhisattva is the instrument through which Chokmah / Vishnu can most effectively
manipulate his Shakti (power) in the world.
4. Bala
The fourth quality of Vishnu is Bala. Bala means strength, and this is not just to have big
muscles, this is the strength of consciousness. Bala refers directly to willpower. It is the strength
to persist, the strength to preserve. Vishnu is the second force (Chokmah), the preserver, the
one who protects. Bala, the strength of Vishnu, is the strength to protect the ones he loves, and
that is us. Not a single person on this planet (with the single exception of those who have fully
awakened) has comprehended how much God is protecting them from moment to moment. We
are all so asleep, we have no idea of how much effort our own Inner Being makes to protect us
from ourselves.
Our Inner Being uses all of his Bala (strength) to protect us from our karma. We have no idea
how many times we have almost lost our lives or our minds because of our karma, because of
our bad habits, because of our ignorance and desires. It is Vishnu in us, the force of Vishnu
working through our Innermost, who protects us and preserves us, and is continuing to give us
an opportunity to change. That is related with Bala.
The Bodhisattva is the best instrument for Vishnu to exercise his strength to preserve and protect
others. With a Bodhisattva, the forces of Christ can save multitudes of people.
5. Virya
Virya is a very important Sanskrit word, especially in Tantra. The word Virya is the root of the
English word virility. It means to have strength, energy, power. So, you see, Virya is related
with Shakti and Bala. Virya represents how the qualities of Vishnu act. Virya is the force in
motion.
Virya is the root of the English word virtue. The vi- of virya is also the first syllable of the name
Vishnu. Virya is the virility of the Divine: the power of creation. Virya is a sexual power, but one
that God harnesses, not for lust or desire, but to create spiritually.
6. Tejas
The sixth quality is Tejas. Here again, there is a modality of nature. Tejas, strictly translated,
means fire, and often times we talk about this as one of the elements in nature related with the
elements earth, air, water, and fire, what in Sanskrit are called Tattvas, vibrations of ether /
Akash. But, as a quality of Vishnu, Tejas is far beyond any Tattva. Tejas here means splendour,
radiance. It is the light which emerges from a fire. The Tejas of Vishnu is not merely a Tattva or
a mere physical fire. The Tattvas are far below Vishnu. Tejas, in this case, represents the
luminosity of God, that light that irradiates from Christ. Tejas is the luminance that awakens the
consciousness, that opens the mind, that stimulates the heart, that scatters the demons. All of
that is the power of Vishnu.
By studying these six qualities, you can start to comprehend what a Bodhisattva is. A Bodhisattva
is an expression or embodiment of these six qualities. The Bodhisattva is someone who
demonstrates the Jnana of Vishnu, who is a Master of themselves (an Ishvara), who worships
and respects their Inner Master and is not blinded or confused by any external circumstances
like personalities, politics, groups, all of that, they only follow their Innermost. They have Shakti
or power. They have Bala or strength, willpower. They have Virya, great energy and vitality. And,
they have Tejas, luminosity, radiance. But, the defining characteristic of all six of these qualities
is selflessness. All of these qualities of Vishnu are focused on our benefit, not the Bodhisattvas.
A Bodhisattva is just a light bulb. When we turn on a light bulb, we are not doing it to look at the
light bulb, or to be impressed by the light bulb, to worship the light bulb. We turn on that light bulb
to have light, to see our environment so that we do not get hurt stumbling in the dark, so that we
see and do what we need to do. That is what a genuine Bodhisattva does: they provide light to
others, not for themselves, but to protect and preserve others, as an expression of Vishnu.
Understanding that, we see in Hinduism that traditionally, Vishnu is said to have ten Avatars. Nine
of those are related with past events, and the tenth is a future Avatar.
One of those Avatars we have already described in the first lecture of this course, Krishna, and
on this graphic we see Krishna in the upper left hand corner playing his flute.
Todays lecture is focused on Rama, directly above Vishnus head in this particular image. The
other Avatars here are literal Masters that walked the Earth. But, moreover, more importantly,
they are archetypes: they represent qualities of consciousness that we have to develop. Jesus is
an actual Master who is still alive, who is still teaching and guiding humanity, but he also
represents an archetypein other words, an aspect of our own consciousness that we need to
develop. Krishna is the same, an actual Master, but also represents an archetype. In these
lectures, we do not focus on the physical person. We respect the Masters, we follow their
guidance and teachings, but what we really need to do is become them like. So, we need to
embody their example, and to develop those archetypes in ourselves. Rama is no different.
Rama is an archetype.
Ramayana
The story of Rama as told in the Ramayana is very beautiful, very long, very epic, and it is a very
popular story throughout Southeast Asia.
The story begins with a certain king, Dasaratha, who is in charge of a great kingdom, but he has
a problem in that he has no heir, no son to carry on his accomplishments.
The gods, the Gandharvas, Siddhas and holy Rishis approached Brahma and said,
"O venerable Lord! The demon Ravana is harassing us in various ways through his
power on account of Your boon to him. We are not able to check him. Please protect
us."
In the meanwhile, Lord Hari arrived. He said to the gods, "O gods! Be not afraid. I
shall incarnate on earth to protect you all and destroy the wicked Ravana."
Lord Vishnu divided Himself into four portions and chose King Dasaratha for His
father. - Quoted from Rama by Sri Swami Sivananda
This drama is not literal, it has a spiritual message related to how a Bodhisattva is incarnated in a
spiritual aspirant.
At the very beginning of the Ramayana, the holy beingsthe Gandharvas (sacred celestial
musicians), the Siddhas (great yogis) and the Rishis (knowledgeable spiritual aspirants)
approach Brahma. Brahma represents the sephirah Kether, the Father, the first sphere on the
Tree of Life. Brahma is the Magician, the First Arcanum, and in order for him to work, he needs
to unfold himself. So, Lord Hari steps in. Hari is another name for Vishnu. Vishnu is the second
force, the one who steps in to preserve his people, and he says, Do not worry, I will incarnate
on Earth in order to deal with this demon.
This opening scene implies that Brahma cannot conquer Ravana. Why is that? You would think
that a god would have more power than a demon, and that if a demon was causing a problem, a
god could just throw a thunderbolt and turn him to dust. But, the Gods have no power over this
demon; they run to Brahma, and even he cannot do anything. This is an interesting point to
contemplate. Let us see why it is so.
Ravana
King Dasaratha who was endowed with good fortune, who was devoted to truth, who
vas brave and famous, was without a son. He was very much troubled in his heart.
He approached his family preceptor Vasishtha and said, "O my venerable master! I
have no issue to carry on the line. I am troubled with the sorrow of being childless."
Vasishtha said, "O righteous king! You will beget four mighty sons. Bring Rishya
Sringa. Perform at once the sacrifice called the Putrakameshti."
Dasaratha brought the Rishi to Ayodhya and performed the sacrifice. The God of
Fire appeared from the fire of the sacrifice. He had a golden vessel full of divine
Payasa. He said, "O best of kings! Take this Payasa made by the gods in heaven.
Give it to your worthy wives. You shall beget by them mighty sons." - Quoted from
Rama by Sri Swami Sivananda
Dasaratha
So, what does all this mean? First, we need to understand who is King Dasaratha. If we read this
story literally, we would take what billions of people have taken from this story, which is that the
King Dasaratha was an actual king who lived thousands of years ago, somewhere in Asiaand
this is true, there was an actual king. That is not why this story was written. The name Dasaratha,
literally means, he who has ten chariots. Now, I do not know about you, but I think that a king
who only has ten chariots would be a pretty poor king. It seems to me that this is symbolic.
Those ten chariots represent the ten sephiroth of the Tree of Life. King Dasaratha is a symbol
of an initiate who has become a spiritual king, what in Hebrew is called a Maleck.
The ten sephiroth of the Tree of Life are inside of us. We all have ten chariots, but in us they are
undeveloped. We cannot ride in them consciously yet. We have the blueprints to make them (the
archetypes), but have not done it yet. The ten sephiroth of the Tree of Life are related to our
body, our Soul, our senses, our mind, our consciousness. There are many levels of meaning to
the ten chariots, but we are trying to go deep into the inner esoteric meaning, the higher level.
Those ten sephiroth represent our inner kingdom, our Malkuth. You see, this word Malkuth
(which on the Tree of Life is the lowest Sephirah, and relates to the physical body), literally
means kingdom. Dasaratha was a king of his kingdom.
So, when I say that Dasaratha represents us, I mean that only as a polite gesture, because
really, none of us are kings or queens of our kingdom. None of us control ourselves; we are
under the control of outside and inside forces. We have very little willpower. We have very little
ability to determine our circumstances or our future, because we are so under the influence of
our desires, of our ignorance, of our karma from our past actions. We are not Adam in the
Bible, who was a king before he fell. We are not Moses, who is a king of himself, a Master. We
have to become that. We are not David, Solomon, Jesus, Buddha, etc., who are all Kings of their
inner kingdoms.
Dasaratha represents someone who has become a king, an Initiate, a spiritual aspirant who is
achieving some degree of sovereignty over his mind, able to control his senses and his desires,
as he approaches the path to God. Unfortunately, he has a problem: he does not have an heir.
He does not have the spiritual elements that he needs in order to advance. The reason this is
important is because, in the spiritual path (even if we do not realize this, or we do not like this)
we have to die. Death is a requirement of the path: psychological death, mystical death. That is,
our ego must die. For that death to occur properly, there must be a resurrection, there must be
an inheritor, an heir, of our work. That inheritor is the Soul, our real identity, our true nature, our
Tathagattagharba, our Buddhata, our essence. The Soul should inherit our spiritual values and all
the gifts from God in us, while all of our terrestrial part, all of our mistakes, all of our desires,
cravings, afflictions, and sufferings die. What goes on is purity, through which our true purpose
can be fulfilled.
Dasaratha represents an Initiate who is at that stage, who has control of his psychological
kingdom, but needs to go on, so he needs an inheritor, the one who will inherit his work, the
fruits of his labours psychologically and spiritually. So, he appeals to his family preceptor, to
his Master, who is of course his Innermost (Vasishtha).
Payasa
Vasishtha (His Innermost) said, Take this
Payasa, and offer it to your wives. This is a
very significant scene in the Ramayana.
Payasa is rice pudding. Nowadays, it is
called Kheer, and is made with milk, sugar,
spices, and rice. In this story, it is symbolic,
esoteric: it represents the sexual energy. It
represents the transmutation of our sexual
forces. Payasa represents the semen of an
initiate who knows how to keep his sexual
energy clean, pure, sweet to the taste of
God, not bitter with lust. This is ambrosia, amrita, the food of the Gods. The God of Fire gives
this to Dasaratha. The God of Fire is Vishnu, the God of Tejas.
He says, Take this Payasa made by the gods in heaven. Give it to your worthy wives. You shall
beget by them mighty sons.
That gift he has to give is his purified sexual Shakti, his Virya made pure, clean, immaculate. In
other words, this is the story of an immaculate conception, like Jesus. Here, the sexual act is not
corrupted by desire, ignorance, pride, but is pure, an offering to God. So, when he makes that
offering, his wives become pregnant.
He has three wives in the story, and they all become pregnant. Of course, this is symbolic; this is
not a stamp of approval for polygamy. These three wives who have four sons have very deep
significance with many levels related with our psychology. At the most basic level, they relate to
our three brains. They are feminine because they work through Malkuth, our physical body,
which on the Tree of Life is feminine; it is the Nukvah in Kabbalah. They receive the Payasa and
become pregnant. They give birth in the tenth month, and this is related with the Arcanum 10,
which I will let you study, so you can go deeper into this lecture. The number ten is related to the
wheel of life.
His wives are Karsalya, Kaiki and Sumitra. They have four sons: Karsalya has Rama, Kaiki has
Bharata, and Sumitra has the twins Laksmana and Satrugna. These four sons represent the Soul
that is created through initiation. They represent the chariot of Ezekiel, the Sahu of the
Egyptians. They represent the chariot of Arjuna in the Mahabharata.
Here on this graphic on the Tree of Life we see the Tree of Life with the names to explain what
these lower Sephiroth relate to in us. The upper three relate to the trinity of the divine. The lower
seven relate to us more directly.
The bottommost sephirah is the physical body, called Malkuth, which means, the kingdom. In
Vendanta, is it called annamaya kosha.
Integrated with that is the sephirah Yesod, which means the foundation. In Vendanta, is it
called pranamaya kosha. This sphere relates with our vital or Ethereal body, and is completely
integrated with the physical body; their union gives us life physically. So, we can consider them
as one.
The third sphere is Hod, which relates to our Astral body, to our emotional brain. In Vendanta, is
it called manomaya kosha.
The fourth sphere is Netzach, which relates to the Mental body, or to our intellectual brain. In
The Shakti is engendered in each wife (our three nervous systems, our three brains, the three
forces, etc), resulting in four sons:
Malkuth / Yesod
Hod
Netzach
Tiphereth
In the Ramayana, the five bodies are represented as four, considering how the vital and physical
bodies are really one. In fact, in ancient times, it was that way.
In other words, an Initiate who is entering into the genuine spiritual path in the internal worlds is
protecting, preserving their sexual force, they are in Brahmacharya: they are not spilling their
sexual energy; they are following the commands of Shiva given in the scripture called ShivaSamhita, which states,
I [Shiva] am the semen, Sakti [the Goddess] is the generative fluid; when they are
[perfectly] combined in the body [through this practice], then the body of the Yogi
becomes divine [immortal].
Ejaculation of semen [orgasm] brings death, preserving it within brings life.
Therefore, one should make sure to retain the semen within.
One is born and dies through semen; in this there is no doubt. Knowing this, the
Yogi must always preserve his semen.
When the precious jewel of semen is mastered, anything on earth can be mastered.
Through the grace of its preservation, one becomes as great as me [Shiva].
The use of semen determines the happiness or pain of all beings living in the world,
who are deluded [by desire] and are subject to death and decay.
This is the ultimate Yoga.
The semen is sexual energy in men and in women. That teaching is to avoid the orgasm, to
stop wasting the energy through animal pleasure, but instead to retain it and make it an offering
to God: as Payasa.
That offeringin combination with the spiritual, psychological work to purify oneself of lust,
pride, anger, and envyresults in initiations in the soul.
When one passes the trials and tests of those initiations, under the auspices of ones own
Innermost, working as a couple, man and wife, that energy is activated, those three forces from
above work below in the waters of the sexual energy.
That is the waters surrounding Vishnu and Laksmi in this image. The waters are turbulent, that is
the sexual water. It is turbulent because of too much emotion, too much lust, too much desire,
too much karma. But, when we are able to be stable in the midst of all that turbulencesexually
and emotionally stable in our livesand retain that energy to give it to God, we can enter into this
process of Initiation, we can raise the serpent of the Kundalini not once, but five times.
The first time is the serpent of Kundalini that rises up the spinal column in the physical body. The
person who does this receives many spiritual gifts, spiritual abilities, but that has to be earned
through psychological work, through the merits of the heart: by embodying the force of VishnuLaksmi, Christ, by denying oneself and helping others.
After that first serpent has risen, one can enter into the second initiation, related to the Ethereal
body, and one goes into deeper tests and ordeals and problems, in order to overcome ones
desires, fears, anger, pride, envy, laziness, gluttony, etc step by step, slowly. This process
can take years.
Once that serpent has risen, we go to the third, related to the Astral body. With that third serpent,
the Astral body is created. This means that person has created a Solar body from the atoms of
Christ. That person awakens a certain degree of consciousness in the Astral world. They are
able to enter into the Astral world at will, according to their level of development. They have other
powers too, such as remembrance of past lives, telepathy; many different types of abilities
emerge.
The fourth serpent is related with Netzach, the Mental body.
The fifth is related with Tiphereth, the Causal body.
These are the five primary serpents that have to be raised, and it is a long process.
Depending on the person, their karma, and their seriousness, it can take years, it can take
lifetimes, but it requires three factors in daily activity:
1. The death of the ego is the main factor: daily work to purify oneself of ones mistakes mistaken ideas,
mistaken beliefs and mistaken actions.
2. The second factor is the birth of virtues: to reject those negative behaviors and adopt positive ones, for the
benefit of others.
3. The third is sacrifice for others, to convert ones actions away from selfishness, self-centeredness,
towards gratitude towards others, generosity towards others, towards helping others: sacrificing ones
own desires and putting the needs of others first.
Through the process of the five Initiations of Major Mysteries, the five serpents, a person
becomes a human being, an actual human being.
The word human is a contraction, from Hu, the spirit, the breath, which relates to the Innermost,
Chesed, Atman. Man is from ma, to think, and manas, the mind. The word Hu-Man implies a
being in which Atman is controlling the mind, or first, before the mind. We are not that, we do not
even know what the Innermost is. We have never experienced it; we may not even believe in it.
Thus, we are not human. That is why, when you observe your actions, when you observe
yourself, you will see that it is very easy to behave selfishly. It is very easy, natural, and
spontaneous for us to behave in ways that benefit ourselves, but it takes enormous effort to do
something good for somebody else, to give up our desire. To spontaneously and naturally do for
others, for us, takes a lot of effort. This shows that we are not human, we are animals; animals
with intellect.
A real human being is someone who is being in that state of Hu, Allah, the Buddha, whose every
motion is with concern for others, not oneself, whose every thought, emotion, action is focused
on and concerned with the benefit of others, not oneself. In other words, they are spontaneously
virtuous. We are not there, and we need to analyze that, recognize that, and start to change that,
so that we can become a Bodhisattva.
This image of Vishnu-Laksmi sitting on the lotus with the five serpents over them represents the
spiritual state of a Bodhisattva, someone who is entering the Bodhisattva path. Such a person is
very rare. This does not happen a lot. There are millions upon millions of people on this planet
who think they are spiritual, but none of them are on the real spiritual path, because none of
them are working on their pride, lust, anger, or envy, etc. They think they are going to go to
Heaven just the way they are, and they are mistaken. No scripture in the world says that. Every
scripture in the world says,
they are red like crimson, they shall become like wool. If you are willing and
obedient you shall eat the good of the land; But if you refuse and rebel, you shall be
devoured by the sword; for the mouth of the Lord has spoken. - Judaism and
Christianity, Isaiah 1:16-20
Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. - Christianity, Matthew 5:8
To the highest regions, in due order, to those regions where there is no delusion,
and to those regions which are full of light where the glorious gods dwell--who have
long life, great power, great luster, can change their shape at will, are beautiful as on
their first day, and have the brilliance of many suns--to such places go those who are
trained in self-control and penance, both monks and householders who have
obtained liberation by absence of passion. - Jainism, Uttaradhyayana Sutra 5:26-28
Higher than all stands the Realm of Grace, none can have access there except
heroes of supreme might, inspired by God-consciousness. - Sikhism, Adi Granth,
Japuji 37
Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect. - Jesus,
Matthew 5:48
You have come to Mount Zion and to the city of the living God, the heavenly
Jerusalem, and to innumerable angels in festal gathering, and to the assembly of the
first-born who are enrolled in heaven, and to a judge who is God of all, and to the
spirits of just men made perfect, and to Jesus, the mediator of a new covenant. Christianity, Hebrews 12:22-24
Therefore be imitators of God as dear children. And walk in love, as Christ also has
loved us and given Himself for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God for a sweetsmelling aroma. But fornication and all uncleanness or covetousness, let it not even
be named among you, as is fitting for saints; neither filthiness, nor foolish talking,
nor coarse jesting, which are not fitting, but rather giving of thanks. For this you
know, that no fornicator, unclean person, nor covetous man, who is an idolater, has
any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and God. - Ephesians 5
All of this is very clear. We have those elements in our mind, in our hearts, in our bodies; they
must be removed.
There are people on the planet who are making that effortlearning to meditate, to observe
themselves, to analyze their behaviors everydayin order to start understanding the root of
suffering which is in our actions, and to start exchanging those actions for beneficial ones;
actions that benefit ourselves and others. But, that process is long and is no guarantee that one
will actually awaken quickly, because our karma is so strong, our ego is so strong, we need
more help than our puny efforts can produce. We need Vishnu to help us; we need to appeal to
a higher force. We need Vishnu to descend and to help us, to save us. We need the incarnation
of the Lord: we need Ramachandra.
So, the king gave the sacrificial rice pudding to his wives, and they became pregnant and had
four sons. Those four sons represent the Soul, the Solar bodies. Rama represents the sephirah
Tiphereth, the Causal body, the body of willpower. He represents Christ, who incarnates in us
the Human soul, an actual human. Ramachandra represents a perfect human beingperfect,
not a flaw, not a speck of egono pride, lust, envy, fear, gluttony, greed. He is a pure
incarnation of Vishnu. That potential is in us; that is in the sephirah Tiphereth.
The name Ramachandra literally translated means, pleasing moon. Rama means pleasing,
and Chandra is one of the names for the Moon in Sanskrit. That name means something,
because we are all in the dark night of a dark age, and we need light to guide us.
The physical Moon shines at night because it reflects the light of the Sun to us. The sephirah
Tiphereth, in us, can reflect the light of the SunChristto give us light in our spiritual
darkness.
A sage came to the king and said, I need your help. This demon is interrupting my sacrificial
rites. This demon Ravan is interrupting my rituals, and I need you to send someone to take care
of it.
The sage is the equivalent of Abraham or Ganesha, and relates to our Innermost, who is trying to
work inside of the initiate, spiritually, to perform rituals on his behalf, but the ego is interfering.
Our ego interrupts the work of our Innermost. So, the Innermost says to King Dasaratha (the
initiate), Send some part of yourself to deal with this ego, because he is messing up everything
we are trying to do. So, Dasaratha sends Rama.
The demon Ravana is depicted with his ten heads and his many arms; that is our ego. It
represents how we at one time, a long ago, were great kingsAdam and Evewith powers
over nature: we were pure, awake, able to communicate directly with God as great devotees of
God, and had great powers, but we rejected that because of pride, lust, envy. So, according to
karma, we expelled ourselves from the Garden of Eden through our mistaken actions. In other
words, we once had dominion over our inner kingdom, the ten sephiroth inside of us, but due to
our ego we fell into disgrace: we became Ravana. The ten sephiroth inverted, becoming the
sephiroth of hell, Avitchi, the underworld.
Another other name of Ravana is Dasavadana, which means, he of ten heads. Do you see the
duplicity of this symbol? Do you see that Dasaratha, the king, has ten chariots and that Ravana
has ten heads, and that they are reflections of one another? They are two aspects of the same
person. Dasaratha is the terrestrial person, an initiate who is trying to return to God, but he
cannot, because of his ego, because of his Karma, which is Ravana. This represents our
problem. In other words, we are Hasnamussen.
A Hasnamuss is someone who has a split consciousness, a split identity. Some portion of us
remains pure and longs for God, that is why we are attracted to spirituality. That is why we have
a conscience that feels when things are right or wrong; we still feel that. Many people in the
world do not; that connection is severed. They are empty houses. But, those who study this
type of teaching generally still have some connection in themselves to divinity, longing for the
truth. That is Dasaratha: the king who wants a son.
But, unfortunately, the sage, the prophet in us (Abraham, Ganesha) is trying to conduct rituals to
help us, to help our kingdom, but the demon keeps interfering with the rituals, and that demon is
our own Ravana. It is our own Inner Tree of Life inverted.
Directly in the center of this representation of the Tree of Life is the sephirah Malkuth, which
means the kingdom, and represented our physicality. Above it there are nine spheres, and
below it are nine spheres. That lower aspect, from Malkuth down, is hellGehenna, Avitchi,
Averno, all those different names that represent the lower worlds. Hell is inside of us. Our hell is
very densely populated with lust, anger, pride, resentment, jealousy, gluttony. That is Ravana
inside of us: Malkuth and the nine sephiroth below it. This is our psychological state: we are
caught in the middle of this conflict between the light (the upper sephiroth) and the darkness (the
The Ramayana is about a relationship between Rama and Sita, his wife. She represents the
perfect consciousness (the sephirah Geburah). Sita is abducted by Ravana and taken away, the
same story that we find in the Greek myths about Eurydice, Helen of Troy, Persephone, and the
maiden that is captured and taken by the dragon that George has to go and conquer, etc. In all
mythological and religious stories we find this fundamental myth, which represent how our
consciousness (the divine female) becomes trapped by karma.
Sita represents the sephirah Geburah. Sita is an incarnation of Laksmi. Rama is an incarnation
of Vishnu. So, the whole Ramayana is about the Second Mountain. If you have studied The
Three Mountains by Samael Aun Weor, you will understand what this means. Rama is Herakles,
who has to perform many epic deeds, in order to overcome all of the problems caused by the
demon Ravana.
The end result of the Ramayana is that Rama is able to establish a perfect kingdom, Heaven on
Earth. This is the theme in every religion. This is the Celestial Jerusalem talked about in the
Book of Revelation. This is the perfect world in which there is no suffering, and all of the
inhabitants live lives of complete and utter fulfillment. Many people think that is a physical event,
but it is not, it is symbolic. It is related to the Celestial Kingdom (Malkuth) that we have to
establish in our psyche, inside of us, in which all of our inner inhabitants have utter fulfillment,
prosperity, and peace, with no suffering in our minds or hearts. Instead, we have enthroned in
our heart and mind Rama (Manas) and Sita (Buddhi), our Human Soul and Divine Soul. Their
only goal is to serve God (Atman).
The entire Ramayana is about a promise that Rama makes to his Father, and he has to undergo
a lot of suffering in order to live up to his word, because what he said, he lives by. I recommend
you study the Ramayana, not just as a comic book type of story, but as a scripture. It is filled
with important information related to the development of the Soul, especially for those who aspire
to the Straight Path.
Related to the role of Rama, he is explained to be the perfect man. So, we should explain that this
middle triangle in the Tree of Life, which in Hebrew is Chesed, Geburah, and Tiphereth, have
corresponding names in Sanskrit. So, if you study any Sanskrit scriptures, you will be able to
relate these three spheres. Chesed, in Sanskrit, is called Atman. Geburah in Sanskrit is called
Buddhi. Tiphereth in Sanskrit is called Manas, is our human aspect, our human consciousness;
it is our Soul. It is a portion of the Spirit, it is his exponent, it is his weapon. In the legends of
Arthur, Tiphereth or Manas is Lancelot. Not the Lancelot of the later writings that made him into
an adulterator and a fornicator, but the original Lancelot who is the great champion, who fights
on behalf of his lady (Geburah / Buddhi) and his king (Chesed / Atman). Rama is that active
component of the consciousness that descends into life in order to fight the demon. Moreover,
he represents how Christ descends into us.
There is a distinction here: the human soul is one thing, Christ is another thing.
Christ can incarnate only in a Bodhisattva, after the Solar Bodies have been created.
When someone raises the serpent of the Kundalini related to the Causal body, that is in the sixth
dimension, it is not physical. That Causal body is the Human Soul, it is Manas, an abstract mind.
That mind, that level of our psyche, is our Human Soul that we have had for eternity.
The Human Soul is perfectly, spontaneously virtuous. We are not that. What descends into us
from existence to existence is a spark of that, but undeveloped; it is the Buddhata or Essence. It
is like a child, a baby, undeveloped. It is not the full human Soul, it is not the complete Human
Soul, it is not Rama.
Many people read these stories, and read the esoteric meanings and think, I am the Human
Soul, I am the Bodhisattva. That is wrong. We have to observe our actual behavior to see who
we actually are. Our actual behavior physically and psychologically is negative, harmful, to
ourselves and others. Thus, we are not that. We can become that if we purify ourselves of our
mistakes. We can become Rama: spontaneously perfect. Meaning, that one does not have to
make effort to be perfect. We have to make effort. So, we reach that level by learning about
ourselves.
Whether or not we are in the stages of initiation, learn where you actually are not where you
think you are, or where you want to be, but where you actually are, and analyze your behavior.
In order to understand the Human Soul, to understand Rama and Vishnu, to understand the
Innermost, you have to first start with understanding your own self, who you actually are now.
This is a process of self-observation from moment to moment, constantly, never stopping, always
questing and analyzing your behavior not only what you do outwardly, but especially what you
do silently, in your mind; this is what is really important. Because, we all modify our physical
behavior so that we will look good to others, so that we will get the approval of others, so that we
look like a saint. But, we are all liars.
The truth is, in our minds, we are murderers, adulterers, fornicators, thieves. We are envious,
jealous, and very lazy. Spontaneously, that is just the way we have been that has to change.
Through self-observation, continually, all the time observing ourselves psychologically, and at the
end of every day, we review what we learned, what we observed and we analyze that more
closely, more deeply in meditation.
Part of that observation and analysis has to include an investigation of what we should have done
what would have been the right behavior? If we found and discovered in ourselves a moment in
which we became very angry, then we need to look at that situation and see how should we have
felt, and how should we have behaved, and analyze not only how that anger is a source of
suffering, but how a sense of love or acceptance in that moment would have been very
beneficial, instead of harmful. In this way we start to comprehend.
You see three forces there?
the negative action
the positive action
the comprehension, the understanding
That is what leads us to really develop spiritually. It is comprehension in the heart, to know it and
feel it in the heart that this mistake should not be repeated, and instead we need to appeal to a
higher force and to try to behave better. Through that type of comprehension, our behavior will
change naturally. Not through forcing ourselves, or repressing ourselves, or defeating ourselves,
or beating up on ourselves, but changing because we genuinely and truly in our hearts want to
change, and need to change, and will change. That is how we see those six virtues of Vishnu
start to emerge in us, and that is how we appeal to becoming an actual Bodhisattva through our
actions.
Audience: What is meant what it is said that we pay Karma as a couple, we pay Karma as a
family, we pay Karma as a city, a state, a country, a world?
Instructor: Every action corresponds to the performer of the action. So, as a group, we are
gathered here as a group, and this is an action and it has consequences good or bad. So, as
a group, this is an action, to be together, to work together, to study, to learn, to meditate, that is a
activity that results in consequences; that is all that is. But, if we gathered as a group to do
drugs, or to distribute alcohol, or to convince people to do something wrong, as a group we
would acquire consequences for that action. We may or may not pay as a group; we may pay
for that as individuals. It depends. But, Karma is always related to the performer of the action.
So, if someone was not here, they would not acquire the consequences or the benefits of what
we are doing. Only the ones who are participating will get that.
Audience: Say in a family situation, somebody is taken away by death, from age or something,
do you think that is Karma taking effect in that family?
Instructor: Sure. Everything that happens is related to previous causes. Whether it is specifically
for the family to suffer the loss, it may be. It could easily be that. It depends on the nature of that
particular situation and the conditions there. It would have to be investigated. The problem is that
the stream of energy that is moving through humanity right now is incredibly complicated. We
can see that just in our own individual life - how complicated everything is, and seems to be
getting more and more complicated. But, if you start stacking up the karma if each person,
adding them all together, it is incredibly complicated. So, there are stronger Karmas over-riding
weaker ones, a constant chaos of conflicting events that are unfolding. In the midst of all that, we
have the Gods who are trying to help us. Vishnu is working through his Avatars is trying to keep
the whole thing somewhat stable, so that we have a few more moments to try to get out of it. But,
unfortunately, we just persist in making it worse, and at a certain point, the Gods wont be able to
hold it any more. It will get too strong and the whole thing will collapse. So, we have to always be
mindful of that.
Audience: What is the Kabbalistic equivalent of Mahatma?
Instructor: The term Mahatma means, Maha-Atman, which means Great Atman, or Great
Soul. That term is used in India in the same way we use the English ladies and gentlemen. It is
just an honorific term. So, there are many people who are called Mahatma who receive that as
a title of respect. It does not mean that esoterically, in the development of their Soul, they have
incarnated Atman. The only one who knows if a person has incarnated Atman is Atman, not
terrestrial people, because we are all asleep. So, we should not look to find Masters based on
titles or honorifics, because those are given by terrestrial people. The only way to find your real
Master, a real Maha-Atman, is to meditate and look within, because you have Atman within, but
you have not incarnated him. Your own Innermost is Maha-Atman; it is your Master, your Great
Soul. And, if you get to know that, you will know everything you need to know to incarnate that.
You will not need anyone physically, externally, no school, no Master, no teacher, you only
follow God.
Audience: Does the Bodhisattva also renounce Kether, can the Absolute be renounced, is there
a limit to renunciation?
Instructor: A Bodhisattva, strictly speaking, is a vessel of the light. How could the vessel
renounce its own light? It could not. What the vessel renounces is any dust or oil or grit or
poison that on the light bulb. The Bodhisattva seeks to make that light bulb absolutely transparent,
invisible, meaning; no self, no I, no interference, no prism, no obstacle for the expression of
the light. So, when we say that the path of the Bodhisattva is the path of renunciation, it is the
path in which one renounces selfishness, greed, gluttony, lust, anger. It is said that the one who
walks the Bodhisattva path renounces everything, but the truth is they acquire everything. This is
what Jesus said in the gospels:
And when he had called the people [unto him] with his disciples also, he said unto
them, Whosoever will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross,
and follow me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever shall
lose his life for my sake and the gospel's, the same shall save it. - Mark 8
Jesus is a great Bodhisattva, and his teachings are 100% pure [but not as written in the modern
Bibles, since they have been corrupted]. His teachings are focused entirely on the Bodhisattva
path, even though sometimes it is hard to see it, because the writings have been so corrupted.
Jesus taught the Straight Path, and still teaches the Straight Path. He is not a teacher of the
Spiral path; that is why his teaching is so revolutionary.
On that note, let me explain something about revolution. We talk about Gnosis being a
revolutionary teaching, and many of the books have the word revolution in the title, so many
people are attracted to this type of knowledge, thinking, I am going to be a rebel, a great
revolutionary. This is a great enthusiasm, but, unfortunately it is misunderstood. The real
revolution is not against the world, it is not against others, it is not a revolution against ones
family, brothers, parents, or city or country; it is a revolution against oneself. The real revolution,
the Gnostic revolution, is against pride, lust, greed, and gluttony. It is against ambition. The real
revolution is to become empty, so that God can fill us. The only way you can become empty is to
kill Ravana. So, we need Rama, the Lord, to descend into us and to kill the demon. To do that,
we have to earn it. We do not earn that by building big groups, or by giving millions and millions
of dollars to charity these are helpful, they are useful actions, but the best way that we can
help humanity, is to kill our ego. Our ego is the cause of all suffering. The cause of suffering is
not money, it is not politics, it is not governments, it is not religions or economics; the cause of
suffering is the ego, which is in us. If you want to change the politics of your community, change
yourself, not your politicians. You cannot change anyone else. You can try your whole life, and
you will never do it. The only one you can change is yourself, so start there. This is the example
given by Buddha, Jesus, Krishna, Rama, Muhammed. To really be a devotee of Christ is to
become Christ, and that is not be changing other people; it is by changing ourselves.
Audience: Is this lecture trying to reach the worshippers of Rama, and to unite Christianity with
Hinduism?
Instructor: Is the purpose of this lecture to reach the worshippers of Rama, and unite these
religions? I do not know. I teach what I am given to teach, I do not know the reason why, I do not
ask. I do what I am told.
Audience: What do you mean when you say Polytheistic religion?
Instructor: Poly means many, and Theos is divinity. So, polytheistic refers to religions that
represent many God. Many people say Hinduism is polytheistic, and that is wrong, It is not. It is
a religion that sees the many faces of God, it does not worship many Gods; Hinduism worships
one God. Ultimately, in the root, every religion was like that. The Greek mythology, which
displays many types of Gods, and also the Egyptian mythology is very beautiful, many types of
Gods that we see in the Egyptian myths, or the Nordic or Aztec those practitioners of those
religions knew that those were all faces of one God. It is only now that in our ignorance, we see
those religions or the remnants of those traditions and think, They were worshipping many
Gods. That is wrong. There are many people who in their ignorance assume that, but it is not
true. Maybe later on, as they degenerated, perhaps they worshipped many Gods but, that is a
degeneration. The actual true religion recognizes that God is one, God is light, spiritual light. That
light emerges as billions of colors. We worship all the colors, but it is one light. So, that is what
we study in Gnosis: the polytheism of the One, which is beautiful.
This is important because we all have our own psychology and our own idiosyncrasies. Some of
us relate well to certain forms that God shows us. Some might be attracted to the Jewish form, or
the Christian form, or the Egyptian form, or the Hindu. So, in these teachings we try to show that
every form is the same. By comparing them, we can fill in the gaps of things in the various
traditions that were lost. Christianity has lost a lot of its tradition, because it has been so edited.
When we study the other traditions, especially the Jewish tradition that Christianity came from,
we can see what Christianity really means. The same is true of Buddhism to really understand
Buddhism, you have to study Hinduism, because all Buddhism came out of Hinduism. That is
why, if you look at that chart of the Avatars of Vishnu, one of them is Buddha. Vishnu was first,
Buddha came later. So, to understand Buddha, you need to understand Vishnu.
Audience: The Divine Mother, in the Hindu pantheon, what does she correspond to, the
Kundalini?
Instructor: In the Hindu pantheon, the Divine Mother also has many forms; the whole Tree of life
is her body. She is the Prakriti, she is nature. So, everything that exists is the Divine Mother.
But, when she needs to create spiritually, in us, then she needs her exponent to be present in
us, and that exponent is Kundalini. That energy works through energy centers in us firstly and
foremost with the spinal column. She works through the nervous system, because that is where
we get our energy; all of potential to be alive in the nervous system, is in the spine. So, she is
that energy. In us, she is static, latent, not awake, not active. But, in a spiritual aspect who is
actually harnessing these forces, and working with them, she awakens degree by degree, and
we call that Kundalini, and it has many levels, many degrees.
Some people mistakenly think that if you do a million repetitions of a particular Mantra that that
energy will awaken and you will be a complete Master right then. That is a complete falsehood.
Nothing in nature works like that. Everything in nature grows slowly, according to a process, and
the Soul is especially like that. It is a long process. She, as a force, as Shakti, awakwens in us,
through that energy that we call Kundalini. In the Bible, it is called the fire of the Pentacost.
When the Apostles in the Book of Acts received that fire and the flames appear above their
heads, that is a symbol of that fire of the Divine Mother that is awakening them, and giving them
the power to act that is the Shakti, the power.
Audience: She is true love.
Instructor: Yes, and she is that; she is the force of the Mother, the creative power in all things,
who loves all things. She wants to benefit her children. She does not come into our bodies just to
let us show off and act like Masters, and try to get a lot of followers. She does not want that. She
wants to save us from suffering. So, if she is going to incarnate in the body of a person, it will
only be in a person who will use her energy according to her wishes which is, to serve others,
to help others come out of suffering. What else does a mother want? She wants to save her
children.
Audience: Why is it that the Moons image is crescent, instead of full Moon, does that mean
anything?
Instructor: In Hindu images, we often see a crescent Moon in relation with Shiva or other Gods.
The crescent Moon represents the Moon that is emerging out of darkness, and that Moon is what
reflects the light of the Sun. So, it relates to spiritual development. In other traditions, in
Buddhism for example, they often show a full Moon this one has a crescent, but generally, it is
just a symbolic meaning. Depending than that, there are esoteric teachings about the Moon, but
we do not have time to go into that today.
Audience: Can we successfully annihilate a piece of our ego, and be unconscious of it?
Instructor: Can we unconsciously annihilate a piece of our ego? Never. The only way to
overcome ego, is to be cognizant of it. The ego itself is unconsciousness, subconsciousnes,
infraconsciousness. It cannot be eliminated automatically by paying somebody money, or
Audience: What can one do if one cannot understand what would have been the right thing to do
in a situation, in the retrospective meditation?
Instructor: That is a great question. What does one do if you cannot understand what would have
been the right thing to do, when doing a retrospective type of meditation? You keep meditating.
The answer is to use your imagination. The ego that we have, and the habits that we have, are
very old and very difficult to comprehend because they feel like our true identity. We have been
carrying them around so long, and fattening them up for countless existences. It is very difficult
to see ourselves as we really are. And, when we want to see what would have been the proper
behavior, use your imagination. Let your imagination teach you and guide you.
If you are a great devotee of Jesus, and you are meditating on an ego that you saw during the
day, of pride, and you really felt arrogant and you saw how you acting in a way that you should
not have acted, you said things you should not have said, maybe you hurt someones feelings,
maybe you put someone down, and you feel bad are that and you want to know, What should I
have done? Then pray to the deity that helps you. If it is Jesus, then pray to Jesus, Please
teach me and show me what I should have done. Use your imagination; imagine Jesus coming
and teaching you and telling you and showing you and let it come as pictures and let is come as
words, and analyze what appears to you, because it may not be Jesus giving you the message,
it might be your ego. You have to have that discrimination inside, to analyze the things that you
work with. But, by practicing in that way, cognizantly aware of yourself, little by little, that type of
technique can open the doors to an actual experience with Jesus, or an actual experience with
Moses or Krishna whoever it is that you are asking for help from or your Divine Mother.
Those experiences can come as a flash, they can also come as a long drama or a dream like
series of images or sounds.
There are many types of manifestations that can emerge through this type of practice, and they
will teach you; that is how you gain comprehension. You will not get it through reading books.
You will not get it through talking to your friends, or asking others. I know that nowadays, many
people who are really wanting to know about themselves and longing to learn about their
psychology and get frustrated with meditation, start turning to psychological books pop
psychology books, new age psychology books, like the stuff about the Enneagram. And, they
start thinking that that is real knowledge, but it is not. What we have to realize is that the pain in
the heart of not getting fruit from meditation, and that frustration that comes when we have been
meditating and meditating and no getting an answer that pain, that suffering is important. Do
not avoid it. If you are feeling pain and frustration from your meditation, stick to it, because that
pain and frustration is an ego who is suffering. It is an ego of pride, it is an ego of ambition that
wants to compete with others, but that wants to outdo others, or that wants to be somebody.
When you feel that pain and frustration in meditation, or you feel like, Im not getting it, I need to
comprehend! What you need to comprehend is that feeling. Turn your attention to that feeling,
to that impatience, and meditate on that, because that is the real obstacle. Meditate on that.
Always turn your attention back to yourself.
Hinduism