Yerwada 231116 PDF
Yerwada 231116 PDF
Yerwada 231116 PDF
Rita Shahani
translated by Saaz Aggarwal
Dedicated to
the memory
of my beloved husband
Vishnu Shahani
Contents
Foreword by Gobind Malhi
PART I: TALES FROM YERWADA JAIL
A nightly bedtime story
Did you really make bombs?
Objectionable material
But what happened to Ami and the children?
A visit to the jail
PART II: MY HUSBANDS JAIL FRIENDS
Jail beds, jail food
The Maharashtra Conspiracy Case
PART III: SHE WAS A PILLAR OF STRENGTH
Professor of English
Life in a cantonment town
PART IV: THE SINDH STORY
Fifty Years of Indian Independence
Our unsung heroes
The Sindh Story
A land of poetry and mysticism
Part V: VASUDAIVA KUTUMBAKAM
A latter-day freedom struggle
Secular Sanghi
Arranged marriage
Karma marga, the path of right action
No more jail stories
Loss by Madhavi Kapur
Glossary
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Gobind Malhi
November 1998
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Part I
Tales from Yerwada Jail
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open the shop in the morning for a few hours and then
again for a while in the evening. Living close to the
cantonment meant that she could go and come from
there easily. The children were also going to schools
which were close to Ramzan Cottage.
But how did Didi manage such a big shop all by
herself! asked Lalita.
Why not, my dear? Your Didi is a smart and
courageous woman. She knows the difference between
right and wrong. And you know that she is capable of
speaking her mind quite bluntly!
Thats right, Dada, hasnt Didi been a professor of
English all her life?
She became a professor later. At that time, she was
still a young student. But really, it was an extremely
difficult time for us. Amis brother Kishna Malkani,
Kewals elder brother, came from Hyderabad, Sindh,
to stay with us, and that helped. Then he was taken
to jail too.
Dada, you have only described the jail to us. Please
take us there some time and show us. We want to see
it ourselves! said Lalita.
Yes of course we must go with Dada to see the jail,
Kumar piped up in support of his sister.
I will take you to show you the jail next Sunday.
Actually we were put in three different jails.
Three jails?
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Part II
My husbands jail friends
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this?
Yes, I remember.
That day we kept a memorial fast and did not eat
anything.
Yes, neither of us ate anything that day.
But why, Dada?
Well we just did not feel like eating. There were many
others who fasted that day.
I remember that, said Mahendra. You children
live in a world of plenty but in those days, staying
without food all day was a way of showing that we
cared about people who had less.
And I began to grow a beard, Vishnu mused.
Really, Dada? You stopped shaving!
Yes, I let my beard grow.
The children were astonished to hear this.
I remember! said Mahendra. You stopped shaving
a few days before I was sent off to Gujarat, and your
beard had begun to grow.
After you left, my beard grew quite long, Vishnu
told him.
Dada, do you have a photo of that time? Lalita
asked enthusiastically. We want to see you with a
beard!
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Part III
She was a pillar of strength
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that you had taken care of the shop when Vishnu was
in jail. But I had no idea you were managing it all
alone and struggled through so many bad times!
Well, said Sati, I looked after the shop for two or
three years. It wasnt just two or three days, you know!
Baba and Vishnu were arrested in January 1943,
and the British government imposed a restriction
preventing us from entering the cantonment in March.
They lifted it only in August 1945, after the Second
World War ended.
Yes, I agreed, that was certainly a very long time.
What happened to your studies?
I somehow managed to finish my BA examinations,
Sati said. But there was no question of my attending
lectures. I had to be at the shop all day. I lost two
years. And I began my MA course after 1945.
I must say you sacrificed a lot for the family! I said
admiringly.
Sati laughed. Well what choice did I have! she said
wryly. The men had gone off to jail. I was the eldest
child. Ami wasnt good for much more than weeping!
Will you tell me how it happened?
Yes of course, why not. When the police raided our
house I was at home. We had no idea where Vishnu
was. I stalled them outside for a few minutes. I knew
there were papers lying around which they should not
find. I hunted around and found some. Stuffing them
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Chronology of events
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The Sindh story
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A 1921 Poster advertising a Congress noncooperation Public Meeting and Bonfire of Foreign
Clothes in Bombay, and expressing support for the
Karachi Khilafat Conference.
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on Vishnus politics.
Its natural to be influenced by those around you!
he responded. But whether I had an influence on him,
or he had one on me, who knows.
Oh, I said, Vishnu joining RSS was definitely your
influence!
Vishnu was an intelligent person, he said. He was
quite capable of making his own decisions. We had
great regard for each other. I was his mama but also
his friend.
When Vishnu took admission in DJ Sind College in
Karachi, I was already studying there and sharing a
room with Vashi Mahtani. I took Vishnu to meet the
hostel warden, Professor MU Malkani. He was your
uncle, wasnt he?
We were unable to get a room, and Vishnu had to
move in with Vashi and me.
I remember when we were packing our things as we
left our home in Hyderabad, I noticed that Vishnu was
taking a tennis racket. I asked him why. He replied, "I
wont be going with you to the shakha. I am going to
play tennis instead.
I was astonished to hear this. Vishnu and tennis!
That didnt sound like him at all. Kewal noticed my
bewilderment, and I explained. When Kumar was
fourteen or fifteen years old, he had bought a tennis
racket and told us that he wanted to take lessons and
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Part V
Vasudaiva Kutumbakam
A latter-day freedom
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the victory of good over evil. The peak of the RSS year
is a route march on the occasion. Vishnu would take
out his full dress uniform, polish his shoes and big
brass buckle. But to him, the focus of his commitment
to RSS was social service. The organization was a way
to address the wrongs of society; it was a way to spread
his sense of social responsibility. Religion had nothing
to do with it. His dedication was to the discipline and
positive cultural aspects. Vishnu was a truly secular
person. He believed in simple living; he believed in
karma and the consequences of ones actions. But he
never prayed; never expected miracles from above. I
dont think he knew how to do a pooja. They have a
Hanuman mandir at the shakha but I cant imagine
Vishnu bowing his head or doing aarti or ringing the
temple bell! He felt a responsibility towards society
as a whole that had nothing to do with Hinduism.
Vishnu believed Vasudaiva Kutumbakam, a Sanskrit
phrase which means the world is one family. He
had close friends who were Parsi, Muslim, Christian.
Religion was of no consequence. And this, I later
learnt, was the reason that he was never much to his
disappointment imprisoned during the Emergency.
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t was a week or so after my marriage. My motherin-law said to me in a friendly tone, You know,
this Kikko, your prince of a bridegroom, he belongs
less to this home and more to the outside world. If he
found a stranger who needed his dhoti he would
happily give even that away!
I was pleased, thinking how blessed I was to have
such a virtuous and unselfish husband who cared so
much for others. Then a few days later, Ami began
reminiscing about the old days and I heard something
new. Do you know what sort of troubles we had to
put up with because of this Kikka! During the freedom
struggle, he spent nine months in Yerwada jail. And he
dragged his old father in too, for three months! For
a full three years we had to live out of bounds from
the cantonment. Our shop was in the cantonment
and we were not allowed to enter the area! All our
people, our friends and relatives, were doing well,
earning well. And there we were, with no home or
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Loss
There is a loss
When tears dont flow
Just sand in the eye
Dust clogging every pore
But this,
Drowned breath,
Choked thought,
Crushed the spirit at the core.
That one
Who gave so much
Took so little
Passed so silently to the other shore.
Madhavi Kapur
GLOSSARY
aarti: a Hindu ritual usually performed at the end of ceremonial
worship
ahimsa: non-violence
alla: a Sindhi expression used as an exclamation
arre: an exclamation, something like hey!
astra pooja: ritual worship of weapons to commemorate the victory of
good over evil
azad: free
Babla: affectionate name by which a child may be called
Bandar Sena: monkey brigade
bandh: stop or close. Often used to describe a strike or shutdown.
beedi: traditional Indian hand-rolled cigarette
begum: lady or queen
bhagat: a Sindhi folk art incorporating song, dance, story and drama.
bhai: brother
Bharat Mata ki Jai: Victory to Mother India!
chacha: fathers brother
chaliho: the fortieth day after a baby is born
chappal: Indian slippers
chappatis: flat, unleavened bread
chowk: intersection of roads
CID: Criminal Investigation Department
dabba: box, in this case one in which food is packed to eat later
dada: elder brother; sometimes used for father, or as a respectful way
of addressing an older man.
detenue: described by Oxford Dictionaries as Indian. A person held in
custody; a detainee.
desh-bhakti: devotion to country; patriotism
dharamshala: free lodging, usually provided by a Hindu or Jain
religious organization
Sahewal Jailaji Diary: Diary of Sahewal Jail
Dilli chalo: lets march to Delhi!
didi: elder sister; sometimes used as a respectful way of addressing an
older woman
dupatta: a wide scarf that forms a part of traditional north Indian
womens attire
ekiho: the day on which a new mother traditionally takes her baby to
her mothers home
army
an Urdu verse-form set to music
hartal: strike action or mass protest against authority
Hind: India
Heeu kehiro sangram: What sort of battle is this!
Inquilab Zindabad: Long Live the Revolution!
karma: concept of action and a cycle of cause-and-effect, in Indian religions
khadi: coarse fabric spun on a loom by hand
khana: food
Kikka/Kikkan/Kikko: affectionate name by which a child may be called
kurta: traditional shirt, usually long and loose
maidan: a large open ground
mandir: temple
mama: mothers brother
marka: ceremony traditionally held by Sindhis on the fourth day
after a persons death
masi: mothers sister
mushairas: a poetic symposium; an event where Urdu poets gather to
perform their works
peko: the childhood home of a married woman
peth: the Marathi word for a locality in Pune
pooja: ritual worship
prabhat feri: an age-old tradition of walking through the streets in
the early hours of the morning singing spiritual songs. It was used
during the freedom movement to inspire patriotic feelings.
radiogram: a now old-fashioned piece of furniture that combined a
valve radio and record player.
Raksha Bandhan: a Hindu festival, also known as Rakhi, in which
a sister ties a sacred thread around her brothers wrist. This is a
symbol of her love and prayers for his well-being, and the brother's
lifelong vow to protect her.
RSS: Rashtriya Swayamsevak Sangh
sahuro: a married womans home
samho: Sindhi word which means in front
sangachalak: head of an RSS unit
satyagraha: commitment to truth. This word was developed by
Mohandas Gandhi to describe the campaigns of the Indian freedom
movement.
shakha: branch or limb; also a term for an RSS morning gathering in
a fixed location
Swadeshi: a movement introduced during the struggle for
independence, to create economic self reliance. Strategies included
boycotting British products and the revival of domestic products
and production processes.
swaraj: self-governance or self-rule. The word usually refers to
Mohandas Gandhis concept for Indian independence from foreign
rule.
Tommy: the name commonly ascribed to the British private soldier in
the First World War
Vande Mataram: a poem by Bankim Chandra Chattopadhyaya, a hymn to
the motherland, which played a vital role in the freedom movement
Vasudaiva Kutumbakam: the world is one family
vikas: progress
yatra: journey
zamindar: landlord in rural India
ghazal: