Verses On The Faith Mind
Verses On The Faith Mind
Verses On The Faith Mind
It's very hard for us to think of that when we're all clinging and
shot through with our attachments to our desires and our
attachments to our aversions. That space where there's no
separation: every time I try to say it, it sounds mystical or
something but it's (here Enkyo gives a single hand clap and raises
her voice) JUST THERE, COMPLETELY THERE. It is wonderful
because it so incredibly free.
But that's all there is. And any time you try to use a metaphor or
anything you lose it but it's that (she snaps her fngers) moment.
And how do we do that? The way we sit, our posture, and
practice: we get better at what we do. So we can get better at
being very concerned about our life. We can get better at being
very discontented. Or we can get better at letting go. And that's
a choice we make moment by moment in our meditation
practice. And that's a choice we make moment by moment in our
life.
We've all had moments of fow. It's very much the same thing
we're talking about a moment when you're just present. So use
your hara, use that area right below your navel, it's a very
important area for you. And when you're driving in your car, or
when you're walking down the street being bullied by a car,
rather than immediately clicking in to all of your habitual aversive
thinking and feeling, just take a breath. Just see what that's like.
Just take a breath and be really conscious of your hara. Allow
yourself to experience your anger. Or if you're looking at a
beautiful body going down the street, you can just take a breath
and really feel your presence, and then if you want to continue to
crave that which you see in front of you, it's okay. Don't make a
judgment of it.
But practice, not only on the cushion but in your life. Just notice
that all you need is a hair's breath diference between your
reaction and your self. Because what you're doing is creating a
slight separation. You're acknowledging that there is some
diference between your anger and you and just let it be that
breath that noticing. So Sengtsan, who wrote this verse of the
Faith Mind, was a leper, and you know, to be a leper back in those
days in the sixth century was pretty tough. And not only that, he
was a lay person.(Laughter.) That's a Buddhist joke you guys. He
was a lay person until he was forty years old and then he was
ordained and practiced with his teacher. And it is said that when
he fnally died he stood under a tree with his hands in gassho and
died in that way. So, kind of interesting. We don't have a lot of
facts, not a lot of material, about him, but we do know that he
was a leper, that he came to Buddhism and his practice when he
was older. This verse is attributed to him:
"The great way is not difcult to those who have no preferences.
When love and hate are absent, everything becomes clear and
undisguised. Make the smallest distinction however, and heaven
and earth are set infnitely apart."
When love and hate are both absent. Hard line for most of us.
Most of us, I think, say, "yeah, we shouldn't hate, but we should
love. Right? And this is asking a lot. This is in a sense equating
love and hate. And more and more I can appreciate that aversion,
hatred, marginalizing is just the other side of love. It's the same
thing, just a diferent way of doing it. You know, "come here go
away." In a way it's the same thing. So "when love and hate are
both absent" what is he getting at? How we work with love and
hate. "Everything becomes clear and undisguised." If you think
about love you think of all the things that encompass our idea of
love and so this is very tricky territory in a kind of Christian
country to bash love a little bit. But if you think about love, a lot
of things we call love are not love at all.
Sengtsan says, "when love and hate are both absent everything
becomes clear and undisguised." So, can you imagine a moment
with the mother and the daughter facing one another, and if all
of the ideas about what a mother is and what a daughter is could
fall away, if all of the preconditions, the requirements for an
acceptable relationship, could fall away and leave just these two
people in that moment, with no gaurantees about the next
moment, but in just that moment, what a beautiful experience
(slight smiling pause) I put beautiful on it and I'm now turning it
into something else, twisting and turning it into something else.
But this is what he's talking about. He's talking about when you
let go of your ideas about what anything is and you just
experience that, you're on the Great Way. Mmmm (takes a
breath), take a breath right now, and let go of any anxiety in your
body and just -- just be here.
At the end of the fourth mini-verse Sengtsan says: "One thing, all
things. Move among and intermingle without distinction. To live
in this realization is to be without anxiety about non-perfection.
To live in this faith, is the road to non-duality, because the non-
dual is one with the trusting mind. Words the Way is beyond
language for in it there is no yesterday, no tomorrow, no today."
To live in this faith is the road to non-duality because the non dual
is one with the trusting mind. And what is the mind trusting in?
Yourself. Your experience. The Faith Mind Verse is not about
believing the Dharma, or believing in the Buddha, becoming a
soldier of Buddha. Faith Mind is, "to live in this realization is to be
without anxiety about non-perfection." Aaaaah. You know that's
it.
Ikku said: "The lotus fower is unstained by mud. This single dew
drop, just as it is, manifests the real body of truth." The lotus
fower is often used in Buddhist iconography and metaphor,
because it grows out of the stinking mud. It's this incredibly
beautiful fower. But if you put a lotus bulb in pure, pristine
water, it wouldn't grow, it would die. It grows in mud in stinking
mud. And you all know what a lotus looks like it's absolutely
beautiful. Completely what we would call pure.