Nondual

Biodynamics
Unfolding

Life has an inner beauty, it is called Love.

Growth and evolution of
Love to light is Enlightenment.

- Gerald Westhoff -
 Without you this booklet would not be read.

Even in the absence of you, feel free to share the

contents with any apparent others, in the understanding
that the writer is inseparate from you, the reader.

There is no separation in whatever form, eventhough it

may be perceived in another way.

Therefore thanks go to you who reads this, as you are

credited as much with its creation as the one whose
hands wrote these words down.

Love is expressed to no one in particular, but through

and to that what IS permanent and abiding.

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This booklet does not have the pretention to have anything meaningful to say about
nondualism nor about biodynamics, it is merely a creation of that what wanted to be expressed.
Nothing personal neither intentional nor unintentional has been included herein that may have
been expressed by anyone else in same or similar words. Anything remotely resembling rests
on pure coincidence, in so far that exists. Pictures have been taken from the public domain
and no copyright infringement is intended. This is a non commercial publication to be placed
as open source information in the public domain and may be freely used in its entirety,
published or copied in whatever form as long as it is for non commercial purpose.

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 Contents

‘This’ page page - 2 -

Nondual Biodynamics page - 3 -
Nondual page - 4 -
Biodynamics page - 8 -
“I“ page - 10 -
“ IS “ page - 17 -

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 Nondual Biodynamics

The following words on Nondual Biodynamics are offered for further

clarity solely as that what has been unfolding leading upto this document:

The utter absence of even a sense of an "I" is difficult to describe properly,

given the limitations of the concepts of language and words.

When the ‘experience’ of an I was seen through as an idea, it started to

drop on its own accord more and more away as a concept which is a
process described in nonduality teachings. In that further process, the
tools of Biodynamic Cranio Sacral therapy and Direct Experiencing
practice proved helpful but limited.

The facilitation and integration of that what is ultimately unfolding, is

developing as Nondual Biodynamics. The deepening into this what “IS” to
integrating all that appears within the total human being (not human
‘doing’) system, seen from wholeness and without separateness.

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 Nondual
When having seen through the idea of I, at first there seemed nothing to
take care of or to do, life as perfectly flowing, inclusive of the seenthrough
idea of "I".

At a certain moment, when increasingly the sense of an “I” dropped away,

the ideas of ‘others’, ‘awareness’ and ‘experience’ were also seen for what
they are, as ideas, and started to drop away too.

It left a state of mere being, a ‘presence’ and ‘inseparateness’, without any

center or owner, which can merely be described as “IS”.

Since first awakening nearly 30 years ago, but lacking the proper insight
and wordings at that time, to realize it for what it was, as abiding stillness
remained. In the following years, amongst others through mastering the
ancient game of Go, social engagements and lifelong meditations, a full
integration of all kinds of skills and experiences developed, leading from a
path of connecting the dots to an eventual being in abiding realization.

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About 10 years ago the initial work with energy healing and spiritual
development started to take shape. That was followed by a recent brief
period of intense studying advaita vedanta and nonduality teachings that
provided the wordings and recognition of the 30 years earlier experience.

The nonduality study followed after a two year long clearing of bodily and
emotional blockades, patterns and history which was held – this clearing
happened through a multitude of deep and intense (biodynamic) cranio
sacral and other (emotional, trauma and body work) therapies, studies and
intensives. Finally culminating in a powerful so-called kundalini energy
rising, which experience blew open any of the remaining blockades in the
energetic-bodily system.

When studying the Sanskrit description of “dukkha” (translated usually as

suffering but more appropriate is dis-ease/un-ease) – the idea of “I” was
suddenly and instantaneously seen through for what it was and there was
instant self liberation with laughter and release.

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During that same period a (self)liberation internet forum was found, for
guiding others to see through the idea and concept of “I”. The self
realization, also called going through the gateless gate, is possible with
and without guiding or direct pointing. The subsequent work, wording,
deepening and sharing available on the internet, through blogs and in
those guiding and direct pointing facebook (liberation) groups, were very
worthwhile to put the further unfolding in perspective, upto a certain level.

Since these described experiences, there have been arising less and less
thoughts about any: ‘I/me/myself’, ‘others’, ‘awareness’ and ‘experience’ -
the concept and perception of anything separate has been disappearing
as making no-sense at all anymore. Everything coinciding in total
perfection. Coincidence being the experience of what-is, seen in
everything.

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A deep surrendering to be totally with, in and part of the arising sense of
‘flow’, of connectedness, of inseparateness has taken over what is being
lived. Letting go of any concepts is like being carried, in the way an autumn
leaf is floating on the water surface going downstream with the river –
leading to that what is waiting and inviting to come, lying downstream –
this flow is within a full ‘now-ness, timelessness, instantaneousness’, a
combined synchronicity, syntropy, synergy; where causality and retro-
causality are equally expressed and lived.

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 Biodynamics
When recently driving at night in the countryside to visit and help some
friends who are rebuilding an old farm, the car got off the road - a few
seconds away from a (near) deadly crash. There was complete absence
of any thought about preservation of the body. The body reacted and got
the car just in time back on the road. After that no thought, feeling nor
anything in particular arose.

Death and life were not realised as having any difference, not as different
concepts or ideas, they simply do not arise as thought at that moment. If
the life would end right there, there was no sensation that it was anything
personal. All there was, was a slight sense of noticing the absence of any
such concern while preservation of the life/body happened by itself, and
simply driving onwards.

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Further relaxation happened in such a way that a total absence of any
center came which could be called “I or me”. There was completely no
difference at all between anything. Just like the earth beside the road and
that of which the body is made is exactly the same. No difference between
a rock, a car, the air, the body, the grass, the earth or anything else in this
universe: all light, stardust, living organisms, energy, matter, etc.; all is
totally inseparate, including anything that composes this body.

What remained was a sense of fluidity within an indiscriminate (permanent)

‘presence’ apparently filled with a potency from which everything
(impermanent) arises. This remaining sense is not labelled as experience
since it is beyond the concept of a separate experiencer. Nor is this sense
of presence anything separate from anything else, which includes the
absence of anything knowing, hence it is not limited to the unknown and
includes the non-knowing.

This booklet is only for sake of clarity itself, and looking for the appropriate
words, to describe and to point to this changeless ground of being out of
which that what is impermanent emanates from and disappears to – this
is the sole purpose of this writing – to give a frame of reference to what
Nondual Biodynamics points to and facilitates.

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 “I”
Without 'being' (existing) there is no knowing.
Without it 'is', it is impossible to know.
The knowing is inseparate from the being.
In the being there is nothing separate.
We appear as human being, not human knowing, not human doing.
Which is not even fully that what it is.
We arise from the being-ness of beings. And not even that.
No words apply.
We are what we are, pure being, which is the ground from which all
arises including the knowing and the not-knowing.
We are neither the perceived/known nor the perceiver/knower, but
appear as the simple and universal factor that makes
perceiving/knowing possible.
We are not the knownknowingness. We are being-ness or is-ness.
There is no i-dentification with knowing.
There is no i-dentification with the manifest nor with the unmanifest.
The unmanifest is not known but can be(come) known, just like the next
sentence that can be(come) read.
-/-
It is only imagination which encloses or confines you and seems to convert
you into a person, into a separate being, into whatever word or concept
you may use to describe that what is.

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When used in usual language “I” points to an assumed imaginary identity.
The transcended I points to itself as being inseparate from that what is.
Language and words are limited and the mind/thought is not all there is.

Transcended I, as individual, means that it is not possible: to divide nor

separate in mere words and mind - to explain that what is to be understood
larger than those limitations of a mere imaginary concept and larger than
life. Then the words 'being' and 'presence' are words that can apply or
point to this, which arises from that deepest that what “IS”.

There are several layers of (the idea of) I within the transcended I that are
inseparate:
I as myself - as an individual (idea that I exists).
I as all - as there is no I (idea that others exists).
I am - as there is oneness (idea that awareness exists).
I AM - as there is beingness (idea that beingness exists).
"IS" - I am the Absolute, the Absolute am I.

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There is no concept of separation in what IS, it is that what refers to beyond
separation. There are not 3 states (waking, sleeping, dreaming), those are
all still like sleep. The 4th being state is beyond them. What "IS" is meant
as clarification of letting go of the 4th "I AM" state mentioned above. It is a
profound difference between them, to which can be pointed but is
inexpressible. That is the limitation (of words/language).

The limitation is not to the "IS" it is only to the words, the word state for
example is limited - the pure "beingness" is beyond concept of time, space,
personal. It is beyond 'human' as such. These “I”-layers are inseparately
layered within. The knowingness is within the 'human being' the beingness
is without the 'human'. Hence the not-knowing.

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To say "I do not exist" is ridiculous, like ultimately everything else we write
in words, from the point of view of “IS”. The layering in the perception of
the “I” is a mere idea which is inseparate of this that appears. Whenever
we use the word I it can be pointing to any of those appearing layers that
can be perceived. Never having a center which is “I”. Ultimately none of
the layers of “I” being there, as all are concepts of experience limited by
language and words.

To put how this what “IS” as everythingness is lived, experienced and

expressed into the human being system in some other words pointing to
the Nondual Biodynamics:
Anything: appears only through me,
has only meaning through me,
exists only through me,
is/IS only through me
(while this "through" is completely inseparate).

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It is the sense that none of this exists, appears, means, is anything without
me nor is inseparate of me. Everthing that is, is only there because of me,
the universe is inseparate in its expressing through me. Not placing me on
any throne nor center of separation. All that then arises is like: "what next,
what now?” or “that is interesting”.

A complete surrender and shift from “I” to “totalness” (as being that what
is beyond any concept, thus the ‘unknown’ or ‘not-knowing’). There is
everything and nothing that helps you to ‘reach’ this, you reading and your
experiences are inseparate within it. It is nothing and everything at the
same time, emptiness and fullness at the same time, which expresses in
the here and now as me/I/self-Self. It is completely being one with the flow,
totally. Time is seen through as a mere idea and concept.

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Then arising from the groundless state of “IS” as perceived in the human
being system, there is deepening in the heart, which goes hand in hand
with the connectedness and realization that nothing is separate, that there
is no “I”, no “you” nor “others”. There is nothing and everything as part of
the ‘absolute’, and between the nothing and everything is life expressing
what is called love, the connectedness and inseparateness of that what
IS.

There may be nothing in particular that can help you to realise what you
ultimately are, apart from letting go and to surrender. Just like when you
first see through the idea of no-I, then no-others, then no-awareness, then
no-nothing/no-everything, then no-changing, then the absolute. There is
that which can be named as grace, beyond the human in only the ‘being’,
trust in the divine, the absolute. A clearness that which always is, is “IS”,
that from which and what everything appears and arises.
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It may help to see oneself as 99.9% emptiness, no-thing 'matter' (which is
just a concept, thought, idea we believe, even if we say we are stardust).
It is everywhere this same emptiness, in the molecules of body same as
in the air around us, as in the walls, in the whole universe and all (empty)
space, that what is inseparate is the same empty matter. Through this
surrender, trust or grace in letting go, may lead the way to go from realizing
total-inseparateness to totalness without any center.

There is no cell, no house, no street, town, country, planet and even no

solar system or milkyway in any center. It does not matter if your sense of
I is inside the body, in the air, in the sun, it simply is not there. It is not in
any of your nor any other cells of life, as being earth evolved, and >3 billion
years old. There is this what IS, like everythingness expressing itself
through emptiness into thisness – inseparate as human ‘being’ within this
what IS.

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 “ IS ”
When all separateness and identifications as well as ideas dissolve, that
which remains is that state (beyond a state) of being which is called "IS".
In which there are no questions, no seeking nor searching – no such desire
arising – all happening in the flow as such.

The word or concept 'experience' does not describe this "IS" because it is
‘beyond’:
- nothing personal, no thoughts of I, no center, no owner;
- no difference from anything with anything;
- there is simply this that is: without anyone, no one, nothing, anything –
being more nor less, being separate nor inseparate, there is no knowing
nor unknown, none of these excluded nor included as opposites of any
kind;
- ‘all of this’ appears; and identification as well as preservation with
physical and mental concepts as such have disappeared.

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Although silence/stillness would be perhaps the most appropriate, if to use
one word, the word to describe it as pointer is: "IS",
- written in capitals to separate it from the usual semantics 'is' of regular
being and presence, which being/presence is understood as the
‘aliveliness’.

This "IS" points to the deep unchanging stillness of being in total absence
of 'myself':
- pure is-ism, beingness, isness;
- as that which is: unchanging indifferentiate inseparate.

There is complete total synchronicity, synergy and syntropy with the flow,
coincidence, connectedness, instantaneousness:
- with nothing inside nor outside;
- all the appearing action or reaction is arising and totally thoughtless,
intentionless, causeless;
- all the appearing and changing or ideas and beliefs of: time, awareness,
knowing (known), others, I, I am, I am this - are seen for what they are
and appear to rest and arise on this ground of unchanging and
unwavering abiding "IS".
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This “IS” lies ground to all: to that what appears to arise and that what rests
below that what arises as known, in the absence of any knower, in its
indifferent and inseparate limitlessness, all that what appears as
experience and is subsequently known, and is neither limited by the
unknown in any way.

There is nothing inseparate, not more or less, nothing is put on a

nonexisting throne or center. The deep stillness "IS" is effortless. It is not
nothingness alone, it is also everythingness including the appearing
separateness. The 'inseparate' points to: there is no differentiation, there
is no throne nor center here. Even within the deepness there is both
darkness and light, and it is impossible to point to one without pointing to
the other.

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When this that IS is effortless, it means never changing and only appearing
changing. It is the appearing of experience and subsequent arising of
knowing(known), arising from the groundless state of being/presence on
which that what appears rests. That which appears is changing, but the
ground is changeless. It is totally inseparate. The nature underlying
everything is the same. It is that what is, what I am, what you are – all the
same. All love.

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Freedom can not be desired because desire is the bondage.

When you are without desire, you are free.

- Gerald Westhoff -

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