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SHRI SUKHAVANAM'S DIARY (1979)
SHRI SUKHAVANAM'S
DIARY
(1979)
YOGI RAMSURATKUMAR BHAVAN
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These notes appeared in Saranagatam, published by the

Ashram in Tiruvannamalai. We found in them the facts,
what did happen, and nothing about the feelings of the
devotee… This diary is a treasure…
Note of Saranagatam’s editor
“Shri Sukhavanam, even as a young man, was greatly

drawn to Bhagavan Yogi Ramsuratkumar and spent as
much time with Him as was allowed by Bhagavan. He
had maintained diaries of which that relating to 1979
alone has reached “Saranagatam”. Extracts are published
below with the dates as some of the events gain
significance.”
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JANUARY
1st January
Bhagavan said to all those with him:
“You people are very lucky to have come here today.

Anybody who spends even a fraction of a second with
this beggar will be benefited. Every moment of this
beggar is moulded by Father. If anyone recollects to
memory any moment of this beggar, which is interesting
to him, it is enough: it is nectar, it is Amritam and
ambrosia. He cannot get it by a vigorous tapas of
thousand years. I tell you the truth.”
Swami also said that his whole life is the Ramayana and
the Mahabharata.
2nd January
Shankararajulu mentioned Kasavanam Patti to Swami.

Swami said that he could not be like Kasavanam Patti
Swami or like Kalaikotu Muni Swami.
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3rd January
Swami was talking about doing the work without

expecting the results. Swami quoted the Bhagavad Gita
sloka and said that we should offer all our actions which
we have done in the past, in the present and in the future
as Father’s will. What we do, it is Father’s work.
Principal (Shankararajulu) was talking about

Silapadhikaram and Manimekalai in detail with Swami.
Swami then asked the principal as to whether the
teachings of the Buddha have been mentioned anywhere
in those two books, Silapadhikaram and Manimekalai.
The principal quoted some of the places. When he
mentioned about ‘Akshaya pâtram’ which was found by
Manimekalai in the island of Manipallavam, and
mentioned about this previous owner Âputran, Swami
asked whether it will come to anyone’s hands now.
Swami asked him to verify the 20th chapter of
Manimekalai and state that it deals with actually.
6th January
Swami said that according to some people in North India,

Hanuman has also written a Ramayana and it is said in a
different manner. He said the actual happenings were
given by Hanuman, but by Valmiki in a different manner.
However, it is said that Valmiki’s work is accepted by
someone, that is, Rama. So, Swami said that, according
to situations, the poets write.
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8th January
While conversing about saguna and nirguna upasana,

Swami laid stress on saguna only, quoting the saying of
Shri Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita. While talking, Swami
said :
“Once this beggar was with Ramdas, six or seven people

were there. Ramdas said that according to the scriptures,
a master can bless by thoughts, words, touch and smile.
‘Have any of you felt any of those here?’ All were
keeping quiet. This beggar said he felt all. Then Ramdas
laughed.”
That was one chapter.
After hearing this, the principal composed a poem

conveying the context of Swami’s words. Swami was
talking about Gopis and their unshakable faith and love
towards Lord Krishna. Swami also mentioned as top how
they had refused the words of Uddhava who went and
preached to them about nirâkara upasana. Swami said
that the Gopis asked Uddhava to go elsewhere with his
trade as they were not ready to purchase them from him.
13th January
Bhagavan was talking in detail about J. Krishnamurti and

his teachings. He mentioned that Krishna Ji attracted
many foreigners in Europe and America and that even
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Communists cited his teachings. Swami mentioned Indira

Gandhi’s meeting with Krishna Ji last week which lasted
for about four hours. Swami said that Krishna Ji is a
mahatma, though he has got a different method of
expression. Swami mentioned that the Paramacharya of
Kanchipuram’s main work is the protection of the Vedas
and scriptures. Swami praised Swami Dayananda and
said that Sri Aurobindo has great regard for Dayananda.
According to Aurobindo, Swami Dayananda was the first
to spread nationalism in this country. Swami said that he
heard Krishna Ji’s speech at Vasant Vihar in Madras and
followed J. Krishnamurti to Madanapalle and then to
Bombay. Swami said that the Nama is enough for him:
- Even after hearing his speech (Swami said), this beggar

feels that he should remember Rama Nama only.
14th January
When Swami heard mention of Nirguna upasana in the

speech (by KV J. on 08.01.79), he said:
- How can poets sing about nameless, formless, attribute-

less God? How can painters paint, sculptors make
statues? It is not possible.
Swami was talking about J. Krishnamurti and his

teachings and said that it is not for the masses; if you go
to a village and say “please throw away the Scriptures, no
Master, no Script were”, they would not agree. It is for
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the people who want scientific explanation. Even

Communists are following his teachings.
- Krishnaji is a Mahatma. This beggar’s salutations to the

lotus feet of J. Krishnamurti.”
Swami was talking highly of Dayananda, who wanted

people to read the samhita portion of the Vedas. Though
he discouraged idol worship, he wanted the Arya Samaj
people to read the Vedas. Swami spoke about Bhagavan
Ramana, and while mentioning about Swami’s stay in
Tiruvannamalai, He said:
- If this beggar is in madness, he will say that this beggar

has been living in Tiruvanamalai from eternity to eternity.
He will say this beggar will be for millions and millions
of years in Tiruvannamalai. If he is not in madness, he
will say that ‘this’ has been here for the past 20 years.
15th January
TIRUVÛDAL FESTIVAL: Mandagappadi at Swami’s

house.
- This beggar has to be present here. Shiva will not mind

the beggar’s absence… Shiva and Parvati will not mind
this beggar’s absence.
He attended the mangappadi after having the first portion

of the house cleaned up.
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- Father is the intelligent director of all actions that take

place.
17th January
About Jambavan, Swami quoted a verse from the Tulasi

Ramayana and described how he encouraged Hanuman
to cross the ocean. Swami, while mentioning the unique
state of Rama, quoted a sloka and said that he was “Ajai”
as told by Lakshmana to Sita when Rama went chasing
Maricha in the form of a deer. Swami wanted to write
songs about Rama Rajjya as dreamt by Mahatma Gandhi.
He said that the Tulasi Ramayana has described Rama’s
rule.
19th January
Swami was talking about Seshadri Swami’s Jayanti today.

Swami recalls his visits to Divine Life Society run by late
Subburaja Iyer (Iyankulam). Swami said that he wanted
Iyankulam because:
- It was connected to Ramana’s life; it is the place where

Ramana threw his sacred thread.
Talking about Tilak Shastri’s father, Swami said:
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- He goes to Arunachaleshvara temple daily. But he has

got the tendency of criticising others.
Swami said:
- It is all Father’s will. This beggar has not only a limited

vision, short in time, short in place. Father knows
everything.
Swami asked to recite Vishnu Sahasranâmam. He praised

the glory of the Vishnu Sahasranâmam.
21st January
- Everything happens according to Father’s will. But we

forget at times, it does not matter. When our finger is
burnt we cry ‘ah, oh’, oi’, but afterwards we say
everything happens according to Father’s will.
Swami said that we should be psychologically sound.

The spirit should be there.
Swami said that in the whole of the Tulasi Ramayana,

Rama’s life is described as being at peace – Shanti. Only
in two places, Rama is pointed out as weeping. One is
when Rama is separated from Sita and the other is when
Lakshmana is affected by the Brahmâstram of Indrajit.
Swami also said that if that shoka rasa is not there, the
kavya will not be readable !
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22nd January
Swami said that Erode is a very important place in

Swami’s life. Swami said that whoever remembers any of
the activities of this beggar will be benefited. Swami
said:
- Somehow or the other, Father likes this Dirty Son of

His. I don’t know why!
23rd January
When Sitaram Ji informed about Alwar Tirunagari, the

birthplace of the saint Nammalvar and mentioned the
thousand year-old tamarind tree, Swami asked the
Principal (Shankararajulu) about the famous Vaishnava
place Thotadri (Vanama malai) or Nanguneri. The
principal said that the parents of Nammalvar left him as a
child under the tree as he did not take any milk or food.
Swami asked:
- Who looked after the child?
The principal said that he was looked after by the

Almighty. Swami, as if he did not understand that all are
looked after by Father, took the principal’s statement as a
theme and delivered an upadesa about the creation on
protection and destruction work of Father. He quoted the
Gita sloka.
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Swami said that, according to Krishna, he will look after

the good people and destroy the sinners. Swami said:
- In other places also he says, ”I create this world, sustain

it and annihilate it at the end”.
While mentioning Giri pradakshina and an incident

which occurred during Giri Pradakshina, Swami said:
- This beggar can make that poison into ambrosia – not,

not this beggar. This beggar will appeal to Father to make
it ambrosia.
Swami also asked Venkatachalam (postmaster) to do

mental Giri pradakshina while he was at Erode, as he
used to do when he was at Tiruvannamalai. Swami said:
- If you come round the prakara of Arunachaleshvara

along with sthala vruksha seven times, it is like Giri
pradakshina.
Swami assured Venkatachalam that:
- Father will see that by coming around seven times of

the temple it is taken as Giri pradakshina.
26th January
Swami, talking about the protection of the Vedas, quoted

Sri Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita as “Sanatana Dharma
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Palaka” and said that Father who rules and sees from
eternity to eternity will find out as to how the Vedas
should be protected.
Swami felt sorry that the communities which should take

interest in protecting the Vedas is itself not paying much
attention towards the Vedas. Swami said that the rulers
do not pay attention, the people who have to protect the
Vedas, they themselves are not doing it, then how will
the Vedas be protected? Father will see how to do it.
He mentioned the non-support of the rulers for the

protection of the Vedas. Swami said:
- In the Mahabharata, somewhere Bhagavan Vyasa says

that the ruler who by his nature maintains Dharma is a
good ruler.
Though Swami said he is limited by time and space and

worrying about the protection of the Vedas and talking
will not serve this purpose, in the end, he said that Father
will make use of those words for the protection of the
Vedas.
Swami also mentioned that Sri Aurobindo attached much

importance to the Vedas. He also admired the greatness
of the Acharyas of Kanchipuram and Sringeri and their
efforts to preserve the Vedas.
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28th January
Swami said emphatically that by remembering and

repeating Rama Nama the mind will become sharper and
fresher. Swami also said that J. Krishnamurti’s words are
not for the masses and that it cannot be spoken to the
villagers who have got faith in idol worship.
Swami asked to read the songs of KV J. that had been

sung on 08/01/1979. Swami pointed out the emphasis
placed by KV J. on the Name of Swami and said:
- When this beggar says that if you remember this

beggar’s name you will be benefited, there must be
something, otherwise this beggar would not have said it.
29th January
Swami appreciated Sivaramakrishnan Iyer’s songs of the

Ramayana and said that thre is a Ramayana in every
language and region. A version written in Hindi by a
Muslim man, Malik Mohammed Jaicy is also popular,
through not as popular as the Tulasi Ramayana.
Periavachan Pillai’s Pasura Ramayana was mentioned to

him. He wanted to hear it all. So, all 169 lines were
recited to him and Bhagavan was very pleased.
Bhagavan asked to read the Balakândam of the Pasura

Ramayanam. He was so pleased that he heard it three or
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four times. Bhagavan said that it was full of the words of

the Alwars and they touched his heart. Bhagavan, when
talking of the Pasura Ramayanam in the Balakândam,
said that is, “SANKSHEPA RAMAYANA.”
Bhagavan said that Parasurama was also an incarnation

of Narayana and that he handed over the charge.
Bhagavan said that it was not destruction of tapas.
Parasurama transferred all his tapas to Rama when it was
time for him to take over the charge.
30th January
Bhagavan asked about the other five kândams of the

Pasura Ramayanam and asked to recite that brief sloka
which gave the gist of the Ramayana.
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FEBRUARY
2nd February
Justice Ramakrishna was describing his meeting with the

Paramacharya of Kanchipuram whose darshan he had
been fortunate to have near the Tungabhadra. Every time
he met the Paramacharya, the Paramacharya quoted
something peculiar (unusual?). This time the quotation
was : “If a tiger observes Ekasasi vritam, the next day
there will be a disaster for the cows in the area.” The
Justice said that the Paramacharya mentioned this when
talked about some wicked people doing some good
things.
After some time, Bhagavan asked him whether the lion

(tiger) which observes Ekadasi vritam will be rewarded
or not. The Justice said “yes”, and Swami said that
though the tiger kills so many cows after observing the
Ekadasi vritam, it will be better for the cows to have
been killed by the tiger than by a butcher in a slaughter
house. Justice Ramakrishna also said that it is better than
being killed by a tiger that has not observed the vritam!
The Justice also quoted a Gita sloka and said that

Krishna said that even a small good deed done by us will
be taken into the account. He quoted line from the
rudram and explained its meaning according to the
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Paramacharya of Kanchipuram. Bhagavan asked Sri

Sivaramakrishna Iyer to recite his songs on the
Ramayana when he said that he had composed 25 songs.
Ramakrishna Iyer was also talking about pampa-sarover,

rishyamukh, Sabari cave, etc., which he had visited on
the banks of the Tungabhadra. Bhagavan talked about
Vidyaranya and the Vijayanagar kings.
5th February
Bhagavan asked Srinivasa Iyengar (a visitor who was

regular in performing the Sandhya Vandana and reciting
the Valmiki Ramayana) to learn the Aditya Hridayam by
heart and prescribed it also to his younger sister who was
not living with her husband.
6th February
Srinivasa Iyengar had come for darshan with his wife,

Ranganayaki. Srinivasa Iyengar said the Guru’s Grace
must be there, it is more than everything. Bhagavan, said:
- Without Guru’s grace, you cannot come to this beggar.
Bhagavan, while hearing problems of the college (from

the principal, who was present), said:
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- It is like applying the broom to clean the room daily.

Problems come daily and we have to solve them.
7th February
Bhagavan mentioned a book by Mythili Saran Gupta

called “Saketh” Ramayana, in modern language and said
that though it is not as popular as the Tulasi Ramayana, it
is also read by many people in north India. Swami was
talking about a Hindi poet who said that people say they
serve humanity, society, etc. Serving humanity, society,
etc. is like a donkey carrying a load on its back while
Rama bhajans is the only Ananda. Swami compared him
with the saint Thyagaraja who sang “niti chala
sukhama”.
Swami said that according to Sri Aurobindo, people

should not keep quiet. They must always do work.
Swami said that in the Aurobindo Ashram people even
now are active all the time, doing work.
10th February
Bhagavan said:
- My Father makes use of this beggar’s every movement.

See what this beggar does. It is not possible to explain or
convince anybody.
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MARCH
1st March
Bhagavan asked whether any one priori to Aruna giri had

sung songs linking Krishna to Muruga.
Bhagavan was talking with the Principal about the strike

of college teachers and about the China-Vietnam war.
2nd March
Bhagavan asked the principal to sing the four

Thirupugazh songs (No. 684, 547, 909 and 450), and we
were all much pleased to hear them. Bhagavan said that
he never gets tired of hearing these four songs,
particularly the first and the fourth songs.
3rd March
Repetitions of songs 684, 543, 909 and 450 of the

Thirupugazh.
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Bhagavan asked about the election of TNCC executives.
4th March
The talk was about the China-Vietnam war and the strike
by teachers in the college. Again songs 684, 543, 909 and
450 of the Thirupugazh were recited.
7th March
Bhagavan asked for a book by Ra. Ganapathi called

“Kamak shi katakshi.”
8th March
Topics:
. Observations on astronomy and astrology

. Strike by college teachers
. China-Vietnam war
10th March
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Periasami Thûran’s book “Bharathiyum

thamizhagamum” was discussed.
13th March
K. V. J. sang 45 songs ex-tempore. Due to some defect in

the tape, two or three songs got omitted.
They were talking about the biography of U.V.

Swaminathan Iyer being written by K. V. J.. K. V. J.
talked about his contacts with the Paramacharya of
Kanchipuram with whom he had had contacts since he
was 15 years of age.
14th March
Fourteen songs of K. V. J. were identified by the

Principal as different in nature from the previous ones,
since these songs contained Swami’s name in each song
at the end. Bhagavan listened the songs again.
15th March
Dandapani Shastrigal had come. He had earlier met with

a ‘cycle’ accident. Bhagavan made enquiries about it and
said:
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- In our religion, we think that everything happens

according to karma accrued in the previous births.
Swami said that according to Swami Vivekananda, we

only have ourselves to blame for any mistake and not
others.
16th, 17th, 18th, 20th March
Sukhavanam’s song on Bhagavan in the sandham meter

was composed and heard several times.
23th March
Swami told a story from the Ramcharita Manas of

Tulsidas about Narada.
Narada was proud of the fact that he was a true

Brahmachari and there was no one like him. Narayana
knew his mind and wanted to test him.
A Mayapuri was created and in it a most beautiful girl

was conjured. Many young men wanted to win her hand.
When seeing the girl, Narada also desired to win her
hand. Somehow, he prayed to Narayana to give him
Narayana’s own beauty so that the girl could be attracted
and that he could succeed in winning her hand.
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Accordingly, Maha Vishnu gave Narada Hari saundarya.

(Hari also means monkey!)
Narada appeared before that very, very beautiful girl,

thinking that she would readily accept him as he felt that
he had got Narayana’s beauty and that she would not
give in to her other suitors. However, to his surprise, the
beautiful girl got a scare saying “monkey” or some such
derogatory thing.
Narada was angry and wanted to know why he was

rejected buy the beautiful girl. Then, by chance, he
looked at his own reflection in a well and found that his
face resembled a monkey in the water. Narada was
furious with Vishnu for cheating him. He cursed Maha
Vishnu that he will get into trouble once by leaving his
wife and that a monkey will have come to his aid. That is
how the monkeys (vanars) came to help Rama.
Swami was also talking about his work and Swami

Gnanananda Giri’s hint to do some work. Swami also
talked about some others who pointed out that Swami,
being an educated man, should do some work and eat; at
least he could teach some children. Swami later said that
every fraction of his moment is being utilised in the best
possible way by Father and that Father has assured that
this machine-instrument works well. Swami said that
when Swami has got direct assurance from Father, he
needs not bother about any comment even by Swami
Gnanananda Giri. Swami said that all actions of Swami
cannot be explained and that his very existence is only
for the welfare of humanity. He said that though we can
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see here and now some of the activities can only be seen
in the long run. He mentioned people’s blaming him and
said that they are also right according to their intelligence
and capacity.
25th March
K. V. J.’s songs sung on 13/03/79 were heard by

Bhagavan again. He wondered at the poetic beauty of the
verses. He talked about the Paramacharya of
Kanchipuram and said that,
- He his like the sun shining in the sky. If we have wealth

like Kubera in this country, even then we are the poorest
if we lose the Vedas and the Paramacharya of
Kanchipuram.
Swami said that he would salute the dignitaries from

where he was and quoted the incident from Tulsi Das’s
Ramcharita Manas. Shiva and Parvati were passing
through the forest when Rama was seeping on account of
this separation from Sita. Shiva instructed Parvati to
salute Rama from where they were. Shiva himself did the
same. Shiva told Parvati that through Rama is the
incarnation of the Purushottama Himself, he suffers like
this in this birth.
Bhagavan also remembered the incident of Ramakrishna

Paramahamsa giving all the sweets to Vivekananda
without giving anything to other devotees.
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Bhagavan asked to read the songs of K.V. J. of 13/03/79.

He wanted to hear song No 23 many times and finally
said that there is some special significance and beauty in
it. (Song No 46 in the book called Anbu Mâlai.)
27th March
Bhagavan said that Lord Krishna, before leaving his body

on earth, said that he had committed two lapses and that
he remembered them before departing from the body.
One was that de delayed incoming to the rescue of
Draupadi when her clothes were being pulled off. The
other was that he did not go and see Vidhura before he
passed away.
28th March
Bhagavan read out an article about the teachings of

Madhavacharya as described by a Swami of Pejawar
Mutt. The article said that one must always be doing
some work. Work must be done even after attaining
perfection. Bhagavan quoted a sloka from Malik Das of
North India. Bhagavan said that, according to Malik Das,
the big mountain snake or python and the birds do not do
any work, but that they are getting their food by God’s
grace. So, it is Rama who gives food to all whether they
work or not. Bhagavan also mentioned Malik
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Mohammed Jasay who wrote the Ramayana in Hindi.

Bhagavan said that Jaisay had only one eye and that
when people mocked at him, he said, “Are you laughing
at the pot or the potter who made this pot?” – meaning,
the Lord, the Almighty!
I read an article on Bhishma and talked about his virtues.
Song 654 of Thirupugazh relating to Chidambaram was

sung.
29th March
Bhagavan said that he felt the presence of Shri Ramana

Maharshi at the time of his stay at Tiruvannamalai in
1947. Bhagavan said that it was not felt when he left
Tiruvannamalai and wandered about in the country.
Bhagavan said that the feeling was again present in 1952
when he was with Papa Ramdas. Bhagavan said:
- Even now, this beggar feels that Ramdas is always

present with this beggar.
Bhagavan said that after 1952, Swami Ramdas did not

want Bhagavan there at the ashram and that he wanted
Bhagavan to leave him. Bhagavan met Swami Ramdas
after a few years in Bhavanagar in Gujarat when
Bhagavan was there for a month. Bhagavan said that
even then Ramdas used to say so many times, “Ramdas
has nothing to give you. Please go away.” Bhagavan said
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that it is faith, shraddha and vishvas to feel Bhagavan’s

presence and that if anybody thinks that Bhagavan is
limited to this body, for him, Bhagavan is like that.
31st March
Bhagavan met some swami from Madurai staying at the

temple cottage with some people. Some other swami
called Anbuk Karusu from Tanjore gave five plantains to
Bhagavan at the temple even when Bhagavan was
refusing them. The swami from Madurai who gave
Siddha medicine to people wanted some plantains from
Bhagavan, but Bhagavan refused to give them as fruits
were given by “Arau” or king to a beggar swami! But,
when the skins of the five plantains were put into the
coconut shell of Bhagavan, the swami from Madurai took
all the skins and ate them before Bhagavan.
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APRIL
1st April
Swami was saying that in spite of vehement protests

Swami’s coconut bowl was forcibly taken away by the
Swami from Madurai. Swami was talking about the
charitable activities maintained by Mukkur Jeeyar Swami.
Swami, while talking about different kinds of qualities of

people that came to see Swami, said that though some
people prostrate on the floor before Him, it is only formal.
It cannot be taken as complete surrender. Those people
grow angry when they feel that they are not responded to
at a particular time by Swami, thinking that their self-
respect is not recognised by Swami.
4th April
On the subject of the execution of Bhutto in Pakistan,

Swami said that Bhutto had helped a lot for bringing
China and America together, with great difficulty, when
there were differences of opinion between them. Then,
Swami quoted the Vedas and said that Father exists in
Bhutto as well as Zia. “He is the killer as well as the one
being killed.”
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5th April
Swami had the last para of the letter received from

Periasami Thuran two days earlier read out. “The mango
trees and the neem trees seem to enjoy the sun. They are
shedding their old leaves and look young with the fresh
leaves. I think they have a secret which man is unable to
fathom. The Siddhas knew it; but they perhaps left no
clue to the ordinary man. Perhaps Jivanmuktas like you
know the secret to remain young.”
6th April
Rama navami
Sukhavanam read all 108 songs composed by Rama

Rajya and Swami blessed him with “Rama blesses you!”
7th April
An article by the Paramacharya of Kanchipuram in

Kalaimagal on the cult of bhakti was discussed. Swami
praised the Acharya as “a Real Master who has come to
earth to serve humanity.”
12th April
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Swami talked about Deivasikhamani who lived in

Tiruvannamalai about 300 years ago and who was in
control of the administration of the Sri Arunachaleshvara
temple. Swami said that he founded the Karaikudi Mutt
and that his samadhi is at Vettaivalam. Swami used to
spend some time there since it was associated with the
life of Ramana Maharishi.
13th April
Swami had read in a newspaper article that Valmiki had

created ‘lokas’ as well as ‘slokas’.
Swami mentioned a Hindi verse which said that Brahma

created only six tastes (sweet, savoury, sour, bitter, hot,
etc.) but poets created nine tastes (navarasas) and are
therefore greater than Brahma.
Swami said that two foreigners from South America had

met him. Swami asked them about their attending Roman
Catholic churches. They said that in the churches they
found priests only talking but not practising. They also
said that in the East people were having Experiences.
14th April
Swami was talking about the greatness of Rama Nama as

from Kambar.
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Swami said that according to Tulsi Das, in Lanka, the

house were Rama Nama was written infront was very
beautiful. It was the home of Vibhishana Swami.
15th April
On receiving a green mango said to be fully ripe inside,

Swami said, “its appearance is deceptive. It looks it as
raw but it is fully ripe.”
Swami also quoted a poem by Kabir Das and said that

Kabir says that “only those who go deep into the water
find it (pearl) and this lunatic is sitting on the share and
only looking at the ocean!”
Swami said that Kabir said that “when Guru and Govinda
appear simultaneously, the mind enquired, “who to salute
first?” Kabir said, “salute the Guru first and then
Govinda because it is the Guru who showed Govinda.”
Swami said that Kabir emphasised the greatness of Rama

Nama and Guru bhakti and that Kabir’s Rama is not
Dasaratha Rama (but the akhanda Satchidananda.)
Swami, while talking to Ramanujchari, quoted a song of

Kali Das and said that the Palmyra tree is growing tall
but does not give shade to travellers, pilgrims and its
fruits are not accessible. Kabir says that, like that, it does
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not matter whether man is growing great, he must be

useful to others.
Swami quoted Vivekananda, and said that we should be

in the world just like children playing with toys. When
the Divine Call comes from the Divine Mother, we
should throw the toys and go to the lap of the Divine.
The manager of Shankara Mutt, Kanchipuram, was on

camp at Tirupati (with the Paramacharya of
Kanchipuram) and had written to the Hindu newspaper
(on 13/04/79) about the ban of cow slaughter. Swami
praised the Mutt for having written such a good letter
which attached no religious importance to the ban, but
the difficulties that would be experienced by farmers due
to the lack of plough-bullocks as in the case of the Arab
community suffering for want of camels.
21st to 25th April
Swami was concerned about the fasting of Acharya

Vinobha Bhave.
26th April
Swami was happy that Acharya Vinobha Bhave had

ended his fast by 4 p.m. He felt that it would be a great
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hardship if the government did not do anything about the

fast of Vinobha.
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MAY
1st May
Balaramaiah, the Siddha physician was talking with

Swami about the Siddhas and alchemy. He mentioned the
Swami who had attained jiva samadhi in a place called
Velai Pillayar koil, near Shankarankoil, which had been
witnessed by a Brahmin priest. He said that one
Shanthananda had verified the pit after re-digging and
found that the Siddha was alive.
He also mentioned one Annamalai Swami and his Guru,

one Ammavasiammal. Balaramaiah mentioned one
Karunakara Swami as his Guru who also left his body at
will and is present even now. He attached great
importance to Mayi Amma of Kanyakumari and a Swami
of Malapatti.
An IAS officer by the name of Balakrishnan working at

Baroda came. Swami immediately recollected Sri
Aurobindo working there, first in the Revenue
Department and then as Professor of English – vice-
principal in a college. Sri Aurobindo spent 13 years at
Baroda till 1901, when he left for Calcutta. Swami asked
Balakrishnan to keep in touch with the Sri Aurobindo
Centre at Baroda.
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When Ramakrishnan said that he read the Valmiki

Ramayana daily as parayana, Swami asked him to recite
Shri Aditya Hridayam which comes in the Yuddha
Kândam of the Valmiki Ramayana.
2nd May
Swami said that there is much significance in the meeting

of the four Acharyas at Sringeri. When Swami was
conveyed Dr. Balaramaiah’s critical comment on the
Acharya, Swami said, “take it or leave it and still love
Balaramaiah.”
In this connection, Swami said that Kabir was all along in

Kasi with the famous Vishvanath mandir but he
discouraged idol worship. Swami Dayananda condemned
rituals and idol worship but Sri Aurobindo had a great
respect for Swami Dayananda. K. Krishnamurti said that
there is no Master, no Scriptures. So, Masters work in
different ways, but it does not matter. We have to salute
them.
4th May
Sri K.V.J. sings 53 songs extempore – all recorded.

Gnanagiri Ganesan had a stomach ailment – Swami
recommended melon fruits till the ailment got uprooted.
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6th May
Swami, talking highly of the glory of the Neem and

Ashvatta (arasamaram) trees, said how the tree’s leaves
are being used as pesticide for the water in the wells in
North India.
Swami said that many wise people of India think that

Brahma Vidya can be learnt and understood very well
only if we have the knowledge of the Vedas. We can
learn the Brahma Vidya intellectually, but if we want a
spiritual background, that is possible only by a study of
the Vedas.
10th May
Swami said that people of wisdom are always happy

wherever they are and in whatever circumstances they
are, taking everything as the Will of God. He quoted
from the Bhagavad-Gita and said that he who takes
everything as the Will of God is a perfect man – he does
not care if fire burns him, cold make him shiver.
Swami mentioned an article on Ramayana published on a

newspaper wherein Rama is portrayed as divine at times
and as an ordinary man at times. Swami said, “To me all
incidents of Ramayana from his birth are Divine only!”
Swami spoke much about equanimity in taking good and

bad, and that if we think that everything happens
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according to Father’s will, who loves us, whatever

happens is alright. It is enough? Swami said that Rama is
Divine only. But, he shows as if he is a man in two
places:
One – is when his brother Lakshmana was affected by

the Brahmâstram.
Two – is when Rama is separated from Sita.
13th May
Bhagavan heard K. V. J.’s songs sung on the third of

May and said that the songs No. 25 and 34 appealed to
him very much.
It was the Paramacharya of Kanchipuram’s Jayanti and

Bhagavan said, “Long live the Acharya of Kanchi! Long
live Chandrashekarendra Sarasvati!” He distributed sugar
candy on account of the Paramacharya’s birthday and
said, “This beggar, Yogi Ramsuratkumar, salutes Shri
Chandrashekarendra Sarasvati, Kanchi Jagadguru!”
14th May
Bhagavan heard all 52 songs of K. V. J. written from the

tape and wondered at the talent of K. V. J. in singing
them ex tempore. Bhagavan said that he has mastery over
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the language and perfection in thoughts. He said that

Tulsi Das emphatically says that if you find glory or
generosity in a man, you must know that he must have
been associated with satsanga. Otherwise it is not
possible.
Bhagavan also said that, according to Tulsi Das, if a man

is a great man in wealth, it is also because of his satsanga
with a great Mahatma or by any members of his famlily.
Bhagavan said that, in the case of K. V. J., he has got
association with great people, especially
Shanthamangalam Avadhuta Swami who played a great
role in his life. His master U. V. Swaminatha Iyer must
also have been a spiritually evolved person.
15th May
Bhagavan’s appreciation of K. V. J.’s songs continued.

Shri D. S. Sivaramakrishna Iyer was present. Bhagavan
said, “Sivaramakrishna, K. V. J. sings in such a decisive
manner that this Beggar is a man of knowledge beyond
any doubts. This beggar is amazed when he sings ex
tempore on this beggar. Though we have got this ‘Guru
Brahma, Guru Vishnu’, telling that this beggar is each
and every God, painting him as a perfect Master is very
wonderful!”
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18th May
Bhagavan was chanting His Own Name without break.
19th May
Bhagavan was reciting his own name ceaselessly from 4

AM to 5 AM.
20th May
Bhagavan said that honest and dedicated workers like

Gajaraj Ji also suffer, it is Father’s Will. We are not able
to understand Father’s Lila. When told tha dishonest
people are seemingly very happy, Bhagavan said that it
may be seemingly like that [it may seem like that,
apparently] but who knows their mind? In the mind, they
may be long-suffering and for outward appearances they
may look alright. But honest people will be feeling
happiness in the heart of hearts.
26th May
Bhagavan spoke about Lakshmana, who has been

described as an angry and short-tempered person at times
by Tulsi Das. Bhagavan said that when Lakshmana saw
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Bharata coming at a distance with (military)

paraphernalia, his anger was much as was painted by
Tulsi. In Mithila, when Sita’s svayamvara was conducted
by Janaka, Janaka said, according to Tulsi, that there are
no Virs in the world: - as no brave. Vir is coming forward
to lift the bow. Janaka then said, “Let Sita remain
unmarried. The world is without Virs.”
In another instance, Bhagavan said that Tulsi paint

Lakshmana’s anger at the non-coming of the sea God.
Lakshmana said that it is the principle of lazy people to
say God, God! Bhagavan said that Rama pacified
Lakshmana and said that if by prayer the sea God does
not come, then at least we can resort to anger or violence.
Bhagavan pointed out other incidents in the Ramayana to
illustrate that without navarasa, kavya cannot be
presented to society in a readable condition.
Bhagavan also mentioned incidents such as Rama seeing

Sita in the park at Mithila, the separation of Sita, etc. to
show the navarasa in the kavya.
25th May
DDO’s nephew, Karunakaran’s proposed marriage was

discussed. Marriage expenses were expected to be about
Rs 10.000/= Bhagavan gave him the money, which the
DDO hesitated to receive. Bhagavan said, “This is
Father’s blessing. This can be used in any way for the
marriage.”
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Bhagavan then narrated an incident as told by

Chanakya…
The sea is giving water to the clouds and gets water

afresh by means of rains. Water, after being used by the
world, again goes into the ocean. So, the sea gets back
the water given by it in some other way.
Bhagavan also said that there was one Swami by name of

Gomati Das Maharaj at Ayodhya. He wanted to feed
thousands of persons on a day. All we fed. There was a
shortage of ghee during the feeding. Gomati Das Maharaj
asked the people to bring the water of Sarayu river in
some pots. Water was brought and served as ghee. The
people who ate felt that it was real ghee only. After the
function was over, Gomati Das Maharaj asked the people
to purchase some ghee for the same number of pots(as
has been used for the feeding) and instructed them to
pour it into the Sarayu river.
After telling this story, Bhagavan asked the DDO

whether he now had any hesitation in accepting the
amount! Bhagavan also said emphatically that it is only
Father’s blessings for the marriage.
28th May
Bhagavan was singing Yogi Ramsuratkumar ceaselessly

in a different meter.
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31st May
Bhagavan said, quoting a song in the Tulasi Ramayan,

that in a balance, if we put all the pleasures that are
obtained in svarga and apasvarga on one plate, and the
happiness that is obtained in the company of good people,
satsanga for half a second, on the other plate, we can see
that the happiness of the satsang plate will weigh more
than all the pleasures of all the worlds!
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JUNE
6th June
The DDO (B. G.) was saying that he feels Bhagavan’s

presence anywhere he thinks about Bhagavan and that
some special energy or force enters within when he
thinks of Bhagavan. During the course of the talk,
Bhagavan asked him to recite the Siva Puranam of
Manickavachagar three times. Gajaraj Ji did it three times.
Bhagavan quoted a sloka from the Bhagavad-Gita,
“Ishvara…” and said that we should have faith that
everything happens by the Grace of God.
When Gajaraj Ji told that Bhagavan’s presence is felt if

we remember Bhagavan’s name anywhere, Bhagavan
said that the nature of a real Yogi is like that. A real Yogi
or Mahatma is always in communion with God. God is
present everywhere and so the Yogi is also present
everywhere. Bhagavan said, “From 1952, this beggar is
in the hands of Father. No doubt about it. People may call
dirty, mad. But Father uses this dirty sinners body for the
best use. No question of fearing anybody.”
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7th June
Bhagavan kept chanting Yogi Ramsuratkumar

ceaselessly. He asked for “Pallandu, pallandu” – the first
few lines to be sung a few times. Bhagavan also said that
“Ulagam unnai” sung by Swami Mayananda is one of the
most beautiful songs on Bhagavan. Bhagavan said that
when singing Pallandu, a new atmosphere is created.
8th June
Bhagavan said that Prahalad did not obey his father

Hiranya. Vibhishana did not obey Ravana and left all his
relatives including Ravana. Gopis left their husbands
when Krishna was present in Brindaban. Bharata did not
obey his mother. Tulsi Das says that if anybody is not
liking “Rama-Sita Path, they are equal to one crore
enemies.” If anybody remembered any of the above even
for a second, they are blessed.
(June - Dates not known)
Swami asked Gajaraj Ji to recite the Shiva Purana three

times. Swami said, His master Swami Ramdas was
always remembering Rama Nama. But Swami is not
remembering Rama Nama. However, during the course
of the talk, Swami said that Swami is doing whatever
Father ants him to do. If Father wants him not to
remember Father, he does not even remember Father.
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Swami emphatically said; " This beggar is in the hands of

Father only and whatever action he does is conditioned
by Father."
Swami asked Sukhavanam to recite Purusha Suktam and

also recite "Na karmana". He talked about Shri Rudram
also.
Swami was talking about the Holy Bible with the

principal. He mentioned the descent of the Holy Spirit.
Swami said that unless he is baptised with the holy spirit,
he cannot bless people. One must be self-realised and
only then he can be a Master of devotees. Swami said
that it is the raising of the kundalini Shakti.
Swami talked about the sapta kannikas and said that the
Supreme Reality takes all the forms according to the
wishes of the people like sapta kannikas, Devi, etc. All
Father's Grace.
"This beggar's feeling is that has very rarely seen such a

great political leader like Indira Gandhi." He felt that the
things that are happening now are just to betray her.
Swami enquired about Jayaraman's (Tapovanam) injury

sustained 13 days earlier. He said that it should be taken
as a symbol of God's work. Swami said that when
Hanuman was tied by the Brahmaastram by Indrajit, he
was taken before Ravana. There, Hanuman said, "I am
not ashamed of being tied up by enemies because I'm
doing my Master's service." He added that when Ravana
asked Hanuman why he had destroyed his garden and all
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that, Hanuman replied that he wanted to see Ravana and

without doing al that it would not have been possible to
see him.
Swami extolled satsang and how satsang can fetch

intelligence and wealth to a man who has been associated
with Mahatmas.
Swami quoted a sloka from Tulsi Das and said that good
people and wicked people are the cause of sorrow – when
the former cause sorrow by parting, the latter does it by
meeting.
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JULY
Ani Thirumanjanam. Swami was talking about temple

Gopurams and thousand pillared mandapams. Swami
said that it is only Faith which is necessary for us. He
said, "If you have faith, this beggar is not here also." He
said, "This beggar and Meenakshi Sundareshvara are the
same." He said that Perumal Raju likes to be called
painter rather than teacher. Swami described how the
Great Painter paints in space without ink, brush,
cardboard, etc.
Swami said, " By the grace of Faqther and by the grace

the grace of Arunachaleshvara and Apeethakuchambal;
by the grace of the Paramacharya of Kanchipuram and all
the mahatmas, the 'Sky Lab' will not fall on people or
land. It will fall somewhere in the Indian Ocean or some
other ocean.
Swami again ascertained the time of the fall of the 'Sky

Lab' and said that it will not fall where people live.
Swami was taking about the people living in the world

according to circumstances, and mentioned Bhishma's
sacrifice of his life for complying with the fascination of
his father, Shantanu for a boat woman by the name of
Parimalakanthi/Satyavati. Swami said that according to
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Tulsi Das for him, the people to whom Rama and Sita are
not dear, are like crores of enemies irrespective of their
relationship – father, bother, mother or husband. Bharata
left his mother for the sake of Rama and Sita, Vibhishana
left his brother.
Swami said that fire was cool in the case of Hanuman

when his tail was set on fire in Lanka by the grace of Sita.
Swami mentioned that Sita was so pure that the fire did
not burn her. Swami also said that Hiranyakashyap put
Prahalad into the fire but the fire did not burn him. So,
they have all enjoyed special grace. Father's grace is
there – so Indira Gandhi has got special Courts.
Swami asked about the political situation. I informed him

that Morarji Desai had resigned. I also informed
Swwami that Dr. Balaramaiah had found a statue
(vigraha) of Nataraja and Somaskanda at the time of
digging the foundation for Amman Temple at Erumbur.
Swami said that those statues must have been buried and
concealed at the time of Muslim invasions. Swami said
that our duty is to build a temple and install the idols and
their duty is to break them and rob them. Everybody has
to do his own duty. Swami mentioned the historical
incident of invasion by Mohammed Ghazni on the temple
of Somnath. He said that after many centuries, the temple
was rebuilt by Sardar Vallabhai Patel and that Swami
also had visited the temple.
Swami was talking about the importance and significance

of performing "shraardham." He mentioned Arjuna's
conversations with Shrikrishna stressing the need for
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"Tilodakam" to ancestors. He quoted an incident from the

Ramayana where mention is made of Tilodakam to
Jadayu and Dasarath by Sri Rama.
Swami talked about a poet who sang about Shajahan in

which it is said that Shajahan says that Hindus are good
because they offer tilam (gingelly/sesame) and water to
their ancestors who died hundred of years ago but my
sons are not giving me even a cup of Jamuna water!
Swami said that Shajahan was imprisoned during his last
few years by his son Aurangzeb. Shajahan was very fond
of the water from the river Yamuna. While in prison he
could not get any Yamuna water.
Swami emphasized the necessity to do the ceremony and

said the atmosphere in the house on the day of the
ceremony would be different and father's (ancestor's)
presence could be felt.
Swami had been making daily enquiries about the

developments at Delhi, where there was a crisis and no
government could be formed. Charan Singh appeared to
be the choice and by 23rd July the Congress (I) and
Congress (Swaran Singh) decided to give support to
Charan Singh. Swami commented that there is a change
in the atmosphere after these parties announced their
support.
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Formation of Ministry by Charan Singh.
Swami said that the entire political atmosphere had

changed. He also said that there might be some
defections after the ministers are sworn-in.
Swami continued to voice his concern about the political

activities at the Centre. He mentioned how Indira
Gandhi's support was attained by Charan Singh and how
she was being treated now.
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AUGUST
The preface to the book called Arunachal Puranam by

Saiva Ellapa Kovalar by Sri L.V. Jaganathan running to
about 30 pages was read out and Swami greatly
appreciated K.V. Jaganathan's writing.
Swami was concerned about a child in serious condition

because of diarrhoea. He made repeated enquiries. On the
12th he went to Shastri's house at 9 PM and asked writer
of the diary to recite Swami's name. After reciting for
half an hour Swami said, "thank you, if anybody recites
this dirty beggar's name, he helps this Beggar's Work."
Swami wanted to test the tape recorder and sang "Jai

Hanuman, Jai Hanuman." He said that Hanuman will
come to help whenever we recite his name. Swami sang,
"Sitaram Sita Ram and Jai Hanuman, Jai Hanuman" and
in the middle of the singing, he said, "Sometimes this
beggar feels that Hanuman protects this beggar." "Jaya
Hanuman Jaya Hanuman." "In north India, people
believe that Hanuman comes and protects those people –
the sadhus, sanyasis – whenever they feel some danger;
and maybe on account of that, but whenever this beggar
feels these difficulties he comes. Jaya Hanuman, Jaya
Hanuman."
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"This beggar feels Hanuman comes to protect this

beggar" – and especially for devotees of Rama. I am not
such a devotee, but Ramdas initiated this beggar into
Rama Nama."
At this time Shiva Ramakrishna Iyer intervened and said

to Swami that, "Swami is not a devotee of Rama but
Rama himself." Swami laughed and laughed and
continued to sing, "Jaya Hanuman."
"Rama was also protected by Anjaneya so many times."

Laughing… Shri Ramakrishna Iyer said that Swami is
also protected by Him.
Swami cognised, "It is Father's promise to this dirty

sinner that if anybody remembers the dirty son of Father
in whatever bhava, in whatever form and in whatever
name, Father will bless him and I have full confidence
inn my Father's promise. If anybody has got no other
faith except that this beggar is his friend, this beggar will
go there. That is all. No question of any divinity here.
But, if anybody thinks that this beggar is his friend and
he will come to his help when needed, this beggar will
come. Whether he takes this beggar as anyone associated
with any divinity or not; but is simply that this beggar is
his friend. That is all. It does not matter whether anybody
has got faith in God or not, but, if he has got any
association with this beggar and he thinks that this beggar
is his friend; he will come and help when help is needed
from the friend. I am sure of that. That is all. Whatefver
bhava, this is why this beggar with so much faith and
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conviction asks the people to remember this beggar's

name."
"Otherwise, if there is doubt about it he will not say that.

Swami Ramdas, all life long, asked the people to
remember His Master's Name – Rama Nama. This dirty
beggar, having the courage of asking people to remember
his name is on account of Father's promise. Not only that;
Father's promise. I can assure that if anybody
remembered this beggar's name anywhere, he will help
this beggar's work in this life. Not only that, his work
will be done but so far as this beggar's work for which
this beggar is here in this form, that work will also be
done."
The President of the country dissolves the Parliament.

Swami expressed concern over the events leading to the
dissolution.
Swami continued to express interest in the political

developments at New Delhi.
Swami said that the senior Acharya of Kanchipuram who

was at Belgaum at that time had accepted the offering of
Swami sent through two persons of Villupuram town.
Swami said that they had come and given the news.
Swami was pleased to know that the Acharya has
recollected "this beggar"' when they informed the
Acharya about him. Swami also mentioned his first
darshan of the Acharya at a place called Vanagiri in
Tanjore district. Swami was talking about the Acharya's
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contact with Swami when the former had camped at

Tiruvannamalai with the junior Acharya of Kanchipuram.
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SEPTEMBER
5th September
Swami said that anybody who remembers Swami

anywhere helps Swami's work, besides helping
themselves because it is Father's work Swami does.
7th September
Swami was mentioning that a great burden on Swami is

over by the completion of two years by the padayatra
party and everything is finished by evening today.
22nd September
Swami praised the quality of Bharata and said that

according to Tulsi all characters of the Ramayana are all
devoted to Rama in one form or the other. When
Vibhishana is devoted in one way, Ravana also showed
his devotion to Rama in his own way. Swami said that
people who say "no God" are constantly remembering
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God. Swami said, "I have asked Sukhavanam and

Sivaramakrishnan to sing about this beggar as Rama
himself."
Swami was talking about Appaya Dikshithar and

Nelakanta Dikshithar who was then Chief Minister in the
court of Tirumalai Nayakkar at Madurai.
Swami said that in the Bhagavad Gita : Krishna tells

Arjuna that he should not fear fighting as he has been
proclaimed as a Master of Archery, a brave warrior and
that it is better to die than getting the name of Coward.
When Ramaswamy (a devotee) quoted Krishna regarding

satvic food, Swami said that according to Ramtirtha,
satvic food includes taking through all five senses which
are mouth, ear, nose, eyes, and the body, thinking that we
are feeling God's presence there.
23rd September
Swami was enquiring about Hari Swami whose Samadhi

exists in Sundareshwarar temple, in Agraharam. Swami
said that the names of ancient Rishis such Vasistha,
Gautama, Vyasa etc. that are mentioned in the Vedas are
very sacred. He also said that the most ancient scriptures
in the world available now are the Vedas, especially the
Rig Veda.
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OCTOBER
1st October
Jayaraman of Tapovanam mentioned a prediction by the

astrologer B.V. Raman that there would be a rule by
spiritual masters during 1982 and that India would lead
other nations. Swami felt happy. He had been talking and
predicting the same for years. Swami said, "it is the
prediction of Shri Aurobindo and Swami Ramtirtha."
17th October
Swami said, "This beggar was talking with Gajaraj Ji in

madness since morning. This beggar said that, 'this
beggar is in the form Nataraja in Chidambaram. This
beggar is not limited to the body from heat to foot. If one
hundred people recite this beggar's name in different
places, all the one hundred persons will be helped
simultaneously. No question of this beggar going there in
this form.' Gajaraj Ji was saying that when Gajaraj,
Shankarajulu and Vishvanath were talking about this
beggar in Melur College, they felt this beggar's presence
there.
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Swami quoted Shri Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita, and

recited a Sanskrit sloka.
Swami said, "This beggar told to Vishvanathji that he can

see this beggar in the form of Vriddhagirishvar and
Vriddhambika. For Shankarajulu this beggar said that he
can see Him if he goes to the Minakshi Sundareshvara
temple. This beggar told Gajarajji that Chidambaram
Nataraja is this beggar."
Swami also said that the entire Vedas and Puranas are all
the glory of Swami only. Swami said, "K. V. J. and
Periasami Thuran sing about this in a different way. Dr.
T.P. Minakshisundaram in his own way, Sukhavanam in
his own way, Prema in her own way; but all are right. All
are right, but it is not also all."
20th October
Swami asked Shri Perumal Raju about his pilgrimage to

Tirupati. Swami asked about the question of Swami
which Perumal Raju has put to Venkatachalapathi. And
in answer, Swami said the Telugu word "nenudha" means
"verily myself". Swami said that He is not confined to the
body.
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26th October
Swami spoke about the greatness of the senior and junior

Acharyas of Kanchipuram and their way of protecting the
Vedas and Vedic scholars. Swami emphatically
mentioned about the glory of the Vedas and the need to
protect them.
Swami was saying that though the Shastris seem to be

having some worldly problems the expression on their
faces is such that they are contented. This is only due to
the study of Vedas.
29th October
Swami asked him to read the article of Rajaji in Kalki

Dipavali Malar on "Thamizh Maraigal". Swami was
talking about the glory of the Vedas and the need for
preserving them. Swami emphatically said that there will
be peace and contentment wherever Vedic hymns are
recited. Swami quoted Vivekananda's words and said
that : whatever existed in the past, whatever now exists,
and whatever will exist in the future are all in the Vedas.
They are having their seeds in the Vedas in one form or
the other.
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30th October
Swami asked to read the article of Rajaji (in Kalki

Depavali Malar on "Thamizh Maraigal") and wanted to
tell the meaning of Kambar's song on Nammalvar, which
was quoted in the article. Swami said that the
ardchavataramurtis that are in the temples are
incorporation of God himself.
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NOVEMBER
16th November
Swami said, "When this beggar is waiting for you to

come inside, and you talk there, even a minute's talk by
you on the way here will disturb this beggar's work. Even
after my telling you so many times, it happens. It spoils
my work. If anybody who does not know this beggar
does something, it is alright. But when some friends with
whom this beggar moves here is also doing the same
thing, it is something which this beggar is not able to
bear. This beggar has been moving since 1947 in
unknown places, unknown circumstances, unknown
people and experiencing this type of thing."
17th November
Swami mentioned the disturbances last night. He said

that when Shastris (four or five) joined together and
recite Veda mantras, so many disturbances like shouting,
vadhyam, etc. happen. But they are never disturbed. They
go on reciting the Veda mantras.
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Swami said that this type of state is not with Swami.

Swami emphatically said that Father's work is being done
by Swami, without disturbances, to the entire satisfaction
of Father, though it looks like there are disturbances
outside.
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DECEMBER
1st December
Mrs. Gajaraj asked Swami's permission to sing His name.

Swami said, "That Name is immortal – forever. It can be
sung." Singing of Swami's name was going on for hours
with many visitors coming and going. Sundara Shastrigal
invited Swami to witness the completion of the "Ayusha
Homam" which was being performed at his place for
Swami on his Jayanti Day (Swami's birthday). Swami
went to Sundara Shastrigal's house and returned after
taking lunch there.
4th December
Swami said that the back door had been replaced with the
help of a carpenter, who had attended to the chariot work.
Swami said that this was possible only now after three
years of occupation of the house. 1
1
Editor's note : This carpenter had been paid inadequately for his
work; as though to compensate Bhagavan paid more than the
carpenter asked!.
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24th December
Venkatraman complained that he could not control his

mind. Swami said that nobody can control the mind and
that it is only Father who can control the mind.
Swami said that Tulasi Das said, "Rama, you have

created the mind and you alone can control it." Swami
asked Venkatraman to take any portion of Valmiki
Ramayana and to recollect it to his memory again and
again.
Swami said, "If we allow our minds to wander on the

lilas of Rama and Krishna, we see that our mind is
arrested there. If anybody says that he controls the mind,
it is all false. Mind control is in the hands of Father."
In this connection Swami narrated many incidents from

Tulasi's Ramcharita Manas. Swami was found in a state
of ecstasy when he was talking about Tulasi Ramayana.
Swami said that according to Tulasi, the scene of Rama
and Lakshmana going to the forest followed by Sita in
between was like Maya between Brahman and Jiva.
Swami, with eyes full of tears, told of the first meeting
between Rama and Sita at Mithila from Tulasi which is
as follows:
In Mithila, Vishvamitra asked Rama and Lakshmana to

bring some flowers for the puja. Both of them had come
to a garden to pluck flowers. At that time Janaki had
come to worship at the temple of Girija nearby and
request Devi to give her a suitable husband. Somehow,
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Rama saw Janaki while coming around the temple.

Janaki also saw Rama. There were some sakhis, some
friends with Janaki. Janaki was looking at the side where
Rama was going but showed some trees or creepers
pointing out the side where Rama was hiding, to her
friends. Rama, while returning after plucking flowers,
said to Lakshmana, "Lakshmana!" – Swami shed tears –
"Raghuvamshis never look at a girl; I saw a girl! I do not
know why I did like that!" Janaki also said the same
thing to her friends."
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SHRI SUKHAVANAM'S DIARY (1979)

YOGI RAMSURATKUMAR BHAVAN

These notes appeared in Saranagatam, published by the

Note of Saranagatam’s editor

“Shri Sukhavanam, even as a young man, was greatly

Bhagavan said to all those with him:

“You people are very lucky to have come here today.

Shankararajulu mentioned Kasavanam Patti to Swami.

Swami was talking about doing the work without

Principal (Shankararajulu) was talking about

Swami said that according to some people in North India,

While conversing about saguna and nirguna upasana,

“Once this beggar was with Ramdas, six or seven people

That was one chapter.

After hearing this, the principal composed a poem

Bhagavan was talking in detail about J. Krishnamurti and

Communists cited his teachings. Swami mentioned Indira

- Even after hearing his speech (Swami said), this beggar

When Swami heard mention of Nirguna upasana in the

- How can poets sing about nameless, formless, attribute-

Swami was talking about J. Krishnamurti and his

the people who want scientific explanation. Even

- Krishnaji is a Mahatma. This beggar’s salutations to the

Swami was talking highly of Dayananda, who wanted

- If this beggar is in madness, he will say that this beggar

TIRUVÛDAL FESTIVAL: Mandagappadi at Swami’s

- This beggar has to be present here. Shiva will not mind

He attended the mangappadi after having the first portion

- Father is the intelligent director of all actions that take

About Jambavan, Swami quoted a verse from the Tulasi

Swami was talking about Seshadri Swami’s Jayanti today.

- It was connected to Ramana’s life; it is the place where

Talking about Tilak Shastri’s father, Swami said:

- He goes to Arunachaleshvara temple daily. But he has

- It is all Father’s will. This beggar has not only a limited

Swami asked to recite Vishnu Sahasranâmam. He praised

- Everything happens according to Father’s will. But we

Swami said that we should be psychologically sound.

Swami said that in the whole of the Tulasi Ramayana,

Swami said that Erode is a very important place in

- Somehow or the other, Father likes this Dirty Son of

When Sitaram Ji informed about Alwar Tirunagari, the

- Who looked after the child?

The principal said that he was looked after by the

Swami said that, according to Krishna, he will look after

- In other places also he says, ”I create this world, sustain

While mentioning Giri pradakshina and an incident

- This beggar can make that poison into ambrosia – not,

Swami also asked Venkatachalam (postmaster) to do

- If you come round the prakara of Arunachaleshvara

Swami assured Venkatachalam that:

- Father will see that by coming around seven times of

Swami, talking about the protection of the Vedas, quoted

Swami felt sorry that the communities which should take

He mentioned the non-support of the rulers for the

- In the Mahabharata, somewhere Bhagavan Vyasa says

Though Swami said he is limited by time and space and

Swami also mentioned that Sri Aurobindo attached much